Omg Is That You In Your Pfp? So Pretty!!

omg is that you in your pfp? so pretty!! 🤩

LMAO NO ITS NOT😭😭 if I looked like that irl I probably wouldn’t be on here lmao

sigh, I miss my sigma alpha guardian mommy😞 (@theshinazugawaslut pls cum back, the kids r worried (◞‸◟；) )

i hate to be that person but road of el dorado is racist and fetishized indigenous people

my sincerest apologies. Will do better and if not then I’ll kms.

I want dorky skater boy Sanemi to grind an ollie on my ass.

I HATE LIVING IN CALIFORNIA CUZ FYM ITS GONNA BE 110😭😭

ALWAYS AND FOREVER

WARNINGS. sanemi shinazugawa x gn!reader, 0.6k words, angst, character death, blood, inspired by a certain something..

NAVI | KNY MASTERLIST

“you’re so mean, sanemi.”

you lay in a pool of blood, crimson spreading from your chest to the floor around you. the liquid, soaking your clothes and staining them dark, also soaked the white-haired man’s tattered uniform. you looked up at him as he held your weak form.

he was crying, you noticed. his pretty face stained with tears that you never expected him to shed. ever since the day you met, you knew sanemi was strong. he could fight— something you weren’t always good at, but he excelled at. and when you both lost the familiar face of a friend, he did not cry like you would. so seeing him like this, salty tears falling from his eyes and dropping onto your cheeks, only made you cry further.

you loved sanemi shinazugawa; it was a truth you had been aware of for years. even when you lost your family, even when you decided to follow in his steps and take on demon-slaying, even when he treated you coldly, and even now, bleeding out on the floor of an unfamiliar castle, you loved him.

when sanemi first figured out that you were training to be a demon slayer, he yelled at you. it was the first time he ever did so. the two of you stood a few feet apart in the home you shared, genya quietly peeking into the room when sanemi cursed you out for your decision.

but you loved him, so you stood there, hands squeezing your kimono, as you took on his verbal slaughter. again and again, every discouragement of his reached your ears and brought you to tears. even as you cried alone in your room, his words repeating in your mind, you loved him because deep inside, you were sure the sanemi you knew was still there.

“you’re so mean,” you repeated. “y-you said you didn’t care for me anymore, you liar.”

“i lied,” he held your cheek softly, gritting his teeth. “you were supposed to stay away from demons, not go and chase them. don’t die on me, y/n! you can’t die before i do!”

you sobbed as you mustered enough strength to raise your hand. your fingers brushed the mark on his face before you wiped some of his tears away. sanemi moved the hand that held your cheek so he could press your fingers against his face.

“you were supposed to live, no matter what. even if i died, at least you would survive.”

“and what if we both lived? what if… what if we both lived long enough to see a world without demons?”

sanemi answered, “that’s simple. i would have married you in an instant, y/n.”

you could no longer feel your legs. the image of a future that would never occur flashed in your mind. a life in which sanemi was your husband, doting on your shared child as you watched them lovingly. oh, how you would abandon everything just for that to happen.

“then marry me when i meet you again. when you pass, in some decades, find me in the afterlife and marry me. i’ll still love you, sanemi. always and forever.”

his eyes widened, a certain numbness spreading throughout his chest. sanemi looked down at you, finally, after all this time, deciding to lean down and place his lips on yours. with your remaining energy, you kissed him back, the taste of iron and salt fresh on your tongue. and when he pulled away, sanemi hugged your body even tighter. though, you couldn’t feel the pressure.

“i love you,” he finally confessed, his words being the last you heard before you finally succumbed to an everlasting slumber.

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