Okay I Think I Should Sleep Now Its Like 1 Am

Okay I think I should sleep now it’s like 1 am😭

Don’t get me wrong, you are valid I will support and console you but sometimes I’m just so tired because if my friends(who are drop dead gorgeous) constantly complain about not being pretty I just feel like oh so that means I’m uglier cuz according to beauty standards I don’t meet them at all whereas these people do

I’m not desperate but I miss the little things when you have a partner. Like the secret little kisses when no one’s watching, having each other as your wallpaper, doing cute tiktok trends, stealing each others clothes. My last rs was when I was a teen and I’m gonna be 21 in the next few months like…I hope that teen sort of innocence still stays in adult relationships?

Do I make sense😭 idk I just wanna experience TEEN LOVE because all I experienced was TOXICITY but I’m no longer a teen lol

I am having a lesbian identity crises. Sometimes I’m like so femme people think I’m straight and sometimes I straight up dress like a butch

IDK WHAT AM I HELP

No horny asks, then? Oh okay, alright, i'll just go cry in the corner of my room

Anyway I’m going to see if I can go to the spa tmr and try to give myself some love :)