Ik It's A Little Ooc For Them To Be Hugging But I Hope One Day They Can Get To This Point Ykwim

ik it's a little ooc for them to be hugging but I hope one day they can get to this point ykwim

neil is very respectful of andrew's autonomy, especially in their relationship. we know that. we love that for him. (mostly angst) fics of him not realizing his and andrew's relationship being exclusive are popular. i love reading them.

what if. what if he becomes a tad bit possessive of andrew, though. (a little tug to pull him close, a sharp glare directed to wandering eyes, etc.) andrew would normally find that concerning for all the reasons we all know and understand. possessiveness can imply ownership, can lead to a controlling relationship. andrew would normally dislike that. neil being possessive of andrew, though? andrew fucking loves it??? andrew is very into the idea that neil is obsessed with him, obsessed enough to be possessive of him. like. most people didn't want andrew; some people wanted andrew but they were the bad kind; and very few are the people who wanted andrew who he wanted back. neil's possessiveness isn't caused by insecurity and neither is it because he wants to control andrew. it's more that he always held himself back from wanting and having that when has the chance to actually have something, he clings to it. (hence andrew thinking of neil as a racoon.) (it's also very much like how andrew is, yeah?)

anyway, a headcanon i indulge myself in is neil showing a healthy amount of possessiveness of andrew and andrew loving and even encouraging it. what if. what if.

I can't help but think always from a psychological point of view. So when reading this...

... and knowing the development Sebastian gone through, it can't even be easy for him to hear those words from someone looking like his little master.

I mean. Of course it's not his Ciel. And for a demon I can imagine he can differ from persons by the way their souls smell and feel to him.

However. It's no secret how devoted he is toward his little soul. So, when there is suddenly his little masters twin back, looking so much like him, listening like him, but not feeling like him...

It must be also unsettling for Sebastian.

It's probably the absolute accurate imagine of Sebastian's worst nightmare.

His Ciel, soulless, despising him and wanting him to leave.

We're always talking about our Ciel's feelings in this moment. But I just think for the demon it wasn't easy, too.

Morning coffee ☕️

love when a man aches to eat another man as a form of love <3 this post is about hannibal and black butler

“It’s getting better” (I found a new unhealthy obsession).