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Asteria

23, she/they Bisexual College student trying to stay alive but failing because I keep eating potatoes by the handful. Cooked, by the way. I'm not just raw dogging potatoes over here.

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The Impossible Conclusion - Chapter Two

The Impossible Conclusion - Chapter Two

Intro 1 

A/N This is short, but I’m updating again tonight. This is a little more on the fluffy and happy side. Bucky will be coming in soon in the future; currently thinking next chapter. If you’d like to be tagged in future chapters please let me know!

“Never no tears for that sucker Only one dick, that's a bummer Dancing all night, get guys' numbers”

I swung my hips around, exaggerating my silly dance tenfold while getting water everywhere washing dishes. 

My shirt was sopping wet and I probably looked like a rat considering my hair only seemed to try and curl awfully after getting even the slightest bit wet.

“Baby, no tears for that sucker We'll never go dry this whole summer Wanna get over, get under”

“I really hope you’re not singing that about you-know-who?”, an amused voice belonging to Natasha sounded behind me. 

“Jesus!” I yelped, splashing even more water on myself and the kitchen floor before promptly glaring at the smirking red head. Huffing, I continued on with my scrubbing, this time not dancing like a fool. 

I glanced to the side of me when she came to lean against the counter, like waiting and watching prey, to see if I’d say something. 

“You know he’s not Voldemort, right?” A short silence was filled with spoons and forks clinking together as I washed them next.

“You can say his name, Nat. Today was a...tolerable day and I wanna get out of this- whatever this feeling is. I hate feeling like I can’t get out of bed in the morning.” I glared down at my soapy and pruned hands. She didn’t say anything the whole time I spoke and when I looked at her I realized she was looking out the window. 

She’s done that before. Stare off into nothing and normal people wouldn’t ask or think anything of it, but being her friend, I knew exactly why. Nat was thinking of her own soulmate and how she would never know him. His or her, never asked, name was burned off of her skin at a young age to protect any weakness from herself and others getting to her. I knew she thought how I was acting was selfish, but at the same time, she understood. 

Flicking my hands to get remaining water off before drying them off with a towel. I put my hand on her shoulder, causing her to blink, and finally look at me. Her eyes seemed hollow but tears were swimming in them. 

I pursed my lips together, smiling sadly. 

“I know things haven’t been okay. Even after everything.” I paused before sliding my hand down her shoulder until my arm was back at my side. “I love you, Nat. You’re like my sister. You are my sister.”

She smiled then, slowly and one little tear found its way down her cheek before she leaned in to hug me. 

“I love you too, Koletta.” She leaned out of the hug, fast, her long red hair almost hitting me in the face. Her smile was wide now and despite her watery eye, she looked happy. “Damn, this whole war thing has made me soft, huh?”, she choked out before wiping a stray tear. 

Straightening up after I thought about what I wanted to ask; what I needed to ask. 

“Natasha, do you think that it would be alright if I went to Morgan’s birthday party in my tactical gear-” Her eyes widened with excitement as her hold on me got tighter. “-but less knifey and I won’t even bring my glock- UGH.” I didn’t get to finish my teasing because my body was being constricted like a damn python. 

I heard a giggle over Nat’s shoulder and I stood on my tippy toes to see Wanda holding her giggles in, failing to hold them in, while walking down the hallway to her room. 

“BITCH! Come save me from this- AHH!” I didn’t get through my rather vulgar  sentence before I felt Natasha squeeze me even tighter. 

It was usually so out of character for her to be this happy, but I knew it had to do with my depressive state slowly going away. 

Despite her almost breaking my ribs, my smile started to hurt my face it was so big. 

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This was requested by an anonymous, but I loved writing this concept. They originally asked for a polly type relationship, but because I was uncomfortable with the concept I got their permission to write it where it's polly, but one is platonic and the other is romanic. Hope you enjoy!

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As if they were making room and locking into place.

As if you were finally complete.

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It traveled into your blood and your skin. All the way through your body and down to your toes. And yet you were shivering.

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5 years ago

About not updating!

So sorry to those of you who are actually reading The Impossible Conclusion, I hate trying to excuse my absence but I get severe seasonal depression around Fall and it’s starting to set in. Trying to do college classes online and actually motivate myself to get out of bed is really hard (I don’t want pity, it’s just something I deal with) and lately it’s been hard having emotions as of late. I know I’m neglecting the writing I want to do, so I’ll try and power through sometime this week. Maybe actually writing something or doing anything outside of school will help me feel a little bit better, but if I don’t please know that I’ll pick this up when I can and I totally understand those of you finding disinterest in the series after a while! Thank you for taking the time to read this if you did, I really appreciate it. 


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