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Hii Guys (sorta Life Update)
Hii guys (sorta life update) ❤️
Omg! I’m still alive & I can’t believe that I’ve been gone from here for what feels like forever. I’m ngl I did kinda fell off from here & from this side of me. I honestly don’t know why. It was honestly better here, even if I hadn’t really interacted with a lot of you. I still felt your support & love. I still wish to communicate with all you pretties. I was better, especially writing fics for jungkook & keeping myself updated with BTS. I didn’t fall off completely tho, ig I just took a break from everything. Especially since I’ve been trying to get my life together so suddenly. Mainly with getting myself together & becoming someone better for myself. Appearance & mental wise. I’m changing & I’ve definitely been going thru different changes. I’ve become like SO emotional lately as well, like it’s so freaking easy for me to cry now. That sucks because I’m already such an emotional person. It’s kinda been hard because I’ve been in my own head as well, trying to make sense of things on my own, which I know I really shouldn’t do. I’ve also been seeking comfort or a connection, love even with people I don’t know, even if it isn’t really reciprocated just because I’ve been longing for it more now than ever. I hate that, because I shouldn’t be doing that either. Especially at a time where I’m supposed to just focus on myself & not worry about those kinds of things right now, because I know that when it happens, it will happen. I shouldn’t try seeking it on my own, especially when I know I’m not ready for any of it. My emotions have just been out of wack lately & I hate it so much lol. But I want to come back here, I know it hasn’t been THAT long but it feels like it to me. I want to find my way back to things that made me genuinely happy. Which is this blog, writing for jungkook & staying updated with my loves because I just miss them so much, it’s been so hard these days & I don’t want to let myself let go. I’m sorry for this random long ass rant though. I just needed to get it out somewhere & to let you all know that I’m not abandoning this blog any time soon & that I will be more active again. I love you all so much, seriously ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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