"Would You Rather Be Alone?"

"Would you rather be alone?"

Help me save up enough to move out of an abusive household

Hi, GC here and uhh I’m living in an emotionally and, on some occasions, physically abusive house with an abusive mother and abusive grandparents. My mom refuses to get me any mental or medical help for my mental illness(es)/disorder(s) and dental care. The most she’s done is sign a piece of paper to have a therapist talk to me (the only reason she visits me is because word got out of my suicidal thoughts). Hell, she won’t even get me an antidepressants prescription because I’m “‘too young”’ even after my therapist has recommended them multiple times. My grandparents constantly work me to the bone around the house with little to no pay (if anything all i get is $3-5 for cleaning half the house). My grandma drinks constantly and to some extent, emotionally abuses me. My grandpa calls me names like ‘shithead’, 'piece of shit’, and has made constant jokes about my “'low intelligence”’ and how worthless/useless i am around the house. There have been several times where I’ve even considered suicide because of how they treat me on a daily basis. There’s more things that have been done, but I won’t go into details to keep this post as short as I can.

I’ll be honest, I don’t know most things. I don’t know how to take a driver’s test, buy a house, travel with someone or on my own, or even how to mail packages, mainly because my family neglected to teach me how to do basic things. But I want to learn somehow just to find a way to escape from here.

So here’s the deal. I want out. I’m 17 years old, and at the time of making this post I’m just five months away from becoming a legal adult. Meaning I can hopefully leave and tell my family to go fuck themselves in the process. I’m sorry to beg but in a family that won’t help me learn how to get a job and doesn’t pay me for anything I do on a daily basis, it’s kind of my last resort and at this point I’m so fucking desperate.

I’m putting a paypal link below in case someone out there would wanna drop a few bucks my way. I also take commissions, there’s a link on my blog and also down below as well.

Even if you don’t have any spare cash, just reblogging this post would help. Please, just spread the word if you can… and thank you.

Paypal: paypal.me/maithcop

Commissions

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My Purple, His Blue - Thunderstorm (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/DFuNe3zRSK Tom is acting different lately, and Matt learns that the hard way. But their chemistry is too strong to ignore. Written by Narwitch Proofread by Aphfnaf Cover by LaziLion Updated every Tuesday and Friday

Haven’t posted art in awhile so here’s some of my recent drawings

I was gonna make more, but laziness struck. 😪