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I Am Writing This Yuta Fanfic And I Am Affected But I Am The One Writing It?

I am writing this Yuta fanfic and I am affected— but I am the one writing it?

He is just too hot.

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1 year ago
Thinking About Chan Taking You Out On Late Night Drives. His Warm Hand Always Placed On Your Thigh, Inching

Thinking about Chan taking you out on late night drives. His warm hand always placed on your thigh, inching higher as the distance gets longer. He notices the way you clench your thighs together even though you think you're being subtle. You're too busy to notice as you stare at his plump lips and the way he licks and bites them more and more throughout the drive. Your fingers trace the veins on his hand who grow when he grabs you a little tighter, spreading your legs a little so he can slide closer to the inside of your thigh. "Are you not tired, love? Need a little break?", you ask quietly and all does is nod and turn to you. His lips are curved into a smirk that makes you feel all small and wanted, the feeling between your legs only growing more. Chan parks somewhere, not wasting much time to lean over to your side and plant kisses down your neck. All while his hand is finally moving under your skirt, with no panties in the way he is so eager to rub your clit in little circles. Chan doesn't stop until his fingers are deep inside of you coated in your need for him. He stretches you so well, speeding up and curling his digits to make you cum. Even little whimpers and moans telling him to stop cause you don't want to cum just yet are ignored, his head too set on overstimulating you. It's been too long since he had you, too long that you may have already forgotten how good he can make you feel. So dazed out by your own orgasm, walls tightly fluttering around three of his fingers you can't even remember how you got in the back seat. Windows fogged up and echo's of moans all around you as Chan's fucking into you. Only with a prep like earlier could you have taken him so quickly, his cock almost more than you can really handle in size. He makes you feel more than full, he almost makes you feel like you have two cocks thrusting up inside of you and it drives you wild to think about that. You're wrapped around his neck, bare chest pressed against his as you started feeling overwhelmed by your second approaching orgasm. But not until you let Chan cum inside of you completely unprotected, spurs of hot cum being fucked into you, painting your walls as he lets out the deepest groans. "That's it baby, take it, such a good girl", he begs in a rush of the highest form of lust he hasn't felt in a while. His dirty words and the way his cock is twitching inside of you makes you soon follow. 'Gonna cum daddy, please", whimpering and begging as you tighten around him again. He holds you close, letting you ride out your pleasure as long as you want as his own body tries to recover from the rush. Panting was all that follows for a while, trying to catch your breathe until you could share another kiss. "I'm obsessed with you", Chan whisper to you, making you clench again thinking about how many times you could do this with him. With a whole summer still ahead of you, you wanted to give yourself to him whenever he wanted. And he wanted you alright...

1 year ago

Thinking of yandere!jungkook— he is being “romantic”

genre: yandere | smut | +18 minors DNI

warnings: contains toxic behaviour, smut, stalking behaviour

summary: yandere!jk loves you, he loves you with all his heart… he will do the most for you— he WILL find the way.

this is pure ✨fiction✨

enjoy…

- yandere!jk who surprises you with you favourite flowers (because he followed on your trip to the botanical garden and remembered exactly which flowers you took pictures of)

- yandere!jk who knows your coffee order to perfection (because this is now his favourite coffee order)

- yandere!jk who keeps an eye on you when you are out with friends (even though you are not aware he is there… he can’t just sit home and wait, what if someone tries to get too close? it’s dangerous out there)

- yandere!jk who perfectly planned bumping into you on a rainy afternoon with an umbrella (he watched you for two months before deciding the timing was right)

- yandere!jk who loves to put his arm around your shoulders/waist (because those wandering eyes better get a warning before he loses it and go after them)

- yandere!jk who likes fucking you in front of the mirror (making you watch how your face looks when he pleasures you because he wants you to remember no one will make you feel so good—only him) “you are fucking mine, babe”

- yandere!jk who surprised you with lunch at work (only to fill you with his hot cum in the small bathroom— you have a meeting with that good-looking coworker of yours… he needs to mark you even though he will be watching you. from a safe distance…just in case) “you’re perfect—you. taking. me. so. well…”

- yandere!jk who spent the night at your place for the first time after dating for two months… “oh you found the coffee filters quite fast!” you said (this was not his first time visiting you)

- yandere!jk who now drives you and him to a surprise getaway vacation (where you are getting married and everything is arranged)


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1 year ago

Seven minutes in Heaven, but make it San (san x fem!reader)

Seven Minutes In Heaven, But Make It San (san X Fem!reader)

He knows he fucked up so instead of seven minutes of heaven, you give him seven minutes of hell.

//different au from mingi’s 🌹//

Seven Minutes In Heaven, But Make It San (san X Fem!reader)

Genre/warnings: smut, pwp, sub! Choi san x dom! Reader, orgasm denial, edging, choking, unprotected sex, blowjobs, handjobs; maybe I need a job, so much cum 🩷

Word count: 2.4K

A/n: holy fuck this was filthy. Some Angel wanted a San version of seven minutes in heaven so here you go, pretty. Enjoy the filth 🩷

Seven Minutes In Heaven, But Make It San (san X Fem!reader)

San knew he fucked up. The moment his friends peer pressured him into choosing between two girls during truth or dare, he knew he was fucked. He hastily chose one of the girl’s name within the circle, and she blushed. She fucking blushed. Well, in his defence, it was a truth question, and that no one knew about you and San’s relationship, at least not yet, because he told you he was going to announce it during the gathering.

But now in this circle of sins he was in, kinda gave him not much of a choice, and before he realised it, her name just slips out of his mouth, and your mood immediately darkens. You very well knew the kind of friends he has when they play drinking games, and they definitely loved the thrill of burning bridges and matching couples, sometimes a little too much. The once bubbly and innocent persona of you dims when the possessiveness starts seeping in. You smile, of course you do, but it was nothing angelic nor innocent about the smile, it was dripping with pure poison. Your eyes lock onto San and he’s definitely struggling to meet your gaze, his neck and face flushed from the alcohol and his mistake.

San takes the bottle and spins it, the bottle landing on said girl he picked. You lean back, your smile still plastered as you stare daggers into him. She giggles as she chooses dare and of course, they dare her and San make out. San’s eyes widen in fear, as his eyes dart to yours, and your expression stays the same—an eyebrow raise and a pissed smile. It’s like a warning—almost a dare for him fucking try.

The girl only laughs and declines, stating that she has a slight flu, and she opts for a hug instead. Well, not any better but lesser of the two evils at least. She embraces San into a hug and the room erupts into cheers and laughter.

Everyone but you.

You swear to the heavens that you were not a jealous person, just a tad bit possessive. Jealousy and possessiveness were two totally different concepts. And possessiveness mattered in the nature of your relationship.

When the group finally calms down, she spins the bottle, landing right at you. You feign surprise, almost honoured that the bottle chose you next. You don’t hesitate to say “Dare”, with a pretty smile on your face.

“Confident aren’t you?” Mingi teases, nudging your arm. You shrug with a smile, wondering what shit your friends were gonna throw to you.

“Seven minutes in heaven”, Yeosang exclaims. “With a guy of your choice.” You raise your eyebrows. A fucking god given chance.

San feels himself getting more nervous as he starts to wonder if you would pull a random guy in just to get back at him. He knows he done fucked up, but you’d never do that, right?

“Choi San”, you pick, after pretending to take your time think, your gaze never leaving his. San’s heartbeat quickens because he doesn’t expect it. He’s relieved that you chose him but oh god, you sure do look pissed.

Your arm snakes around his as you stare down at the girl, with a look of confusion plastered on her face as you smile and say, “sorry babe, I’m borrowing him for a bit.”

The moment the doors close behind the both of you, San is immediately pushed onto the bed by you. His eyes are wide with fear, and something else—exhilaration. He’s wondering what you’re gonna do to him and that makes his cock harden so fucking quick, and your gaze never leaving his as you strip right in front of him just adding on to the arousal.

He’s splayed onto the bed, slightly panting as he continues to stare at you removing every piece of clothing cleanly before walking over to pull off his cargo pants, his boxers already starting to soak from the precum. You straddle him once his pants are on the floor.

“Baby I-“ and his sentence gets cut short when your fingers grab his jaw to pull him close for an aggressive kiss, one that makes San’s head float and his cock even harder. He’s totally melting under your touch and dominance.

He whines as you pull back, your hand still clenching his jaw. He’s breathless, so blown away by the quick make out session.

“So, you picked her?” You pout, your fingers now trailing down his neck, feeling each beautiful bump of his veins and arteries. Your touch is so light that it makes San feel sensitive as he shivers.

“I don’t! I promise babe, it was nothing serious. You know how my friends are when we drink-fuck. Besides, they don’t know we’re together”, he runs his mouth, and you remove his top before palming his erection, causing him to groan.

“Really now? The hug must have felt great right? Someone else’s tits just pressing onto yours, it probably felt fucking amazing for a slut like you”, you hum tracing down his chiseled body, so tempted to fucking squeeze his tits. Your eyes flutter back to his as he continues to deny that, despite the way you said it only causing him to harden even more.

“N-no. It’s not like t-that”, he barely manages as you press the fabric of his underwear onto his leaking tip, and rub, watching San lose his grip on reality.

“Sannie”, you call out as your hand caresses his cheek with utmost poison, as San looks back at you with a glazed look. “Good boys don’t lie.”

San knows he’s not allowed to touch you, unless you allow him to, and he feels his heart hammering in his ears, dizzy from trying to figure out what you’re trying to get at.

“I’m not lying, I promise babe”, he says, genuinely. You know he would never lie, but he still had to be punished. You reach out to grab San’s phone which was lying on the bed after you pushed him down, and set seven minutes on the timer before throwing his phone haphazardly on the bed, right beside him.

You sigh as your attention goes back to him, letting your fingers trail along his broad chest, stopping at his nipples. You lick both your thumbs before flicking his nipples, and that elicits a cry from San as his hips buck into you.

“Seven minutes isn’t long actually. I think it’s a pretty generous amount of time for you”, you say, rubbing and pulling his nipples, watching San squirm beneath you, the wet stain his underwear only growing bigger.

“Generous amount of time for me?” He repeats through hazed eyes.

“Yeah. A generous amount of time to hold you from cumming”, you reply nonchalantly. “I’m not letting you cum until the timer rings, darling.”

That sends shivers down San’s spine and he whines, both fear and arousal intertwining. He’s oh, so fucked, and he could only reply, “yes.”

A smile spreads across your face as you immediately got to work—pulling off his boxers as his cock springs out, so big and hard. You wet your hand with your spit as you start pumping him, more beautiful moans escape from his lips as his hips begin to automatically fuck your hand. As you continue to drive him up the wall, you lean into his neck, and suck against his soft skin, and that releases even more whimpers as you mark a couple of deep red bites and hickeys around his neck.

“I can’t believe I have to mark you like this to remind you who you belong to”, you sigh again, flicking your wrist up, earning a soft cry from him as more precum seeps out of his cockhead. He murmurs “sorry, baby, I’m sorry”, as you continue to pump his cock, with short intervals of teasing his nipples.

His cock twitches in your palm and that’s your signal to let go, watching San groan as he’s first orgasm get denied, his hands gripping the sheets.

“We’re only getting started”, you remind him as you sink yourself to face his cock. San’s breathing hitches.

It was definitely going to be the longest seven minutes of his life.

Your lips wrapped around his cock as you bob your head, making sure your tongue feels up the under area of his cock—where he’s the most sensitive. You take his whole length in your mouth, feeling him at the back of your throat as you clench on him and a loud broken whimper is heard from him.

“Babe, I’m sorry, I’m sorry”, he cries out, tears pooling at the corners of his eyes as his cock twitches in pain when you leave him dry and empty for the second round.

“Do you know what you did wrong?” You ask, letting his cock leave your lips with a pop, his precum dripping off from the corner of your lips as you pepper kisses to his pretty little cock. Through his ragged pants, he barely makes out, “I shouldn’t have let her touch me at all. I’ve been bad.”

You don’t reply him, only going back to sucking his soul of his cock as his hips rise to fit himself as much as he could in your mouth. He feels his stomach tighten again, and you see the flex his abdomen does when he’s going to cum, and he’s crying, “fuck fuck fuck, I’m so close, I’m cumming-“

And your lips leave his cock.

“Fuckkkkkk”, San whines, his knuckles turning white from how hard he’s gripping the sheets.

You ignore his pleas, your eyes glance over to the timer—four minutes left. You look back him with the softest gaze, as you comb your boyfriend’s hair back. “I’m gonna fuck you”, you tell him and it sounds like a threat, and also it goes directly to his cock. He’s so fucked. He knows he can’t last in you for long, let alone for another X amount of minutes left.

San can only watch, wide-eye and hopeless as you shift up to straddle him once more, only rubbing your wet cunt against his very wet cock. He throws his head back against the sheets, his chest heaving as you grind up on him.

Being denied of three orgasms, the fourth one builds up rapidly as he attempts to push his hips up to rut against you, his cock leaking thick, white precum already. “Please. I don’t think I can take it”, he whimpers, this time his tears streak down his face as his cock twitches pathetically against his abdomen, thick fluid dripping down his cockhead, mixing with your juices. And you immediately slow down, another beautiful cry from the male underneath you as his orgasm slips away from him.

You almost feel bad, almost. But seven minutes still wasn’t up. But you do let him touch you this time, and immediately, his hands are all over you, grasping at every inch of skin he brushes against. He claws against your thighs, leaving pretty marks in his wake. You wipe his tears away and press a loving kiss on his lips as you position his cockhead right at your fluttering hole, as you sink in so fucking easily.

“Oh my fucking god, fuck”, San cries out, his cock just twitching in your pussy. A sigh leaves your lips, feeling so full as San’s cock hits all the right spots perfectly. San’s eyes meet yours, as you stroke his hair affectionately.

“Do you think you deserve to cum?” You ask, rocking your hips painfully slow. San can’t answer, he’s so fucked out and he wants to cum so fucking badly. Your hands wrap around his neck, as you force him to look at you. He nods desperately, just wanting a release after being denied four whole orgasms.

“Please, let me cum, please, I’m begging you”, he strains, and you feel his thighs trembling from beneath you. Your gaze flicker to the timer, and you smile at him.

“Lucky you, baby. There’s only a minute left.”

San is frantic and borderline crazed right now, trying to hold it off for the final minute, and his soul almost leaves his body as you fucking begin bouncing on his cock, the sounds of your moans mixed with the squelching from his cock fucking into your cunt sending him off the edge.

“Thirty seconds, baby”, you remind him as you feel the knot in your stomach from how fucking filled San’s cock is in you. Fuck, you were so gonna cum too at this rate. You don’t tell him about the final ten, because you simply speed up, leaning forward to bounce on his dick better, the sounds of skin slapping now louder than ever.

“Babe, fuck, I’m gonna cum, can I cum, please?” San stares at you pleadingly, eyes wet with desperation. You don’t answer him, only grabbing his jaw in your hands as you fuck him even harder. “When the alarm rings”, is all you reply. “Be a good boy.”

And the alarm goes off, so does Choi San. His eyes are barely open as his lips are parted in absolute bliss as a long, drawn out whine of pleasure and relief washes over him as his cock shoots ropes and ropes of thick, white cum right into your tight hole. At that moment your orgasm hits you, seeing your boyfriend so fucked out and pretty like that, as you lean back and squirt all over him, tapping and rubbing your pussy, making sure it gets all over his pretty fucking face as San continues to cum into your pussy. The overstimulation of your cunt clenching on his cock only milks out even more cum, a thick load just oozing right out of your cunt as his cock is softening in you.

He pulls out and winces, the sensitivity tingling through this body. He sits up, and you take a good look at him, and oh fucking boy, he looks so fucking good, covered in sweat, panting, his hair combed back, his nipples looking swollen, hickies littered all over his neck, cum and squirt just all over him. “Fuck, you look so fucking hot like that”, is the first thing that leaves San’s mouth, causing you to break into laughter as you lean in for another greedy kiss which he never denies you.

You reach out for tissue on the nightstand, to at least clean the cum running down your thighs, which San, for his life could not keep his eyes off. San cleans himself up as you pull up your panties and wear your clothes back on. You turn to San, who is about to put his top back on, and stop him. San is confused for a moment as he stays put, feeling your fingers tips trace over the love bites on his neck.

No not enough. You squeeze his tits, a small gasp leaving his lips which turns into a moan when you suck near his nipple—another gorgeous hickey blooms. Two more bloom on his chest and you were done. Your hands graze his nipples, causing him to whimper. “I think this is a good way to let them know of our relationship”, you hum, admiring your artwork. “We can leave like this.”

Pink creeps up to his neck and cheeks. You stare at him and a pout appears. “What, you want to let her know you want her?” San shakes his head quickly. “N-no! I only belong to you”, he says through flushed cheeks.

“That’s my good boy”, you smile as you stroke his hair as San completely melts around you. You take his hand gently and kiss it before opening the door.

Everyone turns their attention to the both of you, and boy, did their jaws hang open.

“Bro, what the fuck did you guys do in there?” Mingi asks, staring at the disheveled state the both of you were in, and his eyes land on San’s body, which is so prettily decorated.

“Yeah, we wanted to announce that we’ve been dating for awhile now, but seems like he got a little carried away with spin the bottle”, you respond, drawing circles in San’s palm.

All of their eyes follow the both of you as you and San return to your seats. Your eyes meet the girl’s and you giggle.

“Sorry it took awhile, I brought him back.”

The girl who he hugged isn’t fazed, she only laughs in response, saying, “oh my god, fuck off. Jesus Christ the both of you.” You only laugh back as your eyes meet San’s and his gaze reflects something so affectionate and delicate.

Yeah, that was probably one of the best seven minutes of his life.


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1 year ago

Day 2 Hongjoong

↳ Forced Orgasm

 Day 2 Hongjoong

-> Dom!KHJ

Hongjoong tries not to get jealous whenever one of the boys gets a little bit too touchy with you.

They are his brothers, he trusts them. Yeah he does but also he is a Scorpio and you can not blame him.

As a Scorpio it's hard for him to control such strong emotions. He often walks away to take a deep breath and remind himself that he already won your heart... but guess a reminder who you belong to is not such a bad idea.

He would either make his jealousy obvious so you'll be aware of what's going to happen once you two are left alone.

When it comes to the bedroom, Hongjoong rarely displays his strength over you, even though his the one in charge most of the time you follow each little tuge or squeeze to get into the position he wants you in.

However, when he is jealous you get the most dominant side put of him. He will push you onto the bed, kiss you roughly.

Ripping your clothes just to get the anger (or more like possessiveness) out of his system*

Tying you up? Yes. You are supposed to lay there and take it.

You can see it in his eyes, that he is lost in his mind while undressing you or while you're cumming for the first time.

He could spent hours with his face buried between your legs, listening to your moans and pleas for him to stop.

Lots of dirty talk.

"good girl—that's a good fucking girl."

"you like it when i fuck you like this? yeah you do."

"cry all you want… i'm starting to think you're enjoying this. making me jealous for your own pleasure."

Hongjoong is well aware of your limits, so when he see tears rolling down your cheeks as his fingers keep abusing your clit, he would slow down to give you a second to breathe.

"I think you can give me one more. Right?"

"Who is making you feel this good? Yeah, that's true. Me."

1 year ago

Honestly, loml

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