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bearzzz4life
4 months ago

‘don’t you want your favourite character to be happy???’ no? i want my favourite character to be interesting. i want me to be happy. which sometimes involves my favourite character being in exquisite agony


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bearzzz4life
4 months ago

Oh my gods not "the clouding of the eyes before death" I never thought about that connection before, it's so poetic!

could you draw Achlys?

Could You Draw Achlys?

I get excited and giddy whenever I get to design any of the daimones, especially Nyx's children or possibly Nyx's children (to my knowledge, there's no source stating Achlys is a child of Nyx, but it assumed to be due due to her nature and domain, the clouding of the eyes before death. I made it a rule for designing Nyx's children that they all have to look abnormal compared to other deities, because my mind always wanders at night and creates the most unsettling creatures, it only makes sense to me that Nyx's children look unsettling, especially when so much of them embody mysterious things).

I didn't want her to be too scary and dark because I didn't want to make death a scary thing (I say as I made The Keres look like absolute nightmares, but you guys don't know about that yet), so I tried giving her some calming aspects to her appearance, like a spill of colors and nice visions seen flashing on her form.

bearzzz4life
4 months ago

@gigizetz part in the live stream was chef's kiss!! Her calypso design has me crine...

Also, Ody getting flashbacks was me during the livestream 🥲

@gigizetz Part In The Live Stream Was Chef's Kiss!! Her Calypso Design Has Me Crine...
bearzzz4life
4 months ago

got called into the living room because "they're talking about something you'll like on tv" and it was a documentary about arsenic poisoning

bearzzz4life
4 months ago

I am a chronic turn signaller. People will be like “there’s no cars around.” Wrong, I’m

1. letting pedestrians know.

2. I’m doing this in case I missed a car or person somewhere, or

2b. I’m gonna be stuck at this intersection til a car or person shows up

3. It makes it a habit

bearzzz4life
4 months ago
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bearzzz4life
4 months ago

You ever feel like everything is going to shit? Like you're drowning and gasping for breath but your lungs just keep filling with water?

But then you talk to that one person who reminds you that yeah, life is pretty simple, and yeah, maybe everything is gonna be okay, and yeah, we might live over an hour away now but I still want to dress up as BBC Ghosts characters with you for halloween


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bearzzz4life
4 months ago

sirius black would NEVER ask an angry girl if it's her time of the month.

he DOES, however, ask his boyfriend and brother constantly, and has been kicked by both for asking

bearzzz4life
4 months ago

Okay but imagine mauraders and slytherins learning the patronus charm and James has his stag and Severus had his doe (for Lily) but James doesn't know it's for Lily and has a crisis thinking Severus is his soul mate and has an absolute meltdown.

bearzzz4life
4 months ago
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Have These Been Done Yet
Have These Been Done Yet
Have These Been Done Yet

have these been done yet

bearzzz4life
4 months ago

just to be clear, if you’re anti-trans, anti-drag, anti-abortion, this isn’t a space for you, leave.

bearzzz4life
4 months ago

OP you can not teehee your way out of this ;-;

...Teehee
...Teehee

...Teehee

bearzzz4life
4 months ago

I need a scene at the end of the Ithaca saga where the royal family is hugging and Athena gets pulled into it like this

I Need A Scene At The End Of The Ithaca Saga Where The Royal Family Is Hugging And Athena Gets Pulled
bearzzz4life
4 months ago
Warrior Penelope Au Because Women In Armor + Holding Swords >>>>

warrior Penelope au because women in armor + holding swords >>>>


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bearzzz4life
4 months ago

OP whyyy, that last blurb has me sobbing ;-; the epic community can't have wholesome things because the fates will always have their way in the end

Decided To Do Something More... Wholesome For The Odyssey/EPIC Community.
Decided To Do Something More... Wholesome For The Odyssey/EPIC Community.
Decided To Do Something More... Wholesome For The Odyssey/EPIC Community.
Decided To Do Something More... Wholesome For The Odyssey/EPIC Community.
Decided To Do Something More... Wholesome For The Odyssey/EPIC Community.
Decided To Do Something More... Wholesome For The Odyssey/EPIC Community.

Decided to do something more... wholesome for the Odyssey/EPIC community.

Thank @melionesnightmares for the idea ^^

bearzzz4life
4 months ago

Oh my god I had this book ;-;

Thanks American Girl!
Thanks American Girl!
Thanks American Girl!
Thanks American Girl!

Thanks American Girl!


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bearzzz4life
4 months ago

there are two wolves inside of me. one is yelling that authors have a duty to accurately depict classical cultures in their retellings and not impose modern expectations onto the stories. the other is yelling for them to completely twist the focus and narratives and morals to better convey the current cultural zeitgeist because reception of myths is not only fascinating but actively creating material for me to study. both wolves are historians.

bearzzz4life
4 months ago
:} Yami And Bo Having A Special Moment (the Lesbianas Guide To Catholic School)

:} yami and bo having a special moment (the lesbianas guide to catholic school)

bearzzz4life
6 months ago

Ever write something and read back later and think damn I didn't realize I traumatized my characters that much, are they ok?? Am I ok???


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bearzzz4life
7 months ago

#not me being double majored in English AND religious studies 👀

bearzzz4life - my blog
bearzzz4life
7 months ago
bearzzz4life - my blog
bearzzz4life
7 months ago
bearzzz4life - my blog
bearzzz4life
7 months ago

Queer 👏 people 👏 are 👏 not 👏 all 👏 fucking 👏 activists 👏

Stop quizzing us on queer history and asking us questions we aren’t qualified to answer about the world and about politics and about our identities

Stop trying to back us into a corner so you can justify your discrimination on the basis that we don’t know what we’re talking about or can’t “defend” ourselves to you

Stop treating every queer person that stands up and says “I want to be treated like a person” as if they’re an activist

Cut that bullshit out

Marginalised people just want to exist and be happy

I don’t know everything, and that doesn’t make me undeserving of your respect or my human rights you fucker

I don’t even owe you the stuff I do know- I still am entitled to basic fucking respect

TLDR; Queer people shouldn’t have to be historians or scientists for you to not be a fucking dick

bearzzz4life
8 months ago

“If I keep my body moving, and my mind occupied at all times, I will avoid falling into a bottomless pit of despair.”- Archie