Yesterday I Yelled.

Yesterday I yelled.

I didnt kick or scream or cry,

No, the crying came when the consequences caught up to me.

I looked him in his eyes and yelled for him to stop,

For it was all building up to be too much.

Today, he steps quietly around me,

Scared that he might set me off again.

I don't like that taste in my mouth that comes with dominance gained.

Maybe I'll just evaporate into the clouds,

Only for them to rain me out somewhere different,

And likely less desirable.

A good ladybug never fails to bring life back into me

I'm going to go to the riverbank,

Smell the sweet stench of the water,

Lay on the sun-soaked rocks,

And pretend to be a bloated corpse.

I just washed ashore, cold and alone,

Waiting for the ants to eat me.

Walked into a spiderweb today, didnt even flinch. What have I become?

I have this irrational fear that I’m going to update my phone and it’s going to turn into some killer robot, like what happened in G-Force