I Just Realized That Rb Might've Just Been My First Dnp Thing On This Blog

i just realized that rb might've just been my first dnp thing on this blog

coming out as a phannie in the year of our lord 2024 ig???

more of karlach's coffee shop which isn't just an excuse to draw more shadowlach

stupid pixel boyfriend. why are you in a rock idiot (affectionate)

astarion astarion, how I love your smile lines when you frown, the fierceness of your eyebrows when they furrow why do you smirk at me, when I can feel your pain?

you believe you don't deserve love, but you deserve so more than what my mortal self can give when I trace your marks in the night, beneath your carefully constructed flattery, your gaze lies is somewhere else

your long for freedom,

and I long for you

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Tear jerker! 💖

Idk who needs to hear it but if you have Aphantasia you can absolutely do character art. Don't let it discourage you. Especially since a good portion of art advice won't fit you and will leave you feeling like its your fault.

I have Aphantasia, its super hard to put characters in poses from my mind. I cannot draw cartoons or exaggeration well, its very hard because I do not see the drawing until it is on the page. I use so many construction lines and blocks of color and always need a reference to base my character poses on. I cannot imagine things artistically before they're on the page and it is super frustrating.

You can still do it with Aphantasia though, it just takes practice. So many of your sketches without references are going to look awful despite you knowing the proper proportions of the human body, it doesn't mean you don't know what you're doing.

It just means you need to give yourself extra help. You're not lesser or bad for not being able to draw on a whim or not having these intricate details. Trust me, I've struggled with thinking that.

The best thing you can do to work with it is collect so many references, use a pose software (like magic poser), and absolutely screenshot and collect art that has a creative element you struggle with. (For me its color, backgrounds, and splash text.) Also, maybe practice abstract art. You have a brain unhindered by a visual expectation, I recommend it. For me I like to do surrealist/abstract pictures of water and space. It takes technical skill but everyday is a good day to start practicing.

Having Aphantasia is a neutral thing. It's not bad or good, it's just there. That bad part is not acknowledging that you work differently so you need to adapt differently.