Love Is Weakness

Love is weakness

You can’t have both

You are not good enough, give up

“you are too soft”

So try me now I will never go back in my word because that too is my nindō, my ninja way.

I am angry, but I cannot blame broken people for tried to broke me.

Broken people always will going to try hurt you.

Que fácil es olvidarnos de nuestros sueños, que difícil es pelear por lo que amamos. Que especial es encontrarse a uno mismo, que doloroso es curarse las heridas.

I don't want to go back to the past. I want to see my future instead. I want to see if I'm still living so intensely. I want to see how far I've climbed up the ladder. What did I achieve? Or maybe I got sick of everything and just took off. If I did take off, where did I go, what did I do, and who am I with?

Because This is My First Life

Plot 

A drama that portrays the meaning of marriage in this age and delves into the meaning of family through marriage.

Nam Se Hee (Lee Min Ki) is a single man in his 30s. He has chosen not to marry. He has his own house but is full of debt.

Yoon Ji Ho (Jung So Min) is a single woman in her 30s. She has no home and envies those who have one. Due to problems in her house she had to move, however with her budget it is difficult.

Yoon Ji Ho begins to live in Nam Se Hee's house. It will become a housemate.

My opinion

I guess i'm growing up. I don't even cared for stupid things like marriage before and currently i started to consider it. I was like Yoon Ji Ho wondering "What marriage it is?"

I realized something important I don't have a house. At time as i was watching this drama my mom started to remolade the house and i was really anxious thinking a lot about thing i would like to put on it but my mom was like "naah i don't think so" and i understood that i live in my parent's house, not mine house.

Inmediatally i adopted "우리집" that means "our house" and i understood a lit of bit how Yoon Ji Hoo feels about a house. 

She needed a room to stay, and he needed money. As simple like that, i think it's funny because it's rational. 

"Let's work together" "Even if we have to marriage?" "yeah sure i need the money" "cool, i need the room"

it was fair until they fall for each other. I think it was slowly and natural. Se Hee had an emotional problems and traumatic experiences but i realized when we close our hearts, they find a new way to love again.

Se Hee doesn't realized that he needed that a love. He though that all he did was just a rational move, but actually he did  a lot of love movents. Ji Ho fall in love for him because she felt safe around him. She feel that he was protection.

I understood something. Marriage should be a combination of love and security.Maybe I'm wrong but I've never been married haha! 

Friendship.

We are also observing the story of how her friends achieve love, their obstacles and their deepest desires. How difficult it can be to find a love and how difficult it can be to let it go and give it space to breathe.

Also how important it is to have friends and people who support you and help you to be independent.

In the end Yoon Ji Hoo does something that seems a little filler but I think it was important to mark the uniqueness that exists within a couple and that you should always remember to be true to your heart.

So that’s all!!! 

To me was 7/10

I used to thought: “write for others is hard” and then I started to write for me, because I need it and everything becomes easy.