It's Not Being Given To You It's Being Created By You

It's not being given to you it's being created by you

Maybe you'll relate to this:

When I was younger I held this deep fear that I just wasn't good enough to have what I wanted. I held this mental image of shifting and manifestation (law of attraction, I hadn't found the law of assumption yet) as something that was happening to me and not something that I was doing.

When I viewed it as something that might be granted if I just did the right thing I felt this deep fear of inadequacy. "What if it's not enough" "what if I'm not good at this"

Don't think of it that way. Don't think of it as a gift or even something you can fail or succeed at. You are already manifesting and shifting. All this is is learning how to FILTER it to your benefit.

It's not about pleasing something else or being "good enough" at something. It's about the story you keep telling yourself over and over again.

It's not a fairy that gives you $20 if you burn enough candles or let's you shift once it decides you're cool enough, it's you selecting your experience.

You are selecting you're reality through your awareness. That's it. You shift your mental awareness to something and it happens for you.

Listen to me. No one else is deciding wether or not you can do it, you are. What you tell yourself over and over again will become true. YOU are in charge. YOU.

If you decide that something is true it is. You can legitimately just go "I'm good enough" and now it's a fact.

It doesn't matter if you believe it, your subconscious believes anything you say, so say what you want and be consistent in doing so.

You repeat something to yourself -> it becomes true -> profit

At Play by Charles Edward Perugini (Italian-born English, 1839–1918)

my days and nights are so gloomy without you

Date someone who naturally brings out your inner child, makes you laugh, never stops flirting with you, and loves you a little extra on the days you don't feel so loveable.

“Life is that which must overcome itself again and again.”

— Friedrich Nietzsche

Talking to those who understand you is valuable; perhaps that's why I've spent half my life talking to myself.