bluebrryice - I like blueberries
bluebrryice
I like blueberries

a gay gen-z artist, (they/them) (bisexual)I probably won't post often.[I'm over 18, but won't state exact age]

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bluebrryice
6 months ago
bluebrryice - I like blueberries
bluebrryice - I like blueberries
bluebrryice
6 months ago
Watercolor comic in four pages. Page 1. 1) OP as a teenager, female-presenting, with a ponytail, listening to music. "When I was 14, I had a jean jacket. It wasn’t great quality, but at least I wasn’t too uncomfortable in it." 2) "One day, a girl in my class said: "ooooh, nice jean jackeeet!"" OP turns around, surprised. "I felt cool, for once." 3) "My mother loved to repeat that in a falsetto voice to humiliate me, but I still loved that jacket." OP’s mother on a couch, to a mortified OP: "a jeaaaaan jackeeeeet??" 4) OP with the ponytail, then a bit older with short hair, then a bit older with even shorter hair. "Little by little, I started to figure out what was wrong. It took a while." 5) OP in a big coat, sitting on the floor, drawing. "At university, I was locked out of the apartment sometimes, so I wore the same big black coat for years. It was warm, and it hid my body quite well. Some people in my classes called me ‘the hobo’." 6) "I found that jean jacket in my closet four years after I moved out."
Page 2. 1) OP trying to wear the jacket again. "I was 25. No longer a malnourished teenager. The jacket didn’t fit anymore, and it was very worn." 2) "But I was wearing it anyway. I even added a patch from the catacombs on it." 3) OP jumping over a fence. The jacket is torn in the middle of the back. "And then, one day, I tore it while hopping a fence. The tear was huge, and impossible to repair cleanly." 4) The tear. "I considered throwing it away." 5) "But I put it back in the closet." 6) OP repairing the jacket. "In early 2020, at the beginning of the first lockdown, I decided to repair that stupid jacket, even if it had to be ugly. The more I wore this jacket, the more it was disintegrating anyway. At this point, I was just over thirty years old. And that’s when something started to change."
Page 3. 1) Obvious repair on the collar of the jacket. "I realised I loved visible repairs." 2) "I started sewing with white thread." 3) OP’s back, with large patches saying "whatever forever" and "see you in hell", with several small patches of birds and leaves around them. There’s repairs everywhere. "And then the shoulders cracked, so I made a denim lining inside and outside." 4) Scissors cutting the side of the jacket. "I had to make some tough decisions." 5) OP, with faint scars, wearing the jacket which is now made larger under the arms. "But I always loved the result." 6) Patches saying, among other things, "queer magic", "explorer", "wild nature", "the Cure", "Placebo", "Book smeller", "friend to bugs" and "Van Isle". "And I kept adding more patches! From bands I liked, and from places I enjoyed".
Page 4. 1) Patch saying "down on fascination street". "Embroidery". 2) Patch saying "I refuse to die until things are better and that is a threat". "Cross-stitch". 3) Patch with the logo of the Serpent’s Hand from SCP lore. "Stenciled patches". 4) "It’s like an armor." 5) "It’s like a painting." 6) "It’s like a body." 7) A sleeve with five different repairs. "Every year, the jacket wears out a little more. The more it changes, the more I love it." 8) OP, now male-presenting, lying in the grass, wearing the jacket, smiling, eyes closed. "I’m 36 now. The jacket is 22. We’ve never felt cooler."

Repaired my fave jacket, got emotional, drew something about it

bluebrryice
6 months ago

i’d be really curious to know what percent of queerbaiting is 

a) an intentional marketing scheme to stir interest in the project and attract certain fanbases (lgbtq people and young women) vs. 

b) members of the creative team genuinely wanting to write queer characters but the corporate side of things force them to tone it down but they still leave little hints vs. 

c) they legitimately did not know how gay something would come across

bluebrryice
6 months ago

I got 1 task done today. I emptied the big trash can in my bedroom. That's one less fork to deal with.

I have severe executive dysfunction. I've been dealing with it by having myself do one small task a day. So far it's helped a lot. By doing it this way my brain doesn't freak out trying to tackle everything at once.

I got my inspiration for it from this Donald Duck comic:

I Got 1 Task Done Today. I Emptied The Big Trash Can In My Bedroom. That's One Less Fork To Deal With.
I Got 1 Task Done Today. I Emptied The Big Trash Can In My Bedroom. That's One Less Fork To Deal With.
I Got 1 Task Done Today. I Emptied The Big Trash Can In My Bedroom. That's One Less Fork To Deal With.
I Got 1 Task Done Today. I Emptied The Big Trash Can In My Bedroom. That's One Less Fork To Deal With.

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bluebrryice
6 months ago

do not go gentle into that good night

bluebrryice
6 months ago

No you don't get it, I'm a Good Person. You don't understand. I'm a Good Person which makes it okay for me to think violently about the Enemy, who is Bad Person. I'm commenting "you should be violently murdered" because I'm Good Person and you're Bad Person. You think saying that to someone is fucked up?? You should be violently murdered, you're probably Bad Person anyway

bluebrryice
6 months ago

No you don't get it, I'm a Good Person. You don't understand. I'm a Good Person which makes it okay for me to think violently about the Enemy, who is Bad Person. I'm commenting "you should be violently murdered" because I'm Good Person and you're Bad Person. You think saying that to someone is fucked up?? You should be violently murdered, you're probably Bad Person anyway

bluebrryice
6 months ago

au with civilian!ghost and sas!soap—soap doesn’t understand why people find his husband so intimidating, especially fellow soldiers whenever, for example, soap forces him to tag along to what events and ceremonies he’s permitted, because to soap, simon’s just a big teddy bear. he’s tall and broad, sure, and he’s very much a silent type, but soap just doesn’t see it.

apparently though, he would eventually learn, that it’s mostly a combination of simon’s stature and staring problem.

and at first, that just confuses soap further. because staring problem? he doesn’t think simon has a staring problem. sort of difficult anyway, considering his husband is blind, and—

ah. his husband is blind. and has a bit of a resting bitch face. and isn’t aware whenever he might be accidentally staring at someone a little too intensely.

he debates telling simon this, not sure how he might take it—eventually soap does tell him, however, and thankfully simon finds it funny. and while it has been unintentional all along, of course simon begins trying to do it on purpose whenever he’s made to play the part of military spouse, for soap’s reputation’s sake, obviously.

because, as soap should know, his husband’s always been a bit of a bastard like that. it’s one of the reasons soap married him, after all.

bluebrryice
6 months ago

i completely forgot is October and what it means in the ao3 community I thought everyone was just ovulating or something all of the sudden omg haha, my bad

bluebrryice
6 months ago

Making Huizhou inksticks (徽墨), famous for its high quality.

Notes:

The characters OP pressed into the inksticks are 山白, OP's username

The "internal heat" referred to in the video is a term in Traditional Chinese medicine referring to a cause of inflammation, swelling, twitching, etc.

[eng by me]

bluebrryice
6 months ago
A Shadow And His Light

a shadow and his light

done with my non-dominant hand forgive any wonkiness pls.

bluebrryice
6 months ago

Reblog if you're queer, have ADHD, or hate the government.

Nobody needs to know which one.

bluebrryice
6 months ago

morning thought: at the start of their relationship - when they're just Two Guys Who Saved The World Together, who now live in a crappy apartment with their eighty-plus-year-old roommate and share a cheap mattress on the floor - Logan always positions himself on the far side of the bed from Wade. Room for Jesus, etc. No accidental touching.

But inevitably

during the night

he rolls

gathering Wade against his chest and soft tummy like he's a man-sized teddybear

Wade is DELIGHTED. He tries sooooooo hard not to move or make a noise in case Logan pulls away (but also feeling kinda bad because maybe he SHOULD wake Logan up? Because Logan doesn't wanna be doing this, right? He doesn't know it's Wade. He just thinks he's someone else. And Wade might not exactly have a conventional conscience, per se, but he cares about his peanut and he doesn't wanna take advantage unless Logan's into it... but also Logan's so warm and his chest is all fuzzy against Wade's bare back, and he smells of .... well, mustelid, but also somehow of home...)

Suffice to say, this moral quandary is so intense Wade spends the next hour wiggling and squirming and muttering to himself without fully realising, chewing over his possible options with his Little Boxes.

Until Logan's heavy arms tighten around him, and his scruff scratches the back of Wade's scarred neck, and he growls in Wade's ear, all gruff and sleep-soft -

"Quit squirming, Wilson. Some of us are trying to sleep."

"Right, yeah," blurts Wade. "Out of the two of us, you're definitely the one who needs beauty-sleep the most."

He can practically hear Logan roll his eyes. But inside, his heart sings with joy, as his bedmate - lifemate??? mate-mate???? what are they - rubs his bony nose on Wade's nape, and grumbles "Just shut it, mouth, or I'll make you sleep forever."

"Promises, promises," Wade chirps. Then he snuggles back into Wolvie's warm embrace, and shuts his eyes.

bluebrryice
6 months ago

I'm at a :.|:; for words.

bluebrryice
6 months ago

what doesn't kill you makes you weird at intimacy

bluebrryice
6 months ago
A Distinguished Gentleman...

A distinguished gentleman...


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bluebrryice
6 months ago
This Hit Me Like A Truck
This Hit Me Like A Truck

this hit me like a truck

bluebrryice
6 months ago
bluebrryice - I like blueberries
bluebrryice
6 months ago

Reblog if you're not homophobic

Every url that reblog’s will be written in a book and shown to my homophobic dad. 

bluebrryice
6 months ago

they call me… 7 Knives. because that’s how many knives it takes me to cook things because I keep puttin em in the fuckin sink without thinking about it


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