Strawberry Princess Chapter Seven Comfort And Cravings

Strawberry Princess Chapter Seven ‘Comfort and Cravings’

Pairing - OT7 BTS x Reader , Hybrid!BTS x Hybrid!Reader

Genre - Hybrid!Au , Hybrid BTS x Hybrid Reader, fluff, angst, eventual smut, slow burn? , alternative reality , strangers to lovers , strangers to friends, friends to lovers

Warnings - Fluff, distressed Y/n, teasing, tension, kissing, heavy petting, smut (18+) , please lmk if there’s any to add!

Summary - When a certain hybrid starts to appear whenever Jungkook is at the gym, an immediate pull is felt between the two and their eventual friendship soon is spread to the rest of his pack.

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Y/n's heat was more of a struggle than it had ever been for her. By the time it came to day 5, she felt like she couldnt take it anymore but it luckily started to dissipate on that day. Throughout those 5 days, Jin had been bringing her soups and stews to keep her full and just dropping them in her kitchen before leaving as Y/n assured the boys could take her key as she wouldnt be leaving that week. It pained them all knowing they couldnt see eachother but would be in the same apartment at some times and Y/n had to hold back from calling out to Jin everytime he came over but she knew making even a small sound could panic him, making him think she was in trouble and that wouldnt be any easier. When Y/n had started to come down from her heat on day five she texted Jungkook, letting him know and sending a message to Jin thanking him for all his efforts, she knew shed thank the others in person and didnt assume that itd be so soon; Jungkook messaged her back letting her know that if she would like he'd pick her up the next morning and they could spend the day together.

'Im not fully out of my heat Kook, its just calming down' - Y/n felt a bit embarassed as she texted but she couldnt lead him to think she wasnt in heat anymore

'I know but if you are feeling up to it i'd love to see you' - Y/n could practically see the way hed be bouncing hs leg and nibbling his lip as he waited for an answer so she immediately messaged back

'I'd love that Kookie, as long as your sure' - The smile that set over Jungkooks face that moment was wider than youd think is possible, he ran to let everyone know and to find out who would also be home. It happened to be that Taehyung and Hoseok would be home, Hobi had the day off and Tae was working on some personal designs. Everyone else would be at work, leaving and arriving at various times. Kook made sure to tell Y/n and ask again if it was okay and both ends of the phone felt a sigh of relief leave them.

Y/n was still exhausted from her day, even if she had done nothing she was always extremely fatigued on her heat, especially this time considering how much more intense it was for her. It lead her to munch on a few of the snacks from the boys before falling into a deep sleep in her nest that was sadly only weakly scented by the boys now, five days of her bursting scent put layers over everything they had lended her but it was all well because their scents kept her as grounded as possible when she was at her peak.

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The following morning Y/n woke up, still feeling the effects of her heat but energised from the day ahead of her, It lead her to finally leave her nest willingly to go into her bathroom and get ready for the day. She took a steaming shower with everything Jin had gotten her along with her own Shampoo and Conditioner, taking time to feel especially clean. She took care of her hair and tail before having the obsticle of choosing an outfit, it was freezing out and she'd only be going to their home so she opted for something comfortable. Settling for her uggs, fluffy socks and a white knitted set that looked similar to a tracksuit - a fitted hoodie that sat just over her bellybutton and flare trousers that folded over to sit just under her bellybutton, leaving just a sliver of skin that she deemed acceptable. It was also incredibly comfortable while being cute and she just left her hair down because it always made her a bit tired doing her hair and she wouldnt have the energy to stay awake later if she did, even if it was a small task.

It may have been a bit too cold for this weather to some people but Y/n was still in heat, her body still boiling under the knit clothing, any more layers would of just made her uncomfortable and these were soft on her skin, stretchy too so they didnt make her weak cramps any worse. Aches still coursed through her body and vibrated every nerve but on a significantly smaller scale to the days before, along with the problem between her thighs. She figured if she noticed it was getting too much - her scent from any arousal or natural peaking - she could just go to the bathroom to calm down and it would be okay.

That didnt exactly apply until she was in their home though, so their was an instant problem when Jungkook actually reached her apartment to pick her up, when he walked through the door, with her key that he was returning, it first off looked like he lived here and made Y/ns thoughts run wild but also, he was too attractive for her to handle. His hair was still a bit wet, he had clearly taken a shower and came straight to get her and it sat in natural waves, the top layer falling just above his ear, it looked soft but also made him too hot for her to process (190811 Jungkook). His earrings were prominent, not to mention his lip and eyebrow piercings and then his clothes, they really werent helping her state at all, a navy and tan tracksuit, white shirt peeking from underneath and he looked comfortable which made her heart warm.

Y/n really hadnt realised that she just stared at him and how he did the exact same back, both for the same reasons, they found eachother ridiculously attractive and Y/ns heat was only powering those thoughts for both of them even more. Instead of saying anything, Y/n just walked straight into his arms, feeling his own arms pulling her in and holding her warmly made her finally feel just a little bit better than she had for the past 5 days, it made her purr, pushing herself even closer as he chuckled deeply, his chest vibrating before placing a kiss to the top of her head. Y/n reluctantly let go before looking up, really not helping her case as she only hoped the wide space around her could diffuse her scent quickly but she definitely wasnt that lucky as she noticed Jungkook try to play off the way his pupils dilated his veins in his hands grew more prominent.

'You got everything you need?' - Jungkooks words made Y/n contemplate just for a minute as she really wondered wether shed need anything but she figured she wouldnt, hopefully. She just nodded with a smile but Kook took her hand to lead her down to the car.

'We missed you, you know? I missed you' - Jungkooks words made her flush and press herself slightly closer to him on their walk

'I missed you all too, so much' - She looked up at his eyes when she said that, catching his gaze as she turned his head to look at her, smiling gently, happy to finally be together even if it was just a few days, it felt like months. It made her feel giddy to know they felt the same and she swung their hands slightly smiling to herself.

Their routine to the boys’ home was as it usually is, Kook buckles her in and she falls straight asleep, she is sleepily lead up to their floor.

Y/n was snatched back to being fully awake when the door to the home opened and it wasn’t by Jungkook, instead it was Namjoon leaving, the three stood infront of eachother for a moment before the two men smiled at eachother and Namjoon smiled down at Y/n.

He was in a dark tan, tweed suit with a thick overcoat to match and looked just luxuriously attractive, he just screamed ‘boss’ and Y/n felt her body leaning in slightly, wishing to be close to the built man. It seemed that he understood as he took a step forward before gently enveloping Y/n into his warm embrace, greeting her and speaking gently to her about missing her but Y/n was so overwhelmed with his alluring and deep scent that the words seemed sort of jumbled and muffled. She just smiled and nodded, leaning into his warmth and taking in the moment, hoping he would understand and it seemed he did as he took in a sharp breath at the waves of sweet scent she was emitting before gently letting go, trying to compose himself and focus as he had to leave for work.

“I’ll see you soon yeah?” - Y/n once again nodded at his question before he smiled, adjusting the glasses on his nose and saying goodbye to Jungkook warmly hugging him too and placing a kiss to the side of his head before heading off.

Kook excitedly pulled Y/n into the apartment and she was glad he had a grip on her or she might have just crumbled there with the scents flooding her system, she started to worry as her body heated up again and her aches were increasing but was hoping that settling in would make it easier.

“Tae and Hobi hyung are still here but I’m not sure where, probably in their rooms” - Kook smiled down at her as he brought her to the living room that was so inviting, so comfy and immediately drew her in as she happily settled herself on the couch, pushing the material around her lighting kneading to get comfortable. Jungkook chuckled at her actions before sitting next to her and relaxing too, her scent made her urge to pull her in and keep her as close as possible but she seemed so comfortable where she was that he couldn’t bring himself to disturb that.

Jungkook put on a movie for them to watch as they lightly chat but he slowly dozed off into a comfortable and adorable sleep around 2/3 through, his cute sleeping face made Y/n coo but over that time she had started to become restless and hadn’t known why. Her claws had come out as she continued kneading the sofa, a small frown falling on her lips as her skin got hot and her lip wobbled slightly. Her scent was strong and started to sour from her distress but she couldn’t explain why, she was surrounded by amazing scents and in comfortable clothes, she was also on her 6th day of heat it shouldn’t be bothering her much at all.

In her rustling and frustration she hadn’t heard someone come into the room, nor seen due to the tears starting to well up in her eyes. It made her flinch when she felt two big hands settle on her shoulders gently, she snapped her head around, blinking rapidly to find a concerned Hoseok.

Looking at her Hobi immediately noticed the tears in her eyes, the lone tear that travelled down her cheek from her blinking and the wobbling of her lips as she restlessly kneaded around her. One hand remained on her shoulder as the other moved to wipe her tear, his senses were flooding with her distressed scent and he was being encouraged by his hybrid to do many things to make her feel better. He knew he wanted to help and could only really think of one suitable solution for the time being, his tail swung rapidly as he thought and ears pinned back slightly before they moved forward again to focus on tending to Y/n.

He came around to help Y/n off the couch, taking her shaky hand and leaning down slightly to get closer.

‘Let’s go make a nest hm?” - Hoseoks encouraging voice made Y/n nod rapidly and she followed him like a lost kitten, holding onto his hand with both of her own hands tightly as if he was her life source. She hadn’t started to calm down yet and her skin was almost getting itchy with heat making her let out a sad sob, the walk to where Hoseok was taking her wasn’t long but when he heard her cry he spun around, opting to move her in a different way. Without a second thought he picked her up, pushing her head into his neck and gently soothing her with a hand rubbing her back and the other held her stable, her short legs wrapped around his toned waist. Y/n buried her face in his neck, shaking slightly in his arms, her scent was driving Hoseok crazy and making him move without any thoughts, his hybrid taking over to comfort her.

He moved quickly down the hall into a room Y/n had never been before, it had the biggest bed she had ever seen in the centre with blankets and pillows all over, the perfect nesting room, their pack nesting room. Y/n was reluctant to be put down partially because she didn’t want to be let go and also because Hobi had brought her to such a intimate place and she couldn’t stand invading if anyone disagreed but as if he heard her thoughts he shushed her and knelt on the huge bed, placing her in the centre and pulling in blankets from all around to place around her, wrapping her up.

The scents closely enveloping her and pressure from the wrapping made Y/n finally calm down, her tears stopped falling and scent started to sweeten again, she could finally look up and take in her surroundings. Hobi was still knelt on the bed next to her and she shuffled herself out of the wrapped blankets, moving closer to him and urging him to sit comfortably. She felt an overwhelming urge to build a nest but not just for her, around her and Hoseok so he watched curiously as she rapidly started to arrange blankets and pillows around the two to exactly how she wanted them before she silently looked at him, expectantly.

It took Hoseok a second to realise why she was looking at him expectantly and it was for approval, he looked around at the pretty nest she had built from their scented comforters and smiled brightly at her, stroking her hair and lightly brushing over her ear, making her shudder and her eyes close as he praised her.

“It’s so good, such a good nest Y/n, so perfect for us” - His praise as he stroked over Y/n made her pure, every trace of distress disappearing, her body was still hot however and she found herself craving touch and attention. Now safely in a nest, she urged closer to Hoseok, not looking in his eyes just trying to subtly shuffle closer, he watched her amused before leaning back on his hands, smirking as he left his lap open to her. She just looked at him practically begging him to move closer but he just looked at her and raised his eyebrows.

Hoseok hadn’t really shown this side to her before and it made her needy, drove her crazy as her scent spiked up with need, her hands slowly reached out to his legs, pulling at his trousers to try to bring him closer but he didn’t move, just looked at her expectantly. Y/n lightly huffed, pushing herself forward, her legs slightly overlapping Hoseoks now but it wasn’t enough, she felt a whine build up in her throat and Hoseok sensed it immediately.

“You going to come here?” - His question encouraged her as his eyebrow raised in question at her, she looked at him a bit shocked but nodded and clumsily moved as close as possible before hesitating and climbing into his lap. There was something about Hoseok that was different to Jungkook, when it came to this he was more dominant, teased silently and made Y/n feel like all she could do was whine and obey him. When she had got onto his lap, her arms wrapped around his neck and leg straddled his own, she leant into his warmth and put her head on his shoulder, wanting nothing more than to taste him as she stared longingly at his scent glands.

“Goodgirl, Wasn’t so hard was it?” - Y/n could only shake her head no as she kept staring, Hoseoks body vibrated as he laughed at her, amused at how she would hold herself back for no apparent reason. He purposefully sent out another wave of his scent and leant his neck to the side, feeling her grip him tighter and shudder, urging closer slowly to his neck but something about her just made him want to play. That’s why he grabbed her chin, pulling her head away and right infront of him, looking down at her and observing her face, she looked more like a deer in headlights than a kitten but he just cooed at her and stroked her cheeks.

Hoseoks teasing actions made Y/n’s mind go into overdrive, she felt her body get hot again and an ache formed between her legs again, flushing out her usual scent as her arousal scent replaced it, she looked over Hoseoks devilishly handsome face before something inside her, her hybrid, seemed to control her next actions. Her gaze caught onto his heart lips, it made her lick her own and Hoseok was surprised as he realised her next intentions but not opposed at all, instead licking his lips to tease her slightly. Y/n pushed her front onto his before placing her lips on Hobis and closing her eyes, savouring the way he immediately reciprocated. Kissing him made her realise just how inexperienced she really was as he had to guide her, just as Jungkook does but his kisses are firmer, more assertive as his hands fell onto her hips and squeezed making her body light up with goosebumps and twitch.

It was clear who was in charge as Hoseok easily lead and dominated the kiss, slipping his tongue in as Y/n’s hands shook against him, moaning needily and messily reciprocating. The more she pushed into him the more she pushed onto his crotch, it felt right underneath her, made her whine and she felt him chuckle as his lips faltered for a second and body vibrated against her. It all just felt too right, the heat flaring through Y/n’s body almost seemed to get hotter and cooler at the same time, it was overwhelming and made it hard to kiss back as her breathing got harder, body twitched as she relaxed into him completely, his body keeping her up.

Kiss lips and tongue moved messily as Hoseoks was assertive, it seemed so easy for him but she was so out of breath and hot, desperately wanting more but not knowing what more is. In her clouded mind and arousal her claws came out, scratching at Hoseoks shoulders where she held on, he groaned against her and lightly bit at her lip making her gasp. She still hadn’t realised her claws were making lines through Hoseoks shirt until she moved her hands to his neck desperately, her claws sliding down his bare skin and making his moan loudly into the kiss. It made her shocked and jump on his lap slightly, landing back onto his crotch, the feeling made her gasp as Hoseoks grip on her hips tightened before he slid his hands into the band on her trousers, onto the bare skin of her hips, he stayed there, not making any further advances but his grip tightened as Y/n whined, her already messy kisses getting clumsier until Hoseok pulled away. A string of saliva connected between their lips and Y/n chased the taste that was so addicting as she tried to kiss again but he chuckled, amused at her reaction.

Y/n’s frustration multiplied with every second as she felt like she needed him to kiss and touch her again, it was so strong that tears welled up in her eyes and she couldn’t make out any words, just whining needily. Hoseoks grip tightened half as a warning and half asking for her permission to do it again but Y/n took matters into her own hands as her hands fell to his chest and pushed Hoseok down onto his back, head supported by the border of the nest. Y/n looked at him for approval and at his smirk she leant down and pushed her lips against his again, still messily as her body relaxed against him but she had to shuffle up to reach him, landing her ass on something that was getting increasingly hard underneath her, every small movement of her body against it sent shocks up her spine making her less focused and her kisses clumsier. Hoseoks hands remained on her hips, amused at her boldness and revelling in her sweet strawberry taste, urging to get more.

However, Y/n being in a more controlled position than him made his urge to be dominant quite unsettled, that’s how he took her wrists into one hand in a split second and flipped them, caging in Y/n underneath and smirking against her gasp at the sudden movement, taking in the high pitched moan she couldn’t hold in when Hoseok pressed his hips to her core. However, Hoseok only let it continue for a few seconds longer as Y/n’s already sweet scent spiked heavier with the urge of her heat and evident arousal, he wouldnt let it go too far but Y/n had other ideas.

Pulling away, Y/n lay breathless, her mind clouding with her heat as her pupils dilated, body twitched and squirmed against Hoseoks hard centre on her core and claws pressed into his shoulders, trying to pull him back. Her attempts weren’t successful at all, Hoseok clearly far stronger than her, far bigger too, she really didn’t have much of a chance and he easily pulled her back up to sitting on his lap before moving her hair to one shoulder. Y/n was about to ask, no, beg, for him to let her have more but was quickly silenced when Hoseoks hands landed on her neck, one falling to her nape and squeezing, her body let out a wave of heated scent and her body melted as he scruffed her.

“That’s it, just relax kitten” - Hoseoks soothing words pushed her body to just drop onto him, she didn’t know words could have such a big effect on her but it definitely filled Hoseok with pride as he kept whispering praises to watch her further both hoping to soothe her and watch her melt for him. His cheeky actions were interrupted by a curious Jungkook, standing in the doorway after he woke up without Y/n and followed her thick scent to the nesting room. Hobi decided he could still play with Jungkook here though, pushing Y/n’s hair out of the way, into a makeshift ponytail and pulling her head up to look at him.

“Jungkooks come to see you kitten, you going to greet him?” - Hoseok followed Y/n’s eyes infront of him, watching the dilation as she heard Kooks name; to others it may seem like Hoseok was pushing it too far but he was good at this, knew exactly where to push and how far before it would be too much and if that happened, he knew how to make it better too. Y/n’s hybrid knew exactly that and was willingly compliant and turned into a submissive ragdoll in his hands. She was still sitting in his lap but Hoseok picked her up with ease, spinning her around to push her back to his chest and holding her chin up with a firm hand, juxtaposing the soft caress of his fingers at the tips of his grip.

Y/n’s eyes felt heavy but not in a tired way, in a good way and it made it hazy as Jungkook approached her, now fully awake and with a knowing look on his face.

“Did you need to nest kitten? Did Hobi-hyung make it all better?” - Y/n wanted to nod but the heat still coursing through her body made her subconsciously pout and shake her head no. She knew he had done more than make her feel amazing but her hybrid wanted more, she wanted more, even if she couldn’t have it. Both of the men held shocked faces as they watched her, Jungkook moved in closer, replacing Hoseoks hand on her chin as his own fell down to her neck, keeping her in a submissive position.

“He didn’t make it all better? What do you need kitten?” - Jungkooks voice showed he was concerned but it quickly contorted into one he always had whenever they kissed and he could hear her responding.

“More, please more” - Y/n’s hands fell onto Hoseoks thighs as she leant in towards Jungkook on shaky hands, begging for relief from the heat in her body, she felt like her mind was slowly leaving her, all she could see was the boys and all she could feel was the raging heat in her body, the itch of her clothes that made her nose scrunch and the ache between her thighs.

“Kitty your not in the right mind, i can’t give you more” - Jungkook rubbed over Y/bs cheek with sympathy as he looked over her, noticing the tense of her thighs, the sweat starting to form a sheen on her face, the shake of her hands and the tears beginning to well up in her eyes at his words. Hoseoks grip on her hips tightened as Y/n’s scent started to get less sweet. Her mind was racing, not knowing what to do to get relief as the tears in her eyes started to fall. She was desperate for something, anything, even if she knew it wouldn’t make it better properly, only mating could do that.

“If kitten can tell us what she wants exactly, we can give her that can’t we Jungkook” - Hoseoks words made Y/n purr, leaning into him as she agreed, she needed this. She hadn’t even realised she’d have to say exactly what she wanted all she was thinking about was how they’d give it to her. Jungkook thought for a moment before moving his hand around Y/n’s neck, his thumb on her scent gland and the rest of his fingers on her nape, pushing them at the same time making her slump. That small action cleared Y/n’s mind of the heat temporarily to answer aswell as making her embarrassed at her desperation.

“What do you want kitty? Tell us” - Y/n felt hypnotised by them as her words just fell from her mouth in response

“Make the ache go away, please, make me feel good” - Y/n’s words were clumsily tumbling out, she just hoped they’d know what she meant and wouldn’t make her explain further. Maybe he was just trying to be certain but Y/n had a feeling he was being purposely teasing as Hoseok moved one hand onto her soft stomach and whispered in her ear.

“Where is it aching, show me” - His smooth voice and possible outcome made Y/n’s heart beat faster than it ever had, her head was about to spin but she knew she had to stay more conscious for a few minutes atleast. Y/n’s shaky hand left Hoseoks thigh to move to the hand on her stomach and slowly push it down, refusing to look at either of the boys in embarrassment, when his hand reached just above her core she hesitated for a moment, not having the courage to move it down to where she needed and looked up at Jungkook, begging with her eyes for him to just do it for her. Instead, he leant in, rubbing over her cheek and told her what she had to do if she wanted it.

“Come on, put it where you need it princess and you’ll get given just what you want” - the rasp in his voice made Y/n’s body twitch, her hand moving as he told her too, pushing down Hoseoks hand further until she moved it to cup her core, the first contact made Y/n gasp loudly and fall forward, ridiculously sensitive. Hoseok’s hand on her hip moved to around her waist quickly to stabilise her, that didn’t distract him from the feeling that flew through his body, the warmth under his hand, knowing where he was touching, what Y/n was asking for, it made his pupils sharpen, chest start to tumble and tail flick harshly as her scent and heat tainted his senses.

He made eye contact with Jungkook, sharing a knowing look before taking a breathe to calm himself and whisper into Y/n’s ear

“Are you sure you want that Kitten?” - Hoseoks words combined with his hand over her core made Y/n whine and nod desperately. He didn’t like that though and moved his hand away, leaving Y/n practically begging for his touch again

“Use your words and you can have anything you want kitten” - Y/n’s yes’ fell out her mouth instantly at his words and her continuous stream of ‘yes’ was cut off when Hoseok followed through with his words, easily manoeuvring her further on his lap, her legs straddling one of his thighs as he gently lowered her to put pressure on her core, it made Y/n moan and fall forward again, reaching out to clutch onto Jungkooks shirt snd waistband for support.

“How do you want us to help you princess?” - Jungkook spoke, leaning down to get closer to Y/n but only got a broken response from her

“Touch m-e, please” - the desperation in her voice had both of the boys itching to make it all better but they would only let so much happen at this point. Y/n’s breathing was laboured, thighs tending as she pushed herself forward on Hoseoks thigh, trying to subtly grind on it but it was instantly noticed by both of them.

Y/n’s wishes were granted when Hoseok put one hand onto her throat before gently pulling her back to lay against his shoulder, tilting her head and kissing up her neck, putting pressure on her scent gland and making her whine and moan with pleasure. Jungkook on the other hand, leant in and captured her lips, kissing her in a way he had never done before, it was rough and desperate, Y/n’s state made it both easier and harder to reciprocate the kiss as she needed it just as much as he seemed too but her mind was hazy with everything going on. Her grinding grew less subtle and became disorganised, sloppy as the pressure wasn’t enough for the relief she needed, it had her hands falling to her clothes, her skin itchy as she pulled at the material to temporarily separate them from her skin.

When the heat only grew Y/n had to detach from the kiss with tears filling her eyes, her claws desperately pulling at the material of her trousers when Jungkook looked down, moving his hands around her waist and pulling her body up from Hoseoks thigh for a moment.

“You want these off kitty? It’s itching isn’t it” - Kooks words were smooth and soothing, at her nods he slipped his hands into her waistband, Hoseok temporarily detached from her neck and Jungkook lifted her easily, swiftly pulling down the trousers that were bothering her so much leaving her bare legs, lower stomach and panties on full display. The removal of her clothes had another, stronger wave of her arousal hitting the two boys, harsher than before making Hoseok groan and Jungkooks hands shake as he scrunched his eyes shut, nostrils flaring as he fought to stay fully conscious.

It was already hard to focus but seemed impossible when his hands let Y/n fall back onto Hoseoks thigh and she moaned in response, relieved as the itch was gone but the ache still remained. Both boys had different views, over Y/n’s shoulder Hoseok could see the thick, shaking thighs that wrapped around his own and feel the warmth of her arousal but Jungkook could see her soft stomach that always made him crumble, the thighs that he dreamed of sleeping on or being between and then inbetween, he could see the white panties that were soaked through, just about to leak onto Hoseoks jeans, his pupils dilated more than ever before and when he met Y/n’s eyes, he felt the urge to take another step.

His hands fell onto the band at the top of her panties, playing with the cute bow on them as he moved to kiss her again but this time, his fingertips danced over the transition of fabric and skin at the top of her panties as he waited for any sign of Y/n wanting him to stop.

“Tell me if you want me to stop or slow down” - Jungkook spoke against her lips, letting her respond with a “I will” before crashing back onto her lips, their kiss vibrating with her moans as Hoseok licked and sucked at her neck, rubbing his hands over her body and squeezing her thighs, feeling his hands melt into the plump flesh. Jungkook moved his hands slowly, teasing his fingers below the waistband of her panties before moving under it, his fingers landing on her soft pussy, making Y/n moan and grip harshly into him, kissing him harder and he let her adjust. She was soaked, even before moving into her folds he knew there would be strings of her arousal attached to his fingers as she leaked onto him, so warm and wet.

Y/n came to a thought before pulling away for a second, gripping Jungkooks arm as she struggled to focus

“I-I’ve never- I’ve never done any of this before- any of it” - Y/n’s words made both boys pause, realisation flooding them as to what she really meant because there is a good majority of hybrids who do not engage in any kind of sexual activity until they find the person or people their hybrid feels particularly attached too. These hybrids often don’t even have experience with any sexual interaction with themselves let alone others, meaning Y/n hadn’t done anything, completely inexperienced, even though Jungkook had gathered that she hadn’t done anything with other people it hadn’t crossed his mind that she might not have even explored herself in that way before. It didn’t stop them at all, infact it made them feel electric, an excitement they hadn’t felt before in this way since all of the boys had atleast explored themselves before they met.

“That’s okay Y/n, we’ll take care of you if you want that” - Jungkooks words were the encouragement she needed as she nodded confidently and rapidly, only to realise her mistake when Hoseoks grip that had moved onto her soft hips tightened, Y/n’s mind flooded back to when he told her to use her words.

“Yes please” - It was all the boys needed to carry on, Hoseoks hands moving around Y/n’s body again, his kisses turning into sucks, leaving his mark all over her neck where it would be too difficult to cover for the next few days, maybe even for a week. Jungkook leant back in to capture Y/n’s lips while his fingers gently started to rub circles into her clit, the contact had Y/n letting out muffled moans and whines, only enhanced when Hoseok would bite down or grip somewhere particularly hard; his rough tongue made the experience seem to triple in pleasure. He took that chance to lean in to her ear, separating Y/n and Jungkook for a second as he moved his hands to the hem of her top, slipping them under and under the band of her bra only slightly.

“Can I take these off?” - His voice was deep but equally soft, Jungkook could feel how much his hyungs words affected her when his fingers where flooded even more with her arousal making his gaze drop and eyes widen slightly. Y/n was quick to answer with a breathy ‘yes please’ and Hoseok was quick to oblige. He pulled the top up and over her head quickly and Jungkooks gaze snapped back up at her bra clad breasts were revealed, large and clearly soft as they bounced from every moved, he could feel his mouth water at the sight and even more so when Hoseok expertly unclasped the back and helped her to pull it off completely. She was sitting in only her panties now, in all her glory, happy to let the two boys take in the sight even if she was growing shy, Jungkooks hand had stopped moving with his focus taken by the sight infront of him and even though Hoseok didn’t have the view Jungkook did, he made the absolute most of it, moving his large hands forward to gently hold each of her breasts, they were spilling out of his grasp at every angle and Y/n gasped as his palms sat over her sensitive nipples.

Slowly, Hoseok moved to use his fingers around her nipples, toying with them while supporting the rest of her breasts with his palms, even if his hands were ridiculously large to her, they couldn’t hold all of them up, still spilling out, they felt like heaven to him, soft and warm, clearly sensitive as Y/n’s mouth fell open and strangled moans and gasps tumbled out from the stimulation, her noises made Jungkook come back from his daze and mouth his hands again, catching Hoseoks gaze and using his free hand to turn Y/n’s head towards Hoseok where he caught her lips in a feverish kiss. Y/n was a mess at the stimulations, hands all over her body making her feel better than she could imagine as Jungkooks hands explored her folds and Hoseoks explored her chest.

Jungkook took the opportunity to sit back slightly, moving his fingers from her clit down to her hole and up again, repeating the movement a few time while taking in the sight of her and his mate, the two of them making his own crotch harder than he could imagine, more than it already was , pushing against his sweatpants. Y/n’s brows were furrowed cutely as her entire body twitched and she struggled to keep up with Hoseoks kiss while she had so much going on all at once, so many new feelings that she couldn’t get enough of. While Jungkook couldn’t wait to be inside of her as his fingers caught her hole slightly more than once in his movements, he knew that was something for another time and instead her slipped back up to her clit, putting slightly more pressure in his circles as he watched Y/n detach from Hoseok for a second to throw her head back onto his shoulder in a high pitched moan that nearly echoed in the room, it made both Jungkook and Hoseoks eyes roll back as they couldn’t focus on anything but her, if they were more aware they would realise how anyone in the home would easily hear and smell what was going on.

Jungkooks gaze was captured by Hoseoks hands on her breast again and he indulged his curiosity, leaning down and letting Hoseok hold one of her breasts while his lips captured one of the erect nipples, his warm mouth enveloping them while Y/ns moans grew louder, higher pitched and more frequent, losing her breath and desperately searching for something to ground her which she found in Hoseoks neck, attached her mouth to it and sucking harshly, making him let out a moan of his own, all three of them couldn’t stay quiet especially as Jungkooks hand was being flooded in Y/n’s panties, his tongue was slipping over her soft nipples, revelling in the taste and feeling in his mouth, Y/n’s marking on Hoseoks never stopped and his hands didn’t cease their movements even for a second.

Y/n was flooded with so much pleasure her head began spinning, the heat in her body was no longer a bother it was something so pleasurable but as all the sensations took over her at once she could feel something building up, her thighs tightened around Hoseoks as they shook and her body grew restless, she had to let go of Hoseoks neck and shoot her head up searching for his lips as she trembled, he gave her just what she wanted but pulled back to whisper in her ear

“That’s it, your doing so well baby, doing so well for us” - his rough words made a wave course through Y/n’s body and her eyes flew open, the feeling becoming all too much as she couldn’t get any words out, her entire body shaking as her hands flew out to grip onto Jungkooks head and Hoseoks heads, her hands tangling and pulling their locks as her cries flew out. When the building up at her core grew to a point where it seemed to take over she tried her best to warn them in alarm.

“H-Hobi, I-it” - her words were stuttered and quiet, cut off by another moan but he seemed to understand just fine, making his own movements faster and moving one hand to push Jungkooks fingers just a bit harder onto her clit.

“Just let go baby” - that really seemed to do it as Y/n could t even process what was happening when she practically screamed out, her entire body shaking violently, hips pushing into Jungkooks hand and back arching while she latched back onto Hoseoks neck, biting down harshly and revelling in his groan as she came all over Jungkooks fingers, soaking them more if that is even possible before whimpering in sensitivity, the sounds that flooded the boys ears made them shudder in pleasure and impossibly hard before they slowly stopped their movements and moved away, Hoseoks arms wrapped around Y/n’s soft waist tightly, grounding her as she licked over his neck softly with her rough tongue, soothing the bites while Jungkook used his free hand to gently rub her thighs, taking his other hand out of her panties away from her throbbing clit and becoming shocked at the way his entire hand was soaked, caught up in strings of arousal that smelled impossibly sweet.

As Y/n’s breathing started to slow she looked up from her position and saw Jungkooks glossy lips and soaked hand, making her grow shy and bury her face in her hands with a meek ‘I’m sorry’ to which she got multiple protests, her chest was still heaving and thighs shaking unmistakably. Her panties began to feel cold, sticky and uncomfortable without Jungkooks warm hands and she squirmed slightly, still dazed from the best feeling she’s ever experienced.

“You did so well kitty, did you enjoy it? Does it feel better?” - Jungkooks soft words filled Y/n’s ears and his praise made her thighs tighten slightly again but she nodded repeatedly before uncovering her eyes and looking at him infront of her and then Hoseok behind her, they looked so big around her it made her feel tiny, in the best way, she melted into Hoseoks arms closing her eyes lazily and he gave Jungkook a pointed look.

Jungkook got the hint, standing to go clean up and help her clean up but his hand caught his eye again and he couldn’t resist bringing one of his fingers to his mouth, tasting her arousal and having his eyes roll back at the sweet sticky dessert coating his tongue. When he opened his eyes again he saw Hobi’s envious gaze before bringing another coated finger to his mates lips, feeling his tongue swirl around and envelope his finger had him shuddering, especially as Hoseok had the same reaction, eyes rolling back and chest rumbling in delight. They knew they couldn’t have too much of the sweet dessert so Jungkook reluctantly gave Hoseok one last smirk and a quick kiss, sharing the sweet taste between each other sensually before pulling away to go to the bathroom across the hall.

As soon as he left the room he caught another scent, Taehyung, who had just left his bedroom and gave Jungkook a smirk, looking at his hand that still had a ridiculous amount of Y/n’s arousal and cum on it.

“You went further hm? I could hear her from my room, you must of made her feel good” - Taehyungs deep and smooth voice made Jungkook smile bashfully nodding and rushing over to capture him in a kiss, his entire body against his mate which made Taehyung laugh into the feverish kiss before pulling away.

“It clearly made you feel good, did you touch her tail?” - Taehyung was curious about the entire thing but this was something that made all his experiences impossibly better, so amazing that he couldn’t even think and he wondered if she was similar, being a feline too

“No, but now you’ve said it maybe doing that would of been too much this time, she hasn’t done anything before” - Jungkook was prideful that he was the first to give her that kind of pleasure and even more so when Taehyungs face morphed into one of surprise and then curiosity. He glanced down at Jungkooks hand before Jungkook followed, getting a torturous thought.

“You want to try it?” - Jungkook brought his hand infront of Taehyungs lips, making eye contact while the older opened his lips and took a curious lick, only for his pupils to blow out and take one of Jungkooks fingers that was still covered in the slick, running his rough tongue along the length before sucking any remaining off desperately. The sweet taste made him feel insane, getting into a similar situation as Jungkook as his crotch hardened from the semi it began at just from the sounds and scent filling the house. Jungkook smirked before stepping away and going to the bathroom to clean up, leaving Taehyung.

He cleaned his hands and looked in the mirror to find himself nearly as wrecked as Y/n seemed, hot and breathing heavily before he smiled at the earlier occurance and got a small towel, wetting it with some warm water and going quickly into both his own room and Hobi’s room, collecting a variety of clothes for Y/n, His boxers and Hoseoks sweater and sweatpants which would inevitably be too large for her. With that he hurried back to the room to find Hoseok had repositioned Y/n to lay on her side, her back against Hoseok and head against a soft pillow.

Kook approached happily, gently moving Y/n to lean further into Hoseoks chest so she was more on her back than her side.

“Can I clean you up kitty? I have some clothes to change you in to if that’s okay?” - Y/n lazily nodded with a sweet smile and moved one of her thighs to rest ontop of Hoseoks so he could clean her up. Jungkook smiled and put down the clothes next to him as he knelt on the bed and moved the towel to clean her up before realising her leg was slipping down which would make it hard to help her. Hobi realised too and moved to grab a handful of her thigh and held it up, letting Jungkook move his hand under the band of her panties and gently clean her up, every little contact made her body flinch but she didn’t protest.

When it was time to put new clothes on her still very naked body, Hobi sat up, manhandling her up and Jungkook put the top he got onto her, making Hoseok smile as he recognised it as one of his own, when it was on, Jungkook hesitated as he noticed how Y/n kept squirming uncomfortably in her panties and took a breathe before asking her shyly.

“Do you want me to take these off? I’ve got some briefs you can wear, they’ll be comfortable” - Y/n didn’t even hesitate before nodding, not quite acknowledging that he’d be taking off her panties but not protesting when his slim and cold fingers slowly hooked onto the band of her panties while Hoseok gripped her waist and held her up so Jungkook could take them off.

Jungkook tried to be a gentlemen and not look but his hands brushed her core again as he pulled them down and the most intense version of her scent hit him, spreading around the room like a wildfire as soon as they were off, it made his head shoot forward, trying to divert his eyes as he caught Hoseoks, both their pupils were blown out and hearts were pulsing loudly. Jungkook had to shakily grab his briefs and pull them up over her soft legs, they were basically like mini shorts for her but he still pulled up some sweats for her too. That was until Y/n seemed to start to come back to reality off her cloud

“Could I just wear the briefs, it’s really hot, if that’s okay” - Y/n was shy when she asked but the remains her heat were making her body run hotter than usual still and the home was warm for the winter so it was the best option in her eyes

“Of course you can baby” - Hoseok agreed and knew it would drive everyone crazy if she was just wearing that but anything for her.

The three moved from the nesting room back to the sofa where the trio got comfy on the couch and where Y/n began to drift off before Taehyung came into the room, his scent caused her tail to raise and swing, ears attentive before the rest of her body moved. She had been laying over Jungkooks lap, his strong thighs under her head while her own legs were resting over Hobi’s, his hands rubbing over her smooth calves.

She hadn’t quite grasped what had really happened since she got there, bathing in the scent of the two males she grew to feel so deeply for that’s also why she didn’t even think about how she was only in Jungkooks briefs and Hobi’s sweatshirt when Taehyung leant over the back of the couch they were on and immediately started his teasing.

“I’m sure you’re tired Y/n, all those new experiences hm?” - Taehyungs deep sultry voice made goosebumps rise across her body, cheeks flush with a pink cast before her eyes widened at the meaning behind his words. Her ears twitched, tail ceased its movement as she caught his striking eyes. The two boys beside her simply sat back and watched the interaction, knowing Taehyung missed out earlier when he was just a few doors over. She quickly shook her head in denial at his words leaving Taehyung to raise his eyebrows in surprise before smirking again.

“Then you won’t mind helping me with something quickly?” - Taes tail began to swing behind him as Yang/n nodded and stood up, letting him lead her to a new room. It was covered in gorgeous designs, fabrics of every kind and a beautiful desk, mannequins and all sorts, clearly Taehyung and maybe Jimins design room, it made Y/n confused as to why she was here, leading her to shyly play with the hem of Hobi’s sweatshirt as Taehyung moved around the room before clearing a table and leaning back on it, taking in the sight of the strawberry scented princess infront of him before smirking and stalking over, holding onto her waist and looking down at her. His next words and his current actions made her strawberry scent spike even sweeter, knees growing weak and her pupils dilating as she looked up, ears fully towards him and nothing else while she took in his god-like appearance.

“How would you feel about modelling for me? Being my muse”

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Pairing(s); BTS OT7 x Reader

Genre/Themes; Hybrid!AU, themes of the supernatural and the occult, paranormal themes, religious themes, violence, hurt/comfort, horror, romance

Rated; 18+ for swearing, violence/gore, future sexual themes. Reader discretion is advised.

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In a world where hybrids are both the hottest commodity and largely exploited, a recent shortage of hybrids nationwide due to the wealthy adopting for sport hunting dominates the news headlines. More than ever, stray hybrids are whisked off the streets and taken into shelters to meet the demand. Mistreated, neglected, forgotten – in a notoriously disreputable hybrid shelter in a pocket of downtown Boston, seven “aggressive” hybrids await their inevitable fate of being sold for sport.

After years of trying to distance herself from her mystical past and upbringing, Y/N finds herself quitting her emotionally-draining job and is forced to face past mistakes. While accompanying her friends looking to adopt a child hybrid into their newly-formed family, Y/N inadvertently finds herself face-to-face with seven hybrids doomed to die. In a spur of the moment epiphany, Y/N decides to change the course of fate for the better; though bringing seven aggressive hybrids into her life and the darkening spiritual energy of her old home is trickier to navigate than she originally thought.

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Emerald Gem|| Chapter 1

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Paring: OT7! x Fem!Reader

Overview: Living away from society has its perks. All natural food from your thoroughly cultivated farm, no nosy neighbors, and peace and security with your animals. But sometimes you did get lonely, having no one to talk to but the cows and pigs. However, when 7 extremely wanted hybrids stumble upon your deserted farm, everything changes.

Genre: Hybrid Au, Strangers to lovers, slow burn

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At dawn, the roosters began to crow. They were your personal alarm clock. By the afternoon, you would have the Vegetables plowed and all the pigs fed. Emerald garden, full of color, would be watered. After all the chores were done, you could spend time on your hobbies. Painting, writing, cooking.

You truly kept yourself busy. But it became boring at times, lonely.

Emerald manor, your beloved home, was built for a family. With a large living room, a generous dining room, and too many bedrooms, it could be overwhelming for you. You liked to think about how you could fill this space, getting married, having a family. But you quickly realized that those things don’t come easy. Tired of the loneliness, you thought about adopting a pet. Maybe a dog to help with the farm?

And one day while you're cleaning the chicken coop you spot a fox about to pounce on one of the chickens.

“Hey!” you exclaim. “Get out of here!”

The fox stopped in its tracks and peered over at you, giving an intimidating glare. Then you realized, that wasn’t a fox.

It’s a person.

“Wait!” you attempted to come closer, but with each step forward, the fox went two steps backward. “I’m not going to hurt you. I promise.”

The fox seemed dubious, cautiously stepping towards you. “F-food, please.” His voice was raspy, sore.

You immediately ran to get some food, coming back to the coop with some leftovers. Maybe this will suffice, you thought. You sat him down on the grass patch next to the chicken's den. You watched him devour the meal, as if he hadn’t eaten anything in weeks. Based on his appearance, he probably hadn’t. His fur coat was dirty and torn. You could see his ribs and his belly rumbled with each bite. “Sorry, miss”, he whispered.

You shook your head. “Don’t apologize. You did nothing wrong. I’m Y/n. May I ask your name?”

You could tell he was nervous. Something about your presence made him anxious and fearful. Is he like this with everyone?

“H-Hoseok”, the fox uttered. “But I can’t stay long. My pack is waiting for me.” With a slight struggle, he stumbles back on his two feet. You grab him before he takes off.

“Please wait”, you politely asked. “Let me give you some food to take back to them. Don’t leave yet.”

He paused for a moment, seeming to be pondering over his next steps. “Okay”, he spoke softly. “But don’t be long. They may worry.”

With that, you hurry back into your home, running to the fridge to see what you can scrap up. Hopefully I have enough for all of them, you thought. Maybe you can give them a couple of chickens from the coop.

While carrying plastic wrap covered plates to your garden, you hear a scream coming from the coop. That must be Hoseok. Without haste, you ran to the chicken coops, the food left for the birds. Hovering over Hoseok was what looked like a wolf– well half wolf.

“Back away from him!” You yelled at the top of your lungs, trying to scare off the scary hybrid. He ignored you completely. Suddenly, you gain the courage to step up to it, pushing it off of the fox.

“Are you okay?” You helped him back on his feet, feeling the trembles in his hands. “Did he hurt you?”

“N-no, he would never hurt me”, He stuttered. “You don’t understand.” You looked at him confusingly, then looked at the wolf. He was fuming with anger.

“Y/n, this is my packmate, Joon.”

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You’re not sure how feeding one hybrid led to having seven hybrids on your couch, but you have no one to blame but yourself.

“You want us to do what?!”

“Live here?” It was really just a random thought that popped in your head. You didn’t give it any thought. And seeing them dirty and hungry on your couch just made you blurt it out. Hoseok seemed thrilled but his Pack alpha, Joon, wasn't too excited.

“You must be out of your mind”, he laughed. “What do you think we are, pets?”

“No, not at all!” You shook your head. Something in the back of your mind tells you that they’ve been burned before, that they’ve been mistreated. You feel sort of sympathetic. Could they not trust anyone? “You guys don’t even have to stay here long. I just want to treat your wounds and offer some food.”

He still seemed doubtful. “Yeah? And what’s in it for you?”

That's the question he's been dying to ask. What about you? You thought about it for a moment. Wouldn’t any human being want to help out someone in need? The answer to that is no. However, maybe they need some good in their lives.

And you could use the company.

“Well, I kind of live here by myself”, You explain. “My parents moved to the city so I don’t see them often, and I don’t have any other family or friends. If I’m being honest, I really just need someone to converse with. And maybe a little help around the house.”

One of the packmates raised his hand, as if asking permission to speak. “We left the other home we were in. They may still be looking for us. We don’t want to put you in any danger.”

“We can figure all that out later”, you promise him. “Right now, you guys just need to wash up and get a proper rest.”

Hoseok turned to Joon, waiting for his response. “Please, Joon. We’ll be good, I promise.”

He glared at you for a second, trying to sense if this was another trap. Maybe she’s genuine, he thought. “Okay, but we won’t stay for long.” You could hear sighs of relief. Even you let out a puff of air, not realizing you were holding your breath.

“Thank you. Thank you so much for trusting me. I know that’s not easy.” You gave them a tour of Emerald farm, showing them their sleeping quarters and where they can wash up. When evening came around, you prepared a feast. Your hybrid guests gobbled down all they could– except Joon. He didn’t eat, probably from fear of being poisoned. Hopefully, one day he’ll trust me, you thought. But for now, all you can do is show them tender care and affection until they believe it.

When it becomes time for everyone to sleep in their rooms, you're left alone in the living room with our thoughts. Maybe some television will clear your mind. You never really use it. Living on a farm left you with plenty of other things to do, but why not? Turning on the television, you flip through the channels until one catches your attention.

Breaking news! Seven dangerous hybrids escaping from a research facility

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⏤ pairing: football/soccer player!taehyung x female reader 

⏤ genre: best friends to lovers, idiots to lovers, angst, fluff, and smut 

⏤ rating: 18+

⏤ warnings: dom!taehyung, swearing, alcohol consumption, jealousy, a lot of making out, sexual tension, mention of sex, some teasing, praising, fingering, penetrative sex, unprotected sex, rough sex, multiple orgasms, mention of oral sex, some crying, mention of pregnancy, mention of unprotected sex, mention of abortion, and pregnancy  

⏤ words: 17,145

⏤ summary: taehyung is your best friend, he’s been part of your life for as long as you can remember. his love life is a complete chaos. there is only one girl he has truly ever loved. that girl is you. but how would things turn out when he finds out that you love him back?  

⏤ author’s note: the fic is finally here 🤗 i loved writing this fic & writing this Tae, he’s so soft 🥹 honestly, i was super excited to post it, i truly hope you enjoy this fic 💜 let me know what you think of it & thanks for reading, angels ✨

DECEMBER 31, 2021

As every year, you celebrate the new year with your best friend, Taehyung. You’re not really fond of this celebration but you get to be with your best friend so you deeply cherish this day. This day is also a continuation of his birthday which takes place the day before. 

Since he became a professional footballer/soccer player, you barely get to see him. His life changed completely. He trains a lot on a daily basis, he has games during the weekend, he constantly travels, and most importantly, he became famous. He’s one of the best players of his generation so he gets a fair amount of attention. It’s been hard for you to find your place in this new life, but Taehyung has always made sure to keep in contact with you. Most importantly, he has been keeping you out of the public eye. 

Everything that he does instantly makes headlines, he doesn’t get much of a private life. However, he protects the people he dearly loves. Seeing him become that famous broke your heart because you’ve been loving him for a couple of years now. With his fame, you get to see him kissing girls and flirting with them. For a while, he also had a girlfriend and he was going everywhere with her. It was hard to see even though he had introduced her to you. 

There are quite a lot of people at this party. But nothing new. You don’t know most of the people, they are friends of friends of friends. In summary, they were invited by someone. Taehyung also invited known people like Jungkook, a famous singer, and Hoseok, a famous actor. They’ve met through acquaintances and since then, they’ve been invited to this new year party. You like them a lot, they are very nice people despite being famous. Hoseok is actually the one with whom you’ve got closer. He’s now like a super friend. 

You’re sitting at a table with Jungkook and you’re animatedly speaking. Honestly, you’re surprised by the life this man lives. He’s been a singer for more than 10 years but it feels like he has been living that life for 30 years. So many things have happened in his life and he has done so much. He’s also young so it’s almost impossible to believe him. 

For a brief moment, your eyes scan the room and your body freezes for a split second when your eyes meet Taehyung’s. He’s so fucking gorgeous. The type of gorgeous that takes your breath away. Well, he’s always handsome but tonight, he’s even more than usual. 

His hair is fully pushed back, except for a strand of hair falling on his face. It kind of makes him look like a bad boy. However, he’s a nice bad boy which is ironic. He’s wearing a flannel blue shirt with a large black pair of jeans. It’s simple but anything simple looks great on him. 

You both glance at each other for a moment, it feels like there’s nobody else but you. Since yesterday, things have been different between you. The way you look at each other is different, the way you act around each other has changed. Nothing is awkward. It’s simply different but it’s a different that feels good. However, it leaves you wondering why your encounter changed this time around. What caused this change? 

After what felt like an eternity, Taehyung joins you.

“How’s the night going?” He asks you. 

Your eyes glance at him. “So far, it’s going well,” you answer with a smile. 

Taehyung smiles back at you. “I’m glad we’re here together tonight,” he says. “I was actually looking forward to seeing you because it’s been a while.” 

Your best friend is sometimes sad to not be able to see as much as he’d like to. For sure, he’s content with being a footballer/soccer player but this life has drifted you apart. By some miracle, you managed to keep the friendship which he’s very happy with. However, he barely sees you in a year. He tries to always make it to your birthday and make sure you get to celebrate his birthday and new year together. 

However, he wishes he could be with you forever. 

This separation sometimes breaks his heart because he spent all his childhood and teenage years with you, and now, you barely see each other. Of course, you text and call each other daily but it isn’t the same.

As he says those words, you can feel the heat taking over your face. Hearing those words makes you feel something in your stomach, you can’t quite explain it but it definitely makes you feel good and loved. 

“Me too,” you simply reply. 

Taehyung offers you a genuine smile before taking a sip of the drink he’s holding. Probably a cocktail that he prepared. For a little while, you talk about random things that happened in your life for the past months. The two of you enjoy this moment, it warms both of your hearts to hear what has been going on. 

Taehyung can’t help but love the way you smile as you explain an event that occurred at work. The way your face lights up when you talk about work makes it obvious to him that you adore what you do for a living. He can’t help but find you absolutely stunning tonight. You’re wearing a blue pair of jeans with a floral top. It fits you perfectly. Well, he believes that everything fits you perfectly. 

After a while, you split as you start talking with other friends around you. Throughout the night, you keep drinking some cocktails prepared specifically for the party. Well, some bartenders were hired for the event so you can ask whatever you want and they’ll make it. 

You head to the little bar, joining Jungkook who’s already ordering something. 

“Hi again,” you say as you reach him. 

His head turns to the left, a smile growing on his face when he sees you. 

“Hi again,” he replies. 

Jungkook is a very good-looking man. He emanates a strong confidence which causes everyone to constantly look at him. For sure, you believe that this comes with being a singer. A singer constantly performs in front of people, gives interviews, signs autographs, takes pictures with fans, and many other things. For you, a singer needs to be comfortable in their shoes otherwise things can be hard, especially for the attention they get. It’s hard to imagine how Jungkook can handle all that. Well, you wonder the same with Tae because, at the end of the day, all of that applies to him as well. 

“Has someone ever told you how pretty you are?” he asks with evident seriousness. “I constantly wonder how Tae hasn’t already fallen for you.” 

Your cheeks instantly turn red. This is clearly and certainly unexpected. You never imagined that he considered you as pretty. Usually, famous people only find super thin and fit women as pretty, and to be honest, you’re none of both. But it actually flatters you that such a handsome man finds you pretty.

Since he caught you off guard, you don’t even know what to reply. “Tae is my best friend.” 

As soon as those words leave your lips, you actually feel ridiculous. Tae is your best friend but that doesn’t change the fact that you developed feelings for him. However, you’re convinced that he doesn’t feel the same about you. 

“Honestly, if you were my best friend, I would have already tried to seduce you,” he tells you. “Being best friends doesn’t necessarily mean that you can’t fall for each other.” 

He’s totally right, and you absolutely know it. 

“You’re not wrong,” you reply. 

A smile appears on his face. He’s stunning when he smiles. As you glance at him for a little while, you realize that you clearly understand why he has many girls at his feet. He’s very talented and attractive. No wonder that most of the girls scream like crazy when they see him. 

“And to answer your first question, not many people have said that to me,” you say. 

“Well, they clearly are blind,” he teasingly says. 

A little laugh escapes your lips. Honestly, if this fantastic singer is going to flirt with you tonight, you’ll do the same. It’s not every day that someone like Jungkook flirts with you. 

From afar, Taehyung watches the two of you discuss. It’s more than obvious that his friend, Jungkook is flirting with you. What he hates watching is you flirting back with him. From the way you laugh at his silly jokes to the way you touch him makes him want to throw up. Never in his life did he think he’d have to watch you flirt. 

But he can’t do anything. You’re not his. He’s just your best friend. More than anyone else, you deserve happiness. He can’t stop what is starting to happen between you and Jungkook. If you like each other, what can he concretely do? He takes a sip of his drink. For a moment, he simply looks at the two of you openly flirting together. He wishes that this would have not happened in front of him. It makes him jealous, and he doesn’t like that feeling. It makes him feel vulnerable. 

Right at that moment, Jungkook looks at him with a devious smile. Tae knows right there and then that he’s doing this on purpose. But why? For sure, he does that because he has an idea in his mind. Tae talks again with the guy next to him about football/soccer. It occupies his mind and it also doesn’t tempt him to glance at you. 

After a while, Jungkook takes a seat next to him. He smiles like an idiot, Tae only wants to slap him when he smiles like that. 

“You should tell her you like her,” he says with still that silly smile. 

“I don’t see what you’re talking about,” Tae replies with his cheeks turning red. 

“Yes, you know,” he instantly answers. “It’s written all over your face that you fell for her.” 

Tae takes a sip to try to cool down his body’s temperature. 

“I noticed it a while ago,” he starts saying. “You’re quite subtle. Being her best friend is the excuse you use to hide your true feelings. But slowly, I realized the way your face lit up when you talked about her. It was obvious you liked her more than a friend,” Jungkook explains. “I used this party to test the waters by flirting with her and your face confirmed it all.” 

The footballer looks at his friend in disbelief. It’s unbelievable that his friend did that to simply confirm a theory. But he’s also surprised that he noticed he has feelings for you. For years, he thought he was discreet but it looks like he wasn’t after all. If Jungkook noticed it, surely other people would too. 

“By the way, I totally get why you fell in love with her. Beyond being petty, she has a wonderful soul,” Jungkook adds. “But don’t waste more time. Go talk to her.” 

Tae shakes his head. “I don’t want to ruin our friendship. I care too much about her and I don’t want to lose her.” 

“Maybe you won’t lose her,” his friend says. “Maybe the feelings are mutual, maybe she loves you too.” 

Taehyung doesn’t believe that. He’s truly convinced that you only see him as a very good friend and nothing more. Plus, he isn’t going to say anything because he’s scared to be heartbroken. He wouldn’t be able to handle that and still be your friend. And he’s sure that you would refuse to remain friends.  

“I’m sorry, JK but I’m not going to do that,” he replies before leaving his friend alone. 

Tae would rather see you falling in love with someone else than lose you forever. That’s the naked truth. He would prefer to be jealous than heartbroken. 

As the night goes on, Taehyung avoids you. The discussion he had with Jungkook ⏤ and seeing you flirting with him ⏤ disturbed him. He knows that if he’s around you, he won’t be able to act like nothing happened. That he won’t be able to contain his jealousy. 

The entire night you’re confused about why your best friend isn’t with you. It actually breaks your heart. You keep wondering if you did something wrong. The only thing that crosses your mind is the little flirting session with Jungkook. You wonder if he’s angry that his friend dared to get close to you. That’s the only reason you can think of. It’s the only thing that makes sense. 

Taehyung keeps eyeing you from afar. It’s hard to be far from you when you’re in the same room. All he wants is to be next to you but he can’t. So he keeps on drinking and you do the same. By the time it’s 23:59, you’re both just completely drunk. 

“10, 9, 8,” everybody shouts as you watch the countdown on tv. 

You slowly get closer to Taehyung. 

“7, 6, 5,” he looks for you in the room. 

“4, 3, 2,” your eyes meet. 

“1, 0,” your hearts beat fast. 

“Happy new year!” everybody screams with joy. 

You hug the person next to you and wish her a very happy new year. She does the same with a bright smile on her face. You keep doing that with friends while exchanging cheek kisses. It makes you happy to be starting the new year with them and their best wishes. You can feel that this year will be fantastic. You can’t explain how but you feel it deep inside you. It’s an intuition. 

Slowly but surely, you get closer to Taehyung. There is no other person in this room with whom you’d like to hug, kiss, and wish a very happy new year. He’s the only person that has ever mattered in your life. 

Once you’re face to face, you simply stare at each other. Your heart is racing inside your chest, your body is completely frozen, and your mind can’t think straight. Being in front of him after what felt like a crazy night is strange. 

You take a step forward, your faces are quite close, and a smile appears on both your faces. 

“Happy new year, Tae,” you finally say. 

His smile grows bigger and even gets brighter. It almost looks like he’s shining. He gets closer to you in order to hug you but as he takes a step closer, his face gets closer to yours. For a split second, you can see his eyes going down on your lips which causes your heart to hammer even more in your chest. 

Your eyes are lost in his, your breathing getting heavier, and the room’s temperature increasing insanely. You can feel his hot breath on your face, his strong scent invades all your senses. Right now, the crowd in the room disappears completely. There’s only you and him. 

All you want to do right now is to kiss him desperately. You want to feel his lips on yours. You want to taste his lips. You want to get lost in his lips. For years, you wondered what it’d feel like to kiss him, and at this exact moment, you sense like you’re about to find it out. 

Taehyung sees your eyes looking down at his lips which makes him feel like he’s won. Jungkook’s words echo in his head. ‘Maybe she loves you too.’ Maybe Jungkook was right. By the way you’re looking at him, he’d say that his friend was indeed right. You wouldn’t be looking at him with an evident desire to kiss him written all over your face if you were considering him as a friend. This wouldn’t be happening if he was only your friend. 

A strong warmth invades his heart as he knows that he can do what he’s been dying to do for years. He’s still hesitant though. He’s not sure if he can do it. 

“Happy new year to you too, yn,” he whispers while his face gets even closer to yours. “I wish you all the best for this new year.” 

Shivers run down your spine. His eyes stare deep into yours and it makes you feel like he senses what you deeply crave right now. 

Once he says those words, his mouth meets yours. Even though you want this, it catches you by surprise so it takes you a hot second to kiss him back. The kiss is shy at first, as if you’re both scared but it slowly turns into a desperate and fervent one. One of his hands goes to the back of your neck while the other one goes to your hips. He pushes your body closer to his. Your hands cup his face while you intensely kiss each other. 

This feels like heaven for you two. This kiss has been wanted for years, but none of you dared to do it, too scared to ruin the friendship. Now that this is happening you’re not even afraid to lose each other. However, you wonder if this is only occurring because you’re both completely wasted. 

You open your mouth, giving him free access to your mouth. His tongue doesn’t hesitate one second to find yours. Gently, your tongues meet and it feels wonderful. Inside of your lower belly, thousands of butterflies are freed. Never have you thought that this would’ve happened one day. 

When you’re both out of breath, you break the kiss and rest your foreheads against the other. For a moment, you simply look at each other while you catch your breath. Taehyung’s fingers softly caress your face and you close your eyes to savour this moment. 

“This is a great way to start the year,” your best friend murmurs. 

You open your eyes to look at him. He’s so beautiful, he looks like a dream. This all sounds like a dream but it’s really taking place. You really kissed him. This isn’t something coming out of your imagination. This is real. 

This time you’re the one who kisses him. You don’t want this to ever stop, you want to keep kissing him until your body can’t handle it anymore. A soft moan leaves his mouth when your lips meet. He also wants to keep doing this forever. He doesn’t know if you’ll both remember this tomorrow because you’re drunk so he wants to enjoy every second of it. 

Taehyung teasingly bites your lower lip which causes a moan to escape your mouth. A devious smirk appears on his face but he gets back to kissing you fervently. This kiss seems to slowly evolve into something more. It’s evident that you want more. You can feel it in the way his tongue plays with yours, in the way your hands move in his body, and in the way his hands hold you tight against his body. You obviously want to have sex together. This could stop you but it doesn’t. You desperately crave this. 

He breaks the kiss, it wouldn’t be appropriate to keep doing this in the middle of this crowded room. 

“Do you want to go to my place?” he nervously asks. 

Right there, when he dares to ask this, you realize the extent of the situation. You kissed your best friend, and there’s no doubt that you’re not going to his place to play cards. If you accept his proposal, you’ll get laid. Would your friendship resist this? Would you even remain friends? Would this mean that you’re together now? 

Those questions are quickly erased from your mind. You’ve already ruined the friendship by kissing each other. Going a bit further won’t change that. And honestly, right now, you don’t want to think about what will happen tomorrow. 

“Yes,” you nod. 

Your best friend smiles before grabbing your hand and taking you out of this place. He guides you to the parking lot where his car is. It’s an underground parking lot and there’s absolutely nobody except you and Taehyung. You quickly reach his car, a brand new BMW X1. It’s such a wonderful car. You don’t know much about cars, you just look at them from the outside and judge them. You heard many good things about the brand BMW so you’re convinced it’s a good car. 

He opens the car door for you before making your way inside the car. The smell of leather invades your senses. Weirdly, it’s a smell that you’ve always liked. The smell of a brand-new car always brings you back to a childhood memory, a very good one. So, you always like this smell. Taehyung looks at you with marvel. He’s aware of this liking of yours and he knows what it is related to. He finds you adorable. 

Quickly, he starts the car and drives like a crazy to reach his place as soon as possible. He definitely doesn’t want to waste time. All he wants right now is to have his lips on yours and fuck you until there’s no tomorrow.   

As soon as you arrive at his place, the two of you leave the car in a hurry. In less than a minute, you enter your place, take your shoes and coats off, and run to his massive bedroom. You know his place by heart as you’ve come a hundred times. It’s quite a wonderful and impressive house but right now, you don’t really have the time to take a proper look at his place. 

Taehyung doesn’t waste a second before kissing you passionately. Damn, he is desperate to feel your lips against his. It’s all he wanted to do during the car ride. Actually, he is simply completely desperate for you. After all, he’s been having a crush on you for years. 

“I desperately want you, yn,” he whispers against your lips with his deep voice. 

You clench your tights together, his raspy voice sending shivers down your spine, but his voice is so low that you barely hear his words. However, you don’t need to hear him say it to know it, it’s clearly written all over his face. 

“And I’m desperate for you, Tae,” you reply. 

The football/soccer player presses his lips against yours once again but this time, he’s kissing you with a fervent passion. Having his lips on yours feels like a dream, it almost feels like this isn’t happening. But damn, this is even better than anything you dreamed. 

Slowly, the two of you walk closer to the bed before sliding onto it, now finding yourself lying on the bed with his toned figure hovering over you. His toned body is still something you’re trying to adjust. Taehyung used to have a frail body but since he became a professional player, his body has completely changed. He got even hotter with time. 

Never once do you break the kiss, loving the feeling of your tongues sensually battling in your mouth. A small whimper escapes your throat as his hands move down to your waist. He softly caresses you before his hands pull up your floral top to finally touch your skin. His long fingers brush on your stomach, the cold feeling of them making you moan.     

“Your skin is so soft,” he whispers on your lips while his eyes lock with yours. 

He doesn’t let you answer and his teeth grab your lower lip, snatching a moan out of you. Haltingly, his right hand descends on your body, goosebumps rising on your body as his fingers get closer to your core. His long fingers push your pants and underwear down your legs before throwing them onto the floor.

As slowly and carefully as possible, they swipe along your slit, making you gasp at the contact. A moan escapes your mouth, and Taehyung has to admit this is a sound that he adores. For sure, this is something that he’ll get to hear often tonight, and fuck, he can’t wait to make you moan even more. 

At first, your crush abuses your clit with his thumb in order to get you wet before he inserts his fingers inside you to stretch you open. The feeling of his cold thumb circling on your clit feels marvelous, Taehyung is doing wonders to your body. 

“I’m gonna add a finger,” he warns you.    

The man wastes no time before dipping one finger into your heat, preparing you for what is coming. His eyes watch as your face contorts with delight while his finger slowly pumps in and out of you. It feels divine to have his finger inside you. It brushes against all the right spots inside you, this already feels like heaven on earth.    

“Fuck, you’re already so wet, butterfly,” he says to you. 

Hearing the nickname sends shivers down your spine. From time to time, Tae gives you cute nicknames and you actually love that. It sometimes makes you feel like your romantic feelings are reciprocated. 

For a little while, he just stretches you open with one finger. The man has no rush in giving you pleasure but he knows that in the end, all this preparation will give you the best orgasm of your life.    

“I’m going to add a second finger,” he informs you. 

The fact that he lets you know what he’s about to do melts your heart. Taehyung is such a gentleman even when he gets all dirty. At least you can prepare yourself for whatever size his cock is. Hopefully, it’s not a monster. Based on what you can see thanks to his pants, he’s not small but at the same time, he doesn’t look too big. 

Once his second finger slips inside you, you spread your legs a bit more. Small gasps of delight leave your lips as he pleases you with only two fingers. The room around you starts to get extremely hot, your heart starts to pound faster and harder in your chest, and the pleasure starts to build within you. Taehyung smiles as he feels his fingers getting covered with your wetness.  

“Fuck, butterfly,” he mumbles, “you’re getting so wet.” 

His fingers slowly move completely out of your pussy before sliding them in again with ease. Another moan leaves your mouth, closing your eyes to enjoy the feeling of his fingers filling you up. He repeats the action of moving his fingers out but this time, he brings his fingers to his mouth to taste your sweet and sticky juices. As he does so, you take a moment to admire his strong arms. Something that always turns you on when looking at his arms is how veiny they are. 

Your eyes never leave him, a moan leaving your mouth as he twirls his tongue around his fingers. The sight is so damn erotic, and it makes you grow wetter. Taehyung places himself in between your legs, spreading them even more to get a proper view of your cunt. You’re prettier than in his wildest dreams. He can’t wait to be fully inside you and to feel your velvety walls around him. That thought alone almost makes him groan. 

The two of you are already completely consumed by pleasure. As this is something you both desired for a long time, it makes everything feel more intense. You’re simply so needy for each other. 

He licks his lips, taking in the amazing view he has before him. This sight alone turns him on even more. 

“You’re so wonderful, butterfly,” he runs his thumb over his lower lip. 

Your friend takes his shirt off, exposing his upper body to your very hungry eyes. Without an ounce of shame, your eyes wander on his toned chest and arms. He’s so fucking hot. It’s not the first time you’ve seen him shirtless. You’ve already seen him a couple of times shirtless. However, it’s different this time. He’s shirtless because you’re about to be fucked by this god. 

Taehyung leans closer to you before pressing a chaste kiss on your lips. When he stands again, he pushes again two fingers inside your core, making you moan at the feeling of his wet fingers inside your velvety walls. For a little moment, he just enjoys torturing you at a slow pace with his two fingers covered in your wetness. Nothing can compare to the excitement he feels when he sees you contorting with delight. A delight that he is causing with his fingers. That swells his heart in a way he can’t even explain. 

He’s pleasuring the woman he always loved. 

“Ready for a third finger?” he asks. 

You nod, knowing perfectly that you need that third finger to stretch your core even more. Your body and mind can even picture how it will feel. However, slowly but surely, you’re getting desperate to have his dick buried deep inside you. After your contentment, he curls a third finger into you, and damn, you love it so much. Your head rolls back, loving every second of Taehyung’s torture on you but as you do so, you expose your neck to his burning eyes. Without any hesitation, his mouth finds your neck. 

Having his fingers thrusting faster, and his tongue and teeth abusing your neck makes you moan more and more. Without any warning, the wave of pleasure fiercely washes over you, Taehyung’s name rolling out of your tongue while he keeps abusing your neck and core. You close your eyes to enjoy the feeling that this orgasm generates. 

“Wow,” you barely manage to say. 

This is the first orgasm Taehyung offered you. It tastes tremendously wonderful, and you only want more. Your friend only stops torturing you when you’ve come down for your high. His fingers are fully covered with your arousal by now, and he carefully pushes them out of you to take a proper look at them. You gasp at the feeling of emptiness.

“Wow, it was so intense,” you finally say as you open your eyes. 

You’re greeted with your friend licking his fingers to taste you. He’s standing tall between your legs with his long fingers in his mouth. That’s a very hot and intense vision, and you never thought you needed it before. This man is turning you on like crazy! You could keep looking at this forever. 

“And it’s only the beginning, butterfly,” Taehyung replies with a little smirk appearing on his face. 

“You’re such a tease,” you reply before giving him a gentle slap on his chest. 

A little laugh escapes his lips. 

“It’s nothing new,” he mumbles as he gets closer to you. “I’ve always teased you,” he whispers in your ear. 

Fuck, you’re not sure you’ll be able to survive this night. It’s only the beginning and you’re already dead. Before you can comprehend what is going on, the man on top of you fully removes your top and wastes no time in removing your bra. Feeling his fingers brushing against your skin sends shivers all over your body. Your eyes only stare deep in his lusty gaze. 

Your heart is rapidly hammering in your chest, ready to burst at any second. Sharing such an intimate moment with him is something you’ve been dreaming of for years, and you’ve been desiring it more than you can even express. However, having it actually happen is quite something. As your eyes keep watching him, you take in every single detail of his sweet face. 

He has a pronounced jaw which is part of his charm. He has a little mole on his nose which makes him cute. His dark hair is falling on his face which makes him even more handsome. His deep dark eyes are looking at you with evident desire which turns you on. He has heart-shaped lips which you’ve desired to kiss for years. 

This all feels unreal.   

Quickly, the lust written all over his face turns into worry. His brows furrow, and you can’t resist the urge to touch the spot right in between his brows. Taehyung shivers when he senses your fingers before closing his eyes for a brief moment. This moment right here is the most intimate you both ever experienced in your lives. You’ve had partners in the past and you loved them, but nothing compares to this feeling. 

The love you share has grown over the years and it only got stronger over time. This inevitable moment is the simple proof of your deep and shared love. Yes, it’s dirty, but it’s filled with true love. It’s evident that you’re soulmates. True soulmates. 

Taehyung opens his eyes to be greeted by the prettiest woman he has ever seen. He could do this eternally. Seeing you every day would be his greatest pleasure. Being able to touch you every single day would be his biggest dream. Being around you is and will forever be his home. You’re the person that has ever been able to make him feel at home. It has never been about a place. It has always been about a person. 

Without hesitation, you both kiss each other with tenderness and passion. You’re kissing each other like it’s the last time you’ll do it. And god, you indescribably love it. Your hands instantly find their way to his fluffy hair, softly playing with it as you kiss him like there’s no tomorrow. His tongue slowly finds yours to share an erotic dance. Little moans leave both your lips. Deep down in your body, you can feel the pleasure growing inside you. This kiss wakes up every single fiber of your body.  

“Yn,” Taehyung whispers against your lips. 

Slowly, your eyes look up at him. His eyes are closed so you can’t see them but you smile because you can’t help but find him adorable while he kisses you. You close your eyes to savor this moment. You break the kiss to catch your breath. Taehyung’s eyes quickly scan you before his lips get close to your ear.      

“You’re a fucking dream, butterfly,” he whispers with a deep voice before he nibbles your ear which makes you moan. 

It’s so disconcerting how he can switch from sweet to filthy in a second. 

“And you’re my fucking dream, Taetae,” you reply before pressing a gentle kiss on his cheek. 

A smile spreads across his face while he buries it in the hollow of your neck. You can feel his smile against your lips and you can’t help but hold him tight against you. After a little while, he presses kisses on your neck. Little moans escape your lips as he keeps leaving a trail of kisses from your neck to your jaw. Rapidly, he reaches your lips and presses a kiss on them. 

Taehyung stands back again to take his pants and underwear off. But before he can unzip his pants, he’s taken aback by your question. 

“So we’re going to make babies?” you softly ask while looking at him. 

Taehyung is no stranger to your shyness when it comes to sexuality. He has always spoken very openly about his sexual activities. Not with you of course because he’s a crush on you and it feels weird to be talking about having sex with someone to the girl he loves. However, he isn’t embarrassed to sometimes bring up the topic. He has already said that he adores blowjobs, especially if they are done very well. Or that he loves giving pleasure to his partner. Whenever he talks about it, you instantly turn red. He has always found you incredibly adorable. 

On top of turning red, you also don’t use harsh words. For example, you don’t say “cock” or “dick” out loud. Instead, you’ll say ‘pipi’, standing for penis. You’ll say “naughty time” instead of “having sex”. Sometimes, he even likes to tease you because you’re the cutest person ever when you get shy. He’s aware that you’ve had sex and the simple thought of you doing it with someone else makes him angry. But even though you’ve had sex, you still get very shy when the topic is brought up. Which honestly is very ironic. 

“Well, if by making babies, you mean having sex,” he starts saying. “I’ll say yes, butterfly.” 

Butterfly is a nickname that comes from when you were kids. Most of the time, you’d be the kind of girl running after butterflies in the park. Taehyung would run with you of course but you’d be the first to do it. Jokingly, he started calling you ‘butterfly’ but it stayed. But after he started dating his first girlfriend, he stopped giving you that nickname. You always thought she was the one who asked him to stop calling you like that, but it wasn’t. 

He stopped doing it because, with time, that nickname meant that he loved you. He was never able to give a simple cute nickname to any of his girlfriends. It was impossible for him. Giving you a nickname was the proof that he loved you more than a friend should. He had to hide his feelings so that meant stopping calling you ‘butterfly’. However, sometimes, he still does it, especially when he gets tipsy.  

But tonight, he has said the nickname more than he has done over the last few years. And it gives you butterflies. 

Taehyung slowly undresses himself in front of you, and you enjoy the view. He’s incredibly handsome. You don’t even understand how you got here with your best friend. You bite your lower lip as you admire him undressing himself. That’s hot. 

When he’s fully naked, your eyes inevitably look down at his manhood. It’s quite something. It’s a bit long but not too long as well. It’s a reasonable length. On top of that, it’s thick. You’d say it’s a reasonable thickness but that wouldn’t be quite right. Honestly, his dick isn’t a monster, but it’s not a baby too. Most of your previous partners had smaller dicks. Nonetheless, he’s impressive, and you can’t wait to have him deep inside you.  

“Are you ready, yn?” you nod, ready to be completely mind-blown by this man you desperately love. 

Taehyung holds his hard member before stroking it a few times, your hands snail down to his abs before slowly moving up. He bends down to press a kiss on your lips before he slowly buries his cock inside your soaked core, stretching your velvety walls. Both of you moan as he slowly pushes his thick cock inside you. Fuck, it feels wonderful. 

Since the beginning of the night, you’ve been craving this and you’re both enjoying this. 

Once he’s deep inside you, his hips stay still to give you the time to adjust. His lips press a gentle kiss since he adores doing it. For a little moment, your mind only focuses on him and his lips. Nothing else. When he breaks the kiss, your walls clench around his thick member, making him groan. 

“Don’t torture me, butterly,” he begs, his eyes locked on yours. 

“Sorry,” you apologize. “It wasn’t made on purpose, Tae,” you reply. 

His lips press another sweet kiss on your lips, but very quickly, it turns into a fervent kiss. As you’re kissing, he slowly moves inside you. It’s very subtle but you definitely feel it. When you break the kiss, you give him a small slap on his ass. 

“Whenever you want, you can move,” you whisper against his lips.   

A giggle leaves his mouth after the small slap on his ass. He’s actually very amazed, he never imagined you’d ever slap his ass one day. In all honesty, he’s surprised in a good way. 

Taehyung slowly pushes back, leaving only the tip of his cock inside you. His large hands find their way to your waist, caressing your soft skin while his eyes filled with lust glance into yours. He moves again his dick inside you, filling you up to the brim. It’s euphoric to have him completely inside you again.

“So fucking good,” you mumble as your eyes roll back. 

A smile arises on his face, happy to be able to give you pleasure with just that but well, he’s enjoying it just as much. Once he’s completely inside you, he doesn't move for a little while, hovering over you and watching you with enchantment. His eyes glance down at your body. It’s the first time he’s seen you fully naked, and you’re just mesmerizing. He wants to keep looking at you to engrave in his mind how wonderful you are. 

He starts to thrust into you at a slow pace at first. The movements of his hips are very sensual and slow, the room getting filled with the sound of his hips hitting softly yours. There isn’t any urge in Taehyung’s hips movements, all he focuses on is to provide you pleasure. His eyes keep going down on your body, and he groans when he watches himself buried deep inside you. 

“Your cunt takes me so fucking well, butterfly,” he mumbles.  

You close your eyes, completely enjoying the feeling of having him fully inside you. Never once do the thrusts become brutal and rough, they are deep and slow, making you moan a lot. It’s extremely sensual, and it definitely matches how you envisioned Taehyung in bed. The way he’s fucking you is euphoric. You only crave more and more. 

The bed under you squeaks, the headboard hits the wall just behind you while your friend simply makes love to you, or as you’d say, he simply makes babies with you. He leans down to press a sloppy kiss on your lips, your hands finding their way to his neck and hair. Your nails scratch the skin of his neck and shoulders, making him groan against your lips. 

The man over you decides to stop moving, torturing you just a bit. “Don’t stop, Tae,” you beg. 

His lips press another kiss on your lips. “Your wishes are my command, yn,” he says before biting your lower lip.  

Taehyung pushes his cock back before thrusting into you very slowly and deeply with both hands on your hips, pulling you back to meet his thrusts. The slick sound of your pussy soaking his cock as well as your moans fill the room. 

“Damn,” you gasp while he keeps torturing you at a slow pace, “you feel so good.”

You’re completely drunk in the feeling of his cock filling you up, his hips hitting against yours with every thrust he makes. This all causes sparks of pleasure to shoot throughout your body, your arousal dripping from your core and creaming his cock. Taehyung smirks as he notices the sticky mess you’re causing.  

His cock is buried deep inside you, making wonders inside you, and causing you to moan even louder with each thrust. Every time he pushes his hips back, he watches with delight the way his cock is completely covered with your arousal. Nothing drives him crazier than seeing this, you can see it in his eyes. 

“You’re so fucking wet, butterfly,” he hisses before biting his lower lip. His hands press harder into your skin when he feels your walls tighten around him, “and making such a mess on my cock.” 

“I’m only wet because of you,” you first say, “you’ve been torturing me since the beginning.”

Taehyung smiles before bending down to press a sloppy kiss on your lips while his thrusts slow down. You didn’t think it was possible to go any slower than the pace he’s going but apparently, he can do it. A desperate whine gushes from you, a sound that he instantly swallows. 

His hands go up on your body, grabbing your breasts and squeezing them to make you moan with desire before his fingers start playing with your nipples. Moans flood out of your mouth as your friend keeps torturing your body. 

“Damn, Tae,” you whine, “this feels so good.” 

His thrusts return to get a little faster. His fingers never stop abusing your way too sensitive nipples. Gradually, his thrusts are faster and deeper, causing moans to fall out of your mouth. Your walls suck his cock as he slams his hips into you with more force. His fingers keep playing with your very sensitive nipples, pushing you closer and closer to the edge.  

His eyes look at you, contorting with pleasure as it slowly builds within you. Your moans are getting louder, you don’t even try to hold them back or to stifle them. Luckily, he isn’t living in an apartment because you’re sure all the neighbors would hear you. However, you’re also convinced that you aren’t the only one being fucked tonight. It’s the New Year, everybody is celebrating it, and some in a very nasty way. Just like you. 

His hands that are on your hips can feel the way your body quivers with each thrust. The way he’s torturing your body is only making you lose yourself further. You’re already so close to your orgasm that you already know for sure that you’ll come soon.   

“Fuck,” he groans when he feels the warmth of your walls wrapping tighter around him. “Your cunt is clenching so hard.” 

The sweat is dampening his body, sticking some rebellious strands of hair to his face. Taehyung covered in sweat is a vision that can easily make you come undone. He’s so hot when he starts sweating. No wonder your mind easily gets lost when you see him playing football/soccer. 

“You’re so damn hot,” you say as your hands wander on his neck and hair. 

A smile spreads across his face as you compliment him, but he decides not to stop torturing you simply because you’re flattering him. His fingers pinch your nipples harder, making the wave of pleasure grow bigger inside you and making you cream his dick even more.

“Gonna come, Tae,” you tell him when you feel that all your emotions are overwhelming you. 

Taehyung feels his cock twitching inside of you at your words, a low groan rumbling in his throat. One of his hands slowly moves down on your body, passing your stomach, and landing on your throbbing clit. His fingers rub your sensitive spot as his cock keeps thrusting into you at a slow pace.  

“Beg for it, butterfly,” he says. 

His fingers show no mercy on your clit, and you’re not even sure if you’ll be able to beg for anything before coming.  

“Please, Tae,” you can’t even form a proper sentence with the way he’s torturing you. 

You’re not even sure that you’ll be able to recover from this moment. This is just hot with the slow and sensual pace of his thrusts, and the way his fingers torture your body. This is for sure a wonderful way to start the new year.  

“Tell me, butterfly,” he teases you with a smirk on his face. 

“Let me come,” his smirk grows bigger on his face, delighted to have you begging him to come. 

The wave of pleasure inside you is growing exponentially, almost becoming too overwhelming. You’re moaning like a mess, but at this stage, you couldn’t care less.    

“Do it, butterfly,” he whispers, “come for me.” 

Those words are what you need to hear for your orgasm to hit you fiercely. You come hard around him, your arousal covering completely his cock and your walls squeezing him over and over again. While you’re completely euphoric from your orgasm, he speeds up the pace of his hips slamming into you, chasing his own high. Breathy whines escape his pretty lips as he looks down at the mess you made on his cock. His eyes are completely hypnotized where your bodies meet. 

Desperate moans leave his mouth when his orgasm hits him hard. He fully explodes inside you, painting your walls white with his semen. His eyes roll back with pleasure as his body tenses up and releases his load. Loud cries of euphoria escape his lips as he’s high from his orgasm. 

He collapses next to you, both of your bodies covered in sweat after this intense sex session. After a little while, he pushes you against his body to hold you tight. He covers your bodies with a blanket. This warmth together with the alcohol and the steamy sex session makes you fall asleep in no time. Taehyung presses a gentle kiss on your head. 

“I love you, butterfly,” are the last words you hear before falling into Morpheus’ arms.

JANUARY 7, 2022

The past seven days have been filled with memories of the new year’s night. You can’t stop thinking about the way he passionately kissed you, the way his hands were on you, the way he touched you, and most importantly, the way he fucked you. Honestly, it was the best sex you ever had, and gosh, you’d like to do it again. But let’s be honest, he’s been your best friend for years. Yes, you’ve had a crush on him but you don’t wish to lose him and his friendship that is so important to you. 

So for you, this was a simple one-night stand. 

For you, it’s preferable to keep living in your delulu world and go back to having a crush on him instead of actually trying to build a romantic relationship. You’re too scared of what could happen. You’re afraid of the unknown. You’re simply fearful of losing him. You can’t picture a world without him by your side. He’s your best friend. 

Yesterday, he texted you, asking if you could meet today to discuss. No need to be a genius to understand that he wants to talk about that famous night. Especially since you haven’t talked at all since that night, not even by text messages. Weeks ago, it would have crushed you to not talk to him for a week but since that incident, you need some space. 

Without any surprise, he asked if you could meet at his place. The same place where you fucked. But it’s understandable. He has done everything to protect you from the public eye so it wouldn’t make sense now to have a serious discussion where anyone can see and recognize him. 

So now, you’re standing in front of his house. Just being here brings you back once more to that night. For a brief moment, you close your eyes to savor those memories. They taste good, and deep down, you know that you’d like to go back to that moment. You’d like to have Taehyung in between your legs, fucking you like there’s no tomorrow. 

You knock at the door with shaky hands. You don’t know what to expect from this conversation. The only thing you truly care about is to keep him and his friendship in your life. The door is opened by your friend who invites you in. Your heart starts beating at an insane pace. The image of him licking his fingers instantly crosses your mind, and god, that’s hot.  

Taehyung nicely asks if you desire to drink or eat something but you politely decline. You don’t know what to do or say so for a brief moment, you awkwardly stand there at the main entrance. 

“Let’s move to the living room,” he first says. “If you want, of course.” 

Your best friend notices how awkward you feel. It kind of breaks his heart because things have never been like this before. Nevertheless, he understands. After all, you had sex together. Friends don’t do that, otherwise, they aren’t friends. It leaves him wondering now what you are. Are you still friends? Are you more than friends? 

“Fine,” you reply. 

Taehyung lets you walk in front of him as the gentleman that he is. Obviously, his eyes wander a tiny bit on your ass. An ass that he finds wonderful. He definitely wants to smash it, but he can’t. That would be completely inappropriate. He gathers himself as this is not the right moment to drool over you. You need to talk about the new year’s night. 

You both take seats on two different armchairs, sitting face to face. Even though you always loved to be next to each other, this time around is different. A little space is needed, especially if you want to talk. The two of you acknowledge that the new year’s night is the only thing you can probably think of. So being next to each other will only make that night happen all over again. 

Taehyung takes a deep breath before talking. “Thanks for coming, yn,” he offers you a little smile. 

“You don’t have to thank me, Tae,” you answer. “We need to talk about what happened so it’s normal.” 

He nods. Quite frankly, he’s very nervous. Things are different between you and he feels that this conversation can forever alter your relationship. Or you remain friends, or you take it to the next level. There’s also the possibility that it becomes too hard for him to simply remain friends with you and that he takes some distance from you. He wouldn’t want to reach that point, and he believes it will never happen. But we never know what tomorrow is made of. 

“Well, I fully want to be honest with you,” he starts saying, and you nod. “I’ve been loving you for years now, but loving in a romantic way.” 

His hands are shaking. Saying it out loud makes it real, and most importantly, now, you’re aware of how he’s been feeling for years. It’s honestly quite a big deal for him. However, after what happens, he feels like he has to be honest with you. Keeping his feelings inside won’t help. 

On the other hand, your body is completely frozen and your heart has stopped beating. Now, this is real. Your feelings have been reciprocated all those years. But now that he said those words, you don’t know how to process them. Honestly, it doesn’t really change anything because you’ve already crossed all the limits. But hearing those words warms your heart indescribably. 

“Since I found out that I had feelings for you, I decided to keep it to myself. Your friendship has more value than anything else in the world. Losing you has never been part of the equation so I kept everything for myself,” he explains. 

Now, your heart starts beating again, but this time around, it crazily hammers in your chest. It’s also making you nervous to hear those words, and you know you’ll also have to confess your feelings. Even though, you know now that they are reciprocated, it still makes you nervous.  

“Jungkook understood it by himself, and he decided to provoke me by flirting with you,” he admits. It all makes sense now for you. “I was terribly jealous so I avoided you most of the night. I didn’t want you to notice the jealousy and I believed it was better like that,” he runs his hands on his face. “But it had the opposite effect. It only drew me to you.”    

Taehyung hides his face in his hands, he doesn’t want to see your face while he confesses out loud his feelings for you. You stand up to get closer to him. You kneel in front of him before resting your hands on his legs. You place your hands on his to push them so you can see his face. 

As he’s speaking about his feelings, you realize that he’s putting himself in a vulnerable position and that you need to gather all your courage in your hands to be just as brave as he is right now. For once in your life, you have to be strong and let him know that his feelings are reciprocated. 

Since you started having feelings for him, you always pictured that you’d be the one confessing your feelings and that he’d be the one reassuring you. However, the reality is literally the opposite. The reality is that Taehyung is the boldest one. 

Nevertheless, reassuring him is also scary. 

Your best friend lets you move his hands from his face. Slowly, he opens his eyes to look at you. He’s greeted by your face trying to look at him. A face that he finds adorable. 

“So you were jealous of Jungkook?” you ask with evident tease in your voice. 

Taehyung instantly rolls his eyes. 

“It’s not funny,” he says. 

You nod before taking a serious face. 

“I was heartbroken during the new year’s eve party,” you start saying. “I was there with my best friend but he avoided me half of the night and I couldn’t understand why.” 

A part of Taehyung regrets how he acted when he was jealous, but the other doesn’t because, without that, he wouldn’t have shared such an intimate moment with you. 

“I’m sorry about that, yn,” he mumbles. 

He lets his face down but you instantly place your fingers under his chin to lift his face up. You want to look at him. You want to see his reaction when he realizes you love him back. 

“Don’t be sorry, silly,” you smile at him. “Yes, I was heartbroken but you mended my heart when you kissed me later on.” 

Taehyung stares at you in disbelief. Even though you had sex and it’s kind of the proof that you share feelings, it’s a relieve to hear you say, in a subtle way, that you love him back. 

“I also have romantic feelings for you, Tae,” you admit out loud. “It’s been the case for years. Like you, I never said anything because our friendship means the world to me. I can’t imagine a life where you’re not here. I’d rather shut my feelings down than lose you.” 

Your heart is beating faster, you can feel it on the edge of exploding. You’ve finally said what your heart has been desiring to say for years. It feels liberating. 

“And if I’m being honest, for the past few days, I’ve been preferring to think that what we had was only a one-night-stand.” Those words obviously break Taehyung’s heart. “I’m so scared to lose you, Tae,” you mumble as your voice breaks. “So so scared.”     

Now, you’re the one looking down. However, in your case, a tear starts running down your face. It’s hard to admit that for the past few days, you’ve been deeply scared to lose him because of your sex session. You wanted to pretend that nothing happened that night, but you simply can’t, especially not after Taehyung’s heartfelt confession.

“Hey, butterfly,” he says while lifting your face with his fingers under your chin. 

Your best friend grabs you into his embrace. This is a very much-needed hug, but it’s also a very comforting one. Right in his arms, you start crying. For the past seven days, you’ve been bottling up your worries to build a wall around you, but now that he has confessed his feelings and is holding you in his arms, all the pressure goes down. 

“I was so scared to lose you,” you repeat in between the tears. 

Taehyung is completely heartbroken, but he inevitably understands you. He also believed that he was going to lose you after that night. The fact that you also didn’t text or call didn’t help. Of course, you both needed space, but it also made it feel like it destroyed everything. It accentuated the fear of losing each other.       

“You’re never going to lose me, butterfly,” he whispers while holding you firmly in his arms. “I’m not going anywhere.” 

For a little while, you simply stay like that, Taehyung holding you in his arms while you cry. You remain in his arms until you calm down. He invites you to sit on his lap so you can be even closer now. He presses his forehead against yours and cleans your face with his hand. It devastates him to see you like that. He hates to see you cry. 

“I missed so much when you call me butterfly,” you admit while you’re looking into each other’s eyes. 

“I missed it too,” he says. 

Taehyung explains to you why he stopped calling you by that nickname. You can understand his reason, you would have probably done the same. You never really gave him a nickname. You always call him Tae or Taetae. Nothing really too exotic. 

“You’re the prettiest butterfly I’ve ever seen, yn,” he says. 

His face gets even closer to yours, his eyes staring deep into yours. They are searching for unsaid approval to get even closer. You know that he’s about to kiss you but he won’t do it if he sees anything in your gaze that would push him away. You simply nod, and he instantly presses his heart-shaped lips on yours. You kiss him back with the same energy. It’s a gentle and soft kiss filled with a lot of passion. Even though you kissed a million times during the new year’s night, this kiss definitely makes things real. He loves you. Your little hands move to his hair to play with it while his hand is placed on your neck to hold you close. 

It also hits him as you’re kissing that you love him back. 

Fireworks explode inside him as he realizes it. He’s never going to let you go now. 

FEBRUARY 25, 2022

Being in a relationship with Taehyung is completely different than being his best friend. A lot of things are still the same, but a lot has changed too. He kisses you every time he sees you, he teases you a lot, and most of the time, it’s sexual, he calls you butterfly all the time, and he makes love to you. 

Being honest, Taehyung is quite a master in bed. He fucks you so well, you almost beg him to never stop. Being fucked by him is like constantly being in heaven. He gives you pleasure like no one else ever did before. But it’s also not easy to be dating a football/soccer player since he’s most of the time away. As before, you asked to keep your existence a secret because you don’t want to deal with the hysterical fans and also to allow you to keep living a normal life. 

Right now, you’re in Rome with your super best friend, Mia. You’ve met her later in life, she was a colleague from your first job. You instantly clicked and she’s been one of your closest friends since then. She was extremely happy when you told her you were with Taehyung. She even said that it was about time since it was more than obvious you liked each other. 

This trip to Rome was planned months ago, and you were looking forward to it. It’s a one-week trip, but it should be enough to calmly visit this incredible and history-filled city. However, it hasn’t been going as you wished. You’ve been in the city for 2 days, and you’ve been sick to your stomach since the beginning. You’ve been throwing up constantly, and most of the time, you don’t feel well. The only reason you can think of is the chicken sandwich you ate at the airport. It was probably not well-cooked or it was already out of date. 

This morning, it’s been a nightmare. You’re in the Vatican to visit the museums but you’ve already gone like 2 times to the toilets to throw up. It’s not easy for you, but on top of that, you feel sorry for Mia. You’ve been holding her back.  

“Are you better?” she asks while you’re drinking a glass of apple juice. 

You noticed that apple juice helps to calm down the nausea. Since it’s lunchtime, you’re sitting at a table in the restaurant located in the Vatican’s museums. Your friend ordered a salad while you’re simply drinking juice. You’re not hungry at all, and if you eat, you’re sure you’ll throw up again. 

“Yeah, a bit,” you answer. You take a sip of the drink. “I’m sorry for this, Mia.”     

“Eeh, don’t worry. It’s not really your fault if you’re sick,” she answers. 

For a split second, she seems hesitant to add something else, but she finishes by saying what she’s been thinking since you arrived at Rome. 

“Could you be pregnant?” 

You almost choked with your apple juice. This is very unexpected. You’re obviously not pregnant. With Taehyung, you’ve been very careful since the beginning of the relationship. Having children right now it’s far from being a great idea. Plus, you want to enjoy being together before planning to start a family. 

However, you can understand why Mia is raising this question. Nausea is one of the first visible symptoms of pregnancy. If the roles were reversed, you’d raise the same question. 

“No, it can’t be,” you answer. “We’ve been using protection, and I’m also going to start taking the pill.” 

Even if he uses condoms, you’ve decided to start the pill. This way, the chances of getting pregnant are very low. On top of that, it’s also a safety net in case you go crazy and don’t use protection. 

“But have you had your periods lately?” 

Honestly, you noticed you didn’t have them for the past 2 months but it doesn’t worry you at all. Your periods are irregular so there are moments where you can go 2-3 months without having them. For sure, lately, they’ve been quite regular but as soon as you get stressed, they come later.  

“No, but I’m not worried,” you start saying. “For the past two months, my emotions have been all over the place,” you reply without hesitation. 

There is evident concern written all over Mia’s face, and honestly, it’s worrying you. It’s making you nervous. You’re biting the inside of your cheek as you’re mentally browsing all the times you had sex with your boyfriend. It’s still so weird to call Taehyung ‘your boyfriend’.    

“You’re sure you’ve always used protection?” she asks.  

You’re still trying to remember every single time you were intimate with Taehyung. You can’t think of a time when he didn’t use a condom. Usually, you both make silly comments or jokes when he grabs a condom. 

“Yeah,” you say with some hesitation. 

“Well, maybe, a condom got broke or something,” she suggests. 

“I’m sure it’s not the case,” you reply. 

It’s impossible that you’re pregnant. In the event that you had unprotected intercourse with Tae, you would have taken the morning-after pill. 

“Maybe you should take a test to be sure, yn,” she adds. “I’m concerned, and if it’s not that, maybe we could also go to a pharmacy or something to get something to help you out with the nausea.” 

“Okay,” you reply before continuing to drink the apple juice. 

The rest of the day, your mind keeps thinking about the conversation you had with Mia. Honestly, you’re convinced you’re not pregnant, but she managed to make you doubt it. If you’re expecting a baby, you don’t know how you’ll react and what you’ll do. 

After the visit to the museums, you head to a pharmacy to get a pregnancy test. This entire situation makes you extremely nervous even though you’re sure the result will be negative. As soon as you reach your hotel room, you lock yourself in the bathroom to take the pregnancy test. You follow the instructions, you pee on the stick’s little strip. Then you wait five minutes for the result. 

You place the test on the edge of the sink while you wash your hands. For a moment, you look at yourself in the mirror. Suddenly, the memories of your first night with Taehyung cross your mind. That famous new year’s night when you had sex for the first time with him. You were completely wasted but you still perfectly remembered that you had unprotected sex. He even ejaculated inside you. You don’t understand why you didn't think of that night when you were talking with Mia. 

“Fuck,” you whisper while you close your eyes. 

You have a period tracking app on your phone, and you remember seeing that the week of the New Year was your ovulation week. As your periods are irregular, sometimes the cycles are a bit messed up, and it happens that you ovulate at a different time. But you have the app to follow your periods since sometimes, you go months without them and it doesn’t even concern you. At least, that way, you can see how long your cycles are and when was the last time you had your periods. The ovulation week on the app is always an assumption. 

Well, now you’re a hundred percent sure that the test is positive. You had unprotected sex during your ovulation week so it’s positive without any doubt. It also explains why your emotions have been all over the place lately. It wasn’t due to the fear of losing Tae or the fact that you’re now with him. It was due to the fact that you’re creating a human. 

Your eyes look down at the test. Two clear lines appear on the stick.  

“Fuck,” you repeat as you see the result. 

You’re indeed pregnant. Pregnant with Tae’s child. 

As you’re sitting on the toilet bowl, you run your hands on your face. What are you going to do now? Are you going to keep this baby? Are you going to get an abortion? 

Having a baby is not part of your life plans for now. You just bought an apartment so you’re paying a mortgage and you’re spending money on furniture. On top of that, you just got promoted. You’re also now in a relationship with a famous football/soccer player. You’re trying to adjust yourself to all of those changes. A lot happened in a short period. And now there’s a baby on the way. That’s just too much. 

Having a baby now isn’t a good idea. 

MARCH 5, 2022

The game is almost over. 

Taehyung and his teammates have been playing for over 90 minutes. For the first time in a while, you’re present at one of your boyfriend’s games. You can’t remember the last time you came, but today, you decide to join him since you have a big announcement for him. 

It’s been a week since you found out about your pregnancy. For the past eight days, you’ve been thinking about what to do. It wasn’t easy, you spent nights crying like a baby because you’re simply lost. As you were confused, you didn’t say anything to your boyfriend. You pretended like nothing happened, but since he knows you well, he noticed something was off. 

Mia was the first person to know about your pregnancy. You cried a lot in her arms, and she’s been there for you. She can’t do much because it’s your decision but she promised to be there for you no matter what you decide. For now, she’s the only person aware of your state. 

However, eight days later, you’re still confused and you don’t know what to do. The only thing you’re sure of is that Taehyung needs to know. He’s the only one who can guide you with this pregnancy. Also, you’ve booked an appointment with your gynecologist to check everything up. It’s in two days, and you don’t want to go alone. You want to have Tae by your side, and you also want him to see his child. 

Discreetly, you make your way to the changing room of Tae’s team as you desire to surprise him. He isn’t aware of your presence, he didn’t even notice you during the game. As you’re walking, you suddenly feel two arms wrapping around your waist and pushing you back. The sweet scent of Taehyun’s perfume mixed with sweat surrounds you. A smile appears on your face, and you turn around to meet the prettiest man ever. 

“What a wonderful surprise,” Tae says with the brightest smile on his face before kissing you. 

For a split second, you kiss him back but you quickly push him back. As you do so, you take a quick look at the man you love. His black hair is dampened in sweat, making it look wet. The top of his jersey’s shirt is stuck to his chest due to the sweat. His face is fully red. Even though he stinks a bit, he looks hot as hell. You’ll gladly open your legs for him right now. 

“You’re stinky and covered in sweat,” you playfully say. 

Taehyung holds you even closer and cleans his face on your chest. You giggle as he does so. He’s unbelievable, but that’s also why you love him. You try to push him back as much as you can but he’s a lot stronger than you so your efforts are in vain. He presses a soft kiss on your neck before taking a step back to look at the woman he dearly loves.

You’re wearing a jersey of his team, more precisely, the jersey he gifted you a couple of weeks ago. It’s a black one with his name and his number engraved in the back of the shirt. With that, you’re wearing a blue pair of jeans. You look hot as hell with his jersey. He could fuck you right here. 

“What are you doing here?” he asks. 

“I want to see you,” you answer with a smile on your face. “And also talk to you.” 

Concern suddenly appears on his face. 

“Something bad happened?” 

“You should go change first,” you say without answering his question. 

Your answer only worries him even more. 

“Tell me, yn,” his tone is a bit harsh, and it catches you by surprise so you jump of scare. 

None of you is smiling now. You don’t want to tell him in the middle of a stadium’s hallway that you’re pregnant while he’s wearing his team’s jersey and covered in sweat. Even if he looks incredibly hot, this is not how and where you want to announce to him your pregnancy. 

“Please,” you first say. “Change yourself first.”

Taehyung takes a step closer to you. His face is tense, his heart is beating fast, and his mind is imagining a hundred different horrible scenarios. He's worried and the fact that you don’t say anything makes him worry even more.

“I’m not going anywhere before you tell me what’s going on,” his tone is still firm. 

You look down for a moment before looking up at him. Although you know this man very well, it actually surprises you that he insists on knowing now what you have to say. 

“We should be in a more intimate place, Tae,” you tell him. “I’m not comfortable talking with you in here.” 

He takes a deep breath before nodding. If something is going on, talking here isn’t the appropriate place, and he can only agree with you. 

“Okay, I’ll be back in two minutes,” he says. 

You nod, and he kisses you before disappearing. He’s deeply concerned, worried, and scared of what you have to tell him. He’s imagining the worst. You’ve recently been back from Rome and he noticed that something changed during that trip. He noticed your puffy eyes, the dark circles under your eyes, the sadness written all over your face, and the way your mind is always somewhere else. 

At first, during your video phone calls, he’d ask if you’re okay, but since you wouldn’t say anything besides ‘yes, i’m good’, he understood that he couldn’t force you to speak. It has to come from you. He’s convinced something really bad happened in Rome. He’d even say a man acted disrespectfully towards you.

In no time, he quickly dries himself with a towel before putting his clothes on. He says goodbye to his teammates and leaves in a rush with his bag in his hand. He finds you in the same spot. You’re looking down at your phone, probably looking at some reels on insta. You always do that when you have to wait. 

Taehyung presses a soft kiss on your head when he’s next to you. 

“Let’s go?” he asks. 

You simply nod, and you both leave the stadium. Your boyfriend grabs your hand to guide you to his splendid car. The same car where Taehyung almost fucked you some days ago. You can’t get enough of each other when you’re together. 

“Where do you want to go?” he asks once inside the car. 

“My apartment?” you suggest. 

“Okay, fine,” he nods before starting the engine. 

The drive to your place is quite calm, you barely speak, but honestly, you don’t know what to say. Your mind is thinking of all the ways you can announce your pregnancy to Taehyung. Your boyfriend gets worrier as you get closer to your place. He’s scared to hear what you’ll say to him. Easily, he finds a parking spot near your place, and you quickly leave the car. 

Once you're inside your apartment, the first thing you do is jump into his arm, holding him very tightly in your embrace. He’s caught off guard which destabilizes him but he quickly wraps his arms around you. It’s something bad, he can feel it. 

“I’m pregnant,” you whisper against his chest. 

His entire body freezes as he hears your words. Out of all the horrible scenarios he imagined, pregnancy wasn’t one of them. Well, being honest, pregnancy isn’t a terrible scenario at all. It’s actually the opposite. It’s probably not the right moment but it’s not a bad thing. All this time, he was convinced that you got rapes in Rome. 

It takes him a couple of seconds to process what you said. He wasn’t thinking of getting the news of being a father this early in life. This is a shocking news. Taehyung pushes you a bit so he can take a proper look at you, his girlfriend.  

“And you found it out in Rome, right?” he asks. 

For him, that’s the only reason that would explain the shift in you during your trip with Mia. 

“Yes,” you answer. 

“Hmm,” he says while he turns his back to you. 

He runs his left hand on his hair while he starts to really process what has been going on for more than a week. Yes, it all makes perfect sense. 

His reaction worries you. Now, you’re not sure you should have said it. Maybe, he’s going to ask you to abort because he doesn’t want this baby. Oooh, this is all messing up in your head. 

“Why didn’t you tell me when you found out?” he asks. 

Taehyung isn’t still looking at you. Not having his glance on you while you’re giving him this huge news makes you feel so small. It makes you feel like a baby who needs to be reassured by a loved one.

“I didn’t want to announce that through a phone call,” you explain first, “and I also didn’t want to give you this news when I didn’t know if I’d keep the baby.” 

As he hears your last words, he turns around to finally look at you. It devastates him to hear that you even considered aborting, and it breaks his heart that he wasn’t by your side at that moment. 

“Are you going to abort?” he instantly asks. 

You shake your head. “I don’t know, Tae.” 

A tear runs down your face. Your boyfriend instantly holds you in his arms and presses a comforting kiss on your head. 

His entire life, he imagined that it’d be a moment of joy when he’d be given this news. Of course, he always pictured that you’d be the mother of his children, but this wasn’t the way he saw things. He imagined you getting together, then getting married, and then having children. All those steps in life would be filled with joy and love because they would have been so awaited. 

You take a step back. “I wanted to think by myself before announcing anything, but I don’t know what to do. All I know is that I need you by my side.” 

“And you have me, butterfly,” he firmly says. 

“It’s also your child so I can’t take this decision by myself.” 

“Before being my child, it’s your body, yn,” he cups your face in his hands. “If you can’t or don’t want to carry it, you don’t have to and I will never force you to do whatever suits me.” 

Taehyung has always been the biggest gentleman you’ve ever known. This right here is proof that he is a wonderful human being. Even if this situation is all messed up, you’re just thankful that Taehyung is your boyfriend. You’re not sure any other man would have said that. Maybe that you would be blaming you for not telling them sooner. 

“All I can do is support you no matter what,” he adds. “I’m never going to force you to carry my child when you don’t want to.” 

“But would you want to keep it?” you ask with the biggest doe eyes. 

For a moment, Taehyung gets lost in his thoughts. He imagines your bump getting bigger, what it’d be like to see you pregnant with your child, what the baby would look like, and how it would feel to be a father. 

“Yes,” he answers without hesitation. “If you’re the mother of my child, no matter what is going on in our lives, I’ll want it.” 

His answer unimaginably comforts you. Knowing that makes you love him even more. 

“Even if we’re poor and living under a bridge?” you ask. 

A smile appears on his face. “Even if we’re poor and living under a bridge, I’d love to be the father of your child.” 

A little smile appears on your face. It definitely comforts you to know that he wants to be the father of your child. 

“And you’re the only person with whom I’d want to have a child,” you tell him. 

You press a gentle kiss on his lips, causing his smile to grow bigger. This situation is a bit tricky for you, but your boyfriend’s reaction brings so much comfort to you. 

“Do you know how far along you are?” he asks.   

“Well, you probably knocked me up at New Year’s Eve party so I’d be nine weeks pregnant,” you answer. 

Taehyung remembers that night very fondly. It was the night that changed his life for the better, and it was a wonderful night. The best night ever. Your first night together was wonderful, but now that you’ve got to learn about each other, sex is a hundred times better. 

“Have you already made an appointment with your gynecologist?” 

“Yes,” you nod. “That’s also one of the reasons why I’m announcing it to you now. It’s in two days, and I really want you to come.” 

“I’ll be there with you, butterfly.” 

He passionately kisses you. Now that he knows, it makes this news more bearable. It almost makes it feel like it’s not a big deal because he wants that child. But he only wants it if you want it too. So in the end, it’s really up to you to decide what you will do. Nonetheless, it reassures you so much to know that he will be by your side. If you decide to keep the baby, he’ll gladly be a present father. And if you decide to get an abortion, he will stay with you throughout the entire process. 

MARCH 7, 2022

Taehyung is sitting next to you while you’re lying on a medical examination table. Your legs are wide open and the gynecologist is in between them. It’s honestly a bit weird to be in that position with your boyfriend sitting next to you. 

“I’m going to insert the probe,” the woman informs you. 

Doctor Park has been your gynecologist for years, and it was more than natural you’d be coming to her for this first checkup as a pregnant woman. Once you saw the positive test, you instantly booked an appointment. Luckily for you, she was available rather quickly. 

When you exposed to her the situation, she informed you that she would need to do an endovaginal ultrasound. Since it’s only the beginning of the pregnancy, if she performs a ‘normal’ ultrasound, nobody will see anything as the baby is very small. 

Taehyung is holding your hand as the probe is slowly and carefully pushed inside you. The doctor moves the probe from right to left until she finally sees something on her screen. A bright smile appears on her face when she sees what she’s been looking for and seconds later, the room is filled with the sound of heartbeats. Instantly, your head turns to your boyfriend who’s smiling as he’s hearing the sound. His eyes look down at you. They are filled with love. 

Hearing the fast heartbeat makes it real. There’s no doubt that you’re pregnant. But hearing this sound warms your heart indescribably. A tiny human is growing inside you, and you’re literally creating life. It’s so unreal what a woman’s body can do. 

Then, you both look at the screen and you’re trying to see something but you clearly don’t understand what’s appearing. 

“This right here is your baby,” the doctor points out to a tiny black dot on the screen. “And this right here is your second baby,” she points out to another dot. 

The world stops turning when she announces the second baby. There are two babies. You’re expecting twins.  

“And you can hear the heartbeats of the two babies,” she says. 

You look at the screen with disbelief. Two lives are growing inside you. You’re creating two little humans. You squeeze Tae’s hand as you can’t conceive that you’re expecting twins. 

“Based on what we can see, they are identical twins.” 

As from there, you can’t hear anything else. All you see is the two little dots on the screen. All you see and hear is your babies. They are real. They are here inside you. If you decide to keep them, two little humans will join you. You’d become a mother and Tae a father. This is a very big deal. From now on, you’ll be responsible for those two little lives. Whatever decision you make, it will inevitably impact them. 

Your eyes move to Taehyung to watch him with admiration. There is no doubt that he will be a fantastic father and those two babies will always be lucky to have him as their father. Since you’re quite young, your boyfriend always said that he wanted a big family. He wants at least five children. It’s a bit too much, but from a very young age, he has that desire to become a father. You know that he wants those two babies. And as you’re looking at him right now, it’s evident to you that he truly wants to have the twins in his life. 

Being here changes everything. Seeing the babies on the screen and hearing their heartbeats helps you to make a decision. 

For sure, it won’t be easy to become a mother and jungle with all the challenges you’re facing right now. But never on earth will you get an abortion. You had doubts up until now, but you don’t have any more. You’re a hundred percent certain that you will keep them.    

APRIL 7, 2022

Let’s be real, being pregnant with twins is far from being easy. You’re still pretty much nauseous, you’re belly is slowly but surely growing, and your emotions are definitely all over the place. Thankfully enough, Taehyung has been very supportive. 

A month ago, when you told him that you wanted to keep the babies, he was the happiest man on earth. That night was very very spicy. He now speaks to the babies every single day, and that’s the cutest thing on earth. You’re now living together to make it easier and you chose his place. It’s a bit far from your workplace but before going to his daily trainings, he drops you off at work. When he’s present of course. When he’s in another city or country, you stay at your apartment to make it easier. 

So far, you’ve been enjoying living with him. You get to be goofy together, to spend more time together, to watch random movies together, and to have more often sex. Surprisingly, your libido has been quite high. Whenever you lay eyes on your boyfriend, you simply want to make babies with him. 

However, it’s not easy to be dating him. Every single day, there are rumors that he’s dating this or this girl, and they all come from because they liked a picture of him. It’s really incredible what can be read online. It’s such silly things. You try to avoid checking anything about him on social medias because when you read those things, all you want to do is to say that he’s with you which isn’t a great idea. It’s been four months that you’ve been together but since the beginning, it’s been hard on that aspect. 

Since yesterday, Taehyung has been in another city because he played earlier against the team from that city. He’s coming back tomorrow morning, and you’re excited to see him again. You deeply miss him when he’s not hear. You miss your little bear. 

After months of trying to find a little cute nickname for Taehyung, you finally found it. It came out of nowhere, he was speaking with the babies, you ended up calling him a papa bear, and it stayed. He’s your cute little bear. 

You’re going through your phone, and you come across a video on insta of Taehyung. It’s apparently reported that he’s dating a random girl you never saw before. Nothing new so far. However, almost at the end of the video, there’s a picture of your boyfriend with her. They look very close, almost as if they are about to kiss. The picture isn’t very clear but obviously something is going on. 

That breaks your heart in an unimaginable way. 

Many questions cross your mind but you push them away because it’s definitely not a good idea to start imagining the worst. He’s clearly madly in love with you so he’s not going to cheat on you right now. But seeing this picture creates a big doubt in your mind. 

You put your phone away before turning on the TV. Maybe you need to watch something else to distract you. You trust Taehyung, you know he’s never going to cheat on you. You’ve known him for years, he’s a respectful man. He would never cheat on his partner. 

Nonetheless, watching TV isn’t helpful at all as this ‘new relationship’ of Taehyung is being displayed everywhere. Based on reliable sources, they have been together for months. They have been trying to keep it lay low, but they were seen yesterday in front of her house having a very intimate moment. This is heartbreaking. You want to cry. 

Maybe it’s best you simply go to bed and sleep. Taehyung is coming in a couple of hours and you will speak about all of this. You don't want to jump to conclusions just yet. You want to hear what your boyfriend has to say about this incident. But it’s hard to fall asleep with that picture of him with another woman in your mind. 

Your phone buzzes and the screen lights up, indicating that you received a message. It’s a message from Taehyung. “I’m here, open the door please.” You frown. What is he doing here? Shouldn’t he be in another city? 

Slowly, you leave the bed to open the door. The main entrance is a bit far from the bedroom so it takes you a bit of time to reach the door. As you open it, you notice it’s raining outside. Your boyfriend is standing in front of you, fully swamped by the rain. It warms your heart to see him because you really need him right now.  

“What are you doing here?” you ask. 

“I saw the picture of me with that girl,” he starts saying. “I knew you’d see it too and I didn’t want to leave you thinking about it all night long.” 

This scene seems coming straight out of a movie. Your lover is standing in front of you while it’s raining, swamping him more and more. Although you’re worried about his health, you find this is a heartfelt moment. It’s also very romantic.  

“Come inside,” you tell him. “I don’t want you to get sick.” 

He does as you say, and you close the door behind him. The two of you head to the bathroom. As you’re walking, you take a look behind you, noticing how wet the floor is getting. You mentally note to yourself that you’ll need to clean otherwise somebody slip and get hurt. Once inside the impressive bathroom, you stop in front of the toilet bowl while Taehyung remains close to the door.  

“Why did you ask me to open the door?” you ask as he’s getting undressed. “Don’t you have the keys?” 

“I left in a rush and forgot the keys,” he answers. 

Your eyes wander on his toned body as he removes every single piece of clothes. Taehyung is so damn handsome. 

“You didn’t need to come for that,” you tell him. “We could have waited for tomorrow.” 

Taehyung looks up at you with wet strands of hair falling in front of his eyes. He looks incredibly hot. He’s pushing his black pants down but they feel quite heavy. He notices that you’re a bit sleepy, and he can’t help but find you extremely pretty. Taehyung hides the little smile appearing on his face.  

“I couldn’t,” he says. 

Once he’s fully naked, he wraps himself in a towel before sitting on the edge of the bathtub. Your eyes follow him before you sit next to him. Your eyes stare at him for a hot minute, but you quickly turn your face to look right in front of you. 

“That’s an old picture,” he suddenly says. “It’s from like a year ago. It’s one of the many one-night stands I had.” 

You nod. “I believe you,” you simply say. “It’s hard to be looking at this kind of pictures, it was even before we started dating, and seeing them makes me doubt.” 

Taehyung puts his hand on your leg to softly soothe it. The warmth of his touch conforms you a lot. 

“I love you, butterfly,” he says. “I’ve always loved you. You’re actually the only woman I’ve ever loved, and I would never do anything to hurt or lose you.” 

You rest your head on his shoulder. 

“I guess you know but my love life was a complete mess before the new year’s night. I was sleeping with lots of girls but I was never able to commit to any of them. It was mostly one-night stands,” he explains. “I was in love with you but thought you didn’t love me back the same way so I was trying to find that love somewhere else. But I couldn’t because you’ve always been the only one on my mind.” 

Obviously, you knew about his many one-night stands but never said anything. You always considered those girls to be lucky to have at least had the experience of having sex with him. You weren’t exactly looking for sex with him, but when you’re in love, physical attraction is inevitable. So yeah, from time to time, you’d think about that. 

“So I decided to only sleep with them. It’s easy, you just sleep and then, you never see them again,” he adds. “It got worse when you started dating Noah. I couldn’t bear seeing you in love and the only thing that could distract me from that was literally having sex with someone else. For a brief moment, my mind is simply lost in pleasure.” 

It breaks your heart to hear that. You never thought it would be that hard for him to see you with Noah. Back then, you knew you weren’t in love with him because the only person you ever truly loved was Taehyung. But since you couldn’t have him, you tried to find love in someone else. Even if it meant to never truly be happy.  

“So you did that for 3 years?” you ask. 

“Yep,” he says while nodding. “Honestly, at some point, I even thought you’d get married.” 

As he says those words, you bite your lower lip. 

“Have I ever told you how it truly ended up with Noah?” you ask while turning your head to look at him. 

Taehyung glances at you with confusion. Why are you suddenly raising this question? 

“I guess you never told me at all how you broke up.” 

“Well, he proposed but I said no,” you tell him. 

“Really?” he asks with evident surprise. 

“I never understood why he proposed. Back then, we were falling out of love. It was obvious that it was going to end sooner or later,” you explain. “I was never going to marry him. I wasn’t happy anymore.” 

Quite frankly, he’s very surprised. In his mind, you would have agreed to get married with him. He always thought you were madly in love with Noah but now, he knows that he was wrong. 

“So if he had proposed earlier, would you have accepted?” he asks with hesitation. 

“Probably,” you shrug. “In my head, it was better to be with someone else than losing your friendship.” 

His hand slowly moves higher on your thigh while his face gets closer to your ear. “Then, I’m lucky he didn’t,” he whispers, causing goosebumps all over your body. 

Before his hand reaches your pussy, you push it back. “You should take a hot bath before you get sick.” 

Taehyung rolls his eyes. “I didn’t come to take a bath.” 

“Well, if you didn’t walk under the rain, you wouldn’t be taking a bath,” you say. “Maybe, we’d be making more babies.” 

It frustrates him when you tease him like that, but he finds it extremely adorable that even if you’re together, you’re still kind of prude. 

“I can still fuck you in the bathtub,” he replies. 

“You’re always so crude,” you tell him. 

“And you’re still so prude, butterfly,” he says. “No need to hold back with me.”

Your boyfriend gets closer to you before crashing his lips against yours. Kissing you is without any doubt his favorite part of being with you. This isn’t at all a shy kiss, on the contrary, it’s a very fervent kiss. No doubt you crave to do unholy things together. 

“Let’s get in that damn bathtub,” Taehyung says on your lips. 

He grabs your lower lip with his teeth, causing you to moan. Right after that, you stand up to get undressed while Taehyung turns on the water. Once you’re naked in front of him, a bright smile appears on his face when he looks at your little bump. It’s getting bigger as it should. Inevitably, he gets closer to you and softly caresses your belly. You watch him with tenderness. This is so cute. 

“Hi babies,” he whispers against your belly before pressing a kiss. “It’s daddy.” 

Your heart is melting at his words. Taehyung also takes a weird voice when he speaks with them. It’s the tone everybody takes when speaking to a baby, but it’s adorable to hear him speak like that.  

“I love you both already very very much,” he adds. “And I can’t wait to meet you in October. Please be gentle with your mommy until there.” 

Your hand caresses his soft hair as he presses another soft kiss on your stomach. It’s adorable to watch him interact with the babies. The gynecologist advised to do so in order for the twins to recognize his voice but she didn’t need to say it. Taehyung adores to talk to them. 

“Now, I will ask you to close your eyes because your mommy and daddy will do nasty things,” you laugh at his words. 

“You’re crazy,” you tell him. 

“Hey, I’m just warning them,” his eyes look up at you. “It’ll be a little shaky shaky for them.” 

He gets up to press a smack on your lips before turning off the water. He doesn’t waste any second before jumping into the bathtub. You don’t follow him directly as you’re watching him. Once he’s taken place inside the bathtub, his eyes look at you. 

“You’re not coming?” he asks. 

OCTOBER 01, 2022

Charlie & Freddie. 

Those are the two names you and Taehyung chose for your little twins. They were born very early today, it was 2 am when they joined you. It wasn’t easy to give birth to two healthy boys, but honestly, this day is the best day of your life. After all, it’s the day you became a mother, but it’s most and foremost, the day you met the little boys you created with your boyfriend. 

Taehyung is sitting on a chair, shirtless with Freddie in his arms. Seeing him with the babies is without any doubt the best thing in the world. He has spent the last hour holding them, one after the other to make the skin-to-skin contact. 

On the other hand, you’re sitting on the bed with Charlie in your arms. After a little struggle, you’ve managed to breastfeed him. Between him and Freddie, he was the one having the most difficulties to latch. But now, all is good. 

The twins really are identical, you can’t tell them apart. So with Taehyung, you’ve decided that for now, you’ll always put something red on Charlie and something yellow on Freddie. However, you wonder how long you’ll be able to keep up with that. Many sleepless nights are waiting for you. For sure, once you’ll get tired, you’ll get all mixed up. 

Being in this room with Taehyung and your twins seems unreal. Last year, you were still having a crush on your best friend, not able to reveal your true feelings. You were so scared to lose him if you’d reveal your feelings. It was hard to see him with other women. But today, things are completely different. You’re madly in love with your best friend and you started your own little family. 

Taehyung looks down at his son. His life has drastically changed in less than a year. He finally found peace because he was bold enough to reveal his feelings for you. He isn’t any more sleeping with strangers in order to stop thinking about you constantly. He’s now allowing himself to think about you night and day. All that because you love him back. 

It’s crazy how a simple kiss on a new year’s eve party can flip someone’s world upside down.  

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