Heyy I Recently Stumbled Upon The Trinity AU And I'm Hooked. If You're Still Doing These Requests, If

Heyy I recently stumbled upon the Trinity AU and I'm hooked. If you're still doing these requests, if you could do fluffy prompts 24,30 and 38 that would be so great!!

Thanks a bunch 💕💕

sad days — stucky

prompts

24. “Laughing suits you.”

30. A: “I’m such a mess.”

B: “I love it when you’re a mess!”

38. “Can I hug you? Just for a second.”

Bucky Barnes had the tendency to forget dates. He was never good at it even when his memory was pristine. It just slipped from his mind, the dates unimportant to him for so long.

He didn’t know how hard this day was for you. What the day meant or why you seemed to be stuck in bed.

Steve was in a mood too. He hadn’t left the gym since the morning, falling into old habits before Bucky had come back to them.

“Have you guys seen Y/N?”Bucky asked Sam when he crossed into the kitchen, looking for his girlfriend after he had located Steve.

“She’s in her room,”Sam said obviously.

“Still? That’s not like her,”Bucky frowned, concern flooding through him. Why were both of you acting so weird? When he had found Steve, he was too in the zone to even notice him.

“She always does this, every year, thought you knew that,”Sam replied, sipping on his coffee with a shrug of his shoulders.

“Why?”

“You don’t know?”Sam asked, sighing out deeply,”They both get like this, you need to talk to Steve, man, this is above my pay grade.”

Bucky rolled his eyes, worry seeping through him when he realized how out of touch he was with both of you today. He grabbed a granola bar, quickly munching it down before going to investigate.

He found Steve punching his four bag, sending it across the room. Bucky caught it with his hands, throwing it to the ground.

“What’s going on with you and Y/N?” Bucky asked, stepping in front of Steve with a pointed look.”Why are you overworking yourself? Why is she wallowing in bed?”

“It’s a ritual, because of what today was, you know?”Steve replied.

“What was today?”

Realization appeared on his golden features, his eyes wide as he realized Bucky didn’t remember.”You died.”

The revelation hits him like a train, no pun intended. It was the anniversary of his death, the first one he spent around them.

“Oh,”Bucky’s air was stolen from his lungs, pulling Steve into his arms to hold him. The taller man relaxed against him, hugging him tightly and blinking away the emotion in his eyes.”Why didn’t you say anything?”

“I didn’t want to trigger you, and Y/N never talks about it,”He told him, burying his face in his shoulder. Bucky nodded, kissing the side over his face before gently caressed his face. He pressed a feather-light kiss against his lips, slowly taking in the softness of his mouth. He kissed away all the pain that he could.

“Let’s go find our girl,”Bucky whispered casing his lips,”Think it might be best if we’re all together.”

“She takes it the worst,”Steve admitted,”Sends her down a dark road and she never lets me help, she thinks about both of us dying and she shuts down.”

“I’ll take care of it, c’mon,”Bucky wrapped an arm around him, walking with Steve to your room. The door was shut, something that wasn’t usual. You kept it open, and you never stayed in there anymore. You liked to be in Steve’s big bed instead so you could cuddle with the boys.

Bucky peeked in your door, finding the lights all off and you curled up in his bed.”Peaches?”

“Jamie?”Your voice was soft and emotional.

“Can we come in?”

“No, I’m such a mess.”

“I love when you’re a mess,”He replied sweetly, stepping forward with Steve behind him.”You should have come to me. You don’t need to mourn for me, I’m right here.”

You let out a soft breath, tears welling up in your eyes at his words of comfort. Bucky was here, he was alive and breathing. He was here.

“Can I hug you?”You asked weakly, making Bucky smile softly.

“You never have to ask, peaches,” Bucky told you, climbing into the bed and surrounding you in him. His arms tight wove around your body, pressing light kisses all over your face.

Steve sank into the bed beside you, watching how Bucky’s kisses seemed to lift your mood. He smiled at the sight and joined in the love fest.

With both your boyfriend peppering your face with kisses, you can’t help but giggle. It’s music to their ears.

“Ah, there she is,”Steve teased, lips pressed against the side of your face while Bucky kissed at your nose and forehead.

“Laughing suits you, peaches,”Bucky murmured, kissing your lips gently and melting into the kiss. You can’t help the little tears that came leaked from your eyes. You were just happy to have him back in your eyes.

“Oh, bunny,”Steve cooed, wrapping an arm around you while Bucky stayed hovering over you. You felt so happy to have your boys back with you. That dark part of your life was over.

“We’re right here, peaches,”Bucky assured you sweetly,taking your hand to put over his heart beat.”I’m alive, I’m safe and home. I got you, I’ve got both of you.”

It was the first time that day didn’t even with you and Steve alone in your sadness, but instead, in the arms of the one you thought you’d lost.

A girl like her?

Captain Syverson x Reader

In which y/n is there purely to support syverson, her husband, but the rest of the boys don’t care about the husband part.

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You were sitting outside the camp, painting Aika green. “Good girl Aika, You’re such a good girl” you stroked her fur and whispered to her in your baby voice. You were enjoying the sun, waiting for Sy to come and get you after his meeting was done, when Ochre walked over and sat down next to you. “Hey, y/n” he introduced himself. “Oh, hi, Ochre” you said back, looking up from Aika into his eyes. “What, um, what are you doing?” He asked you, awkwardly pointing to the panting pup in front of you. “Oh I’m painting her green” you said simply, Still trying to dye one particularly stubborn patch of fur that refused to change colour. “Can I ask why?” He responded, still confused about the odd ritual of colouring dogs. “Well, Sy colours all good dogs green, and he knows how much I love Aika so She gets a green coat aswell” you tried to explain, not really understanding what he was confused about. “But why green? What do you have to paint them for?” He carried on

“We paint them so they don’t get shot” Syverson said bluntly from his new position behind you.” Ochres eyes widened in shock. You turned around and grinned up at him, squinting due to the sun. He came and stood next to you, putting his hand on your shoulder. “You can go in now.” He whispered to you, not taking his eyes of Ochre. “Awww, but Aikas enjoying the sun” you pouted at him, turning Aikas head so she could give him puppy dog eyes aswell, the both of you now not wanting to go in. “Jesus, you and that goddamn dog.” He mumbled under his breath “HEY! You love Aika aswell” you told him sassily. “Yeah yeah, whatever” he mumbled with a small smile.

“So uh, why do you paint them green?” Ochre asked Syverson. “I told you, so they don’t get shot.” He gave the same reply. “But, why? Why do they get shot?” Ochre asked again, not understanding. “Because right, the green dogs, they’re the good dogs, our dogs. The dogs with no paint, they’re unknown, strays, we shoot them. Anyone shoots a green dog, they answer to me.... and her” He explained to Ochre simply, pointing to me after I glared at him, making sure he let Ochre know that I also deal with the people who shoot green dogs. “I think it’s barbaric, how can a dog be a bad dog? If it were up to me, I’d save all the unknown ones and keep them for myself, but, we can’t, so I do my best to make sure all the green dogs are the best cared for they can be.” I told the two men. Ochre smiled down at me, “that’d be a good job for a girl like you” he smiled sweetly, making me blush. “A girl like her?” Syverson said, getting aggravated at Ochres nice behaviour. “Yeah, you know? Nice, caring?” Ochre replied making me blush. “Awwwww Ochre you’re so sweet” I smiled at him, making Syverson seemingly even madder. “Yeah yeah, so sweet. Go inside, y/n. Aikas overheating.” Syverson said without removing his eyes from Ochres. You frowned but got up anyway.

“Thanks for the company, Ochre.” You said, smiling sweetly at him, before walking inside, kissing Syversons cheek on the way. As you were walking away you passed Harper and the rest of the crew. “Looking nice, y/n” they shouted at you, making you smile and wave at them. “Oi, shut your mouths” Syverson shouted from his position, still having not moved from earlier. You walked over to the rest of the guys and sat down next to them. “How are you guys doing?” You asked them kindly, Chuckling at Aikas attempts at stealing a piece of Burtons chicken.

“Better now that you’re here, Y/n” Harper said charmingly, making you blush. “Very funny” you said dead beat. “But seriously, how are things going with the pipe and all that?” You asked the whole group, who then proceeded to inform you about how they managed to find workers from a local school to help build the pipe. “Awww that’s nice of them.” You responded, glad that they weren’t the only ones working on it. “Yeah, real nice. Why don’t you come watch us work some time? Give us a bit of motivation” Enzo said, making your eyes go wide. “Uhh, well Sy doesn’t really let me out of here that often” you responded shyly. “Cmon, we could sneak you out” Burton said cheekily, making you laugh.

“Uh, no you can’t, and no you won’t.” Syverson said as he walked over to you and grabbed your hand, pulling you up. “And I don’t want to hear, another fucking word coming out of your mouth about how you want Y/n here to motivate you, or how you want to sneak about with her alright. Cause she ain’t interested, and if you say it again, I’ll blow your fucking balls off, got it? Cool” Sy told them angrily, he began to walk off, keeping his hand linked with his. “Bye guys, Cmon girl, here Aika” you told the group, proceeding to tell Aika to follow you, which she happily obeyed, trotting along by your side. You pet here head before demanding a piggy back ride from Syverson, which he happily allowed. Jumping onto his back you whispered in his ear. “You don’t have to be jealous. You’re the only one for me.” Before kissing his cheek and resting your head on his shoulder, lightly kissing his neck before falling asleep on his shoulder, warn out from painting all the dogs. He chuckled at you “you’d think you’re the one out there in the heat digging a place for this pipe.” He chuckled, making you lightly smile before knocking out as he started to climb the steps to your guys’ room.

“God, I love you” he whispered as he lowered you onto your bed and kissed your forehead. Sure, it was difficult with you being one of the only women there, but he knew he’d rather have you with him then hours away in a different country, where he couldn’t see your face as he was falling asleep. No, there’s nothing he’d rather have then you with him.

the barnes’ : the fall

summary | the love story that formed the barnes’ family

pairing | bucky barnes x avengers!empath!reader

word count | 6.1k wow this is a big one!

warnings | fluff, the history of the MCU from reader’s experience, racism against mutants, mentions of disability (aka bucky barnes sometimes has his prosthetic on but not all the time), mentions of bad family life, parental death mentioned, angst, but it’s mostly fluff, smut so minors DNI, first time together, lots of emotions, slight angst, oral (m receiving), size kink, sweet sex, unprotected sex, not edited

author’s note | just wanted a chance to explore bucky and his wife! hope you guys liked it! it’s not very good smut but i worked hard on it to develop an actual background for the barnes’

and so it begins in wakanda....

Bucky Barnes was a broken man. This much you knew was true. Yet, you were drawn to him in his mixed up emotions more than anything in your life. Maybe it was because you wanted to help or maybe it was because fate had a funny way of working things out.

You remembered Steve Rogers as a good friend, someone you had gotten close to through the Avengers. You had been one of the originals at the young age of 19. A whole team of superheroes and Fury had found you going around the country to heal people of different ailments. You had talked people off of bridges, helped victims of PTSD sleep, and you liked helping.

You figured what better way to help than keep the earth’s mightiest heroes alive and well. Plus, you finally had some friends. It was Steve that had asked you to come to D.C. with him, and you were there when Bucky Barnes was discovered. You had helped the Captain work through that emotion and healed Natasha when she was shot.

When the team fell apart, you had sided with Steve. It was no shock, he was fighting for freedom and you couldn’t help but want to help. The government didn’t have the right to decide how you use your gifts, it was your body after all.

A fugitive. That’s what you become. Yet, you didn’t spend a minute on the run. No, you had been asked to stay in Wakanda by Steve and Shuri as a sort of guide for Bucky. His emotional guide of sorts.

The man was supposed to be a wreck of emotions, but he just felt almost empty. His emotion had been pushed so far down that you couldn’t even feel him when he walked into the room the first time. You didn’t know how, but he was suppressing it all. You assumed he has been trained to do it and you had to untrain him.

Bucky didn’t know how feel until you gave him something to feel. It was a slow process, easing each emotion out of him.

The first had been pain. As he gained each memory back slowly, he remembered each cruel death he had caused. It was not hard to pull the pain and sadness out of him.

He felt anger next. It was burning red when you pried further into his life. Bucky was angry at the world, unhappy with the hand he had been dealt. He didn’t like people, he didn’t like himself, and most of all, he didn’t like feeling. Nothing he felt was good and he hated it.

Bucky was not a hard person to be around despite her negative emotions. He actually was quite simple to be around. You tended to cast calming emotions on to him. He was oddly calming to you too. His presence was sincere and steady. You didn’t know to describe it except for how you feel curled up in bed on a rainy afternoon. It was so much as happiness as it was oasis.

Bucky Barnes was your oasis. He was never overwhelming. People tended to have such strong emotions, but was a constant drizzle of calming peace.

When you told Natasha this, she had been shocked. She was floored by the idea that the Winter Solider was your calm in your storm. You didn’t know how to explain it. He just had a power over you. You liked how he felt, because it was like you could feel what really lied under his other emotions. His true self, you could feel it in the air around you.

The Bucky that was hiding was warm. Whether it be from rage lighting a fire in him or the happiness he feels when he’s with the people he cares about, you didn’t know, but you were determined to free that man. You knew he was dying to get out.

Happiness and warmth didn’t come until six months into knowing him. It was afternoon, and Bucky had been asked to spend more time in the city. So you had offered to take him.

“What’s that?”You asked as you met him at the entrance of the market. His hair is long, messily falling down to his shoulders. You were never shocked by how handsome he was with his stubble grown into a beard and sparking blue eyes.

What did surprise you was the limp hanging from his left shoulder. In the time you had spent with him, you hadn’t seen him with his arm. It was a sleek, clear silver color. It was clearly a model of the old one, expect without all the different mechanic.

“It’s an arm, have you never seen one?” Bucky asked sarcastically.

“But why?”

“I felt like you were gonna be a handful today.”

“I’m serious, Bucky. Why the arm?” You asked curiously while he shrugged.

“I miss feeling things, they figured out a better way to link it to my body, and they need me to give feedback on the feeling, the weight, stuff like that. Just in case I ever need it,”Bucky explained as he offered his flesh arm to you to hook your arm into.

He didn’t shy away from your touch like he did everyone else. Bucky truly trusted you, and he now sought out your touches.

“So how does it feel?”

“A lot better than the last one,”Bucky told you honestly, letting you lead him throw the market of different gadgets and different vendors.”It’s lighter. Hydra never cared for my comfort, just wanted a weapon. The arm was heavy, the bionic was uncomfortable and it fucked with my shoulder, my walk, everything. It weighed way more than an actual arm. But this, it feel even. Vibranium is like magic, I don’t know how they do it.”

“That’s really good, Buck, is that why you haven’t wanted to wear the arm, because it hurts?”You asked curiously.

“Yeah, partially,”Bucky shrugged lightly,”I like having both arms, life is definitely easier, but it feels dangerous and I don’t want to feel like that, you know?”He looked at you honestly with a sigh.”And people recognize me, and they stare and I’m ashamed of it. I’m ashamed that I’m not like other people.”

You were used to Bucky’s brutal honesty with you. He felt like he could tell you anything because you gave him such a safe space around you.

“If it makes you feel better, I like you,”You told him honestly, and your words were more than true. His aura filled with an unfamiliar emotions, something much warmer than he usually felt. You knew what you had said brought the happiness out of him.”Also, I’m not exactly normal either.”

“You have powers, right, I always forget,”He admitted, smiling down at you.”How’d you get them again?”

“I was born with them,”You explained, gazing up at him as you walked mindlessly through the street vendors. No one paid must attention to either of you. You had been here for months now and they had grown to like both of you quite a lot.”It’s called the X-gene, or something like that, I went to a special school when I was younger, boarding school of sorts with people like me. We’re everywhere, but most of prefer to fly under the radar.”

“Guess we’re both a little weird then,”Bucky stopped in the middle of the street vendors at a large fountain display. You sat down on the edge of the fountain with Bucky close by.

The bond between the two of you was strong, you could feel it radiating every time you were with him. Though, you were quite afraid it was one sided. You weren’t sure what he was feeling towards you, not really. He was focused on himself, as he should be, but you can’t help that somewhere along the line you had fallen in love with him.

“We can be weird together,”You replied, making Bucky’s heart swell up with a much different emotion.

Bucky Barnes had tried not to want anything except solstice. He wanted peace and to love his life in a way that he paid for his crimes. He didn’t want to fall in love, but with each passing day, his desire for you grew.

You could feel a mix of feelings come off of him, nervousness and warmth. You could process what he was expressing until you felt his soft lips slot over yours perfectly.

A little gasp left your lips as you careful caress his face, fingers spreading through his beard when you smile against his lips. He moved closer, pulling you into him and relaxing into your embrace.

Bucky felt of love and happiness for the first time since he had come back. He was full of emotion and freedom, and it was because you had led him here.

James Barnes was finally coming home.

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That kiss was catalyst in the new relationship blooming between you and the former solider. You spent a lot of your time with Bucky Barnes and you loved it.

Days with Bucky were fun, and he was growing more into himself with each passing day. As he found himself, he slowly became more affection and confident.

The entire first month of your relationship, he didn’t let you do anything other than kiss him. You went as far as sitting in his lap and kissing him for hours, but when the end of the night came, you went back to your apartment in the complex near the royal palace.

It was disheartening, actually. You craved more. You wanted him to hold you through the night and just be close. You wanted Bucky completely and he was holding out on you.

“It’s getting late, baby doll, you don’t want it too get dark before you head back,”Bucky told you as he unwrapped his arm around you.

He didn’t have his prosthetic on today, but he kept the arm in a sealed box in his little cabin on the outskirts of town. It was always a long walk back to the apartment, and it made you feel like you were drowning in emotion as Bucky made you go home.

“You’re right,”You sighed, not able to help the frown that braced your face. It was the fourth night in a row that you were here so late, and he always pushed you away. You respected him boundaries, you did, but, you just couldn’t help the shame you felt every night walking back alone.

“You’ll come back tomorrow, right? We can go to the market, maybe I can cook dinner at your place?”

“Actually,”You said with an anxious breath,”I’m going on a mission with Steve. I’ll be gone for a couple days, maybe a week or two, I don’t know, you know how things go.”

“You’re leaving?”Bucky asked, his emotions clouding the room with anxiety and heaviness.

“Just for a little bit,”You tried to assure him.

“You haven’t left since you came here,”He pointed out, stepping towards you where you were at the door.”Why now?”

“He just needs help. I think he’s investigating some crime ring in Austria,”You told him with a shrug,”I think he knows how much I need to get away.”

You didn’t realize how that sounded until it left your mouth, and you sighed when the emotion in the room filled with a certain sadness.

“It’s me, isn’t?”Bucky asked with strange voice, and you can feel him suppressing what he wanted to feel.

“No, Buck, it’s not. I just haven’t left this country is months...I dunno what to do, I’m lonely, I spend all my time with you during the day and you kick me out at night and I’m all alone in this unknown place. I spend most my nights on the phone with people spread out over the globe. Steve suggested getting away for a couple days and coming to visit.”

Jealousy, that was a new emotion you managed to pull out him. Instead of coming to talk to him, you had gone to his best friend. You needed to getaway and you had gone to Steve, someone you had known longer and better. Someone who wasn’t so broken.

“You and Steve, huh,”Bucky muttered, and he knew better than that. He knew his best friend would never purposely take you away from him, or that you’d leave him. It just didn’t settle right in his chest when he thought about you spending your nights on the phone with someone else.

“Bucky, you know it’s not like that,”You reminded him,”I have five friends other than you, and one of them is an Android. I need someone to talk to when I can’t talk to you.”

“I want you stay,”Bucky admitted after a couple beats of silence,”The nights...I’m not fun to be around at night, that’s why I never ask.”

“I know, that’s why I never said anything.”

“You have to talk to me, baby,”He told you, cupping your face in his hand.”I don’t know how to do this, I haven’t dated in decades, I’ve forgotten how, and you don’t want to wake up at night to me screaming. I don’t want to put you through this.”

“I want to be with all of you, Bucky,”You told him, sniffling under his touch.”That means the Winter Soldier too. I know what you’ve been through, I’ve read the files, I’ve seen the videos, I know, and I want to go through that because I care about you.”

“Stay,”He whispered,”I want you to stay, don’t go away, please. Not for so long.”

“You have to tell I’m not coming,”You wrapped your arms around his neck, kissing his chin with a little smile.”I don’t want him to use his annoyed Captain voice on me.”

Bucky chuckled at that,”Oh, I know that voice well, it’s the ‘I just got beat up in an alley and you caught me’ voice.”

You laughed at that, kissing his lips gently which he gladly returned.”Can I stay the night?”

“Yeah, baby doll.”

The night was less lonely curled up against his beefy chest. He was warm. You liked how close he kept you, his arm wrapped around you protectively.

He did have a nightmare, but his reaction was less severe with you calming his emotions during the night. Turns out having you around was a lot better than he thought.

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Bucky liked having you against him, and ever since you had stayed the night, he couldn’t sleep peacefully unless he had you in his arms.

Tonight, you were having date night in your apartment. He had work comfort clothes, a tee shirt specially made for only one arm. His stub was specifically wrapped to help heal all the scare damage the original metal arm had left.

“God, that was delicious, sugar,”Bucky said, coming up behind you in your little kitchen. His hands grasped your hips, his newly warm aura surrounded you.”I didn’t realize you were such a good cook.”

“Yeah, it was a nice break from school growing up,”You told him.

“You don’t talk about school a lot, you lived there, didn’t you?”Bucky asked curiously,”Is it alright if I ask you about it? I don’t really know much about...mutants.”

“It’s a not a dirty word, Bucky,”You assured him, pulling him away from the kitchen and into your living room.”You can ask me anything, you let me ask about your past. The only reason I’ve never talked about is because you never asked, and I wanted to help you, I was brought here to help you.”

“We’re more than that now, I want to know you, that means understanding what you are,”Bucky explained, sitting down on the couch and pulling you in his lap gently. You straddled him happily, smiling as you wrapped around his shoulders. He wrapped his arm around you, rubbing down your back in a comforting way.

“Ask away, babe.”

“You said it was gene? How does that work?”

“So, it’s called the X-Gene,”You elaborated,”It’s imbedded in my DNA, I triggered it when I was kid, when I was in car wreck with my dad. I, Uh, I think he did it on purpose.”

“What?” Bucky’s voice is soft as he held you close to him, frowning at this revelation.

“My mom was like me, but he didn’t find out until she died. She left a letter to explain I could be like her and he hated it, he thought she was made wrong, that I was a mistake in evolution. I guess, he couldn’t take how different I was or how enraged he felt so he decided to kill us both,”You sighed deeply,”He flipped the car and something just clicked inside me, and I didn’t have a mark on me. I healed myself as he watched. And he laid dying and I tried to help, but he shoved me away, and he’d rather die than live with a mutant child.”

“That’s horrible,”Bucky was absolutely appalled by this fact, reaching forward to kiss the tears away as you told your trauma.”How did you end where you are now?”

“The school I went to, the headmaster, he has a way of finding us, and he sought me out,”You told him,”It was the best thing to ever happen to me. I made friends and had a family, but we stay hidden, it’s better that way, at least for now.”

“You keep in contact with the people from school?”

“So, a lot of us stick around school, but I wanted to help people so I traveled and went around to help heal people. That’s how Director Fury found me and recruited me for the Avengers Initiative, and the rest is history,”You explained,”I keep in contact with a lot of them, actually.”

“Even now? As a fugitive, I mean,”Bucky questioned curiously.

“Yeah, we’re used to be on the run, actually, Alex has been arrested more than once, and Lorna too,” You told him, shrugging slightly.

“Alex?”

“Yeah, he and I go way back, we arrived to the boarding school the same year, he texts me every week,”You told him honestly,”He likes to check in on me.”

“Oh really?”

“Don’t even,”You pushed his shoulders, feeling a surge of jealously come off of him.”He is just a friend, him and Lorna are very into each other.”

“I didn’t say anything!”

“I can feel it, Bucky.”

“I know, I can’t help it,”Bucky shook his head, smiling up at you,”I love you.”

There was a pause, and your breath hitched at his words. So, that’s what the warm feeling surrounding him was. Love. You hadn’t even realized, no, because no one had ever loved you like Bucky did.

You were overwhelmed with your own emotions now, sniffling at his confession. Of course you love him. You’ve loved him forever.

“I love you too,”You whispered.

“You’ll never feel unwanted with me, baby doll, you are perfect with every mutation. You’ll never feel that way again, okay?”Bucky uttered, pulling you into a kiss.

His lips are soft against yours, nipping at your bottom lip playfully to get you to gasp. He took this chance to deepen the kiss, saliva mixing together as you lost yourself into him.

Without thinking, you rolled your hips against him and he groaned into your mouth. You giggled quietly, feeling his cock twitching in his pants as you rutted against him.

Bucky didn’t stop you, not like he usually did when you made out. He tilted his hips against yours, making you whine in surprise.

Then he pulled away quickly, trying to calm down his growing erection but he can’t, it’s too late. You can feel him against your thighs.

“Baby doll, I can’t, I wanna treat you right,” He admitted,”I want to go all out for you, full romance...both arms—“

“I don’t care about that, you know,”You told him,”The arm, I mean, you love me the way I am, I feel the same, I want you like this, I want make feel good.”

“Just wait, and let me plan a special night, candle light, the whole shebang,” Bucky told you gently.

“Can I try something?” You suggested, palm coming down to rub against his growing hard on.”I wanna make you feel good.”

“What’re you suggesting?”

“Will you let me get you off, both of off, without having to have sex?”You whispered, smirking as he nodded slowly.”If you want me to stop, let me know.”

“Okay...”He breathed out, watching as you straddle his thigh. The dress you had on, spread over your own thighs as your panty clad core pressed against the muscle of his thigh.

You ran your hands down his chest, stopping as you got to the hem of his shirt.”Want this off.” You pulled the fabric up, stripping him to see Bucky fully.

You could feel his anxiety and send a wave of energy to ease him, which he was grateful for. Your lips grazed over the marred skin of his shoulder as you carefully dragged your hips across his thigh. A small moan left your lips against his scar.

“Baby...”He gasped, watching as you rutted against him so very eagerly. Bucky didn’t need to read emotions to know how good you felt, how much you wanted him because your face said it all.

“‘so good, Bucky,”You whispered, the cloth of your panties caught perfectly against your clit. You are soaking his pants, leaving a wet spot seeping into the fabric. You moved your body smoothly, slowly, and desperately as you chased your own orgasm.”B-Bucky,” You choked out brokenly as you threw your head back and he thought he might cum in his pants.

“Fuck, baby doll,”Bucky groaned, his cock straining in his pants as you slid off of his thigh and onto your knees with a sheepish smile. Just the image of you kneeling in front of you was making him painfully hard.”Are you—“

“Have you ever been given head, Bucky?”

“Almost once,”He admitted,”I was drunk in a bar in Austria, a woman wanted to thank me for my service, but she uh, chickened out, got embarrassed. Women back then didn’t really do that back then, at least unless they wanted something.”

“Well, I guess ‘m gonna have to thank you for your service, Sarge,”You winked, making his eyes roll back when you palmed over his cock. Bucky was going to lose it.” And that’s the fun thing about the twenty-first century, we’ve grown as a society, and me, well, I like giving head.”

His cock sprung out of his pants when you slid the fabric down. You can’t help the way your breath hitched at the size of him. His cock is thick, veiny, and leaking with pre-cum. The length is beyond anything you’ve ever had, and you are drooling at the sight.

“Oh my god,”You licked your lips,”You’ve got the biggest cock I have ever seen.”

“Oh shut up.”

“You do, baby, I’m not even joking, and I can’t wait anymore,”You breathed heavily, spitting on his cock and twisting your hands around him. You pump his length in your hand, flattening your tongue against the underside of his cock. As you reached the raging head, you circle your tongue around it and it makes Bucky moan ridiculously loud.

“Oh fuck.”

You suckle on the head, looking up at him as you sink down on his cock gently. You slowly inch down on his cock, and you look so pretty with his cock stretching your mouth.

His hand threaded through your hair, and it’s taking everything in him not buck up into your mouth. You know he won’t last long, not when he hasn’t been touched in so long.

As predicted, the second his cock hit the back of your throat, he’s cumming with no warning. You stroke what’s not in your mouth, pumping him into throat like you’re milking him dry.

Bucky emitted the prettiest moan, it’s music to your ears and you want to please him in every way. You pull off of him, tucking him back into his pants and crawling back into his lap.

“Hi,”You whispered, nudging your nose against his gently.

“Hi,”Bucky grinned, kissing your reddened lips sweetly.”I liked that.”

“I knew you would,”You giggled, making him grin while he kissed you all over your face.

“Look, I wanna do something special next week, okay? Block off your night, the next morning, I want you to myself, you got it?”

“Whatever you want, Sarge,”You grinned happily,”Wanna go to bed?”

“You want me to stay?”

“I always want you to stay.”

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When the night finally came, you had been told to stay out of your apartment all day. Instead, you spent time with Natasha, who was visiting shortly to see you.

“So tonight is the night?” Nat teased, arms hooked in yours as you enjoyed the sights of Wakanda.

“Oh yeah, I can’t wait, he’s gonna wreck me, Nat.”You laughed happily, and honestly, you were just happy to have your best friend with you.

Because the Black Widow had grown quite found of you. You had a great friendship with her, the best one on the team by far. She had lived with you between missions in D.C. and there was a bond there that you couldn’t explain. She meant a lot to you and her being away so often made you miss her. You missed doing simple things like talking about boys.

“I guess that means you’ve already seen his dick,”She commented with a smirk,”You deserve to have your world rocked. I’m excited for you. It’s more than I’m getting.”

“I always assumed that you and Steve were...”

“No, no, just friends,”Nat told you,”He can’t get over Peggy, you know. He couldn’t pursue his relationship with Sharon, and I know he liked her a lot, but no one will ever be her.”

“I wish he’d find his happiness, you know? He’s been through a lot, he deserves it. We all do.”

“Yeah, but people like us don’t get happy endings,”Nat said honestly with a shrug.”You might be the only one. You and Barnes, I can’t believe it.”

“He’s my oasis, what can I say?” You smiled so sheepishly and giddy. You looked like you were completely in love, and you were. You were so in love with Bucky Barnes.

“I would have never expected that,”Nat chuckled, happy to see you so blissful for once. Back when she had first met you, you were alone and untrusting. You never got close to anyone in fear they would hate you for who you were. Now, you had found someone who loved all of you.”You should probably head back, it’s getting close to time, isn’t it?”

“You’re right,”You said, checking the time on your burner phone. You wrapped Natasha in your embrace,”I miss you, you know?”

“I miss you too,”She rubbed your back,”It won’t be like this forever, we’ll find our way back from this. Give it time and you’ll be having Stark’s shitty blueberry pancakes in the mornings again.”

“I know, but I’ll never leave Bucky, he’s my everything, we’re a package deal,”You proclaimed,”I’ll always choose him.”

Natasha kissed your cheek, waving you off to go get romantic with your boyfriend. You took a deep breath, finding your bearings before heading through the city to your apartment.

You’re nervous, you can’t wait to take your relationship further, but there was always a sense of anxiety when things got intimate with Bucky. Last time, you had been overtaken with desire. You didn’t know you were going to do it when he came over, but now you knew what was waiting behind the door.

When you opened the door, your apartment looked so different. It was candle lit leading into your bedroom where Bucky was stilling trying to set everything so perfectly.

“You’re early!” He complained, scrambling to pick up the bouquet of flowers he had gotten you. You were a beaming mess as you took the flowers.

“Oh my gosh, this is so...beautiful,”You took in his surroundings, and that’s when you noticed him fully.

His left arm was gleaming in the candle light, the shiny metal glinting in the rolled up button up shirt.”Do you like the new arm?”

“It’s pretty, very you, actually. I like the black and gold, it’s different,”You told him, putting the roses down so you could run your hands down his new arm.

“Yeah? It’s the best one yet, I can feel everything,”He whispered, his metal hand coming to slip under your flimsy blouse. He pulled you against him, fingers rubbing your flesh.

“Everything?”You asked carefully, fingers dancing up the dazzling metal while he nodded. You weren’t sure what to do, if you were supposed to lead him like you had before when you given him pleasure. You didn’t get much time to think about before the metal hand ripped your shirt down the middle.

You gasped at his actions, breasts now exposed in the pretty red fabric of your bra.”Dreamt about this, you know?” Bucky towered over you, his flesh hand massaging over your breasts.”My pretty girl, I’m gonna make you feel so good.”

Bucky slipped your skirt down your body, licking his lips at the sight of you in the sinful crimson. Your hands unbuttoned his shirt, throwing it on the floor before you unbuckled his pants. He stepped out of them, smirking at your fingers danced at the hem of his underwear.

“Go ahead, baby,”He encouraged and you liked this side of him, the more cocky and dominant side that made you melt. He had a very demanding presence when you met him, grumpy and dark and it drew you in. Slowly, you managed to knock down all those walls, but it was sexy how that commanding man had come back in the bedroom.

“I love you,”You uttered, which he instantly returned before crashing his lips against your eagerly. You started to work faster now, tugging the boxers off of him as he pushed back against the bed.

Your back fell against the very soft sheets, gasps leaving your lips as his mouth leaves bites and marks against your skin. He tore the rest of your clothes off. Bucky leaned up to admired your body, grinning as you heavily breathed under him.

“So pretty, such a beautiful body, I can’t wait to ruin it,”He teased, making whine at him. Bucky smirked, dipping his head between your thighs.”You are fucking soaking, doll, is this all for me?”

“Yes, yes, been craving you all day,”You breathed out, hands coming to run through his hair as he settled between your thighs.

“‘m gonna have to open up this sweet little cunt if you wanna take my cock,”Bucky grunted, nose pressed against your mound before licking a fat stripe against your clit. It made you tremble under him, tugging at his hair which made him groan against you.

Bucky nuzzled himself into you, his metal hand wrapped around your thigh as he slipped a finger into your wet core. He adored the way you gasped and whimpered with every touch. His tongue was sinful, his lips sealed around your clit while he pushed another finger into you. He expertly fucked his fingers into you, rubbing against that sensitive spot that made you whine.

“That’s it, baby, think you can take a third?” He asked you, his two fingers scissoring you open for him. His breath was hot against your sensitive core.”Don’t cum, wanna have you cum on my cock, can you do that for me?”

You nodded, his third finger making it incredibly hard to keep your promise. He finger fucked you open, bringing you right to the edge until he stopped. You moaned in defeat, body shaking against the bed as you clutched the sheets.

Bucky hovered about you, lips slotting over yours as he rubbed the head of his cock against your clit teasingly. You whimpered into his mouth, pushing into you carefully.

“Ah!” You gasped loudly, head falling back as his large cock sank into you ever so slowly. You have never felt like this before, so full and stretched out.

“You’re doing so good, baby doll, so good for me,”Bucky praised, making you preen with excitement for him. As he sheathed himself completely inside you, Bucky took both of Thur hands into his. Hands intertwined together as he let you adjust. His body pressed against yours, trapping you against the mattress and there was no place you’d rather be.

“Feels good,”You breathed out, tilting your hips upward when you felt ready for him to move. Slowly, he pulled out almost completely before thrusting forward again. It pulled an obscene moan from you, his cock hitting the perfect spot immediately. No one had ever been so deep inside you, reaching places that ever never been reached.

“That’s it, baby, I got you, you feel so good around me,”Bucky whispered,”My perfect girl, love of my life,” His whispers are sweet, making you feel loved and appreciated. His thrusts are slow and sensual, dragging out the pleasure as he throughly wrecked with his size.

You squeezed your legs around him, hooking them over his hips and pushing him into you. He groaned into your neck, his lips trailing down your body until he found your tits. He hyper focused here, mouth encircling your nipples, sucking and biting teasingly.

“Oh, James, yes, yes,”You pulled his hair, making his cock throb inside you and you both were so close. Bucky’s thrusts became needier and harder, making you choke out mouths as he marked your tits as his.

When Bucky pulled his mouth off of you, leaving your breasts covering in salvia and bruises. He pressed against his chest against yours, hands encompassing yours as he kissed you with passion.”Cum with me.”

Your walls convulsed around his cock, squeezing him so tight that he can’t help but coat your walls with sticky warm cum. You trembled under him, moaning his name so loudly that it made him growl against your jaw.

“Oh, fuck, Bucky,”You whined, holding his hands tightly as you both came down from your highs. He didn’t move, kissing lightly up your neck until he reached your lips.

“Oh, baby, you are something else, you know that?”He grinned, turning on his back to the sheets. His soft cock slipped out of you, making you feel less full and craving that sensation once again. “Let me get you cleaned up.”

Bucky’s gone for a few moments before he’s back and picking you up from the bed.

“Bucky!”You squealed, holding on to him tightly. You realized what he was doing when he entered the bathroom where a bath had been drawn. The water was rose scented, bath full of oils, and the room candle-lit.”Oh, babe.”

“Gotta treat my best girl right,”He kissed your cheek, placing you on your feel. Bucky slipped into the hot water first before helping you into his lap. You laid your head back against his shoulder, his arms wrapped around your body while you pressed your back against his chest.

The aura that filled the room was overwhelming, full of love and intimacy. You feel safe and completely at home in his arms. You knew now that this was the man you wanted to have your life with. He was your forever. You never wanted to leave his oasis.

“Do you believe in fate?”You questioned, hands rubbing down his arms around you. Bucky furrowed his brows at you.

“I don’t know,”Bucky admitted honestly, kissing your cheek.”Why?”

“‘cause I think we’re meant to be.”

“Yeah?”Bucky asked, a blush grazing over his cheek at your confession.”What makes you think that?”

“Have I ever told you why I like being around you all the time?”

“No, you haven’t.”

You shifted slightly, turning to look him in the eyes gently,”It’s hard for me to be around people, a lot of people, it drains me. Everyone has feelings about everything, and it’s loud and overbearing. I can’t take it, sometimes. I have to leave and distance myself and some days I don’t come out of my room,” You tilted your head, tears starting to well up in your eyes.”In all the time that I’ve been here, I haven’t done that. I never need a break from you.”

“Really?”

“You...you have so much to feel, but it’s soft and warm, and it makes me feel...normal. I can feel everything, but I don’t mind feeling you. Even at your worst. Your presence never drains me. Bucky, you are my oasis, my home, and I think I was meant to be with you, I think we were meant to find each other, that life has been so cruel that the universe gave us one good thing.”

“Each other,” Bucky smiled, leaning forward to connect your lips in a featherlight kiss.”You’re my home too, and I want everything with you. Before you came along, I was empty. You made my life worth living.”

“Promise me we’ll be together forever?” You asked quietly, almost as if you were embarrassed by this claim.

“Forever and always, baby.”

✨Bucky grew a liking for his metal arm after that day✨

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The Perfect Spring Day

The Perfect Spring Day:  A Stucky x Reader Fanfic Can We Keep Her? | What’s Inside That Counts | Juxtapose | Everything They’re Not

Word Count:  3120

Pairing:  Bucky Barnes x reader x Steve Rogers

Warnings:  Fluff glorious fluff with a side of Bucky angst

Synopsis:  Steve and Bucky take you to Central Park Zoo for your first date.

The Perfect Spring Day

Steve and Bucky step out of the Subway into the sun.  Bucky puts his sunglasses on, while Steve just blinks up at the bright blue sky.  It was one of those perfect spring days.  Just coming into summer where the sky is blue and it’s warm without being too hot.  Steve hopes it’s a good sign for things to come.  That a perfect first date will lead to a lot more.

They walk side by side towards your apartment.  Steve straight-backed with his shoulders thrown back and his head held high.  While Bucky is hunched with his hands in his pockets.

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