THEY MADE HIM EMO

THEY MADE HIM EMO

[10:56]

I got sick, and my brain said it's time to get sad about Steven Grant (so that's exactly what I'm doing)

Do you know why I cried? I cried because I asked myself, "Has Steven ever cried from anything?"

Did he ever cry because he got home and the house was empty and filled with darkness?

Did he ever cry because he wondered why his mom never spoke a word to him?

Did he ever cry because of how hard the job at the museum is?

Did he ever cry because he couldn't even enjoy a good night's sleep like a normal person?

Did he cry himself to sleep on days that were just a little too much for him?

I don't know which situation would be more heartbreaking: if he cried over everything or if he never shed a tear.

The more I think about it, the more I want to tell him, "It's okay to cry; it doesn't make me love you any less" and give him a hug. I know he would be surprised at first, feeling how tight my embrace is, then having the hesitation to hug me back, and finally... accepting it.

'my body's made of crushed little stars'

kind of night