Nothing Hurts More Than Realizing They Meant Everything To You, But You Meant Nothing To Them.

“Nothing hurts more than realizing they meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to them.”

— Unknown

Some days the dark thoughts consume me, a constant torture I can’t flee.

I hide it well, no body can tell, the secret struggle, my internal hell.

To others I share love and kindness, yet my mind is filled with inner violence

Ugly on the inside a dark history, I see beauty in everything except me.

“Don’t be afraid of death; be afraid of an unlived life.”

— Natalie Babbitt, Tuck Everlasting

“I wanted to tell you that wherever I am, whatever happens, I’ll always think of you, and the time we spent together, as my happiest time. I’d do it all over again, if I had the choice. No regrets.”

— Cynthia Hand, Boundless

“Maybe you weren’t the one for me, but deep down I wanted you to be.”

— Khalid; Coaster

I wish I was your dream girl, I wish you’d crave me

You’re easy to read, I love your honesty

It kills me to think of you with someone else

I wish I’d stop imaging the sex, it’s bad for my mental health

I know the next pretty girl to come along will end up in your bed

Wish I could fuck this image off out of my head

I guess it’s for the best I should end it now

Hope she cherishes you, that lucky cow 🐮