Also: CAESAR IS MY BAB

Also: CAESAR IS MY BAB

I’m sitting here panicking because I just took a job substitute teaching and schools are closed until April 3rd due to the coronavirus. I can’t go back to my retail job because it was constantly a risk to my joints to lift heavy things (I’ve got some kind of hypermobility thing going on) and no official diagnosis for it means to they don’t have to grant me exceptions, and I can’t risk it.

I’m going to try to put out a call for commissions soon but as I write this I’m still crying and just barely even able to type. My brain isn’t going to any happy places. I just. I don’t know what to do at this moment and my brain is overwhelmed by the panic of not wanting to be homeless again at any cost. Anxiety tends to severely impact my executive functioning and this is no exception. it took me thirty minutes just to get up and type this because I couldn’t stop freezing. My brain is going to some really dark places and I’m so tired of needing help but here I am needing help. 

Anything helps (like even $5) and I’m working hard to make sure I’m not homeless again (reblogging helps too) thank you again so much AND thank you if you have helped me so far. I appreciate it so, so much, and I’m trying to send thank yous to everyone who has been kind enough to help. 

This transition period between jobs was only supposed to be a week and a half and now it’s a whole month and I just, like… I’m on the edge of spiraling. 

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Gotta get that Fallout character drawing my dudes

I’ll leave this here