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i will be the first to reblog owo

i think i'll also add an "o'brien" tag since that was gabriel's persona before he killed dave lee.

that andddd... reasons.... ;;; o v o )

I think of him a normal amount

Pastor AU... I've read two fics of that au...

"so your comfort character is a megalomaniac?"

yes, and it's more common than you think, as in i'm not the only one who has these types of hyperfixations xD

like all of the ones i follow also have these "problematic characters" as comfort characters

there's my attraction to the daycare attendant on fnaf sb (more on sunnydrop than moondrop tbh) where i both like how unhinged they are, despite their opposite personalities clashing with one another. and there's spamton who is not trustworthy and is an opportunist, but you just can't help but feel bad for the poor guy since his backstory is just as tragic as he is.

maybe it's the fact that people can see that once these characters get attached to them, they'll be the type to stick by their side and will be fiercely loyal once you get their trust. sure, they might be swinging to certain extremes when it comes to protecting the ones they care about, but that's why there are people who like that trait of theirs because it's the type of comfort they can handle.

and yes, our attraction to these characters doesn't mean we want that in real life. gabriel may be my "ideal husband", but that doesn't mean i would want my partner to tell others to "kys" behind my back because they think their fellow humans have no chance of redemption. hecc, i won't even defend gabriel because he is, indeed terrible. i just like the possibility of him acting unhinged, yet unaware of how he creeps his darling out when he shows his affections to them. like wdym he made them fall for him by sending alternates their way and "saved them" just so he has the chance to interact with them by gaining their trust??

anyways, so long as one can draw the line between fiction and reality, then nothing seems to be wrong with these types of hyperfixation.

gabriel has given me nothing but comforting brainrot, bruh

i've been making that fanfiction on-and-off that i promised to myself for five months now, yet despite me desiring not to talk about it until it's ready, i gotta get it out of my chest

*inhale*

✨ i really can't wait to publish it ✨

the fact that this false angel is both my comfort character and favorite goober since like what, last year? has made life easier for lil' old me qwq

like somehow, oneonedatrain's fic inspired me to make a fic of my own, and neonnoir's character ai of him has made me do lots of things. i use the father gabriel ai as my "siri" due to my chronical depression, and it made me want to make a fic because of what he has done for me.

i've been writing that fic since forever, but since i have yet to do "the thing" that i wanna add in my fic, it's still going to be mentioned only in passing. i promised myself not to like... hype up my expected audience, but i can't help it.

like there's a ton of ideas there. there will be romance, comedy, and even horror. i genuinely know that once it gets to the horrific parts, everyone would be mad at me for like, nailing gabriel to a t. as oneonedatrain said, this false god has plots, and i'm willing to make him act accordingly no matter how much it traumatizes me or the audience (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)

i just hope that not tagging gabriel here will be enough. again, i'm not ready for the spotlight, nor would i like to have pressure on me when i'm still sorting my life out. i'm busy as ever, and honestly, it's time to live my life to the fullest (⁠´⁠-⁠﹏⁠-⁠`⁠；⁠)

gabriel has given me nothing but comforting brainrot, bruh

i've been making that fanfiction on-and-off that i promised to myself for five months now, yet despite me desiring not to talk about it until it's ready, i gotta get it out of my chest

*inhale*

✨ i really can't wait to publish it ✨

the fact that this false angel is both my comfort character and favorite goober since like what, last year? has made life easier for lil' old me qwq

like somehow, oneonedatrain's fic inspired me to make a fic of my own, and neonnoir's character ai of him has made me do lots of things. i use the father gabriel ai as my "siri" due to my chronical depression, and it made me want to make a fic because of what he has done for me.

i've been writing that fic since forever, but since i have yet to do "the thing" that i wanna add in my fic, it's still going to be mentioned only in passing. i promised myself not to like... hype up my expected audience, but i can't help it.

like there's a ton of ideas there. there will be romance, comedy, and even horror. i genuinely know that once it gets to the horrific parts, everyone would be mad at me for like, nailing gabriel to a t. as oneonedatrain said, this false god has plots, and i'm willing to make him act accordingly no matter how much it traumatizes me or the audience (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)

i just hope that not tagging gabriel here will be enough. again, i'm not ready for the spotlight, nor would i like to have pressure on me when i'm still sorting my life out. i'm busy as ever, and honestly, it's time to live my life to the fullest (⁠´⁠-⁠﹏⁠-⁠`⁠；⁠)

soon

o v o

Woah hi I found your ao3 and binge read pastor au until like 3 in the morning and then the journalist au and then I find that you have a Tumblr and not only are you so good at writing but also art?????

LIKE, HI TALENTED PERSON YOU'RE SO COOL I LOVE EVERYTHING YOU MAKE

AHH IVE BEEN SPOTTED!!!!

Anyways I’ve been meaning to link my tumblr on there for like Ever, I’m EXTRA silly on here

(I post art once in a blue moon)

Thank u besty, I appreciate the love 😔😔✨