Hi Lovelyyy, Im Curious About 3, 4, 6 And 24 For The Ask Your Author Game!

Hi lovelyyy, i’m curious about 3, 4, 6 and 24 for the ask your author game! 😊💕

3) "what order do you write in? front of book to back? chronological? favorite scenes first? something else?"

Answer: I either:

write chronological (mostly, because I like keeping myself in suspense too);

note a scene I came up with and develope it into something bigger, if it ends up an one shot or series, that's part two :)) ;

4) "favorite character you’ve written"

Answer: If it is about who I wrote about, I think Yoongi (as Pied Piper, that's a spoiler of what is coming soon 😉😆). If it is about a character I created ══⛧⌒*｡ The little Hye-jin (You will be a beautiful mom, KNJ)

6) "something you would go back and change in your writing that it’s too late/complicated to change now"

Answer: my writing style, my posts aspect. I think that's all. 🥺 I am trying to improve and grow more and more...

24) "have you ever become an expert on something you previously knew nothing about, in order to better a scene or a story?"

Answer: could say English :) , guns(?) {{I once tried to write a book about a secret corporation so I needed it, seems like I can use it for mafia!au}} and in general, depends on the topic of the respective theme.

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I have.... No words

a cutie in a hanbok

𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐎𝐧𝐞.

𝓢𝓾𝓶𝓶𝓪𝓻𝔂: In order to make him stay, Y/N suggested that they have an open relationship.

𝓟𝓪𝓲𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼: Idol! Jimin x Actress! Reader.

𝓦𝓪𝓻𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼/𝓽𝓪𝓰𝓼: Open Relationship AU, Solo! Jimin, Major Angst, Jealousy, Regret, Possessiveness, Unfaithfulness, Sex.

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"This isn't working…"

If Y/N heard that line in a movie, she would've cringed… sneering at the comment as she laughs it off, saying it was a cliche for them to use that sentence so many times. Usually, the line would be used in a teen movie or a romantic comedy where it is often said by the dominant character while the submissive did nothing and cry in the corner. Moping for their lost love. Y/N would've yelled at the screen, telling them how stupid they were to cry over someone so… unworthy. Unworthy of their love. Y/N would've shouted at them, telling them to go and find someone else that's a little less of an asshole. Y/N would've encouraged them to move on, find someone better. Find someone who deserves them.

Well, action speaks louder than words.

Hearing those words wasn't always easy. Especially if you're the one hearing them. In fact, this was no longer a movie, this wasn't a cliche… this was Y/N's life. She was experiencing the very thing she belittled right under her nose. Maybe it was karma, she shouldn't have spoken like she knew every single thing about the universe.

"This isn't working," Said her long-time lover, Park Jimin with wistfulness in his voice. His expression shows that he wasn't joking, nor was he reenacting a teen romantic comedy for fun. This was all real yet, she can't help but be delusional. So delusional that she starts laughing nervously, on the brink of sounding manic but she was containing it. Jimin stared at her without an ounce of amusement on his face—he was serious.

"I… baby… what?" She questioned as she breathed out, finding her airways suddenly constricting as she stared at him hopefully. Hopeful that whatever was happening, was just a prank. "Jimin?" She called out his name as Jimin continued staring at her blankly. Y/N cleared her throat, trying to regain her composure as her hands unconsciously snaked to his, tugging on his wrists. Jimin looks away, pulling his wrists as Y/N widened her eyes slightly, shocked at his actions.

"You are the prettiest girl in the whole world, nothing could ever compare to your beauty. Everything about you is perfect, there's not one single flaw..." Something about his tone didn't sit right with her. His tone was careful, almost reassuring. This wasn't a compliment, it didn't sound like it. Jimin was trying to make her feel better.

"What are you saying, Jimin?" Y/N asked the worry was clear on her face. She wanted Jimin to know that she was always going to be there for him no matter what happens. Y/N was going to be there for him through the hard times and it looks like Jimin is going through something tough right now. Y/N wants him to know that she will always be by his side. "Are you okay? Was the practice hard today?"

"I saw a girl today…" Y/N didn't want to jump into the conclusions and say anything crass, instead, she just listened carefully, wanting him to know that she was always present for him. "I saw her and I…"

"What's wrong, Jimin? Did something happen to her?" Jimin stayed quiet for a brief second, hesitating whether or not he should say it.

"I saw her and I thought she was... pretty…" Y/N's heart pounded as Jimin opened his mouth to continue speaking. "I desired her, Y/N… I desired someone other than you and I wanted to act on it so bad but I don't want to betray you. This isn't supposed to happen, I'm not supposed to look at someone like I used to look at you…"

"Used to? Jimin, what are you talking about?" Y/N croaked, the lump in her throat growing as her nose starts to burn. Jimin could see her face turning red, he knew she was going to cry. "Jimin, please… I don't understand…"

"We drifted, Y/N…" Jimin faltered, his brows frowning as his eyes pleaded to her. Pleading to let him go, "We drifted so far that we don't see each other anymore—there's no point of turning around…"

"Jimin, that's because you're busy! You're going to have vacations soon, right? We'll be together again—you need to stop all this talk!" Y/N sobbed, tears running down her face as she tried clinging her dear life onto the strings of her relationship.

"The girl… she's always with me… I get to see her more than I do with you…" Jimin's confession made her heart breaks into a million pieces that it hurts her psychically, to the point where she can't seem to breathe anymore. "We need to end this, Y/N…"

"Is it because you don't love me anymore? Do you have feelings for her?" She questioned, her voice growing weak with every word that came out of her mouth.

"I don't have feelings for her, I desired her…" Jimin stated, "But I still love you and I can't bring myself to hurt you anymore, you deserve better than me, Y/N"

"But I…" Y/N choked, struggling to spit out her words, "But I only want y-you…"

"Y/N…" Jimin mumbled, "We can't be like this anymore…"

This time she wasn't holding back anymore, her heart hurts too much and she couldn't contain her pain. She sobbed violently, tears streaming down her face as she begged Jimin to stay. Jimin can only look at her in sympathy, making her feel pathetic and small. Y/N held his wrists once again as he started to walk away, heading towards the door.

The idea struck her mind as if she was desperate for survival and it was the only last resort. It was the only solution that they have.

"Jimin, wait!" Y/N shouted his name as he sighed, stopping in his tracks, "W-what if…"

"Y/N, that's… that's enough, alright?" Jimin tried turning her down but she was persistent. This time her grip on his hands was tighter, she wasn't going to let him go. "Y/N…"

"Just… just listen, alright?" She sniffed, wiping away her tears as she smiled softly at him, "We'll have an open relationship… please, let's just… let's just try…"

Sharing him wasn't ideal but it was the only thing she could do to keep him. To make him stay. It's going to hurt but she will have him in her heart still, and she will be in his. No matter what, all she wanted was for Jimin to love her and that was enough. His love was enough.

"You can sleep with whoever you want… I'll give you that permission but there's only one thing I ask of you"

"What is it?"

"Always keep me in your heart, me, and me only. I'm the only person you can love beside yourself" Y/N stated, this time, her voice wasn't breaking nor was it wavering, "Nothing can take that away. Nothing can take our love away"

"Promise me"

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A/N: Wrote this and posted it so I don't forget the whole concept. Anyways, I have a mini-series kind of idea for this, definitely comment down below if you enjoyed and reblog is highly appreciated! Stay tuned for part two! 💜

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I meant like in that writer tag game 💞💞💞 the numbers 💞💞💞💞💞 if you'd like to answer 💗💗💗💗

5) "character you were most surprised to end up writing"

Answer: ﾟ･:*✿Hooonestly. At first it was Hoseok. Because people used to not give him enough credit, to not spoil him in that much love and affection like they do with the other members. But I was so pleased to see I got so many requests about him.

I am so happy I recently received requests about Seokjin and Yoongi, thank you lovelies.

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16) "are there any characters who haunt you?"

Answer: Talking about my work in here? Not really. Talking about books in general... oh boy...

Jace Herondale;

Magnus Bane;

Daemon Black;

Caelena Sardothien;

Clary Fairchild;

I read a lot, but these are the only ones who are still haunting me 👉🏾👈🏾

22) "are there any subjects that make you uncomfortable to write? "

Answer: Someone once asked me to write about a member of BTS and another idol of another band, cheating on Y/N, only bc they wanted that ship, what was the point of Y/N then? So my answer is :

I am not comfortable in writing a MAIN ship of a member of a band × member of another band; (I said it once and I will say it again: I love all fandoms and it totally normal in rl for them to date another idol, ofc, but this is a fanfiction blog destinated to BTS × Y/N. )

I like writing angst, but I really don't like developing themes like cheating or domestic violence;

I would never write about rape, underaged × adult relationship, incest(if they have same blood line; if they are step brothers and have no blood line involved, I am ok with that;)

This is my biggest problem: I am a tall girl. I am tall and thicc, not skinny. Many persons tend to make Y/N as a little skinny, but with curves perfect girl. But I rarely am able to find ffs where Y/N isn't short as hell. So my blog is mainly dedicated to thick/chubby, or tall girls.

So there you go ══⛧⌒*｡ • I don't like writing about Y/N as a small fragile girl in my fanfictions. (!!! Ofc in drabbles requests, if the person who requests is short and small, I'll do that without blinking!!!)

25) "copy/paste a few sentences or a short paragraph that you’re particularly proud of"

Answer: "He reached for the pocket from inside his expensive jacket and took out his gun, his hand wrapped around it in a firm hold, with his left hand. He studied it, turning it around, in a slow motion. He remembered his father. One of the memories he won't ever forget. And it wasn't a happy memory. He remembered how his father broke his left arm, himself, forcing him to learn how to use his right arm. His father was a fanatic, don't ask. So now he is ambidextrous. But he still likes to use his left hand, even if it still hurts him in rainy days.

He put the gun on the desk, beside the folder, with an indescribable gentleness, as if it was a new born baby. His gun never felt heavier than now. He stared at it. How many lifes did he take with this arm? He started to understand you. At first, he thought you over reacted this evening, but now he understands your point. What happened to him...? He is becoming exactly what he swore he won't, like his father. But he had his reasons, everything was against him. He had lost half of his people, now they took their guns and ware. (...) On top of that, they dared to threaten him. They tried to find his weak spot and now they found it. You. They threaten him by you. This is why he acted all distant lately. He didn't mean to, but deep down he knew he is the real danger around you. " - I'll always save you (KTH)

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