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One of my favorite things about Michael's sad little speech is that little Laugh/gasp thing. I like to think of it as a laugh as "A Oh God why did I think I could do anything?" kind of laugh. "They thought I was you" and why did he think they wouldnt? Why did he think he was going to just storm in there and fix everything? Now with his attempt to be a hero his attempt to be something more than the YOU they thought he was, Michael has doomed himself to a fate worse than death. And isn't it all so funny after all the shit Michael's gone through to die pitifully in a puddle of his own blood, gasping with lungs that are no longer there?

And now stuck in that pitiful broken body all that's left for him to do is find William. Michael ruined any chance of being anything other than that YOU. He can never grow old never have kids never live his own life. He can never move past Michael Afton the boy who killed his own brother because he thought it would be funny prank to put him in a bear's mouth...

Break, break, break my heart, break it til I fall apart.

michael but in pizza sim. outfit🤔

₍ 🎞 ₎   annihilation  (2018)  rp  starters  ! featuring mature themes . some lines have been slightly adjusted for rp purposes .

some questions will ruin you if you are denied the answer long enough.

almost all of us self-destruct. in some way, in some part of our lives.

these aren't decisions, they're... impulses.

i thought i was a person. i had a life. and now i'm not so sure.

I love seeing the moon in daytime.

so weird you say that. i was about to make the exact same point.

you know he's listening right now, don't you?

okay. mistakes were made.

i keep looking for you, but you never seem to be around.

all work and no play. it’s not healthy.

i thought you were gone – gone forever.

i get really turned on when you patronize me. it's really hot.

you think i come out into the garden, pining, looking up at the sky?

are you kidding me? what do you think i do when you’re away?

i deserve a better explanation than… no explanation.

i remembered you. i remembered your face.

you probably feel dreadful. queasy. a nasty metal taste in the mouth.

so let’s cut the shit – i’m done answering questions. it’s your turn.

i can’t talk about that. you understand.

you still haven’t told me anything about what’s going on or what i’m doing here!

it's impressive to have escaped. to this point at least.

the chances are zero if i don’t even try.

it’s not simply a question of your motivation. there are processes to observe.

i was thinking we should bond or something. considering we’re travel buddies.

you get used to it. you have to accept it, because it’s there.

this is not something you do if your life is in perfect harmony.

i’m done sleeping for the night.

i’ll do it alone, if need be. you simply decide whether you’re coming with me.

you’re saying we get out by going deeper in?

my secret? is that not our secret?

none of this is possible. but it is what’s happening.

it doesn’t just hurt us, and kill us. it changes us.

it’s not exactly the first time i’ve been in your bed, or you in mine.

you know it’s not me you hate. it’s yourself.

you’re wrong. but you’re also not interested hearing in the truth.

i can’t survive these injuries. you know that.

it’s a terrible thought. to die frightened and in pain.

please. don’t ask me to do this.

i had to know what it was. what was waiting. i had to know.

it’s going to annihilate us. that’s what it is. that’s what’s waiting.

the lobotomy was a failure. tgey trued to scoop that thang out and it bit them cause it lovesme too much to leave