Obsessed With The Song Death Cup By Mom Jeans

i feel like i scare everyone away because im so emotional im always just too much im too emotional I think that is why I have suppressed all of my emotions in the past I wish I could express my feelings I just want to be able to be friends with someone without oversharing being too emotional or just being too weird for them i always do that im sick of being the odd one out the outcast the black sheep the ugly duckling i just want to be accepted by people ya know? i just wish that things were easier and that I didnt have to suffer so much because of things I cant control like im sorry that ive been taught that everything bad that happens is my fault but i cant do anything about it i didnt mean to vent im sorry i wanna go home