I Love Receiving Asks But Man Is It Scary To Respond Them Sometimes.

I love receiving asks but man is it scary to respond them sometimes.

For the oc ask game let's do Bela with Alone and break.

Thanks for the ask!!!

alone: How does your OC deal with loneliness? Have they ever been completely alone before? How do they act when there's no one around to see them?

She's always been used to being somewhat alone and doing her own thing. Spy family and spy job doesn't really allow for a lot of friends or emotional closeness with outsiders. And she's okay with that, just gotta keep moving! But she's also been lucky enough that there's always been at least 1.5 people she could go to. She's just extremely bad at it.

When she's alone she doesn't behave very differently, unless things have gotten extremely bad. Then that's when she allows herself to be sadder.

break: What would cause your OC to break down completely? What do they look like when that happens? Has anyone ever seen them at their lowest?

Losing everyone that matters the most to her (her mother, Webby, Victor and a couple of agents she's worked very closely with since she was young) in a way that's exclusively her fault and in a situation she could not fight in. Death is normal for an agent. Losing partners, family members and protégées happens often and is even expected. She can deal with personal failure, sometimes you fight and you lose, you just gotta get stronger. But she would not be able to deal with watching without having even the chance to act.

It starts violent and explosive. If there's a clear culprit she can reach, they better consider themselves dead. She's already pretty lax when it comes to self-preservation on a good day and she's having fun, but at that moment she doesn't care about anything else except for her rage anymore, if she dies she dies, if there's collateral victims, so be it. If there's no one to redirect her anger to, objects will fly. Once she runs out of energy or things to break, she curls into the smallest ball and cries. And then enters auto-pilot.

Victor has witnessed it at least once. Could not get her to snap out of it for days afterwards.

You ever are just sitting there and suddenly are hit by an au you haven't thought about in months?

Anyways FOWL au my beloved, I'm so sorry I abandoned you. One day I shall write the ideas down, I promise.

@ai-higurashi’s Bela is my whole wide world just so you know. We’ve been talking about the role she plays in my human au’s story a lot lately and I had to draw her, even though I’m nowhere near this point in the timeline yet LMAO

Took me ages and going through every color in the wheel ever but. Finally. Caprikon.

[ID: Screenshot of Skearhead from Hirogaru Sky Pretty Cure. He has purple skin, a bald head, small horns, and pointy ears. He wears his usual monocle and dark robes, while his expression lacks emotion. Text added says "How I look with she/her in my bio". End ID]

Wife @ai-higurashi and I have been making this exact joke for ages. He's like a lesbian to us