So.... BSD Chapter 117.....

So.... BSD Chapter 117.....

NOOOOOooooOOOO- I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST NO MAIN CHARACTER WOULD DIE IN BSD UNLIKE JKKkkkkkk—

But also... :D

DAMN GOOD FREAKING STUFF—

Ahem, big spoilers under the cut ofc- (If I didn't already ruin that—

Here are some quick thoughts about the new chapter, 'cause I saw someone do it and now I wanna do it too. Let's all suffer and glee together.

*SNIFF*

This is my first time reading a chapter the DAY it comes out and DAMN I got a FULL-SERVED PLATE With Anguish, Excitement, Undefined feelings, and just.. other feelings, as well, served dangerously close AND MIXED together.......

✨✨✨✨✨🥹🫠

The whole thing about Aya and Bram is just so Heart aching and Beautiful..!！!!！

The fact that Aya did exactly what Bram's daughter had promised him, And that he then called her, his daughter.

The meaning of what he said... ”YOU，YOURSELF，MUST BECOME THE KNIGHT.“

SO BEATIFULLLL✨✨✨😭

And This.... JUST THISSS

Why does it always hurt so much more when there is a promise like this in a flashback right when a character dies.

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AND THE FREACKING FACT THAT BRAM SAW HIS DAUGHTER AND LIKELY THE MOTHER AS HE DIED ...!!!!

That did actually make me feel better.

Sniff.....

"The first time" he died, I was definitely in the classic denial- you all know it- But this time I can accept it.

I really appreciate Aya and Bram got this talk, and that we got to see Bram go off like that. And like I have already seen some people mention, I agree that it's a good thing Bram really died.

Please don't come at me as well—

I am definitely not an enjoyer of character deaths, and in most cases, no- just all cases, I would just want to get them back, Don't get me wrong I REALLY hoped Bram would come back..!

But I also agree that sometimes, making a character die some kind of big death, （maybe self-sacrifice for example）and then just bringing them back without anything to it can be a bit - Unforfillling no matter how happy it may be they came back.

And now when Bram did die,

And since he got such a nice ending, talking to Aya and seeing his daughter, and wife(?) I can live with this. I wouldn't complain if he came back though- NO- I mean- He deserves his happy ending- If you could call it that given the circumstances.

Point being, GOOD DAMN WRITING AS ALWAYS ASAGIRI!!!✨✨✨✨

But...

BUT THAT CERTAINLY IS NOT THE CASE FOR KUNIKIDA RIGHT NOW ASAGIRI I AM IN DENIAL—

WHICHEVER GODS YOU BELIEVE IN DOSTOEVSKY I HOPE THEY DON'T LIKE YOU...!

I can see Bram, but I did NOT expect Asagiri to do this to a main character like him- Kunikida was never really a character I looked that much into, but to you who did- I can imagine the self-denial must have hit HARD some places on earth right now.....

No- I REALLY LIKE HIM TOO WHO AM I KIDDING, I guess I'm just not crying as hard as I would if it was Chuuya or Dazai for example- Oh Dazai.

I am genuinely scared to see how he will react to Kunikida's death. They are close. We all know Dazai likes to annoy those close to him.

And the fact he may even blame himself for not figuring it all out sooner... I really hope he and Chuuya stay together for some time..

...Could this be potentially Dazai angst in plain view of everybody? Characters and readers as well? I wanna see both the Agency and Chuuya see him breaking down at some point..

Am I too evil considering the current circumstances-? Okay sorry, maybe not sorry-

....

On one side I really wanna see how well Chuuya would do in a fight against Amenogozen, and on the other, I am scared considering even a character like Kunikida would die. a MAIn-

To be honest, I am genuinely not sure whether or not he is really dead.

The Agency can easily survive a stab to the chest, and that's why this hits harder.

It wasn't the stab wound that killed him, It would have if Yosano hadn't come in time, yes, but that doesn't matter now, because rather it was because of the fact that the stab wound turned him into BUBBLES Amenogozen swallowed, that he died.....

Which makes me wonder.... We don't know anything about those bubbles. What if people who died like that can be brought back if Amenogozen is killed/defeated or something like that?

Maybe Amenogozen can bring them back if it's willing itself?

That may be a little too hopeful, but STILL!

WHAT IS THE DEAL WITH THOSE BUBBLES...!!!!

It sure is damn SURE that we don't know anything about them yet, so I will keep a little hope for now.

And a last thing about Amenogozen, His EYES-

Not alone the fact that meeting his- or its(?) gaze did that, but also the fact that its eyes are shaped like three "parts/spots" considering it is a "Tripartite Fusion" I found that detail pretty awesome..!

ALSO THE FACT THAT A SINGULARITY CAN HAPPEN WITH THREE PARTS AS WELL!!!!

I guess if two things can then why not three but still!! It was a fusion between two Swords and a Human!!! This is really something to behold..!!!

(okay, to be honest, I am still not completely sure of how a normal singularity even works, so please excuse me if I'm wrong, and tell me how it works instead  🥲 ))

Haahhh, Okay let's end this on something happy.

AKUTAGAWA IS BACK BABYYY OH YEAHHHH!!!

THE FREACKING FACT THAT AKUTAGAWA BASICALLY PROMISED BRAM HE WOULD LOOK AFTER AYA—

Someone better do a redraw or coloring of this Panel- Am already heavily considering it myself-

Akutagawa sure has had some serious character development in this story- AND. I. LOVE. ITTTT ！！！！

I could not see him saying that at the start of the story, especially at least to someone he barely knew.

He even said "UNDERSTOOD" As if he not only promised but also, well.. Understood them.

I hope he and Aya actually get some kind of friendship and actually, well, talk, and it isn't just Akutagawa saying this and doing it, but never really speaking with her.

I am a BIG fan of character interaction between big/main characters or characters you like, that you maybe wouldn't normally think about interacting, with or just haven't really interacted with before -Like how I desperately hope Atsushi and Chuuya get to talk, and not just one time, but get some kind of at least somewhat good friendship- THAT WOULD BE AWESOMEEE

I really hope Akutagawa and Aya will talk now as welll!!! I hadn't even imagined this duo before, but I wanna see it!

And also guys, this panel is also stunning, let's all just get that settled.

I LOVE the effect, but it doesn't beat the rendering in Akutagawa's comeback panel

I didn't expect Amenogozen to be able to talk. But ah well... I guess it makes sense. They still have a human body... kinda......

Anyhow, Thanks for reading! I would love to hear some thoughts in the comments, reblogs, or whatever, if you're wanting to share some thoughts about thisss!!

Oi, oi! And one last thing!

This panel:

This.

I find it incredibly Ironic that that even Bram who was called a demon, a devil- Vampires, that usually is the Enemy of god, yet he still refers to the Lord in Heaven himself in his despair.

To refer to god, like this in his despair -even as a vampire- just like any other, really hit me hard. He had feelings just like any other human.

Ofc, he does say it in anger, but a faithful human in this situation could easily have done the same. So whether or not he liked god before or even now, As a vampire, I just thought he wouldn't even mention god in a situation like that. But he did.

Also, both his daughter and likely Wife (or Lover) looked quite human, didn't they?

It's hard to say with the woman, but at least the daughter didn't have pointy ears. So I guess Bram even fell for a Human back in the day， huh?

He was human himself in the past, but he must have already been a vampire at this point. He clearly has those pointy ears and the same looks as present, in the flashback with his daughter.

....Wow.. now that you think about it, his whole story must be incredibly interesting and sad....

Anyhowww, seems I could keep going, so I will wrap it up for now- Like I said, do comment or whatever, with your thoughts!! Would love to discuss this- We have a whole month until the next update guys. Let's get this talk going

Family/Parent Prompts: #1

More prompts because I feel an headaches coming on lol, like always feel free to use these for anything! 

“You’ve got kids?” “So do you.” “What?”

“You’ve given me so many blessings and yet here you are giving me yet another one.”

Person A catching Person B and their kid(s) dancing/playing together.

Person A and Person B taking their kid(s) camping.

Person A hanging out in the nursery thinking about how their going to have a kid.

Person A being extra protective of Person B.

Person A and Person B teaching their kid(s) how to cook

Person A helping their kid(s) with homework.

Person A patching up their kid(s) injury.

Person A and Person B protecting their kid(s)

Person A giving Person B a massage.

Person A painting the nursery while Person B watches.

Person A not being able to stop touching Person B’s belly.

Person A braiding their kid(s) hair

Prompts for a triad as parents?

Person A, B, and C are parents. They each have diffrent names when they care called. (Ex. Mama, mom, mommy. Dad, papa, daddy. Zaza, renny, nibi)

Person A likes to show of their childen like its their most prize possesion (bc they are). They enjoy spoiling them rotten with treats, toys and attention.

When ever their children gets into trouble/is in trouble at school you can see three angry parents storming in. It scares the principle, and they have a reputation of getting their children out of trouble.

Person B has a hard time waking up early in the morning, but they still manage to wake up to bring their children to school.

When ever one of them take their children out it confuses everyone around them because they don't know that their a polyamory family. There has been a time when someone thought that C was kiddnapping them because they (the children) are mostly out with A or B. That lead to an awkward conversation with the police.

Person C is the cook in the house, and they enjoy making meals for their children and their partners. Sometimes, when they are home alone with their child they make sweets with them and eat them together without their partners.

The childen likes to brag about how they have three amazing, sweet, and caring parents. It makes the other children cry because they only have two.

hey guys have you ever heard of platonic parenting?? (when two friends who aren't romantically/sexually involved decide to have and raise a baby)

Kid fic/parent fic dialogue prompts

Couldn't find a list like this so I made it myself lmao (italics are meant to be the kid'z dialogue)

Newborn + just before birth

"I love you, but if this kid gets your hips I will murder you"

"They are so tiny!"

"Can't believe you made this perfect little human"

"Welcome home, little one"

"I will be a good parent to you, even though my own parents sucked. I will not let you go through that."

"It's just you and me against the world, little one."

"We want you to be their godparent."

"I love these baby snuggles"

"They threw up on me!"

"Don't cry baby, [parent] got you."

"You're worth the sleepless nights."

"Stay in bed, you dealt with them for 9 months. Now it's my turn."

"I can't do this alone!"

"Stop calling them your little Stinker" "But they are my little Stinker!"

"Our sweetest little surprise...."

Toddler

"Come on little one, walk over to [parent]!"

"I too want to have a breakdown in the supermarket but your [other parent] told me to get bread fast and we are in a rush darling!"

"Shouldn't you go and play with your friends?" "Want cuddles!"

"With the rate uncles/aunts/grandparents/friends are buying stuff for you, you will be the most spoiled kid ever"

"[Parent], I lost my teddy!"

"Just because they aren't biologically related to you, doesn't mean your [parent] loved you any less"

"I thought I'd lost you..."

"You are just going to stay with [other parent] for a bit, okay?"

"My tummy hurts..."

"....maybe they can stay home one more year" "Darling, its just preschool. They'll just learn how to draw and how to not pee their pants. They'll be fine"

"Don't be scared, I've got you."

"Throw your food around one more time and there will be consequences!"

"[Parent], can we play?" "No baby I need to finish this thing for work."

"What do you want for your birthday, little one?" "Want [parents] to stop fighting."

"[Parent], where are we?" "At the hospital, baby. Its all going to be alright."

Teenager

"You're embarrassing me!"

"I'm so proud of the person you've become!"

"Everyone makes mistakes, it's okay."

"I love you, no matter who you love or who you want to be. I just want you to be happy."

"[Parent]? I could really use a hug right now..."

"How did you grow up so fast? Yesterday you were still my little baby..."

"Stop being so stupid! Can't you see how bad that could have ended if I hadn't been there to save you?"

"Why did you never tell me they were my other parent?"

"Can you come and visit soon? I miss you little one."

"You're going to have (another) sibling."

"They broke up with me, [parent]..."

"Why did you not say you were failing your classes? I can help you."

"Why does my own kid hate me? What did I do wrong?"

"Someone called me saying they are my grandparent." "Don't ever talk to them again, promise me!"

"You are still as cuddly as you were when you were little."

[Parent] is any parental name like mom/dad/baba/moddy/nibi etc

some sibling rivalry prompts

thank you for this beautiful ask :) <3 i tried to make this as accurate as possible as someone with siblings. feel free to use.

baiting them into asking them more questions and it working

^like “yeah… that one question is really hard. it took forever to get the answer…. but i’m glad i did…. sigh. anyway…” “………………. which question?”

“if you come into my room one more them i’m literally going to beat you up.”

“have you seen my notes?” “why would i steal your notes when i’m literally smarter than you.”

“it’s exhausting being around you.” “do you mean that?” “stop making me feel bad omg. fine i take it back.”

“i’m gonna kill you.” “MOM!”

one sibling whose love language is touch and words of affirmation and the other literally cringes at touch

“i love you, you know.” “blegh.” and the other one is holding their collar aggressively like “SAY IT BACK.”

“i always felt like i was being compared to you, you know? i thought i needed to be better.”

older x younger sibling

^ the older one always like “grow up” and the younger is like “you’re literally pushing retirement please leave me alone.”

“i am not your competition.” “then why are you acting like it?”

and i’d like to add that siblings are siblings no matter how old. there no expiration date for tattling and being immature when it comes to sibling bonds

when they finally grow and mature in a sense that they can communicate way better and talk things out

PSA to everyone writing siblings; no one refers to their siblings as “big bro/little bro.” please don’t do it.