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Room update

*covered in blood* i will.... *trembling* CHOOSE TO BE KIND... *in pain* i will be... NICE to others... *wanting to kill* i will see good in EVERYONE *yelding a knife* i will NOT be like those who hurt me... *screaming* i will be BETTER than who i was...

“If anyone had opened his arms to me, I would have wept like a child.”

— Albert Camus, Death in the Soul

— Franz Kafka, The Blue Octavo Notebooks

kathy acker. translations from the diary of laure

Alice Notley, In the Pines

and sometimes it was easier, hungover and half-dead

florence + the machine - back in town

This is a composite of meteor images captured during the Perseid maximum in the morning of the 12th of August 2016. Image credit: Michael Nolle

The Antiquarian Sticker Book

“My real self wanders elsewhere, far away, wanders on and on invisibly and has nothing to do with my life.”

— Hermann Hesse  (via paper-fairy)

all the time in the universe.

let me rest.

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gonna raise suicide awareness by killing myself

i hate waking up, i j want to sleep forever, i dont want to process anyone or anything

I’m not a person. I’m just symptoms and a trauma response.

Felt this a little too much

♡ Hatsune Miku (Vocaloid) - Prime 1 Studio

the worst pain is reflecting on everything that happened and realizing that your overthinking about things was right the whole time

“Being a self aware borderline is honestly the most painful thing I have experienced,

because I know the car is about to crash, I can feel the breaks not working I can feel the panic and the fear setting in I feel the pending doom I can see the disaster just up ahead..unable to stop the vehicle or get out just strapped in and forced to watch myself crash into everyone and everything hurting me and hurting those closest to me. Those most precious and important to me. I am not innocent and i am not running away.”