Whumptober Day 15: Suppressed Suffering (Phantom Thieves X Reader)

🎃Whumptober Day 15: Suppressed Suffering (Phantom Thieves x Reader)🎃

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Ever since you left the group chat, you had just been avoiding them even more. At first you didn't mind it, but you begin to feel a little bit more lonely. You are not sure why, considering that you had been lonely like this before. Maybe you missed them or it could be something else. You did lose a good amount of friends, but oh well...You can make new ones and it happens from time to time. It ain't new.

Since you don't have anyone to hang out anymore, you decide to do something a little productive. Just to figure out on what they hell to do in the future. You got to be honest, you are a little jealous of your friends. It looks like they already figure out what to do in their lives.

Ren Amamiya, albeit quiet at times and doesn't talk about what to do in his life, is pretty much perfect so it won't be a surprise if he lands a career that he likes and get a good salary.

Ryuji Sakamoto will probably get a career that is sport related.

Ann Takamaki already has a modeling career plus she is very caring, so that will help out as well.

Yusuke Kitagawa's future is self-explanatory. Though, his finances will probably stay the same.

Makoto Niijima is very intelligent, and with the help of her sister she could probably get any job she wants. Maybe she even wants to follow in her sister's footsteps.

Futuba Sakura, while she have troubles socially, is also extremity tech savvy. It won't be a surprise if she decides to work remotely.

Haru Okumura is already wealthy. She could just sit around and do nothing while she gains more wealth. But she isn't like that, she wants to help out with her business by making a small café chain.

And you...well, you are one of the unlucky ones. Maybe not as unlucky as others, but you certainly do wish you have something like your old friends. You are averagely smart, your talent is mediocre compared to others, you are just someone in a middle class. It feels wrong to feel jealous, but you just can't help it. Since your friends did just hang out without you, you do feel like someone who isn't worthy enough to hang out with such extraordinary talents.

But you shouldn't think about that right now. Your parents are kinda pressuring you to think on what to pick your career. You don't want to be a burden to your parents and to society, even though society probably won't care about you, so you decide to do some research on other careers. You had to choose a career carefully, because your parents won't let you change your major if you decide you don't like it. Hopefully the job you got won't give you a death wise and hope that you rather die in a car crash every time you go to work.

...

...Maybe you shouldn't think that. Maybe it would be all right in the end, right?

...

Maybe you should stop thinking positively to avoid disappointment in yourself and in the future.

Can i request izuru with an s/o that is sleep deprived and helps them get back to their regular sleeping schedule?

- hex anon

Need to Sleep (Izuru Kamukura x Sleep Deprived! Reader)

Your wrist twist and turns as the gadget in front of you is sitting idly. The smell of metal fills up the room as you tiredly wipe the sweat off your face. This has been happening every day, and every night. Since you have been working with Junko Enoshima, she has made you up late to make some gadgets for them. You can feel your back aches as you have been hunched over for many hours. You felt eyes stare at you, so you turn around to see the infamous Kamukura. He always seems to stare at you at random times, ever since Junko broke him out. He freaked you out due to his abilities, but you have gotten more relax when you don't do anything that can harm you. Not yet at least. You turn back around at your work as you grab another tool. You only work on the gadget for a few seconds until you felt a hand placed on your shoulder, you swing your tool towards the owner of the hand only to be grabbed by the wrist. You look over to see Kamukura. You shrink in your seat, mumbling a 'sorry' as you move your wrist towards you when he let go.

"You should sleep."

"Sorry I can't. Have to finish this before Enoshima gets upset." You continue to work as you talk to him, resisting the urge to yawn.

Kamukura stays silent looking at the gadget you were making. After some time he finally responded, "I can finish that for you."

You turn to look at him, "You don't have to do that."

Kamukura leans closer to you, "You being sleep deprived will affect your work."

He was right... You set the tools down and fully turn to look at him, "Well, Enoshima wanted specifically me to do the work. Probably so you can be not occupied in case she needs you for something or whatever."

"We can take turns. You can work at daytime, and I can work at night time.

You sigh, "If that is what you want..." You stand up and taking off the gloves that you have. "Just wake me up if Enoshima comes around." You went to your bed that was in the room and lie down on it, your back finally feeling some relief from being hunched over for so long. You pull the blankets over yourself and rolled over to look at the wall so they light didn't hit your face. It was only a few seconds with the occasionally tools hit the metal of the gadget from Kamukura that you fell asleep.

This went on for a couple of weeks, there were only a few times Kamukura woke you up when Enoshima was about to walk in to the room leaving you look like a zombie begging to rest again. Luckily for you, this fixed your sleep schedule and you were able to work a little more efficient during the day time. You didn't really comment on the fixed sleep schedule as you know that it will be ruined soon. Everytime you look at Kamukura, he seems pleased? It was hard to tell since he always have an emotionless face. Maybe it was just an aura that he gave. Anyhow, your sleep schedule is fixed. Kamukura is pleased? Enoshima is causing havoc as always. Ikusaba...well she follows Enoshima around so she is happy?

Either way, you are waiting for shit to hit the fan. And you are hoping Kamukura is around to fix you sleep schedule again when that happen.

🎃Whumptober Day 10: Miscommunication

(Phantom Thieves x Reader)🎃

Part 1

It has been a few days since you last talk to your friends. You did what you told yourself to do and you left them alone. They didn't notice at first, as you expected, but they slowly start to notice. They were unable to talk to you in person due to you avoiding them in person, so they resort to texting you. Individually, they texted you if you are doing okay. You responded with a "Yes", "I'm doing good.", etc. After sometime you got a text from the dead group chat that you were in.

Ann: Hey (Y/N), can we talk for a little bit? ㅤㅤ‎(Y/N): Sure Ren: We want to talk to you about you and how you are been acting around us. Makoto: Since we are unable to talk in person we can talk in the group chat unless you want to meet up in person? (Y/N): No no it's fine. (Y/N): It's just that you guys seem a little distant lately. So I thought that it would be better if I just leave you guys alone. Ann: Have we been distant? We're sorry (Y/N) but we have been busy lately. Haru: Our schedules have been awfully full lately. (Y/N): That's fine. I don't want to be pushy. Futuba: You're not being pushy (Y/N). (Y/N): Oh, my bad. Ryuji: No worries dude, we can hang out if we have the time. (Y/N): 👍 Alright I can wait. Yusuke: Maybe we can go visit an art museum? Ryuji: Nah let's go to somewhere that is a little more fun. (Y/N): As long as it is fun, we can do that.

After a few minutes the chat soon died down. As you placed your phone down, you thought to yourself.

Maybe I overreacted. I always overreacted. Why was I worried? You thought to yourself. You then got a text message for the same group chat.

Ryuji: Whew! Thought they would be suspicious about our secret meetings. Ren: ... Makoto: ... Yusuke:... Haru: ... Ann: RYUJI!!! Futuba: Damn it Ryuji... (Y/N): Oh...alright then. lol. Ann: WAIT (Y/N)!

(Y/N) left the group chat

I guess I was wrong.

Whumptober 2023 (Not Completed)

Panic (Persona 3)

The Don't Care About You (Phantom Thieves x Reader)

Journal (SMT IV:A x Reader)

"You in There?" (Kris Dreemurr x Reader)

Betrayal + Reluctant Whumper (Goro Akechi x Reader)

Should Have Been Me (Celestia Ludenberg x Reader)

"Can You Hear Me?" (Minato Arisato/Makoto Yuki x Reader)

"It's All For Nothing." (SMT IV:A x Reader)

"You're A Liar." (Nagito Komaeda x Reader)

Miscommunication (Phantom Thieves x Reader)

Aftermath of Failure (Ultra Despair Girls)

Insomnia (Akira Kurusu/Ren Amamiya x Reader)

"I Don't Feel So Good." (Minato Arisato/Makoto x Reader)

"Just Hold On." (Yu Narukami x Reader)

Suppressed Suffering (Phantom Thieves x Reader)

My fic just have like three thumbtacks hammered into the wall while all holding a flimsy string

Some writers: *meticulously plan out every plot point and the tone and meanings before they start writing*

Me:

🎃Whumptober Day 14: "Just hold on." (Yu Narukami x Reader)🎃

Spoilers: Final boss fight

You stand in front of Narukami, who was laying on the ground. The area that you two both are in is filled with fog. It seems like this is the end. Izanami is far too strong for us. But you know that Narukami, and he is going to overcome that struggle. He just needs that little pick me up right now. You kneel down, "C'mon Yu...I know you can do it. You were able to save your friends and Nanako. You are the most powerful member. Probably because you can wield multiple personas." You softly chuckled, "You helped so many people, including me. You've helped me to being more comfortable on talking to other people and to accept myself on who I am and not to be ashamed of myself. I am sure that other people who you helped are cheering you on right now." You stand up, and you smile,"Besides, I know you are too determined to lose. Remember Yu, I believe in you. I love you and...

just hold on..."