The Ocean Is Alive.

The ocean is alive.

I realised that when i saw it breathing, i felt horribly bad at the beach today.. yet as i sat there looking at the furious waves, focusing on them with my heart behind my eyes, i saw it breathing.

I saw it rise and fall and retract and expand, i saw the foam i saw it dissolve, i heard it inhale i heard it sigh, all in its own way, each of these i witnessed the ocean do in its own unique way.

There was loud music and gossipy people, yet when i looked into the endless blue i didn’t hear anything else whatsoever,

I don’t think theres really a way to describe it, but the sea is alive, i have no way of proving it, you can only love it enough it opens up to you, too.

🫧🐠🪸🐙🪸🦑🪼🫧🦈🌊🏖️🐚🩴🦀☀️🕶️🧴👒

And most importantly fall in love with someone who will make you feel everything as if it’s all a breeze !

Don’t promise for tomorrow and forever, you don’t have to.

Making a promise which you’re not sure of will tear you down when you have you have to break it up; newsflash; you didn’t know. You never knew and never will.

Isn’t that wonderful? That you don’t know! <- isn’t it wonderful?!

Love them today. Today in this instance, the person you’re thinking of as you’re reading this, parent, sibling, friend, partner, teacher.. whoever it is you thought you love today, tell them now because now you’re feeling it !!!

Tell them how you love them today. Tell them because tomorrow is not promised to even be there.

Oh and, incredibly, fall in love with yourself, you’re the one blessed to have yourself around at all times, figure it out, its not selfish to take care of yourself, let yourself feel. You will always be there for you, appreciate yourself.

As im staring at my phone the time reads 3:28AM.. when did time pass? I could’ve sworn i came home 45 minutes ago!

I think i should worry about my lack of time acknowledgment, lately time has passed by so so much faster - but if i panic i fear ill lose even more of it.

It wont be this way forever, maybe its the music thats caressing at my ears through my laptops speakers that makes me forget for a moment, maybe its the fact that i put my phone down and laid on the cold wooden floor of my room to play with my cat, maybe its that i spent too much time on my phone drawing down something stupid that wont see the light of day outside of the jokes between me and my friends.

Whatever it may be, it’s temporary and at least i know i enjoy my time- hey i think i found it-

I think thats it!

I enjoy my time, even in a bunch of “nothingness”, even in a room of silence apart for faint music in the background, my cats paws hitting the floor and the water-spray occasionally going off because he’s clawing and biting too hard.. okay maybe not in much of silence, but where not one word is exchanged, i feel content. I am not alone and i know that now more than ever, i remember it every night like this very one where i lay and my cat is comfortably curled right next to me with its head on my chest. Time does move fast when you’re enjoying it, maybe i shouldn’t worry.

3:35AM

well. CAN YOU LEAVE ME ALONE IM RACE BLIND.

oh god @anopencore-eyestherebore @van26

Anywhere. 😈

why do u never post anything pooks

Im shy 🙈 no i just fear people that know me irl find this… but then again realistically speaking no one i know irl has tumblr.

One day ill let go of my fear of being perceived and it’ll be OVER for yall🗣️ (ill be hornyposting on main)

Dont you start ill pull up your fictional crushes.

why do u never post anything pooks

Im shy 🙈 no i just fear people that know me irl find this… but then again realistically speaking no one i know irl has tumblr.

One day ill let go of my fear of being perceived and it’ll be OVER for yall🗣️ (ill be hornyposting on main)