This HURT

this HURT

make me choose → anonymous asked: tony being a dad to peter or tony being a dad to harley     ⤿ so you’re just gonna leave me here? like my dad?

REBLOG IF ITS OKAY TO TALK TO YOU.

Please.

i love brie larson with a FUCKING PASSION. thats it. thats the post.

Dating Elizabeth Olsen would include...

Her taking you onset a l l t h e t i m e

Being friends with the avengers cast 

The cast teasing u guys 24/7

Like in interviews & such

SCARING HER WHILE SHES ON THE ELLEN SHOW

Her being the SOFTEST gf to ever exist

I feel like she’d be amazing in the kitchen, so there’s that!!!!!

C U D D L E S

& when you’re cuddling she like... buries her face in your neck & drapes her arm over your stomach & I just- AH do you HEAR ME SCREAMING

I want this

aNYwAy

She’d be afraid of being with you at first

because she’s grown up in the spotlight & such

& she feels like she’ll be *cancelled* 

but you knOW, You were extremely supportive

Even tho u didnt know what it felt like

&&&&& when she finally tells the world, literally EVERYONE AROUND YOU IS SUPPORTIVE AT EVERY TURN 

Like its A PROBLEM

“YOU GUYS ARE SO CUTE” yelled a random person on the street

I mean of course there were people that did not approve in the slightest.

but Lizzie learned to just.... not care

Because everyone she cared about loved you two.

Her letting you call her Ellie/ Elle

Because I feel like she’d hate when most people call her that??

but NOT YOU

that was violent

anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Going to see her sisters, & Mary-Kate & Ashley teasing you when Lizzie left the room :,)

Movie nights in your appartment!!

Being a wHORe for disney movies

You know im right

getting a dog with her a little while into ur relationshippppppppp

I want a dog with elizabeth olsen loves

Holding ur hand while she’s driving, & vice versa 🥺

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A/N I want IT

Red Room

Everyone talks about how Tony was tortured in Afghanistan, and Bruce survived his abusive father. Steve was in the ice for seventy years, and Bucky was under the control of Hydra for so long.

And they all always talk about them and how sad their pasts are, how strong they are for surviving that, and they have PTSD because of it.

But for some reason, Natasha’s time in the Red Room is always glossed over.

To me, that is just so weird, because yes-being kidnapped, living with an abusive parent who murdered your mother, and forever trapped somewhere and your life just slips away because of it-that must be painful, awful, and would scar your life forever. But the Red Room…that must’ve been a living hell.

Natasha’s parents died in a fire created by the Red Room when she was just a little girl-probably between the ages of 6, or 8, and then she was kidnapped and taken away to something awful. Her life was ripped away from her before she even had a chance to live it.

She lived in a place where dreams, hopes, and freewill die. Where she was chained to a bed every night with 27 other girls who were also chained to a bed.

Natasha was trained to kill, to lie, to seduce. And that doesn’t come your own choice. She was brainwashed. They implanted false memories into her head so she wouldn’t even have a choice. For years, Natasha believed she was ballerina, learning to dance; the fact that entire time she thought was learning to pirouette, she was actually learning how to slit throats. Two sets of memories, and of them never even happened. The Red Room warped Natasha’s brain.

Seduce. Natasha learned how to seduce men. I’m guessing that was exactly a simple process either. Which means she was probably raped.

If you didn’t already know this; Natasha is enhanced. A less intense version of the super soldier serum; and if you’ve seen “Captain America” you know that the process isn’t exactly a pleasant process. And she most likely didn’t just have it one time, they probably also used other ways to enhance her, like surgery. To take unnecessary things out of her, to improve performance. For example, the appendix; what if it decided to burst in the middle of a mission, that would compromise her. They made Natasha sterile; something of value has no place in her line of work. Steve was given the super soldier serum to become a better soldier, Natasha was enhanced to becoming a killing machine, she was being dehumanized.

The Red Room is not made up of nice people. Natasha trained under them, but not of her own decision. So not only did they brainwash her, enhance her, and raper her; but they beat her, too. If she failed at something, they punished her; The Red Room literally battered Natasha into submission. They trained her to be the best of the best, the best assassin, the best spy, and that means she was ever kidnapped and someone wanted to get information out of her, they would probably use less friendly measures. The Red Room didn’t want that to happen; which means only one thing, training Natasha to have a higher threshold for pain. They physically tortured her, ever since she was just a little girl.

Natasha is the only Black Widow out of 28 girls. One by one, they all died, only leaving her. She killed some of them, snapped their necks, shot them. Others may have died at the hands of the trainers. Until only a few were left, and the Red Room pitted them against each other-like the Hunger Games-until there was only one left standing. Natasha is the only Black Widow out of 28 girls.

The Red Room is one of the most horrifying things in the MCU. And yes-there are many painful pasts that exist; Bruce’s, Tony’s, Steve’s, Bucky’s. But don’t ever forget Natasha’s.

She’s a freaking warrior with one too many scars for surviving it.