I Don't Know Why. (I Do Know Why, Its Just. Hard.) But The Last Few Days Have Been... Fucking Awful.

I don't know why. (I do know why, its just. hard.) But the last few days have been... fucking awful. I'm going to do my absolute best to deliver these kinktober posts to you guys on time and have them written as well as possible. But please understand that if they're poorly written, there's mistakes, or they're not the most hardcore throat bulging smut you've ever read -- its because I'm struggling. love you all, thank you for being patient.

okay sudden update im regretting doing kinktober all of a sudden bc im getting real insecure real fast

Be sure to stay tuned for next week’s Kinktober posts on Wednesday and Friday, those being Virgin!Binnie & Ghostface!Hyunjin !!

In the meantime, is there any small drabbles you guys want me to write? I’m open to taking short requests!

The way i can see virgin hyunjin and minho both lowkey like ..... bullying (?) Experienced reader? Like kind of guilting her. Minho would do it in a teasing way, mainly to bait her into showing her full devotion to him.. but i can honestly see hyune getting toxic w it 💀❤️‍🔥 like a "i waited for you but you didnt wait for me" kind of thing and him being a clingy miserable mess who needs constant reassurance and holds it over her head (oohhhh the way hyune would go from crying fake tears to tearing her apart in the bedroom ... hard dom jinnie 🤤) delusional hyune beloved

Yeah - I can see that happening.

Feel like I can see Minho teasing you by saying, "You liked other guys before me - how do I know you're not just gonna move on if you don't like my dick when the time comes? Huh?" but he'll be giggling while he says it because to him, it's all good fun. He teases everyone because he's an actual menace -

But Hyunjin,

Keeping the smut aside, I do think he can go a little too far with it. Saying shit like, "Don't know why I bothered getting with someone who couldn't wait because they were desperate." and "You're greedy. You just couldn't wait to do it 'til you found the one person you want to spend your life with."

Which makes you feel fucking awful. (I mean I know I'd feel like shit if someone acted that way towards me.) But in turn, he feels bad too. Sometimes his teasing goes too far and it gets personal for him - which he then takes out on you. And then you cry, you two kiss and make up, and then its a constant repeat of him getting insecure because he's afraid he won't be what you like in the long run.

(But for the smut,,, yes. He's got legit nothing to be insecure of because A) I know he's packing at least 7 inches I've seen it w/ my eyes, and B) He's a BEAST in the bedroom. So yes, he ruins you. and you ruin him. And he's literal perfection. I take no criticism.

I just know Felix is doing 3 different hair masks a day trying to keep himself from balding rn

I cant believe im finally sending this ask because i was hypnotized by ur pfp for the last 10 mins and omgggg that virgin minho is making me really really REALLLLLY look forward to Wednesday when we get to see virgin bin 😫 HOWEVER.... im trusting u with this thought bc,, i need u to see the vision......

Virgin skz ....

Chan: absolutely admits outloud that hes a virgin and is proud abt it 💀 u gotta suck his dick behind the bleachers rq

Min: u already wrote him but hes so hooooot

Bin: coming soon 👀

I feel like hyune is the type to wait for his 'true love' and make it all sweet and soft and then the second time u have sex hes fucking like a porn star bc hes pent up 😭. Han is shy and nervous but he wont. Stop. Staring. At you like fr and its a sexy stare too gdjsjjs. I think u alr wrote virgin lix and it was 💯 fr. Virgin mong mong.... listen he acts like hes not a virgin but u know its a straight up lie bc hes shaking when u so much as brush his arm 😭. Omg and innie....confident virgin. U try to make fun of him for it and hes like "oh yeah? Well i wont be one if u just fuck me already" LIKE BOYYYY

im handing the mic over tho,, what do u thing abt virgin skz 👀 🎤

okay lots to unpack here hehe - first off, isn't my pfp so sexy? (it gets a lot less sexy when u click my profile and it says googey under it LOLOL)

second - ty for trusting me w this thought omgggg!! okay lemme write out some lil blurbs for the boys...

virgin!chan : absolutely not ashamed of it. genuinely think he would be the type to be like "yeah im a virgin, what about it" like he doesn't think its a big deal, he doesn't get why people feel ashamed or pressured into having sex at a younger age. he also doesn't really get why being labeled a virgin is a bad thing. it's just a word. (but like he will absolutely get sooooo shy when he asks you to suck his dick for the first time)

virgin!minho : just wrote it but I wanted to add that I think he hides his virginity by being so openly touchy w you like he CANNOT keep his hands off your waist honey sorry not sorry.

virgin!binnie : can't spoil anything bc I'm writing him Wednesday but I will let you in on a little secret : he's a whimperer.

virgin!hyunjin : he absolutely will wait for the one. like he genuinely wholeheartedly believes in true love and he wants to wait til he finds that person to do anything, and he's like. not ashamed of it either. he's never felt pressured to do it before or felt guilty for not being experienced. he's just excited for that day to come, whenever it comes.

virgin!jisung : I think he's such a flustered baby when it comes to you directly confronting him or calling him hot or something. like he'll be practicing choreography and you'll go "ooooh, jisuuuung~" while fanning yourself and he'll have to step out because he can't breathe from your reaction. but the staring? oh absolutely, babe. he's got a bad habit of like. sitting and staring at you while you're talking with the group. but the longer he stares, his head starts to tip down and his eyes get a bit dark, and he's staring now bc he's imagining what you look like all blushy and sweating and moaning-- (aka horny virgin)

virgin!Felix : yeah p sure I wrote this but one thing to add; I genuinely don't think you would ever be able to tell if lix is a virgin or not because he's a massive fucking loser in a sexy ass body and he's a constant flirt. he makes flirtatious jokes, winks, sticks his tongue out, body rolls, is touchy - he's literally just horny with emotion for everyone so you wouldn't even be able to tell he's never stuck his dick in anything other than his own hand.

virgin!seungmin : oh I have thoughts. I'll make it short but I think Seungmin's the type of virgin to like. not make it known that he's inexperienced but he does get a little shy when the others bring up him being a cutie and being inexperienced and yada yada. but in front of you? he's playing it cool and never bringing it up. also - yes. def the type to get a little shy and flustered any time you touch him. (do you remember that video of Hyunjin getting all shy when (can't remember who it was) the lady touched his arm and he like curled up where he was standing and was all giggly? that type of shy hehehe)

virgin!jeongin : slut. no other words needed.