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HOW TO NOT SURVIVE HIGHSCHOOL

LYING to his friends about having a girlfriend was definitely not on his âhow to survive highschoolâ list and now, he has to convince his biggest rival that will surely laugh at his face, to fake date him.
PAIRING. rugby player+rival!sunghoon X rival-fem!reader (mentions of the rest of enha, aespaâs karina and boynextdoor taesan)
GENRE. childhood enemies to fake dating to lovers, angst, comedy, fluff and idk what more.
WARNINGS. young sunghoonâs a bitch, so is young y/n, also older sunghoonâs a bitch and so is y/n, manipulating here and there, misunderstandings, miscommunications, definitely curse words (seventh graders already know how to curse here!) , horrible humor, ik its weird but all of the mentioned idols here are the same age! (lmk if i missed something pls!)
WORD-COUNT. 10.4k+
NOTE. ok fine! bully me for not knowing how to make a pretty cover, its the story that matters though, right? anyways besties i really dunno when will be my next update so please be patient!! i miss writing and being here 24/7 honestly but its just been really hard for me.

âi need you to fake date meâ
ânoâ
âplease?â
âare you seriously begging right now?â
âyes?â
âthatâs fun, get on your knees and beg moreâ
âare you nuts? iâll never do thatâ
âfine then, pay me for thatâ
âhow much?â
âtwoâ
âdollars?â
âbillionsâ
if thereâs one thing sunghoon can say about himself is that heâs quite an organized person, therefore he made a list for highschool.
a list that will help him survive his last years in highschool and will help him stay sane at the same time.
he called his list âhow to survive highschoolâ, creative, right?
heâs been following his list and so far managed to survive just perfectly.
staying in rugby team with his friends? check!
âsunghoon! catch!â he heard a voice calling him and saw a ball coming right at him, he caught the ball and ran with it, then passing the ball to riki, his friend and teammate who scored the game and ended it with a win.
âthat was a good one! take a break and return in thirty minutes!â the rugby teamâs coach clapped and sent the players off for break.
âhey! i got your exam grades here! come collect them!â jungwon, one of sunghoonâs friends waved the exams to show the players he got the them in his hands.
sunghoon went up to jungwon and took his own.
get high grades? check!
âi got A+ again!â he looked at the grade and excitedly smiled.
âugh, youâre making me sick being the nerdy rugby playerâ jay, another friends of his rolled his eyes.
âyouâre just jealous my grades are higher than your chances with your crushâ sunghoon joked.
âoh youââ âenough! no fighting on break timeâ heeseung cut jay in the middle of his sentence.
âletâs just get something to snack, itâs lunch time anywayâ sunoo suggested and they all nodded.
âyou guys ready?â riki asked before they entered the hallway.
get popular enough so students will freak out when they see you? check!
âsunghoon! i got you this chocolate snack! please accept this and enjoy itâ a one random student handed him the chocolate snack.
before he could take it, jake snatched it and smiled, âiâll take that, thank youâ and left the girl and sunghoon speechless.
âdude what the fuck?â he asked his friend.
âit could be poisoned for all you careâ jake shrugged but proceeded to take a bite from the snack as they kept walking.
âletâs just sit right there!â jungwon pointed at one lunch table as they entered the cafeteria.
âreally? right in front of where y/n is sitting?â sunoo whispered in his ear.
âsure, letâs do thatâ sunghoon replied and started walking towards the table.
âum, iâll go grab the snacksâ riki said and ran to get the snacks.
âdid he just-â âoh, itâs going to be interestingâ jake smirked and watched sunghoon as he walked really closer to you, who was sitting with your back towards him.
âso, what are your plans for the weekend?â your friend karina asked as she took a bite of your food.
âoh i donât really know, probably chilling at home andââ you were cut off middle sentence by someone bumping into you, causing you to spill some of your food on your uniform.
âwhat the fuck?â you turned around and saw the person behind it, âshouldâve known it was you, parkâ
get yourself a rival so itâll be more fun and interestingâŚ.? check!
âsorry, couldnât see you thereâ he smirked.
âjust go awayâ you rolled your eyes at him and turned to your friend who looked awkward as hell.
âsureâ he started to walk but bumped into you again, causing you to spill more food on your clothes.
âoops! that happened againâ he chuckled and continued to walk to the table.
âthatâs itâ that was your last straw.
you got up and took your water bottle, ây/n dontââ your friend tried to stop you but it was too late already.
as you got closer to sunghoon, you poured all your water on him.
âwhat theââ âsorry!! i slipped over and spilled some on you!!â you replied with a smirk and stormed off.
his friends who were watching the whole thing from afar, walked closer to now drenched sunghoon and started laughing.
âdamn, that was fun. do it again!â jay cheered.
âhere sunghoon i got you a towel!â a student walked up to him and handed him a towel to dry himself.
âthank you, iâll take itâ sunoo said and took the towel.
sunghoon glared at him, âwhat? youâre already used to being drenched by sweat, itâs the same thing, no?â
âi hate himâ you rolled your eyes.
âsay, whatâs the deal with you and sunghoon? you never really told me and i just assumed he annoys you because heâs a nerdy rugby player,â she chuckled, âbut it seems more than thatâ
âpark sunghoon has been on my ass ever since seventh gradeâ you sighed.
âwhy? what happened on seventh grade?â she asked, leaving everything she was busy on behind and crossing her hands to focus on you and you only.
before seventh grade you and sunghoon were best friends, hell, your parents couldâve sworn that one day youâll end up marrying each other.
you were stuck like a glue, always around each other and doing basically everything together, no one could tear you apart.
until, seventh grade happened.
you were the top student in class, you aced everything, from math to arts and received praises from all teachers. for the last few days of school, the teacher wanted you to show the whole school your arts project.
you drew your favorite view, which was your house garden, the teacher got so excited over the drawing and decided she wants you to show it to everyone else too.
a day before the last day of school, you were busy doing the last touches of your art, sunghoon was busy doing his usual, which was to annoy you.
âsunghoon stop! i need to focusâ you scoffed.
sunghoon shrugged, âbut iâm boredâ
âgo play around with others or somethingâ you sighed.
he shook his head, ânot when i can annoy you!â
he walked back and forth, even twirled around, until he became dizzy and accidentally pushed you over your drawing, making it look like a big mess over the canvas.
you let out a yelp and looked at it with teary eyes.
âiâŚ.iâm sorry!â he quickly said.
âget out!â you yelled without even looking at him.
âit can be fixed! just a few littleââ âi asked you to get out! you ruined my drawing! how will i be able to show it to everyone now?â at this point you started crying.
you didnât show your unfinished and ruined art in front of everyone, instead it was sunghoonâs drawing that was shown to everyone.
your teacher saw the ruined art and decided to change the plans by taking sunghoonâs project and showing it to everyone.
jealousy was eating you alive. it was supposed to be you up there on stage, showing the project to everyone and getting the compliments, you deserve that after working so hard.
it was sunghoonâs fault, all of it.
before you walked away with your parents, sunghoon called you a few times. at first you ignored his callings, but your parents, unbeknown to the whole story behind it, stopped your tracks and told you to go to sunghoon.
with heavy steps you walked closer to him, âwhat do you want?â you coldly asked.
âi wanted to apologizeâ he took a deep breath.
âgreat, you just didâ
âwaitââ
âweâre good now, i forgive youâ you lied. you just didnât feel like hearing his excuses and explanations.
âwow, really?â
âyeahâ no.
although you told sunghoon you forgive him, things became really awkward between the two of you.
summer vacation arrived and you did your best to ignore him, except the times where he left you no choice and just randomly showed up at your house.
eighth grade was cool between the two of you, but you still held strong feelings against him.
he tried his best to overcome the weird awkwardness between the two of you, youâre too important for him to let go. he was honestly so scared of entering highschool without you by his side.
the second half of eighth grade was the last straw between the two of you.
you started crushing over someone in your class, and started hanging out with him, slowly getting close to the guy.
sunghoon, who was carefully watching you from behind, didnât like your new crush, he seemed like bad news to him, getting close not only to you, but to other girls as well.
your parents, who were strict that time, warned you about dating a guy at such young age, and sunghoon had to do what he had to do.
âpark, what the fuck?â you came up to him and pushed him.
âwhat?â he asked surprised.
âwhy the fuck did you tell my parents about him?â you shout.
âoh,â he rolled his eyes, âso itâs about himâ
âof course itâs about him! you know about my long time crush on him!â
âheâs bad news y/nâ sunghoon tried to warn you.
âno, youâre bad news! i shouldâve known not to forgive you at allâ you scoffed and walked away.
ây/n, wait!â sunghoon called you but you were faster than the light and suddenly was nowhere to be found.
âuh ohâ jay, who was there to witness everything pat his friendâs back, âyou fucked upâ
âyeah, thanks jay i really needed thatâ sunghoon rolled his eyes.
âreally? going behind her back and telling her parents about some guy? you couldâve just talked with her about itâ jay snapped.
âitâs not that easyâ
âit sure isnât, and so will be your attempts to talk with herâ
jay was right, sunghoon tried everything to get to talk with you, followed you everywhere, sent you numerous texts and calls until you had to block his number, even showed up at your house a few times. nothing helped.
so sunghoon, being the cool teenager he is, decided to move on. he doesnât need you anymore anyways.
nineth grade came and so did a new student that sunghoon couldnât take his eyes off of.
slowly he tried his best to get closer to her and spending more time with her, he was so close to confess his feelings towards her.
âdid you do that on purpose?â she asked, nothing but hatred in her eyes as she looked at sunghoon.
âdo whatâŚ?â he asked confused.
âdid you tell the whole school about my family issues?â she raised her voice.
âwhat? no! i would neverââ
âforget it, youâre such a jerk!â she yelled and stormed out.
âwait!!â he called her and was about to run after her but his eyes caught a glimpse of a person smirking.
he clenched his jaw and moved closer to the figure, âwhat the fuck did you do?â he asked.
ânothing, i donât know what youâre talking aboutâ the person shrugged.
âdonât play dumb, y/n. i know you had something to do with itâ he rolled his eyes.
âstill donât know what youâre talking aboutâ you shrugged again, âmaybe someoneâs just taking a revenge on you, i don't knowâ you added and left with a smirk.
âi hate you choi y/n!â he shout. âitâs mutual park sunghoon!â
âoh now i get it! yes girl! give him the revenge he deserves to getâ karina cheered and you nodded.
âbut, donât you think he ruined your chances with your crush just because he was jealous?â she asked and you glared at her, âi mean, even your parents couldâve sworn youâd end up getting marriedâ
âeven if he was jealous, he shouldâve confronted me about itâ you replied and she nodded.
âyouâre rightâ she sighed, âbut what if he was, i donât know, scared?â
âare you seriously on his side now?â you asked in disbelief.
ânever!â she hugged you and you giggled.
âletâs get you cleaned up, i think i have an extra uniform in my lockerâ
âoh no, walking in school hallways like that is like just straight up asking to be bulliedâ
âi wonât let anyone bully you bae, letâs goâ
âby the way! all of you are invited to my brotherâs wedding, no single hoes are invited though, that includes you sunghoonâ heeseung chuckled,
âsweet! when is it?â jake asked.
âin a monthâ
âwhat? you cannot be serious!â sunghoon complained.
âsorry, your single ass will not be able to handle this weddingâ heeseung shrugged.
âeven riki has a partner before youâ sunoo laughed.
âguys just realized sunghoon is really the only one single hereâ jungwon added which made everyone laugh and make jokes about him.
âall of you can shut up because i actually do have a girlfriendâ
heeseung was obviously joking about sunghoon not being invited because heâs single, but he was not expecting to hear his friend confessing that he actually is seeing someone now.
sunghoon was also not expecting that big lie to come out of his mouth, but it was already too late.
âwhat?â jungwon spoke first after the silence that surrounded after his confession.
âi do have a girlfriendâ no sunghoon, you can still get away with it and say you were joking.
sunghoonâs list of surviving highschool has a lot of tasks still left untouched, but this one was definitely not, and was never written, as one of his tasks on his list.
lie to your friends about having a girlfriend? definitely not on the list, stop with the lies!!!
his friends looked at him in shock. riki dropped the spoon he was about to shove into his mouth, jake choked on his water and heeseung pat his back, jay almost fainted and jungwon and sunoo froze in their place.
âwhat?â sunghoon asked.
they all burst into laughter, âthat was a good one! i almost believed you!â riki wiped his tears that fell down because of the amount of laughter he let out.
âiâm serious!â sunghoon scoffed.
âyou? a girlfriend? sunghoon, i saw your âhow to survive highschoolâ list, you had a âno matter what, stay single until you finish highschool!â line!â jay chuckled.
âi can break one line its not a big deal, besides, sheâs definitely worth itâ sunghoon smiled.
heâs talking about no one, no one comes to his mind at the moment, but he still keeps on with his lie.
âwill we be able to see her before the wedding?â heeseung asked.
âa day before maybeâ sunghoon nodded.
âhey! weâre already late for practice! get up everyone now!!â jungwon checked the clock and hurried everyone up.
sunghoon knows he fucked up, real bad. he never had a normal conversation with a girl in highschool, and letâs not forget about the fact that everyone talks to him as if he has some kind of royal blood.
the only real friendship he had with a girl was with you in his childhood. and youâre the only girl who can talk back to him without feeling threatened. wait, thatâs it!
âi need you to fake date meâ
curse him and his very awful impulse control.
as soon as sunghoon finished his practice he went to the library, figured heâd find you there and apparently he was right.
the book you were reading was long forgotten as you tried to process what you just heard.
ânoâ you replied shortly.
âplease?â he sounded so desperate.
âare you seriously begging right now?â
âyes?â
âthatâs fun, get on your knees and beg moreâ you smirked.
âare you nuts? iâll never do thatâ he frowned and rolled his eyes.
âfine then, pay me for thatâ
âhow much?â
âtwoâ
âdollars?â
âbillionsâ
âhell noâ
âkiss my ass goodbye thenâ you shrugged.
âyouâre unbelievableâ
âsaid the one who barged into the library and started begging me to date himâ
âyeah, itâll help you become popularâ he slightly nodded.
âright, youâre already popular and have multiple fans or whatever, why donât you just ask them?â
âitâll just make things worse!â
âfuck off sunghoon, iâm not going to fake date you and help you because of some stupid lie you toldâ you rolled your eyes and got back to reading the book.
he tried begging you once more but at this point you just decided to ignore him until he left.
âwhat the heck was that?â you asked yourself and shook your head.
âhey y/n!â you heard a voice calling you and you immediately recognized this voice.
it belonged to taesan, your classmate and also your longtime crush. taesanâs quite popular amongst the students, and surprising so, heâs not a rugby player.
youâve made a pros and cons lists about your few old crushes and also made one about your current crush, taesan.
pros? heâs funny, smart, creative, caring, friendly, kind and would prefer to spend his free time in the library with you.
cons?
âhey sunghoon dude! didnât see you there, what are you doing here?â
heâs sunghoonâs best friend. that is a BIG no no for you.
âjust came to check something, studying again?â sunghoon smirked as he looked at you.
did he seriously wait for taesan to come so he could spend more time annoying you?
âyeah, itâs my studying with y/n time, weâve been doing that for a whileâ taesan smiled widely and winked at you.
without even noticing your cheeks started to heat up. but your blushing cheeks were already noticed by someone whoâs definitely going to use that against you.
âright, iâm not going to interrupt you two, enjoy!â sunghoon said as he gave you one last smirk before turning around and leaving.
âisnât he so weird sometimes? i can definitely understand why you hate his gutsâ taesan chuckled and you nodded.
âhow are you today anyway? didnât see you that muchâ he smiled.
âso far so good, you?â
âgreat now that iâm here with youâ
you tried your best to stop your racing heart beats after hearing what he said and making eye contact with him.
you just giggled and opened a book right away, âletâs just start with this book!â
after some time that felt like half an hour to you (but was actually two hours or so) it was time to go back home.
âlet me walk you homeâ taesan suggested.
âitâs okay, i live closeby, if so iâm the one who needs to walk you homeâ you giggled.
âi insistâ
you didnât reply to him and just walked out of the library as he followed you.
âoh hey y/n, taesan!â you stopped your trace when you noticed sunghoon standing right outside the library.
âsunghoon? why are you still here?â taesan asked, emphasizing the last question.
âjust walked by after dropping yeji at her friendâs house, also i promised y/n iâll walk her home, right y/n?â
you looked at him confused but he gave you the âyou better say yes nowâ look, and besides, you didnât want to bother taesan with the long walk.
âright, i completely forgot, iâm really sorry taesan, next time iâll be the one to walk you home!â you said and he nodded.
âdonât worry about it!â he said, quite confused since he never saw the both of you getting along and actually walking home together, even though you live right across each other.
sunghoon took your hand and dragged you away from taesan.
âwhat the fuck park?â
âwalking him home? seriously? your lazy ass could neverâ he teased and you rolled your eyes.
âfuck off sunghoon, why are you really here?â
âiâve got a deal to offerâ he stopped you from walking and you glared at him.
ânoâ
âyou havenât heard it yetâ
âi donât care, itâs a no from me, i can never trust youâ you scoffed and started walking away.
âiâll help you to get close to taesan!â he said and you froze for a second, âi donât need your helpâ
âoh but you doâ he smirked as he figured he got your weakness point, âyouâve been acting awfully trying to hide your little crush on himâ
âwhat do you need?â you asked, half convinced.
âa monthâ he said straightforwardly.
âare youââ
âa month of fake dating and then iâll let you tell everyone you broke up with me and broke my heart and whatever you wantâ he licked his lips, âiâll help you get closer to taesan tooâ
âi need a day to think about itâ you sighed.
âfineâ he said, full of hopes and prayers.
as you arrived you bid your goodbyes for the first time in years, and it never felt so weird as much as it just did.
as you entered the house you took a quick shower and ate, right after that you ran to get your phone a called karina.
âi think you should do it, a month wouldnât be so bad, plus, he did say heâll help you get close to taesanâ she said.
âcan i really trust him though? he ruined my chances with my crush once alreadyâ you groaned.
âyouâre right, donât trust that guyâ
âbut heâs also the only one that could get me close to taesanâ
âright again, trust him fully and agree to that dealâ
âyouâre not helping me at all!!â you complained.
âi donât know bae, i guess that if i was you i wouldâve probably go with what my heart saysâ
âclichĂŠ much, arenât we?â
âi didnât know what to say!â
âi guess i justâŚâ
âreally? are you for real? is it really happening right now? i need you to sign this contract right now before you regretâ sunghoonâs eyes widened and his lips formed into a little smile.
you rolled your eyes, âdonât make me regret thisâ
âokay okay, i wonât, letâs just find a spot where we could talkâ he said and took your hand.
he dragged you to an empty classroom and closed the door.
âso,â he spoke, âwe need rulesâ
âno shit sherlockâ
âcan you stop being an actual bitch for a second and hear me out?â he spat and you rolled your eyes.
âiâll be walking you home, mornings and afternoons no matter whatâ he said.
âdoes that really matter? i mean, no one sees usâ you sighed.
âthatâs what you think, my friends are stalkers itâs actually scaryâ
âwhateverâ
âweâll be posting pictures together which means weâre going to have to go on dateââ
âim gonna stop you right thereâ you cut him off middle sentence, âyou can just use pictures from pinterestâ
âwhat?â
âthereâs no chance im going on dates with youâ you argued.
âyou agreed to this fake dating, you need to face the consequencesâ
you groaned and he continued, âkissing is not prohibited, you can kiss me whenever you want, if itâs necessaryâ
you felt like throwing up hearing this sentence.
âwhoâs gonna buy that? just yesterday you were bumping into me and acting like a total bitch in front of everyoneâ you rolled your eyes.
âitâs as simple as that, weâll say weâve been forced by our parents to come as a couple to an event and we had a deep conversation about our past and after a while of reuniting i asked you out and we decided to hide our relationship until nowâ he shrugged.
âwow,â you clapped, âyou thought about it the whole day yesterday didnât you?â
ânoâŚâ he scratched his nape and looked everywhere but at you.
âsureâ you nodded, completely not believing what he just said.
âanyways itâs all settled, weâll be posting a picture today after schoolâ he said and was about to leave the classroom.
âone more thing,â he said, âpda is a must, therefore youâd have to give me your hand and weâd have to go hand in hand to classroomâ
âjust say you want to hold my hand, iâll take that into consideration, but iâm not interestedâ you asked annoyed.
âyou wish someone would actually want to hold your hand out of his own willâ he rolled his eyes.
âyou havenât touched a single soul in your entire lifeâ
âjust shut upâ he sighed.
ânever as long as your annoying ass is right besides meâ
he just groaned and took your hand.
âstarting nowâ he nodded, âitâll make everyone confuse until we reveal our relationshipâ
âyuck, even calling it a relationship is making me want to throw upâ
âhope your stupid brain knows itâs mutual but whatever, just donât act like that when weâre togetherâ
walking through the hallway while everyone is whispering and glancing at you was never a problem to sunghoon, it was a big problem for you though.
you tried letting go of sunghoonâs hand to stop the whispering and glancing but he held you tighter.
âitâs okay, calm down iâm here with youâ he whispered.
as much as youâd like to deny it, it made you feel somewhat safe.
however, itâs the park sunghoon weâre talking about. your worst enemy.
âis that supposed to make me feel better?â you whispered back.
âand weâre here, outside your classroomâ he changed the subject and stopped right outside of your class while everyone else kept looking at the two of you.
âiâll wait for you after classâ he winked and left a peck on your forehead before leaving to his classroom.
you so wished you could wipe it off at the moment. or at least, you think.
âwhat the fuck did i just saw?â karina walked up to you as soon as sunghoon left.
âwe have a lot to catch onâ you sighed and dragged her inside the classroom.
âand you agreed?!?â
âms. karina and ms. y/n, would you like to share to your class what were you talking about?â the teacher knocked on the desk.
âno, weâre sorryâ you said quietly and the teacher went back to teaching.
âyou told me to follow what my heart says!â you whispered-yelled to her.
âi didnât think itâd say to agree to it!!â she replied back.
âwell i did, and now iâm stuck with the worst person everâ
âmaybe heâs not that badâ
âget out karinaâ
âcanât, weâre in the middle of a classâ she shrugged and you groaned.
âso youâre now dating your worst ever enemy, the infamous woman in this highschool, choi y/n?!!â
âyes jake, i donât know why itâs so surprising to youâ sunghoon rolled his eyes as he took a bite from his lunch.
âsurprising only to him? sunghoon, just a few days ago you called her an attention seeker bitch, now youâre telling us youâve been dating for a few months already?â jungwon asked, concerned.
âwell we did great at hiding didnât we? our parents told us we should sign to drama classesâ
ânothing here makes senseâ jay shook his head.
lying to his friends about his whole relationship life? was definitely not and never will be on his list but he couldnât care less about the list anymore.
âlife doesnât make sense, jayâ sunghoon sighed, âit just happened, now i canât stop thinking about her, itâs like i want to spend every minute with herâ
âew, not in front of my saladâ riki gagged.
âalthough it makes no sense to me, iâm happy for you sunghoon, so proud of you for finally getting along with someoneâ sunoo pat his back.
âhey what do you mean by that?â
âfrom childhood friends to childhood enemies to lovers, that sounds like an actual pretty good story genreâ heeseung crossed his arms and nodded.
âcanât believe you havenât told me anything about it!â taesan, who for the first time in a while joined their lunch table, lightly pushed sunghoon, completely in disbelief.
âyouâre right, i shouldâve told you about it beforeâ sunghoon nodded.
sunghoonâs a bad friend. a very, very bad one.
a few weeks ago he had a conversation with who he considers as his best friend, but how could he face him now after this conversation?
âhey hoon! i wanted to ask you somethingâ taesan bit his lips, a bit anxious to start the conversation.
âyeah dude, whatâs up?â he asked.
âi know you and y/n areâŚ.not on good terms, but i actually started spending some time with her and iâm really interested in herâ his eyes lit up from excitement just by talking about you, âwanted to ask you if thatâs okay that, you knowâŚ.â
âyeah for sure! even though i hate this person with all my heart, i canât decided on your life, canât see how and why youâre interested in her but whatever, itâs yoursâ sunghoon shrugged.
âthanks sunghoon, iâm really glad i got you as my friendâ taesan hugged sunghoon tightly.
sunghoon definitely knew about taesanâs little crush about you, and the day he told you that taesan has a little crush, he actually meant you.
back to today, sunghoon feels like his whole life was tearing apart.
how could he betray his friend like that? after everything taesan did to him. from helping him with studies to even paying for the things he couldnât.
taesan shook his head and smiled weakly, âwhatever makes you happy sunghoonâ he said.
sunghoon was expecting him to shout at him and get mad about it, but was actually surprised he took it well somehow.
âiâm doing this for you tooâ sunghoon thought, after all, he has the perfect plan for taesan and y/n.
âthanks taesanâ sunghoon hugged him tightly and pat his back as a sign for asking for forgiveness.
âthatâs not gonna work, too many people are looking at usâ you complained as soon as you got out of your last class for the day and noticed sunghoon who was already waiting for you outside.
âwith popularity comes the consequencesâ he shrugged and you rolled your eyes.
âenjoy lovebirds!â jay shouted as he walked past you.
âletâs goâ he extended his hand out for you to hold it but you shook your head.
âi promised taesan iâll review his essay he wroteâ
âyou can do it tomorrowââ âcanât, plus you said youâll help me with taesan, we can go on your stupid fake date laterâ
sunghoon rolled his eyes and sighed, âfine, iâll walk you to the libraryâ
when he noticed you smiling he couldnât help but feel that weird feeling of excitement, but then he realized you were not smiling because of him.
âhey y/n!â taesan smiled warmly at you when he noticed you, âand sunghoonâ he added quietly.
âhey taesanâ you called with a wider smile on your face and sunghoon nodded.
âiâll pick you up later thenâ he said and walked away.
âsoâŚyou and sunghoon huh?â taesan asked.
âugh, donât evenâ i felt everyoneâs eyes on me throughout the whole dayâ you groaned.
âyou donât seem that happy with thatâ
âbecause iâm not! iâm so tired of it already, i shouldâve known not to agree to that dealâ
âwhat deal?â
âuhhhhâ you freaked out, how stupid can you actually be??
ânothing!! no dealâ you giggled nervously.
âif you say soâ he shrugged and opened his laptop to show you his essay.
âwhy dont you just tell him?â karina asked you over the phone.
âand what will i say if he asks why i agreed to the deal?â
âsimple, âi did it because i want sunghoon to help me date youâ, like thatâ
âsure, itâs that easyâ you rolled your eyes.
âhow was your first day dating sunghoon anyway?â
âhe took me to get some ice cream, he actually remembers my favorite tasteâ
âyeah i saw on your instagram story, if i didnât happen to know that this is all fake iâd actually believe itâ she said teasingly.
âcanât believe iâm saying this butâ you sighed, âheâs not that bad to hang out withâ
you expected a reply from her right away but all you heard was silence.
âkarina?â
âi canât believe this conversation is not being recordedâ she finally spoke.
âforget that i said thaââ âno no no! please continueâ
âwellâŚ.he was actually super nice and even paid for my ice cream, even found a nice spot and brought me his jacket since it was starting to get coldâ you said calmly.
ây/nâ
âhm?â
âyou might end up falling in love with him instead of taesanâ she said and you scoffed.
âare you forgetting that he literally ruined my life?â
âi said what i said!â she argued.
eventually you ended the call and drifted off to dreamland.
âsoâŚ.â
a few days passed since you revealed your (fake) relationship and today was the first day you sat with seven other people at your lunch table.
âyou and sunghooââ
âstop itâ
âsunghoon and yoââ
âshut it!â
sunghoonâs friends tried to ease up the awkward situation but were shut off by you and sunghoon.
âwe just think itâs weird thatâs all!! itâll pass sooner or laterâ jay chuckled.
âso y/n, howâs life?â riki asked.
âseriously?â sunghoon raised his brow.
âbabe, itâs okay,â you almost gagged after using the nickname on sunghoon, âlifeâs fun, you never know which surprises awaits for youâ
you raised sunghoonâs hand and showed everyone your locked hands.
âew, donât need to use those nicknames and act all cheesy hereâ jake teased.
âyou wanted to meet my girlfriend didnât you? here she isâ sunghoon spoke.
thatâs when it got to you. sunghoon lied to his friends about having a girlfriend! why did he choose you though? out of hundreds of students.
âyouâre rightâ heeseung nodded, âif you already know each other so well, why donât we ask you questions about sunghoon and you answer?â
âbaby you donât have toââ âitâs okay, hit me with the questionsâ
âsunghoonâs favorite color?â
âwhiteâ
âhis favorite seasonâ
âused to be winter, itâs autumn nowâ
âfavorite ice cream flavor?â
âumâ you froze for a second.
âah ha! got youâ
âcoffeeâ
âaw man, you suck!â riki said in disappointment after you answered all the questions correctly.
sunghoon in the meantime was busy staring at you and daydreaming.
when did you become so pretty? with your cute eyes that lit up every time you answered a question correctly, and your lips that formed into a smile when you noticed you won over his friendâs questions.
how come you remember those details about him as well?
he had tons of questions, but curse his inability to communicate well, heâll probably leave those questions unanswered.
the only thing he does know, is that heâs scared to fall in love with you.
âbabe? are you ready to go? let me walk you to the field now, you have practiceâ
you called him and he zoned out, for a second there he really forgot this is all fake.
the way youâd look at him and call him babe, it made him feel so weird, he had never felt like that before.
âyeahâ he slightly nodded and got up.
when both of you arrived at the field he stopped in front of you and frowned.
âwhat if iâll just take you on a date instead of practice?â he asked.
âsunghoon what the fuck? weâre all alone here nobody sees you, you donât need to act all lovey doveyâ you snapped back.
ârightâ he said, almost sounding too disappointed.
âiâll go back now to the library, taesanâs waitingâ you smiled and started walking away.
âpull yourself together sunghoonâ he sighed and entered the field.
âheyâ you called taesan as you saw him already sitting at your usual library desk.
âhey y/n!â he called you back excitedly.
âmissed being with you after school, i went on too many dates with sunghoon latelyâ you sighed.
âyeahâ he whispered, you could hear a bit of disappointment in his voice but he shrugged it off quickly, âhey how about instead of studying weâll go hang out, i got pretty tired of reading todayâ
âsure! of course, i would love to!!â you excitedly replied.
taesan got up and held your hand, âletâs go watch some moviesâ
practice ended and sunghoon went straight to the library without even showering first. he couldnât wait telling you how his friends couldnât stop talking about you and praising your (again, fake) relationship.
he looked at the clock and it was usually around the time you and taesan would finish and get out, only this time you were nowhere to be found.
sunghoon started to freak out, what if something bad happened to you? did taesan leave you alone? what if he did something bad to you?
no, no. sunghoon was just freaking out.
he tried calling you, but your phone was turned off, you werenât available.
he ran all the way to your home and asked your mother if she happened to see you, but got a negative answer.
âwhy, is she missing?â your mother asked and tried to stay calm.
âno of course not!â sunghoon awkwardly said, âweâre just playing hide and seek thatâs all, i was wondering if she walked all the way here to hide in her roomâ
seriously sunghoon? thatâs the best thing you got?
âalright, have fun!â it seemed like it made your mom believe him!
ây/n where the fuck are you?â he whispered to himself.
he decided to call taesan, âif heâs not answering i sweaââ
âhey dude, whatâs up?â his friend on the other line answered calmly.
âdo you happen to know where y/n is?â he straightforwardly asked.
âyeah, sheâs right next to me, didnât she tell you weâre going to watch some movies?â taesanâs voice stayed calm but on the inside he was smirking.
taesan 1, sunghoon 0.
âshe probably forgot or somethingâ sunghoon giggled, âwhen do you plan on coming back?â
âdonât know, but donât worry dude, iâll make sure she gets home safelyâ
âyeah, okayâ sunghoon said and ended the call.
âwho was that?â you asked.
âyour boyfriend, didnât you tell him weâre here?â
âoh no, i forgot about itâ
âyeah he was worried sickâ
âi think we should head back nowâ you let out a sigh.
âokay, sureâ he nodded and both of you got up.
you donât know why you said it instead of staying the whole night just watching random movies with your longtime crush.
what the hell did this fake dating with sunghoon do to you?
taesan walked you until it was already safe for you to walk alone, you argued with him that itâs fine and your house was a minute away, he tried insisting but you didnât budge.
both of you knew why you wanted to walk over to your house alone.
sunghoon 1, taesan 1.
you really tried using you muscle memory and walk to your door with your eyes closed so you wonât have to meet withâ
âwell who do we have hereâ
âi really didnât want to see you here nowâ you sighed and opened your eyes.
âi was worried sick! why didnât you just send me a text or whatever?â he spit out and you never really realized how irritating his voice is until now.
âwhat are you? my mom? why do i have to tell you my whereabouts?â you snapped.
âweâre dating, of courseââ âhell no weâre not, this whole thing is fake and you know it, i dont owe you shit, parkâ
for the first time sunghoon was stunned and speechless because of you. he did not know what to say or even process what the hell just happened. and why the fuck was he so annoyed by you going to the movies with taesan?
âif you dont have anything to say just goâ you sighed and just like that he left.
you finally got inside your room and laid on your bed, thinking about your last events and how stupid it was of you to go home early because of that fucking rat who was âworriedâ over you.
your phone buzzed and when you looked at the caller ID you smiled.
âjust checking that you arrived safelyâ
âiâm not a five years old kid taesan,â you chuckled and got up to sit on the edge of your bed, âbesides, it was a minute walk from where you left meâ
âalright, was just checking if you were still aliveâ he giggled.
âhey taesanâ
âhm?â
âletâs hang out more, i had real fun todayâ
âall i was just asking is for you to text me if thereâs a change of plans! i was really worried because i knew i had to pick you up but you were nowhere to be seenâ that is how your morning started, for the past few days it because a routine for you to have a morning and after school walk with sunghoon, and each morning youâd have a little fight.
this time, even though you hate to admit it, heâs right.
âyouâre right, i shouldâve told you beforehand, i just got super excited to go out with taesan so i forgot about it, besides youâre supposed to be happy for me, iâm finally getting closer to my crushâ you huffed.
âthank you, and yeah, iâm super happyâ he rolled his eyes and you nodded.
âanother thing, heeseungâs brother is having a wedding in less than a month and we have to go there together, as a coupleâ he said, âafter the wedding weâll plan the break up and will part our waysâ
âsounds like a plan to meâ you shrugged.
âno matter what happens, please just show up to his brotherâs wedding, i think heeseung already favors you so much, he always did but i always warned him not to get too close to youâ
âobviously you didâ you rolled your eyes, âbut i will do it, for him and for his happinessâ
âthank youâ he said sincerely.
âwow, didnt know you could be genuineâ
âjust shut up and continue to walkâ
two weeks passed and as much as you hate to admit it, dating sunghoon park isnât something that bad.
you went to all kinds of âdatesâ together, that one amusement park date was your favorite.
âno no no no! donât go too high, y/n hold my hand tight!â he yelled on one of the roller coasters you forced him to get on, âi think iâm gonna throw up oh no, here it comes! i hate it hereâ
while he was busy yelling, you were busy laughing your ass off at him. he was cute, you admit.
it reminded you of that time you went to an amusement park together when you were kids, he remained the same, nothing changed.
as you got tired of the amusement park, he took you to a restaurant and both of you sat one in front of the other.
âi like it here, this place is designed so beautifullyâ you said.
ânot as beautiful as youâ he mumbled.
âhm?â you asked and he shook his head, ânothingâ
âyou know, it wasnât so bad today, i really had funâ he started speaking, âreminded me of our childhoodâ
âyeah, i thought about that tooâ you nodded.
âi kinda miss itâ i kinda miss you, he wanted to say, but he felt like itâd be too much.
sunghoon that day realized his strong feelings for you never left, and probably never will. your past antics were long forgotten and all he wanted was to hold you in his arms and tell you how much he loves you, and he have always had.
âi kinda miss it tooâ you replied and it was like an unspoken tension between the two of you.
none of you would talk after that and just walked home in silence, but it was a comforting one.
âgirl, heâs super like, into you, and youâre so like, into him tooâ karina said after you told her about the amusement park date.
âam not! iâve been actually going out with taesan a lot, i really really like himâ you smiled.
âwhatever you say girl!â
âi actually am going to hang out with taesan today, iâll update you on everything, bye baeâ you smiled and ended the call to get ready for your hangout with taesan.
an hour later he sent you a text that heâs already waiting and you got out of your house right away.
âyou look, really prettyâ taesan was being so stunned by your beauty that he forgot how to talk.
âthank youâ you smiled, âso, where are we going?â
âa new arcade just opened and i know how much you love arcades so i just thought of testing it outâ
âoh my god you really do know me so well!!â you took out your phone to text sunghoon about your whereabouts.
you became more responsible and it suddenly didnât bother you as much to text him about it, it almost became a habit of you.
âoff to the new arcade that opened up with taesan, donât you worry about meâ you texted him and closed your phone.
as you arrived your eyes roamed around the big arcade and suddenly you looked like a five years old child who just got their first ever vanilla ice cream.
âwhat are we waiting for? letâs just go!!â taesan cheered and you clapped.
after hours and hours of playing you both went to sit down by the nearest park there.
âit was so fun today, we have to do it again!â you grinned and taesan nodded.
it suddenly became so quiet and you noticed taesan was staring at you for too long.
âare you okay?â
âi know about you and sunghoon,â he spoke, âabout your fake dating thingâ
you were too stunned to speak.
âi heard you arguing on the same day we went to the movies, i wanted to check on you if you arrived safely but i noticed you and sunghoon talking and i couldnât help but eavesdropâ he shrugged.
âohâ was all you could let out.
âi was actually glad to find out that this whole thing with you and sunghoon was fakeâ
âwhat do you meaââ âi like you y/n, a lotâ he cut you middle sentence and you felt so weird hearing his confession.
âoh! there you are!â before you could even respond to taesan you heard a voice calling the both of you.
you turned around and saw the one and only, park sunghoon. what was he doing here?
a few days ago taesan asked to meet up with sunghoon. he confessed to him about knowing your fake relationship and told sunghoon he was going to confess to you.
âi like y/n, a lot, you already know thatâ he said.
âwhatâs your plan?â sunghoon asked.
âasking her out after going to that new arcadeâ he exposed his plan, and sunghoonâs cue to stop the confession was a simple text from you about your whereabouts.
sunghoon for the second time chose to be a shitty and egoistic ass friend, and prevent his so called âbest friendâ from confessing to you.
but of course sunghoon wouldnât tell you all of that.
âme and y/n were planning to go on a date today! i guess she forgotâ sunghoon smirked.
âcut it sunghoon, i know youâre not really datingâ taesan clenched his jaw.
âdoesnât matter, i still made us a reservation for this new restaurantâ sunghoon rolled his eyes and dragged you away.
you were too shocked by the whole scene that only when you arrived back to your home you realized what happened.
âdid you justââ you sighed, âruined my fucking chance with taesan?â you felt your blood starting to boil.
âwhat do you mean?â he asked confused.
âtaesan just fucking confessed and you just fucking showed up and dragged me away, what the fuck were you thinking?â you shout.
ây/n iââ
âyou what, sunghoon? want to ruin my life once again? just like you did with my painting from seventh grade and my crush from eighth grade?â you snapped.
âyou seriously still hold that against me? we were in seventh grade for godâs sake!â
âand it ruined my life ever since then! did you become your familyâs disappointment? because i did, oh! and funny enough, not only that seventh grade made them disappointed in me, but also my stupid crush on eighth grade that you decided to snitch on!â you looked at him in disbelief.
âwhat about my crush from nineth grade then, huh? not only you lied to her and told her i spread the rumors about her, you made me look like the bad guy and the other students refused to talk to me for months! you basically made everyone back away from me!â
âand rightfully soâ you rolled your eyes.
ây/n, lookâ sunghoon ran his hands through his hair and sighed,
âsave it park, i donât want to hear from you ever again, i had a blast ignoring you for the last few years and iâll continue having a blast if itâll continue that wayâ you lied through your teeth, âweâll only talk when necessary and cut ties after heeseungâs brotherâs weddingâ
ây/nâ sunghoon called you again but you already walked away and entered your house.
sunghoon knows he fucked up, and he realized there were so many miscommunications between the two of you over the past few years and he didnât know how to fix it.
meanwhile you, the minute you stepped inside your room and closed the door, you started crying.
you didnât know how to feel with yourself. you were glad that sunghoon cut you off before you could answer taesan, because surprisingly so, you were about to reject him.
taesan is a nice guy, he really is, and he really was your longtime crush, until your old crush entered your life again.
you realized you gained back your feelings the moment sunghoon opened his mouth to genuinely talk with you, in fact, those feelings never really left.
you found yourself so focused on the way that his dimples would always show while smiling and talking to you, or the way his fangs would show up with every smile he gives you.
but you couldnât help but let your blood boil after his whole âiâm not going to let y/n have another chance with someoneâ show, it made you think about your past and you hated it.
the next few weeks felt normal to everyone but you, sunghoon and taesan.
you and sunghoon acted as if nothing happened between the two of you when someone you know happened to be around.
when you two were alone? hell, you wonât even shoot a glance at him.
and as for you and taesan, you told him itâd be better if the both of you would take a short break for a while, just for you to adjust everything.
sunghoon refused to let go of you so easily once again, he tried everything, calling, texting, even calling your parents to ask if you were home and maybe they can tell you to pick your constantly ringing phone up.
it all felt like a deja vu now, but not the good one. you were getting distant again and it scared him that the same thing will happen yet again.
âthank you for comingâ sunghoon welcomed the person into his house.
âwhy are you so stressed? oh no donât tell me you got someone pregnantâ
âjay, i sometimes wonder if your last braincells are just off to go travel or somethingâ sunghoon groaned.
âwell, you seem so tense, what is it?â
sunghoon decided to tell jay everything from A to Z, theyâve been best friends for long and he feels like he can trust him wholeheartedly, plus he had to get some help from someone.
âi knew it the moment you told me both of you are dating! it felt so unrealâ
âthanks a lot jay, it really helpsâ
âwell, i think im getting a little deja vu for eighth gradeâ
âexactly! i donât want this to happen again! i know i fucked up but iâŚ.â sunghoon sighed, âiâm willing to do everything as long as i wonât lose herâ
âokay first of all, ew dude thatâs so cringyâ jay said in disgust, âsecond, i think you just need to give her some time, iâm sure that if you still havenât heard about her and taesan dating, she might as well was about to reject himâ
âthen why would she get so angry at me? it doesnât make senseâ
âyou took a whole ass opportunity from her to try and sort her things out, of course sheâd be pissedâ
ârightâ
âtry to talk with karina maybe, she might help you out on this oneâ jay pat his friendâs shoulder, âbesides, the wedding is in a few days and you told me you made her promise you to show up no matter what, itâs not like she can run away from you for longâ
âi hate that youâre so rightâ sunghoon groaned and jay shrugged, âiâm just saying whatever comes to my mind, whenever it comes to my mindâ
âwhat do you want, park?â
âwow you really sound like y/n nowâ sunghoon sighed as he saw karina looking at him uninterested, âi guess she already told you what happenedâ
âyes, she didâ she also told me sheâs scared because she actually has feelings for you, she wanted to say. but its not her place to say it anyway.
âhowâŚ.is she doing?â he asked quietly.
âwhy do you care?â
âoh no please donât make it harder than it already isâ he mumbled under his breath.
âbecause, i need to talk with her, a serious conversationâ
âoh no donât tell me you caught feelingsâ
âhow did youâ nevermind, please tell her that iâll be waiting for her, and i really want to sort things out between usâ he sounded so desperate it scared karina.
âiâll see what i can doâ karina nodded and he bit his lips and smiled.
âthank you, thank you, thank you, thankââ âi get it you can go now!â
he nodded as he got his bag and went for another practice.
âhey bae how are you doing today?â karina hugged you as she sat on your bed.
ever since your last encounter with sunghoon you started missing a few classes here and there, you didnât really feel like going to school and seeing sunghoon anyway. thatâs why karina came to check up on you.
âsame as usual, i donât knowâ
âi know what youâre thinkingâ she said and you looked at her creeped out.
ârelax, itâs nothing scaryâ she laughed, âi just know youâre thinking about himâ
âam not!â you argued.
âyeah, and iâm queen elizabethâ
you canât stop thinking about sunghoon, she wasnât lying really.
you realized how messed up your whole story was. you need answers from him, you need the apology youâve been waiting to hear, the confirmation that he misses you as much as you miss him. you need to hold him tight and never let him go again.
âfine, you got meâ you sighed.
you wish youâd know how to sort things out without going crazy.
âhe came up to me today,â she said and your eyes sparkled, âhe asked me about you, heâs been so desperate to talk with you, he looked and sounded really sincereâ
âi donât know karina, iâm not sure if iâm ready to face him without getting angry again, itâs just that whenever i see him my blood just starts to boil when i think about our pastâ
âthatâs your problem, you refuse to let go of your pastâ she put her hand on your shoulder, âjust let it go, and get the answers and confirmation you need from himâ
you decided not to show up at school ever since your conversation with karina.
sunghoon tried checking up on you multiple times but each time youâd lie to your mother who opened the door for him and told her to tell him that youâre sick. both of you knew it was wrong.
sunghoon was going crazy, his friends couldnât stop asking about you and about your whereabouts and he could only lie and say that youâve got really sick and that heâs been taking care of you.
he asked karina about you again and again, until she got tired and told him everything, about your wellbeing and your health.
he was so worried for you it surprised her, he was really acting as if heâs your real boyfriend.
karina would lie if she said she didnât confuse him as your boyfriend for a while.
âhereâ sunghoon handed karina a notebook.
âwhatâs that?â she asked.
âi took some notes on this class, give it to y/n pleaseâ
âsunghoon, iâm not some kind ofââ
âi know i know youâre not a delivery guy but, i donât know how to give it to her in any other wayâ he sighed.
oh the poor guy, she really pities him.
wedding day came and sunghoon was going back and forth in his room.
will you be coming? should he pick you up? you promised him! if not for him then for heeseung!
at the end, jay called him and told him it was becoming too late and he should just come without you.
sunghoon left his house with a heavy heart and empty hands, that were supposed to hold you tightly and close to him.
âhey hoon! you came!!â heeseung welcomed his friend with a hug and a big smile over his face.
âwhereâs y/n?â he asked.
âoh y/n, she really wanted to come butââ âbut what?â he was cut off by someone else.
when he looked over his shoulder he found you, walking over to them and putting your hands together on sunghoonâs right shoulder.
âi was getting ready and it took me too long to come, so i just told sunghoon to go away so he wonât be late because of meâ you smiled and planted a kiss on sunghoonâs cheek.
âiâm so glad you came!!â heeseung smiled widely and hugged you tightly.
sunghoon was still shocked seeing you there, first you walked in, looking gorgeous than ever in the outfit you put on yourself, then you went and put your hands over his shoulder and lastly, you kiss his cheek.
he froze and zoned out for a few seconds until you waved your hands in front of him.
âletâs get in! itâs about to startâ you were about to walk in but sunghoon was quick enough to pull you back to him.
he was holding your waist and pulling you closer to him.
âfirst, you walk in here, looking prettier than any other person here, no offense to the bride, then you smile and kiss my cheeks. i donât understand, whatâs happening?â he asked, his face is closer than ever to yours.
âi donât want to open it up nowââ âif not now then when?â
you sighed and closed your eyes.
âi only have one questionâ
âshootâ
âdid you really regret what you did back then?â
âof course i did, i still doâ he reached your hand to hold it, âlook at where it got usâ
âwhy did you ruin my chance with my crush back then?â
âyou said only one questionâ
âokay so maybe now i have moreâ
âi did it,â sunghoon stayed quiet for a second, is this the right time to confess? âbecause i really liked you, and i still doâ fuck it.
âwhen we started to fake dating i realized those feelings never left, everytime i look at you i just cant help it but smile, i think itâs way beyond just âlike youâ, i love you y/nâ he let go of his hold on your waist and held both of your hands in his.
you stopped breathing for a second as you tried to process what you just heard.
âpark sunghoonâ you whispered and he hummed.
âiâm here babyâ
âi hate youâ you said and sunghoon could swear his heart dropped.
âi hate you for making me hate you so much to the point it ruined our friendship for so longâ you continued, âyou couldâve confessed your feelings and we couldâve been the best highschool couple by nowâ
sunghoon furrowed his eyebrows, he got so confused by your words.
âif you still didnât get it, i happen to love you too, you dumbassâ you laughed.
without giving you a warning he pulled you into a kiss with a big grin on his face.
it was a desperate kiss, as if he was waiting to do this for so long. both of you didnât want to part away but you did eventually because of the lack of oxygen.
âi canât believe we fucked this up because of this stupid painting in seventh gradeâ that was the first thing he said afterwards.
âyou fucked this up and itâs not just a stupid painting!!â you argued and he laughed as he hugged you tightly.
âiâm joking, iâm really sorry for that, and for the crush thing in eighth grade tooâ he grinned, âbut he was just not good for you, you had me the whole time and still wanted himâ
you kissed him again and smiled.
âi was too blind i guessâ
âcan you two cut it off lovebirds? the wedding is about to startâ both of you turned your heads and saw annoyed jay standing in front of you.
âsorry! comingâ both of you said at the same time.
as you sat one next to each other, sunghoon interlocked your fingers together.
âheyâ he whispered and you hummed.
âhearing âi love youâ from you really warmed my heartâ he smiled, âjust letting you knowâ
âoh really?â you asked and he nodded.
âi love youâ you kissed his cheek.
âiâll keep saying this until youâll get tired of itâ
âwhich is basically neverâ
jay groaned and turned to look at the both of you âcan you please just stop being so lovey dovey oh my godâ
âyou were exactly like that on your first days with your girlfriend stop being such an attention seekerâ jake rolled his eyes and jay hit him.
âshhhh!! why donât we just pay attention to heeseung thatâs crying right there?â
âjust took a picture! will definitely use it to blackmail him!â
âpoor little thing only wanted to get emotional in his brotherâs weddingâ
âsoon to be us at sunghoonâs and y/nâs weddingâ
and they lived happily ever after! i mean, as much as you can when you have those six people as your friends and karinaâs nonstop questions about future kids.

PERM TAG-LIST ; @sungwhoonz @ohdudehesflirting @unlikelysublimekryptonite @deobiis @manooffline @miumiuoi @in-somnias-world @lovelovelovebts @filmofhybe @wonbinsnovia @daegutowns @aurumiee @soobywon @dhriti-stories @ariadores @firstclassjaylee @watamotee33 @moons-v @s00buwu @hoonheepretty @jjeoni-7 @dimplewonie (bold means cannot be tagged)
        â SO I MARRIED MY ANTI-FAN ๨ৠSES

⸠SYNOPSIS !  : congratulations! you have been invited to korea's #1 romance reality show 'We Got Married' where you will be living with your co-star like a married couple. but what will you do when you find out that your husband is actually your anti-fan?

PAIRING đ song eunseok x fem!reader
GENRE âš socmed + written chapters, idol! au, one-sided enemies to lovers, fluff, humour, eunseok has issues, maybe angst, to be added
FEATURING â nmixx! sullyoon as yn, ot7! riize, nct dream! jisung, loossemble! yeojin
STATUS  𦹠on-going !

đ child labourers . fuck sm
SPOILER !
OO1 wgm comeback
OO2 one-sided beef
OO3 congratulations on your marriage! (smau + written)
OO4 #MOGGED
OO5 s-class buffet (smau + written)
OO6 its HUGE
OO7 old times
OO8 punk rock princess
more tba ...

TAGLIST (CLOSED) : @ujisworld @leileixq @leeknowarchives @marshwatz @seunghancore @yipyipmorals @wonychu @renjuneoo @secretiny @haowonbins @https-yeonjun @vixensss @luffysgfforevaa1 @beomgyusonlywife @st4rryhae @woniepop @gisellessgf @yang2k @jeeluv @billiondollarworth @keilovr @nyiasworld @meowbini @asahilvr @brachioswrld @chuutaroo @sinsgaybutthatsokay @gyuszn @samvagejkflxhrt @itsactuallylina @woonagi-lemon @onebnis @fae-renjun @nujeskz @wantluv @lilyluvszb1 @addorations @lotties-readings @sanasour @dutifullyannoyingfox @haechansbbg @woongiez @kaelysian @niinaspeaks @en-verse @yyangj3lly @ffixtionista @astro-doll-the-star @mizuhasgurl @lovaeri (the rest are in 2nd taglist !!)
BASICS

i wanna wanna wanna take it to the basics !
pairing: student!eunseok x fem!reader
y/n is low-key a loner at her college and her dearest friend tells her to hang out with his friend, what happens when she entangles herself with him ?
warnings: eunseok is a red flag, swearing, angst, unhinged, mentions of smoking, based off my love life except the ending</3
im in high school while writing this so please be patient with me! english is also not my first language so feel free to correct me !
none of the boys or any of the idols mention behave this way in real life, i do not know them personally, i am just writing off of my experience and making it a happy ending since i never got one!
status ; on going !
began ; february 11th of 2024 !
finished ; tbd !
#ballsmymouth | talking saxy
the stranger phase !
01. meeting
02. hes so sweet
03. rip me to shreds
04. outrageous behavior
05. heart eyes
06. mission abort
07. her
08. a chance
the friend phase !
01. midnight call
02. oh my god
03. new girl
04. good friend
05. for awhile
06. a joke
07. she what
08. break up
the talking phase !
01. finally
02. square one
03. eye twitch
04. careful
05. girls are fighting (1.1k)
06. alone
07. yikes
08. can she back off
the dating phase !
01. closer
02. HES FLIRTING
03. he wants me sooo bad
04. a date?
05. seok my dick
06. d-day
07. basics
08. finale
taglist is closed sorry :(
HELP ERM SO THIS IS SO RANDOM BUT LIKE.. i changed my domain on tumblr so like i wanted to let you know my new @ is â@kuromixheartzzzâ and i used to be â@ kaywhyesssâ so like when you make the ricky tag my new @ not my old one đđđ BUT LIKE HOPE YOU HAVE A NICE DAY đźđź
OH LMAO YES YES OKAY IâLL CHANGE IT đđ thank you for the wishes, I hope you have a lovely day too đ
Uh u might want to change the tag settings though bc I canât tag you yet if the setting is off đ
hope you're doing well <3
Thank you so much! I apologize for taking so long to reply to this message, but I greatly appreciate your concern. I hope youâre doing well too!