Urgh Im Constantly Torn Between Needing A Really Good Merciless Fuck And Just Needing A Really Good Hug.

urgh I’m constantly torn between needing a really good merciless fuck and just needing a really good hug. like yes I wanna be used as your toy and yes I want you to make me come ten times in a row, we both know what I’m capable of, but today I think I kinda… just need to be loved.

need someone to lie on top of me until I feel like I’m no longer spilling at the edges.

need someone to coax me back from wanting to sink into insanity and tell me what is real and what isn’t.

need someone to hug me in all my forms, my abused inner child, my traumatised inner teenager, the adult I’m trying to be everyday, all possible future mes.

need someone to see me and see how exhausted I am from fighting my way through life day after day and praise me for not giving up.

need someone to make love to me, rock into me so softly and slowly and perfectly that it finally makes me cry.

want someone to let me fall apart and be there to help me pick up the pieces.

just … want to be someone’s today, someone big and broad who can protect me from the world and my past.

I just want to fuck an excited about his hobbies boy. Ride him while he's telling me all the details about what he loves. Occasionally interrupting himself with quiet moans and whimpers. Throwing in quiet "fuck", trying to stay composed and continue his story. I want to hear all about what makes him passionate, while I listen closely, memorize, and also fuck him passionately.

do you guys still want to see the star wars panties from last night? except for a few of you, you were all very respectful, so may-haps I have pictures now 🤭

There's plenty of posts about pleasuring a dom while they are playing a game, but not enough about a dom pleasuring you when you're gaming. Your dom walking up behind you, sliding their hand in between the chair and your body all the way down to your holes and they start fingering you, maybe they will take your chair away, making your stand up as they pound you, making you try to keep focus on your game but it feels too good to concentrate, them whispering in your ear that your playing so bad all of a sudden, maybe your on voice chat and you have to do everything you can to quiet your moans so they don't know your getting fucked, so they don't know how much of a filthy slut you are.

i have literally been desperate to get tied up for years. i wish i could say i was exaggerating. but god god god like. like. like. i NEED to be tied up i need to lose control of what happens to me i need to be overpowered i need to be put in my place i need to surrender. god. i need to surrender