I NEED MORE SOFT KENJAKUUUUUUUUUU!!

I NEED MORE SOFT KENJAKUUUUUUUUUU!!

Just......

Just nightly conversations when they've gotten on a late schedule; drinking some tea while they talk to you about some random bullshit.

They shed the robes, too bulky to work around in sometimes, and are in some more comfortable clothing; something light, baggy and comfortable. Hair all up in a messy bun ―messier than Suguru used to wear―, voice quieter and raspier because they're exhausted but refuse to sleep yet.

That's how Kenjaku is. Objective-driven; almost single-minded. Funny for someone who tends to think about everything, and everyone, so much, so often.

They notice mid-conversation that you've, once again, lost the loop. They're not annoyed this time, though.

―Someone is tired,― they'd say, grinning ever so slightly more, fixing your hair in place as they went on a tangent about who knows what. It's unfair, really, that even this made you chase after his touch, seeking the warmth that your sleepy body lacked, and begged for with a shiver. Kenjaku would pick this up; and probably tease you about it, too.

Maybe it's because the developments have lately been going well, the unusually cool summer night, the chamomile tea or just a very rare sentiment of nostalgia;

But tonight, they could spare attention to other things aside from work.

Maybe to memorize each of your features as they watch you sleep; holding you close, but not too close, just one arm lazily curled around your waist. Stealing a kiss or two, too gentle for waking hours. Silently questioning themselves if this feeling, if this between you two, whatever it is and whatever it will be, has a name. If this too, is something he can find the answer to in books.

No matter, they'd say with a sigh, closing their tired eyes for good. I will think about it tomorrow.

I miss you

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