No More Sex. We Ran Out Of Sex

no more sex. we ran out of sex

Bro for 30 seconds I thought I was staring at the flying spaghetti monster

working on a group shot of the main characters while procrastinating on designing the new characters

have the pencil sketch and the more refined sketch for now, it'll be finished up digitally in ibispaint and then posted here eventually

When you expect your new fanfic on Ao3 to blow up and it just doesn't for some reason:

Concept art - Dollen’s Bedroom

If you look closely you could almost see the person under those achievements.

SOMETHING THAT HAUNTS ME FOREVER ABOUT BLACK BUTLER is the scene where Ciel finds out Agni is an angel.

He realises an angel came for Soma when no angels came to save him. We know he prayed and prayed to God, yet no angels came to save him, but here is an angel who came for Soma. It proves god is real, and that God didn't care that Ciel was being trafficked (I can't imagine many things worse than what he went through, it was like Yana really piled the trauma on, you would think it would be enough for god to care). God is real, and it left Ciel to die. God is real and its choices are completely arbitrary.

Ciel prayed to Satan in terror and despair, and Satan answered when god wouldn't, and now Ciel is cursed. You know the rules: he will be killed once he has gotten revenge, and he will also be killed if he feels happiness before then. Essentially he isn't allowed to feel joy, for as long as he is alive, ever again, because Satan answered his prayers and God didn't.

Ciel thought this was all he could get, just barely surviving his experience to live an empty life, and then he meets Soma and Agni and learns that he could have had something completely different but was denied it. And when Ciel realises this and looks to Sebastian, Sebastian smiles, because Sebastian got him, and it's too late now.

Ciel was genuinely abandoned by god.