BACHIRA MEGURU (NSFW)

BACHIRA MEGURU (NSFW)

Warnings: this story contains some spoiler about Blue Lock Vs U-20 team.

IF YOU’RE UNDER 18, I SUGGEST YOU NOT TO READ THIS STORY. THANK YOU.

My heart beats fast. After months I will be able to see my cute boyfriend who was chosen to be part of Blue Lock’s project. I really miss him: miss his smile, his sweet voice, his laugh, his presence near mine.

I take a seat with Meguru’s mom, waiting for the game to start. I take a look around, watching the hundreds people who are here tonight, for the most important game: Blue Lock team VS U-20.

Soon, we see both teams enter the stadium with the audience’s screams. I look at Meguru who’s near a boy with black hair, talking with him with a smile on his pretty face.

I really missed him.

The game starts after 15 minutes and I cannot leave my sight from my boyfriend. At the half game’s whistle, the game stops, letting the boys take a quick rest.

<<HEY RURU!>> I scream with a big smile on my face.

<<Uh..?>> He looks confused around him before smiling, <<pretty princess..>>

<<Who’s that girl, Bachira?>> Isagi asks.

<<Oh, that? She’s my girlfriend.>>

<<YOU’RE THE BEST, RURU!>> I scream again.

He looks at me smiling, sending me lots of kisses that makes me blush.

<<Silly Ruru..>> I whisper.

He winks at me, before the game starts again.

They won. They really won.

I run like I’ve never do in my life, searching for Meguru. I see a familiar blond-black hair and I run, jumping on the boy’s back, almost both falling on the ground.

<<RURU!>>

<<Hey princess~>>

We kiss, under the eyes of his teammates.

<<I miss you.>> <<I miss you.>> we both say to each other.

<<Would you mind if I introduce yourself to my friends, neh, princess?~>> He asks.

I nod, following him.

<<Isagi-kun, this is my girlfriend; princess, this is my best friend, Isagi-kun.>> He smiles.

<<Hi.>> I say shyly.

<<Hi, nice to meet you.>>

<<Oh, princess, tomorrow I will be out of here for some days.>>

<<REALLY?>> I scream, happy.

He nods, kissing me again.

<<So, see you tomorrow, princess?>>

<<See you tomorrow, Ruru.>>

As he promised, the next day he’s in my arms. Together. On his bed.

<<Neh, Ruru, I.. I’m ready .. to give you my first time. What do you think?>> I say.

<<Really? No jokes?>>

<<Nope, I’m serious.>>

<<I’m gladly accept, princess~>>

So he kisses me with love, while his hands touch my skin, covered by my shirt.

<<Can I take them off, pretty?>> He whispers, touching my shirt and my shorts.

I nod, lightly scared, kissing him again.

He takes off my clothes, putting his lips on my neck, then on my chest, sucking my nipples.

<<Ruru~>> I moan, closing my eyes.

<<Your skin is so soft, princess~ I love it.>> Murmurs, going down between my legs. After my consensus, he takes off my panties, looking at me, naked, under his body.

I cover myself, blushing really hard.

<<Hey~ don’t cover yourself, pretty. You’re really beautiful. I’m so lucky to be with you. To be able to take your virginity.>>

He starts licking my hole, leaving some kisses on my thighs. I moan, grabbing his hair, drowning in pleasure.

<<Meguru~ I’m feeling strange but.. so good at the same time, don’t stop.~ please~>>

<<As if I want to~>>

He traces every inch of me, giving me a pleasure I didn’t know I could feel. My legs close around his head and I hear him giggling softly.

<<I put one finger inside, that’s ok, pretty?>>

<<P-Please Ruru… >> I moan while he pushes his first finger inside me.

<<You’re pretty wet… and really hot inside, your walls are squeezing around me~>>

<<More, please more~>>

I move my hips, trembling under his touch. He puts a second finger inside, pressing on my G-spot. I feel a hot wave all over my body and I scream, giving him my first orgasm.

<<So pretty~ do it again, princess, please~>> He smiles, licking my juices and looking at me with lustful eyes.

He places his body on top of mine looking at me with a look full of love, caressing my cheek.

<<Are you sure of this, pretty?>>

<<I’m 100% sure, Meguru, please, do it.>>

I place my hands on his shoulders while he slips his dick inside my folds.

<<Meguru~>> I moan into his ear.

<<So tight~ fuck baby, it’s so hot inside you~ >> He moans, kissing my neck, leaving some red-violet marks.

He starts moving lightly, looking at my face, smiling.

<<And you’re so beautiful, my love~>> whispers.

<<Faster, please, please, faster~>> I say, hugging his waist with my legs.

He moves his hips, hitting my skin with his, holding my body into his arms.

<<I love you, pretty~>>

<<L-Love y-you too, Ruru~>>

Soon, my moans become screams, my hands leave red marks on his white skin, making his moves even faster than before.

My walls squeezed his dick when his tip touch my G-spot, making me squirm.

<<M-Me..~>>

<<So tight… I’m gonna cum, baby.. gonna cum…>>

He continues to hit my spot, showing me the stars.

<<M-Meguru… I’m ..>>

<<Yes baby, with me..>> He whispers.

After some other pushes, I cum.

<<Fuck… you’re really beautiful~>> He moans, cumming inside me, painting my walls with his white juice.

He tries to move by my side when I stop him.

<<Don’t. Stay some minutes here.>> I say, leaving his face resting between my boobs.

<<I really love it here, pretty~>> He giggles, rubbing his face against my skin.

After some minutes, we both fall in a deep sleep.

Sae Itoshi x reader

Rating: green

Main character: Sae Itoshi

It’s my first story after loooooooong time. Please be gentle with me :(

Plot: A story where Sae’s girlfriend is thinking he’s cheating on her ‘cause he’s avoiding her. She doesn’t know Sae’s making her a big surprise.

The first thing I see when I open my eyes is the sunlight that’s illuminating Sae’s empty part of the bed.

<<As always.>>

I get out of the bed, half-naked, grabbing from the chair one of Sae’s team shirt. I look at my figure reflects into the mirror: his surname written on the back makes my heart race, imagining me as Mrs. Itoshi.

<<Where the hell is he now?>>

I speak to myself, checking the time on my phone: 9:27. Sighing, I go to the kitchen, grabbing something to eat until my phone rings.

<<Finally I can hear your voice. But when I can see you, too? Or are you too busy in your pro-player life?>>

<<Stop with this ironic tone, (Y/N). Y’know I’m busy with my football career, you knew it when we started dating.>>

His voice sounds into my ears, before being lightly covered by a girl’s voice that makes my heart skips a beat.

<<Sae, who’s—>>

I try to speak before hearing Sae’s voice interrupt mine.

<<I have to go. See you later.>>

I look at the screen phone: he closed the call. Then a strange feeling starts to possess me. I clearly heard a girl’s voice, no mistakes. I don’t wanna think that Sae’s cheating on me.

<<He’s not capable of something like this, he’s not…>>

I whisper, trying to convince myself that there must be an explanation. Trying to forgot everything, I prepare myself and go to work.

For the next two weeks and half I haven’t the chance to talk to Sae because he’s always everywhere but not at home. I tried to contact his teammates without success and the thought of him having another woman is scaring me.

Maybe I’m not anymore good enough for him?

He’s not with me when I go to bed. He’s not with me when I wake up. He’s not with me when I’m at home.

I never receive a call, like he’s ghosting me.

Until one day.

I’m at home, looking at the TV, then I hear the door opens: Sae.

I look at him with anger on my eyes and I stand up, go to him.

<<Finally you show yourself at home. To me.>>

I put my hands on my waist.

<<Where were you?>>I say.

<<At practice, as always (Y/N). You should know my schedule.>>

<<No, Sae. Where the fuck were you ALL this time?!>>

He looks at me, panicked.

<<Y’know this is my job. And sometimes it takes me more of my free time.>>

<<Really? I didn’t know that another girl is now called “job” or “more practice”.>>

He opens his mouth to speak, interrupted by me.

<<I clearly heard the voice of another woman, Sae. At the phone. Now you show yourself properly after 17 days. We’ve been together for 5 years now and I don’t think I deserve all this. It’s over.>>

He grabs my hand, sighing.

<<I knew you were so stubborn, but I didn’t think you were so much.>>

I look at him. <<Are you kidd—>>

<<Yeah, it was a woman’s voice, but it’s not what you think.>> He explains.

<<Find another excuse, Itoshi.>>

<<So stubborn.>> He whispers, <<if you had the patience of waiting another one or two days, you could understand why I’m gone for all this time. That woman was helping me to choose something for you.>>

He puts his hand into his jacket, taking out a little blue box. I bring my hand on my mouth, connecting all the entire situation.

<<Sae.. you..>>

<<Now shut up. For once. I’m speaking.>>

He’s down on his knees, opening the box and revealing a wonderful engagement ring with a bright diamond.

<<But of course you can’t wait. You have to blabbing about another woman and other shit. I haven’t imagined to propose to you in this way. I had a plan. But now I think it’s all vanished into the trash. So listen careful because I’m not gonna repeat myself. I’m not the type who says sweet things, but when it comes to you I can. You have the power to bring out the most beautiful part of me that only you could find. I say it without a long speech, so, would you like to be Mrs. Itoshi and marry me?>>

Sobbing, I whisper a “yes”, kissing him, after he put the ring around my finger.

<<I love you, Sae, you don’t know how much you scared me.>>

<<You stupid little girl. I think it’s time to let all know that you’re officially mine.>>

Rewind.

Miya Osamu x Reader, angst.

Warnings: cheating, gn reader, timeskip spoilers, and cursing :)

(theres also foreshadowing of suna x reader but we’re gonna leave that for another time)

Wordcount: 1.3k

Read part one here! 

How are you supposed to feel when somebody leaves you? 

Sadness is given, anger is given, and regret…

Regret is circumstantial. 

Weeks after you left the life of Osamu Miya, he still sits in his apartment, rotting in regret. 

Why did I do it? Why didn’t I say no? Why didn’t I leave?

Would you still be here?

Continua a leggere

𝐅𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐆𝐄❀

╰┈➤ ❝ [What flower represents you? ] ❞

IN WHICH—The famous prodigy named Itoshi Sae slowly falls in love with a girl who works as a florist

Part two..

Afab florist reader

(Fun fact: I had to learn flower language for this btw—)

||❀᪥𑁍❀᪥𑁍❀᪥𑁍❀᪥𑁍❀᪥𑁍᪥❀𑁍᪥𑁍||

It's a normal and sunny day. Itoshi Sae decided to why not add a little color to the place he was staying in. So he decided to ask his manager on what he should do.

"Well I suggest maybe you could buy some flowers? Although you will need to water it to make sure it doesn't wither..." He thought of what his manager had said. His manager meanwhile thought he disliked the idea so he was about to appologize until Sae's words had stunned him.

"Well maybe you're right..is there somewhere you recommend me to go?" He asked. His manager was still in the state of shock tho. "Uhm well theres one that almost everyone recommends since the service there is quite great...maybe you could go there?"

So now here he was, Infront of a flower shop. He didn't really expect to ever step foot into a flower shop but I guess now he did. The moment he entered, the aura was felt like a warm welcome along with the gardenia scent.

"Oh uh welcome! You can go look around a bit but if you have any questions you can ask me," He was met with a woman, it seemed like she was the owner of the store..and maybe he was right cause there was no one but her.

He took a look around and made a choice to ask her a very odd question. "Excuse me but would you mind telling me what flowers suit me?" He question. The woman looked at him and smirked. "Well let me have time to think..."

"you're known as itoshi sae..so from what I heard you're quite blunt and you're prideful. So I'd say an Amaryllis and Borage describes you. Besides that you're quite attractive so a hibiscus might suit you?" Your words struck him. It was as if time stopped for a moment.

"so is there anything else I could help with?" He was broken out of his trance from your words. "Yeah uh just choose some flowers for me and I'll just buy them," The woman smiled. "Is there a specific color you need?" He shook his head to indicate no.

As she was choosing the flowers he was mesmerized by her every movements and also her features. He noticed the woman had (e/c) enchanting eyes along with her (h/c) to match. "Soo what brings you here actually..? I mean I would never think a football prodigy would just come to a flower shop out of the blue,"

"My manager suggested I come to this store if I needed flower decorations," The woman rose a brow at him but gave him the bouquet of flowers anyway. "Oh? Well that's interesting," She giggled and gave him the bouquet of flowers she had chosen. "You don't have to pay by the way..consider it as a thank you for coming to my store?" Just as the woman was about to go back to what she was doing previous..Sae spoke out something and intrigued her.

"Hm I didn't get your name.." The woman grinned. "Why are you wondering..?" She tried to tease but it didn't fazed the man one bit. "You know mine..it's only fair for me to know yours am I not right?"

The female smiled at his response. "Y/n, Y/n L/n.." Sae just stood there trying to process the name in his head. "Alright thank you.." "No problem..I'll be looking forward to meet you again!"

Sae went out of the store and went into the car where his driver was waiting for him. Sae looked at the view at his window and silently mumbled something that only he could hear to himself, "Yeah there's no doubt you won't see me again.."

𝗕𝗢𝗡𝗨𝗦:

"Ooh nice choice of flowers you chose there sir!" His manager stated. Sae looked at him confused. "I didn't choose this, the florist did..why is it a good choice?"

The manager smiled at him. "Well each flower she chose has meanings to it.." "care to explain what you mean by that?"

"Well you see..it's called flower language,"

"the flowers she chose has a specific meaning to it..

Yellow roses means enthusiasm and friendship

Carnations means gratitude

And the last bouquet of flowers she had chose for you

Are orchids which symbolize love, strength, luxury and beauty

Does that make any sense?"

That moment Sae swore to himself that he will try to learn flower language..

How was it? I didn't double check it since uhm well I'm quite lazy. I might make a part 2 for this if necessary. This was made just to clear my mind of the request I had since..well I don't know how to start it since I have little knowledge about it (╥﹏╥) but like I said I will try to write it...if I can manage.

Hope you enjoy :D

Good day~ could you do something for sae itoshi? i wonder how he will react to seeing his shy s/o dancing and having a concert around their shared house, just being the exact opposite of the shy type, and when he asks why they just go on saying that he might hate that side of them so that's why they act shy instead. I hope this didn't confuse you! thank you anyway!!

𝕀𝕥𝕠𝕤𝕙𝕚 𝕊𝕒𝕖 𝕩 𝕤𝕙𝕪! 𝕤/𝕠

𝘈𝘢𝘢𝘩 𝘐 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘚𝘢𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘴, 𝘣𝘳𝘰’𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘐’𝘮 𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘰𝘶𝘴.

𝘐 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘐 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺𝘦𝘥.

𝘐 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘳𝘢𝘸 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘐’𝘭𝘭 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘯 :)

ｗｏｒｄ　ｃｏｕｎｔ：　１１５６ ｇｅｎｒｅ：　ｆｌｕｆｆ　＋　ａ　ｌｉｔｔｌｅ　ａｎｇｓｔ

ｔｗ： ｍｉｓｓｃｏｍｕｎｉｃａｔｉｏｎ， ｃｕｒｓｉｎｇ

Sae is the picture-perfect guy anyone would dream of. With long eyelashes framing his piercing gaze, sharp jawline, athletic body and cold demeanor to match his beauty, he is on the highest pedestal: unreachable. How you got under his skin is still a mystery in your mind. Even though you moved in together, you still sometimes struggle with this dilemma. You have the tendency to refrain yourself, despite the effort you put in staying as genuine as possible. It’s never with bad intention, probably in your subconsciousness you feel the need to match to your boyfriend, and as long as he doesn’t complain, things should stay like this. Afterall, he chose you, right? His shy and tame girlfriend who is always so sweet to him.

You picked Thursday as your cleaning day. Usually, Sae has his hands full on that day of the week, so you don’t mind doing the household chores once a week. He is fantastic at football, but just as disastrous with a broom in his hands. Since you enjoy cleaning by yourself, you rid him of these responsibilities.

The sun shining through the window woke you up to a new day: a Thursday. You stretched in the empty bed, checking the time. Your boyfriend has a tight schedule that starts early in the morning with a run, followed by hours of practice. You have the whole day to yourself. With a skip in your step, you made your way to the bathroom to start the day. Throwing on his shirt after a refreshing shower, you did your morning routine before proceeding with the day’s chores. You turned on the speaker to put some music as background noise, turning it as loud as respectfully possible. Subconsciously, your started tapping your foot to the beat, gradually starting to sway you hips to the rhythm. Without realizing, you were soon holding an entire concert, arms gesticulating, lips following the lyrics religiously, using whatever you had in hand as a microphone. You didn’t care, who was here to watch anyway?

Holding the mop as your dance partner, you swiped the floor in sync with your moves. Spinning around, you dropped it in an instant with a panicked shriek as you saw who was witnessing your show out of nowhere.

“You’re early”, you said, trying to sound as composed as possible, which came out as a stutter. Sae was leaning on the doorframe, little smile on his face, studying your figure as you stood frozen as a deer caught in headlights. “Yeah, I’m free today, so I went for the morning run. I also went to the café down the street and bought you coffee. It’s still hot so be careful.”

You thank him, taking a sip out of the beverage, placing it down on the table to continue awkwardly moping the floor. You closed the music that was playing. “Why did you stop? Looked like you were having a good time.”, his sentence caught you by surprise. “What are your plans for today?”, you brushed off his question with one of your own. “I was hoping to spend the day home with you. If you want to go on a date though I don’t mind.”

You agreed to his plan, quickly finishing with the task at hand so you can enjoy your coffee. You took a sit next to him on the couch, beverage in hand, trying to rid yourself of the embarrassment that lingered. “Does it bother you that I’m here?”, the phrase took you by surprise, making you choke on the drink. After a few coughs, you managed to answer “Why would you think that? I should be the one asking that.”

Sae didn’t mean to sneak up on you back then. His curiosity got the best of him when he entered the house to the loud music. He was surprised to see you dancing around in his shirt while being preoccupied with chores. You were so in the moment you didn’t even notice him leaning on the doorframe, admiring your good energy. It made him feel giddy inside.

“You seemed to be enjoying yourself, but stopped when you noticed me. I never knew you had a side like this.”, the moment you heard his explanation, you started apologizing profusely, trying to find reason to your actions, as if you did something wrong. “This is a shit apology.”, his words hit you like a truck. Your shoulders slouched, eyes averting him. “Don’t make that face. You don’t need to explain anything, why are you even sorry in the first place?”, at your silence, he continued, “you know, sometimes I could see something was off, like you were trying to restrain yourself. I don’t understand why you would hide from me of all people.”

You let out a long sigh, finding the courage to give him an explanation. “The truth is, I am kinda scared. Not of you, of course, it’s just that… you’re so cool, and serious, I thought that you’d be displeased by my random bursts of energy. I know I can be annoying, you come home tired, and I really didn’t want to bother you.”, at this point, you didn’t know how to put your thoughts in words anymore.

“We’re not at that point in the relationship where you have a crush on me and want to be up to my standards. We’re sharing a house. Grow up, (y/n), we’re not in high school anymore.”, his blunt words brought tears in the corners of your eyes, that were threatening to spill. He took a moment, sighing.

“I don’t hate this side of you. Afterall, it’s part of you. To be honest, I enjoyed watching you vibe around the house. You looked like yourself the most.”, at his words, a tear rolled down your cheek in relief. You punched his side jokingly. “You should just say you love me, a**hole! What kind of pervert creeps up out of nowhere like this? Creep!!”, you said, earning a grumble from him.

You laughed at his displeasure. All your walls were down now, there was nothing to hide. “Let me join, then.”, he got up offering a hand for you to stand. Taking it, he pulled you close, swaying your bodies left and right. The moment was ridiculous, but with no music in the background, you hummed a phony rhythm out of context. You wanted to laugh at his clumsy moves, but your heart felt so full you just smiled, reaching up to place a kiss on his lips. “Thank you”, you mumbled against him, enjoying the moment. “What are you even thanking me for? Jeez, you’re so lukewarm.”

You bit his lip in protest, giving him a nasty look. You remembered those days in high-school, before you even dated, when he used to reject every confession he received. You don’t know how you got here, but it doesn’t bother you anymore. You’re working on it.

𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝒾𝓃𝑔! :)

𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐃 | 𝗜𝗧𝗢𝗦𝗛𝗜 𝗦𝗔𝗘

𝗧𝗪 : 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘴𝘵 , 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵 𝘯𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵 , 𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘢𝘶𝘭𝘵 , 𝘴𝘦𝘹𝘶𝘢𝘭 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 , 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘥 , 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩. 𝙈𝙄𝙉𝙊𝙍𝙎 𝘿𝙉𝙄

This is an x fem! Reader

[𝙢𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩]

Being Itoshi Sae’s girlfriend isn’t easy, even though your relationship wasn’t released in public, you both still have to be very careful whenever you see each other.

The two of you were childhood friends, your each other’s first crush, first love, and will probably be the last. You two love each other uncontrollably, and that alone assures you that nothing bad will happen.

Sure there are always those times where your mind wanders around the endless possibilities of Sae finding another girl who’s MUCH better than you, someone MORE pretty than you, someone that is MORE capable than you, but whenever you get consumed with those thoughts he would wrap his arms around you and whisper sweet nothings to calm you down.

That reassures you no matter what.

But there was a secret in your life that you’ve always wanted to tell him. A secret, that might change his point of view about you, a secret that was hidden under your smile. And the secret you’ve been enduring for the years that Sae wasn’t on your side.

Your father has been assaulting you.

Day by day, you would always hope that you can say those things to him, but whenever you see his face you couldn’t muster to ever let him know anything about it. You didn’t want to see the look of disgust from his eyes. You would endure any pain and wait for him to return to your embrace once more.

Because he promised. He promised that you were the only one.

So why?

Why was the internet going crazy with the news of him dating a celebrity? Why was he holding her by the waist so dearly? Why was he looking at her with those eyes? Why… Why is he acting like you never existed?

You desperately wanted to cry, scream. Why did he lie? Weren’t you good enough? Why did he break his promise? Those thoughts circulating your brain consumed your thoughts not realizing that your father have laid down behind you caressing your bare things before peppering kisses in your neck “why so sad baby?” his voice cut you off of your trance as you flinch ready to push him off of you “p-please stop—”

Your voice was muffled by his huge hands pinning your arms on top of your head watching as you desperately trash around to fight back with his actions. But who are you joking with? He was much much much powerful than you. He easily overpowered you just like the other times he had ever done, that night you cried for help feeling your heartbreak from two different meanings.

“I TOLD YOU I NEVER WANTED TO DO THIS!” Sae shouted in frustration throwing the article on his manager’s table “Sae-kun, please understand why we’re doing this… .” the fat old man smiled “it’s for your good, so endure it for a month more before going back to Japan.” he patted his shoulder in which the male shook off with a glare “if this shit continues I’m going to burn you down to the ground.”

He slammed the door close ignoring the people who looked at his way before running towards his room and tried calling you. After two or three rings, your voice welcomed him with a soft ‘hello’ making him smile “ hello Y/n, how are you? ”

You tried your hardest to ignore the throbbing pain from your lower region as you laid on the ground holding your stomach that has been punched because of disobeying your father’s orders “I— I-I’m fine Sae-kun… How are you? I-it seems like Y-you’re v-v-very busy” he flinched at the inquiry “I was hoping that you’d never have to hear the news.”

Sae grumbled profanities under his breath “I’m sorry Y/n, but I have to agree with this deal. Just for a month, please, allow me to pretend just for a month, after that I will tell everyone that I’m yours” you could hear the desperate tone o his voice letting you know that he was apologetic and that he didn’t have a choice “a-a month… .” you trailed off looking at the bruises in your body “so I have to endure it for a month longer”

You whispered to yourself “I’m sorry did you say something?” your boyfriend asked which you hummed “no, it’s nothing. I-I wasn’t expecting you to c-call me actually.” you heard some rustling on the other side “what do you mean?”

“I-I just thought that you found someone better than me. .  .” Sae felt his chest tighten before hearing you continue “I mean I wasn’t even gonna get mad… But sometimes, I wish you were by my side.” you mindlessly let your moth say what you wanted as you panic once realizing what you have said “I-I mean— no I— I didn’t mean to be selfish! I was just—” you took a deep breath before feeling tears well up from your eyes “I wish to hug you again.”

Sae’s heart broke hearing you sob conveying your sincere wish. He knows he wasn’t the perfect boyfriend, he’s lacking in so many ways, but he was beyond lucky to have found such an amazing person like you who has always understood the situation and forgive his mistakes no matter what it was.

But he couldn’t bear to see you crumble because of him. You were far too precious to ever cry because of him. “Hey, Y/N. Do you want to celebrate your birthday with me?” he heard you stop for a moment “w-wha— how?” he chuckled softly already imagining your cute confused face “I will force my management to let me go back there and we’ll spend the whole day together.”

Your heart raced at the loving tone of his voice “a-are you sure?” you asked happily but slightly hesitant “of course, so until then. Please pretend that I’m by your side.”

You were ecstatic, finally, the whole month’s wait was over. You happily checked yourself out in your mirror fixing your dress, luckily your father hasn’t been home for two weeks and you took advantage of it for your body to heal and cover up all the traces of abuse. “I hope he likes my dress” he smiled remembering it to be the gift from him for your 2nd anniversary.

It was a beautiful sundress decorated with teal flowers and maroon fabric. It reminds you of him, the color palette is just like him. You stopped admiring yourself when you caught a glimpse of the clock “oh, Sae-kun will be there in 30 minutes” you gave yourself one last look before running out of your house and into the shrine you both always go.

“I can’t wait for him to get here.”

His fist was clenched rightly finding the whole ordeal irritating “Hey Sae-kun since we’re facing how about spending the whole day exploring Japan together?” the bitch— his supposed-to-be girlfriend clung into his arms as they both walk out of the airport.

He didn’t know that she will accompany him back to Japan and most of all that there were so many reporters waiting for them at the entrance.“ no, I have plans for today you can take anyone with you but not me” he coldly brushed her off before picking his phone to check on the time. But before he could dial your number to inform you that he was on his way, he heard a loud thud from behind him.

“OH MY GOD ARE YOU OKAY?!” his girlfriend’s manager ran towards the girl who fell off of the stairs “Sae-kun! Can you please help me out? She needs to get treated right away” the teal eyed make couldn’t be bothered, but he knows that he’d get in trouble if any news of his girlfriend getting hurt to get in the news.

Scooping her in his arms, Sae speed-walked through the exit ignoring the teasing remarks and cameras flashing to capture the moment. His brows were furrowed and everyone thought that it was because he was worried, but they didn’t know that you were the only thing that played through his head and praying that they’d get to the hospital faster.

“hmmm, he’s a little late,” you mumbled checking your watch once again before looking at the already darkening sky. You’ve been waiting for about 3 hours now and yet you haven’t heard anything from him. “well who cares as long as he doesn’t forget about my birthday” your smile still wasn’t wiped off of your face before a notification popped into your phone. You hurriedly opened your phone hoping that it was Sae, but what you saw made your heart stop.

“can you hurry up and finish already? I have somewhere to go” Sae glared at the doctor who’s fixing a simple sprain for about 3 hours now, he wanted to get the hell out of the room and fo to you, but he was getting held back by the bitch who wouldn’t stop whining that it hurts “please wait a moment, I need to give her some antibiotics first and after that, you may leave” he clicked his tongue before letting the doctor go away.

He sat there without even paying attention to the girl “is it more important than me?” she mumbled lowly while Sae scoffed “it’s a hundred times more important than you. I would have cared less if you died falling off of that stairs. I’m better off without this stupid relationship or whatever.” he saw her trying to walk towards him and ended up stumbling landing in his embrace as they crash into the ground.

“ WHAT THE—"Sae pushed her off of him quickly wiping his lips that went in contact with hers” WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU’RE DOING?! “ he glared sharply at the girl who grinned victoriously before showing him her phone with the newly published article” I gave them a show they wanted to see “  it was a picture of them kissing just moments ago.

'famous soccer player Itoshi Sae caught kissing his girlfriend after getting injured falling from the stairs’

Y/n felt stupid. She walked under the rain letting her whole body get drenched with the cold mid-autumn rain. She may have looked stupid from the passes but it was the only solution to hide her tears.

The creaking sound of the door shifted their attention to you as you lowered your head to a bow greeting them nervously "well you got yourself a beautiful daughter my friend” one of them commented while the others shamelessly stared at your drenched figure “can I have a piece?” that comment made her freeze staring at your father begging him not to do anything rash “of course, she’s all yours.”

Your breath got caught on your throat when two of his friends made their way to you wearing a sinister grin. Your breath quickened and with all your strength pushed them away before running to your room locking the door preventing anyone to get in.

“YOU BITCH OPEN THIS DOOR!”

That was the headline that was currently trending on the internet. She couldn’t even get herself to read the comments knowing that they were in full support with their supposed relationship and decided to just go home and pretend nothing ever happened, well that was what he was planning to do. But upon opening the door to your house, she was greeted by her father and his friends drinking alcohol and was laughing it themselves.

You flinch with each bang in your door as you shakily dialed Sae’s number “hello?” a woman answered the phone you didn’t even care if it was the girl you just wanted to ask for help and get this over with. You couldn’t even remember what was coming out of your mouth as you sobbed and begged for help, but it was futile. The door stood no chance to their assaults and was broken down revealing five furious men who immediately drag you out of the room and towards your pending doom.

Ah… . You were gonna die this time. You couldn’t even remember how many times they took turns with you, how many times they punched you for fighting back. Your whole body hurts just by even breathing and staying alive. Both of your upper and lower regions were bleeding as you lay there lifelessly hearing muffled waves of laughter from these demons.

How long will this torture last? It would have been better to have given up, all of your cries for help were unheard, and thought that you were dying and hallucinating that a pair of teal eyes were looking at you with tears gathering in their waterline. You must have been hallucinating about hearing grutal groans and gunshots being fired on the back, and you were probably hallucinating about feeling yourself get embraced by a warm hand.

You let out one last smile as you caressed the person’s cheeks wiping away their tears, you must have been hallucinating thinking that he was Sae, and you thanked him for at least coming even if it was too late. With your final breath, you shakily held his hands “I love you Sae-kun.”

Sae remembers that day vividly. The day where he saw Rin cry punching him with his bloody fist “ITS YOUR FUCKING FAULT! YOU PROMISED YOU’D PROTECT HER AND WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO?!” despite the desperate call from their mother and father, Rin didn’t stop his anger to flow letting his brother realize what he had done wrong.

“WHERE WERE YOU WHEN SHE WAS CRYING FOR HELP?! HUH?!” he snarled looking at his brother’s blank eyes “SHE WAS CALLING FOR YOUR NAME FOR FUCKS SAKE! AND WHERE WERE YOU?! HUH?! YOU CAN’T EVEN KEEP YOUR PROMISE, YOU BASTARD!”

At that very moment, Sae didn’t feel the pain of being beaten up half to death, he couldn’t feel anything other than the ringing in his ears and the disbelief written in his face.

You left him behind.

He wanted to pretend that it was just a dream, but your altar that was filled with white flowers was the painful reminder that it was all too real.

Even after your funeral, Sae couldn’t believe that you were gone. Every night he was hunted by your screams of help preventing him to get a wink of sleep. Rin didn’t hold back and let him feel the pain that you had gone through explaining what happened that day with every single painful detail that slowly drives him insane.

You were gone.

“did you know she was so happy?”

“she was screaming for your name not knowing that I was the one who picked her to call up”

“she was looking for you brother…”

“she said she loves you”

“and I know you love her too.”

Sae laughed at his misery covering his swollen eyes with his arms. After your death, Itoshi Sae decides to take a small hiatus from playing soccer. The reason as to why? It doesn’t matter to him anymore.

Without you cheering by his side everything feels useless. Without you smiling down at him, everything seems dark. Without you calling out his name, everything sounds loud. Without you wiping his tears away he feels like he would drown.

He wanted to end it and quit it altogether. He does. But he knows that you would get angry if ever he would give up on his dreams just because of you. So for now, all he could do was pretend.

Pretend that it never hurt.