Just Learned Most Lizards Cant Run And Breathe At The Same Time. Pathetic

Just learned most lizards cant run and breathe at the same time. Pathetic

Lovestruck

I wouldn’t say it feels like butterflies I’d say it feels like a thousand worms,  Squirming and shaking inside my stomach,  Trying to crawl out through my mouth and nose, I vomit grubs instead of words,  and I’m so sick that I can’t stand it anymore. 

I wouldn’t say it feels like fear,  I’d say it feels like I just drank coffee,  And it’s churning around endlessly,  My insides and outsides are shaking disjointedly,  I’m the ground during an earthquake,  It’s something I never should've drank.

That’s what being lovestruck feels like.  It doesn’t feel like butterflies,  It’s hundreds of maggots trying to escape me,  It’s a poison to my body that makes me shake,  It’s something I never should have had,  But it's something I miss the feeling of.

Why does doing the right thing have to hurt?

Why does it have to burn inside your chest,

And eat away your resolve like acid,

Rising up into your throat?

Why does the right thing make me feel so bad?

Why does it make me feel like I hurt you,

My final goodbye a knife twisting in your side,

And deleting your number is worse than anything?

I felt unhappy around you,

Looked down on, afraid and insecure,

So why, when I know I'm better off without you,

It still stings so bad to see you leave?

At least the right thing isnt weighing me down,

Causing a tension in my stomach,

Making me feel abused and betrayed,

At least now I can move on towards better things.

“Violence for violence is the rule of beasts.”  “I am a beast by nature.”

About three layers of paint and hours of waiting for it to dry, it's almost done! (Judy a little more drying on the top and bottom). Despite it being a pain having it just stick to straight metal, this was pretty fun

I'm just trying to eat my chicken strips in peace, dude