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One of the weirdest thing about growing up suicidal is that you assume you have no future, you don’t even try to envision it because you see no point. So eventually, you start assuming everyone else sees nothing in your future either. Recently, my friend and I were talking and she said something about how at her wedding I could wear a suit or a dress as long as it matched her bridesmaid’s dresses because the butler of honor has to make a good impression. This hit me so hard because I had never realized before how other people thought about me. She said it so casually like it wasn’t even a hard decision, just a given fact. She loves me so much she saw me at her wedding, standing with her on one of the most important days of her life. And you know what? There are so many people who think about you that way. If that isn’t proof that you should keep going I don’t know what is.

ive also come to the conclusion that "laziness" is probably the stupidest, most hurtful, least useful, deliberately cruel concept in the world

Be so f*cking proud of yourself for surviving all the silent struggles you don’t speak about.

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What’s going to make you happy right now? Is it some cake? Is it a nap? Is it calling your mom? Is it going on a drive and blasting music? Is it taking a bath? Is it reading a book?

Check in with yourself because you deserve that happiness, whatever it is.

By the way, you’re worthy now.

Not when you’ve healed. Not even when you started your healing journey. You don’t need to be in a certain place on your healing journey.

You are worthy now, as you are. You don’t need to “earn it”.

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Sometimes things don’t work out. It’s ok I don’t need to catastrophise. The world will keep turning. Dinner needs to be made. I get to tuck myself into bed. I am feeling vulnerable tonight and that’s okay .

a gentle reminder 4 me & every disabled person who struggles w guilt from resting, u are worthy of rest <3

ID [ a drawing of a bed on white unlined paper under text that reads “you do not need to earn rest!” the best is only partially visible and part of it cuts off in the bottom corner. the bed is drawn in a somewhat realistic style but is loosely colored and outlined. the bed frame is neon yellow and orange with a black outline to define the wood grain texture. the pillows are green with thin black stripes, the sheet is blue with black outlined flowers and dots, and the blanket is purple with squiggles and hearts. the text is red pink and black. there are blue clouds, pink hearts, purple dots, and yellow stars scattered around the background, behind both the text and the bed] END ID

btw the majority of your life will be lived as a adult. yeah i don't make the rules. go have fun in your 40s or 70s or whatever. no one expects you to accomplish everything at 17 or 27. you've got time and in the meantime get some life experience, it will pay off