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Won’t You Let Me Love You?

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Prompt: "let me love you."

Pairing: Jungkook X Reader

Summary: Jungkook wants you let him love you like a man loves a woman but you're making it hard.

Genre: Smut, Angst, Fluff if you squint.( one shot)

Wordcount: 3.1k

Warnings: infidelity, Jungkook being a soft heart breaking baby boi and rough heart breaking d*dd* at the same time rip yeah that's about it!

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A/N: Hey guys ! So this was unfinished in my drafts and I decided to finish it up and post it real quick ~ I wanted to get this up before the comeback because it's gonna be stressful and hectic but still fun you know but imma be even more mentally messed up shshsh anyways I hope you guys enjoy this piece and have a great day/night 💜 P.S ignore any grammatical errors I really can't write for shit now especially and I apologise for the shit smut anon :")

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The moment you walk into your apartment you feel like collapsing onto the floor.

You were so tired.

Work was hectic today, for some reason everyone just couldn't do shit well and so you had to take over. Not only that but none of the meetings were productive.

Not to mention that your good for nothing cheating husband had come to work and asked about him.

You of course ignored him, feeling that you didn’t even need to explain yourself to the likes of someone as trashy as him. How can he act like he cares about what you're doing and who you were sleeping with when he had broken his vow and has been fucking any young in a skirt for a long while now.

You had him escorted out of your office, reminding him of what you would do if he came close to Jungkook and tried to hurt him. You were very protective of Jungkook, you would do anything to protect him.

That aside, you're very glad that today was Friday and next 2 days would be spent at home.

You would get to spend more time with him.

Jungkook. He would be so happy, it’s not every weekend you come back to him and spend the whole time with him.

“Y/N-noona?”

Speaking of the devil, you smirk.

You hear his voice call and you can tell that he is probably sat in the living room.

You take off your shoes and head in further.

“Jungkook,” you smile once he comes insight, sat on the floor in front of the large screen T.V. watching anime.

He's such a kid.

He smiles back at you and you open your arms wide, inviting him into your welcoming embrace.

He doesn’t hesitate to immediately get up on his feet, almost running to you and you can’t help but chuckle at how excited he is.

You almost fall over once he comes at you with full force, but his strong arm around your waist pulls you closer and into him.

“Welcome back,” Jungkook says into the crook of your neck with a sudden change in tone, sounding raspier and deeper, the heat of his breathe on your neck making the hair on your body stand as you feel the pit of your tummy stir.

“Thank you,” you smile nervously as you caress the nape of his neck with shaking fingers.

“Noona, are you okay?” he asks and you swear you feel him smirk against your neck but you don’t address it.

“So how was college?” you ask as you clear your throat and manage to pull away from the hug, resting your hands over his solid chest while his arms stays around your waist still quite tight, not leaving much space between the two of you.

He immediately frowns and you furrow your brows.

“Jungkook? What’s wrong? Is everything okay at college?” you ask in concern as you place a hand on his cheek and look into his eyes.

“Can we not talk about it.” He says rather than ask, seeming quite upset and angry about something.

“Jungkook, what’s going on? I’m pretty sure I’ve paid for the whole semester already? Are the bothering you still? Or is the money for the textbook not enough, I’ll send more-“ you begin but you are cut off when Jungkook abruptly grabs your hand over his cheek, making you flinch.

“For once, please, when I'm with you, can you stop reminding me that I'm just a horny and poor brat who leeches off of your money?” He glares at you and you swear you hear his voice falter.

You sigh as you close your eyes. Not again.

For some reason, Jungkook has been as moody as a teenager as of recently and you found it cute how he wanted to spend more time with you; he had even suggested the idea of spending the weekend together. You were quite happy about it and didn’t think much of It, Jungkook was shy outside the bedroom, he didn’t speak too much or voice his own opinions that much. So that for you was progress.

And it wasn’t even that he was uncomfortable with you. He just liked the idea of you taking care of him and being in charge, he would tell you to order for the both of you, he never once denied any of the gifts you had gotten him even if they weren’t really his cup of tea, he would also let you take control in the room sometimes.

But as of recently, it seems that something was off. He would be doing the most to almost appear... macho? It’s like when a teenager begins to rebel and act like an adult, they’re done being babied and taken care of and just want to be the boss of everything and let people know, in this case let you know. It's like he’s trying to make a point. It almost seemed like he was attempting to compete with your husband, which he didn’t have to because he was already 100 times better in every aspect.

“Jungkook, is there something going on that you're not telling me about?” you ask feeling slightly fed up and wanting him to get straight to the point.

He looks at you for a while before walking off to the room.

You furrow your brows as you huff. Who does he think he is ?

You stomp down the living room following him with hot heels, managing to grab his hand before he fully walked in.

“Jungkook you brat, I’m talking you, I asked you a damn question, and I expect you to answ-" you begin but he turns around and shoves you against the wall, trapping you in between his hands that slammed against the wall beside your head as he hovered over you.

“What do you think you're-" you begin again feeling livid but your words are swallowed by Jungkook who has crashed his lips against yours.

You protest at first, but it’s hard to resist and slowly, your lips start moving in sync, like they always do.

You gasp into the kiss when one hand applies pressure on the curve of your back to push your lower body closer to him and you feel the shape his hard member press against your belly.

He takes that chance to deepen the kiss, tounges mingling as he smirks against your lips.

You wrap your arms around his neck as he begins unbuttoning your top, revealing your lace bra.

He fondles your breasts and pinches your hardening nipple through your flimsy bra, making you moan in pleasure.

He pulls aways suddenly, the both of a pair of panting heaving messes.

“I’m not a kid Noona, or do I have to remind you?” he says with a raspy deep voice as his dark lust filled eyes bore into yours and you feel a shudder run down your spine.

“Baby, You think you can remind me?” You taunt with a playful smirk.

“Oh I can, and I will. And this time, I’ll make sure you never forget.” He smirks wickedly and you feel your knees give up on you.

But all you do is huff and try to hide how affected you are.

“I'll let you try,” you smirk and he just stares at you with an unreadable expression.

You want to ask him what’s on his mind but he cuts you off by crashing his lips onto yours and pressing his body flush onto yours, hands roaming all over your body as you wrap your arms around his neck and pull him closer.

“Jump.” He says in between the kiss and you do, he hoists you up by his hold on your waist so you end up wrapping your legs around his waist.

He moves from your lips to placing kisses around your jaw, making you whimper when he sucks harshly at a soft spot just below your ear before proceeding to trail kisses down your neck, sucking lightly.

“Y/N- noona, you might think I'm just a little boy but you and i both know I'm more of a man , a gentleman even, than your husband will ever be in a lot of ways.” He says as he smirks against your neck.

You moan when he presses his hard member against your clothed throbbing core, proving his point.

“J-jungkook,”

He inches your skirt up, until it comes to bunch up your waist.

You hear the sound of metal clanking while he continues torturing the expense of your collar bones and without warning, the tip of his already free cock is rubbing at our clothed core.

Your head rolls back at the feeling of him smearing his precum on the wet spot on your panties, the friction of your underwear rubbing against your folds and clit making you moan as your grip on his hair tightened.

“I want you Jungkook,” you pant and you feel him smirk against your neck.

He doesn’t do anything, in fact he halts in his motion.

Your eyes shoot open as you furrow your brows.

“Jungkook please-"

Your breath hitches as he shoves himself in you balls deep, his whole cock filling you in so well that you roll your head back in pleasure and claw at the nape of his neck, leaving red nail marks that you'd need to treat later.

As rough as he is trying to be, he lets you adjust for a bit before he starts moving.

He is merciless with his sharp hip movements, he pounds into you, making sure you feel him hit your g spot with every thrust as your nails dig into the skin of his shoulders.

“Can your pussy of a husband fuck you like this, huh?” he demands to know, thrusting harder into you as he stresses his words.

“No, only you,” you moan as your head rolls back when he starts kissing your neck, his soft actions contrasting his savage thrusts.

You feel like your about to fall apart but his strong arms around your waist keeps you up as he fucks you into the wall, taking your breathe away with every thrust as you feel your orgasm get closer.

You hold him tighter as you buck your hips against his wildly before coming undone around him, twitching as your juices covered his cock.

He let's your feet fall onto the floor once he pulls out, and you almost fall but he wraps his arm around your waist.

You’re a panting mess as you lean against the wall and try to catch your breathe.

“We're not done.” Jungkook whispers in your ear, sounding as energetic as ever.

“What?” Your eyes shoot open.

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You were now laying in bed, Jungkook arms wrapped around your waist pulling your bare back tight into his naked chest.

You were exhausted, Jungkook didn’t give you a break and you're not complaining because you enjoyed every moment of it.

Still, this position after sex wasn’t a regular one.

More often than not, Jungkook would be fast asleep on your chest, or at least pretending to be. He would wrap his hands around your waist tight so you wouldn’t be able to leave in the morning thinking he’s asleep.

“Noona?” he calls out, chest vibrating against your back.

“Yea?”

“Um, I... I’m sorry for being a brat earlier.” He confesses into your neck and you smile, bringing your hand up to pat his cheek.

“Its okay, Jungkook.” You reassure but you can sense that he still has more to say.

“Its just I... got mad when you brought college up and how you pay for it. And it's not that I'm ungrateful for it or anything it’s just...”

“Its just what Jungkook?” you ask as you turn around to face him, and you giggle at how flustered he looked. Even in the dimly lit room, you could see a faint red tint sprinkled over his cheeks.

“Its just, for me, this, what we have and what we are is more than just that. You’re more than just a ‘sugar mommy’ to me and I want to be more than just your ‘sugar baby.” He confesses all the while looking into your eyes and this time, it’s your turn to be flustered.

“W-what do you mean?” you ask, clearing your throat when your voice cracked mid way.

“I mean, I like you. A lot.” He says as he giggles and you look at him stunned with your mouth slightly agape.

“Huh?” is all you manage to say after awhile sitting up, covering your bare chest with the sheets.

“I like you a lot. I think I might be in love even.” He shrugs as he sits up too and you look at him like he’s mad.

Him... in love with you?

You furrow your brows as you try grasp the confession and connect the dots... is that why he was acting a lot more clingier and has been trying to impress you by being independent?

“Why?” you ask in a low voice.

“What do you mean why Noona? You're acting really silly.” Jungkook chuckles.

But when his eyes land on your face and he takes in your glassy eyes his eyes widen.

You begin sobbing. And Jungkook is immediately panicking.

“Noona, why are you crying?”

You don’t respond but instead just wrap your arms around his neck and nuzzle your neck into the crook.

It’s been so long since you’ve actually heard any sort of verbal romantic and affectionate confession from anyone and it’s just so overwhelming.

Jungkook slowly wraps his arms around you as he awkwardly pats your back, trying to comfort you.

“You're such a prick! I thought you hated me and were going to leave...” you cry as you try to hide your true thoughts  and he chuckles.

“I’m sorry I made you think that.”

After a while of silence you finally stop crying, but you stay in his arms.

“Jungkook,” you call and he hums.

“For liking me, a lot. Thank you.” You say and he doesn’t respond.

“But I hope you know that there are better people out there, not some horny lady who is taking advantage of your unfortunateness and youth for her own good. You deserve better. Maybe it’s because I’m the only one you’ve been sleeping with for some time now. Maybe this is a sign I should let you go-“

“Noona!” Jungkook cuts you off, voice shaky with his grip on you tighter than ever, afraid that if he loosens even a bit, you'll walk away.

You pull away, trying your best to keep your face stoic as your heart broke at the sight of his now red nose and glassy eyes.

“Noona, pretend I never said anything. Let’s get back to how it was. I’m sorry.” He says as he holds onto your hand and you try so hard to hold back another sob as you shut your eyes.

“Jungkook,”

“Noona I swear, I promise I’ll be a good boy and I won't-"

“Jungkook!” You shout, making Jungkook flinch as a tear escapes your eye.

“It's over.” You say firmly before getting off the bed, your hand slipping out Jungkook's grip that had gone loose.

“Don't worry about anything. I’m going to keep funding you. You can continue staying here too. You’re a good kid and you’re very talented, I’m not going to give up on your dreams because of this. I believe in you.” You say once you reach the door, not turning to look at him even once but you can already guess how he is.

You can hear him sniffling, just how red was his nose now? Just how puffy were his eyes? Just how much tears has he shed? Your heart is still curious and longs to see his face but you don't turn around.

He doesn’t respond.

“Goodnight Jungkook.” You say before heading out, picking up your discarded clothing and putting it on before grabbing your shoes and heading for the door, hands resting hesitantly over the doorknob before you finally open the door and walk out. You weren’t going to spending the weekend, or any other weekend how you'd imagine you would, after all.

When you get into your car, you sit in silence for awhile.

And then you start crying, silently sobbing behind the tinted glass of your range rover, almost a whole hundred storeys down but still you don’t want Jungkook to hear, see or know about your current situation. You laugh at your self.

“How can you be heartbroken at your big age, Y/N?” you mock your self.

You can’t be selfish anymore than you had been, Jungkook was young and had so many dreams and he was so talented. He has so much of the world to see before he decides that of all people in the world, he would be with you. You had used his poor financial situation for your own benefit, he was such an angel but you were so selfish.

He doesn't know what he’s talking about, he doesn't really mean it, that’s what you tell  yourself again and again.

But you fear that’s not true. And selfishly, you anticipate that not being true at the same time.

Even still, it didn’t matter how you felt. It was best to let him go.

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