I Think There Is Something Seriously Wrong With Me But I Cover It Up With Vapes And Jokes And Drawings

i think there is something seriously wrong with me but i cover it up with vapes and jokes and drawings

like fixing bullet holes with silver psychedelic stickers

i'm always angry and bored and i keep telling myself not to make angry faces or hit people (i wanna smash someone with a wall until their skull cracks and their face sloughs off against the bricks)

if almost never cry and if i do it's out of pent up rage (stopped crying out of sadness years ago)

i can't focus (i should be doing homework rn) and i'm so impulsive

i gained like 20LB from binge eating and then i just stop eating for a few days because i either forget or feel bad (i'm literally eating a cold canned BBQ'd eel rn, i should not be eating)

i can't pay attention with school but everyone keeps telling me i'm smart and can do it, i know stop

i want to die but i'm too much of a coward to, i can't even hurt my self

i say i'm at my lowest when i'm not even bedrotting (and knowing i outdo myself every 4 years)

sometimes i wish i could end it and stop feeling so weird

and nasty

what is wrong with me

what's wrong with me

omfg wha- why does this sound like me i'm dying i hate that /srs

i'm stupid and lazy and eat cans of spam and fish and chicken whole

hah

i'm eating Costco canned chicken breasts rn

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HAH. fuck the teacher I may be drawing all class but pressure makes the brain hamster work

just found out what incorrect quote generators are

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