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The Nanny

Chapter 4

Lee Taeyong x fem reader

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preview, 01, 02, 03, 04, 05, 06, 07, 08, 09, 10, epilogue

Genre: mafia au! dad taeyong au!

Warnings: violence, explicit language, mature themes, suicide, depression, murder

Word Count: 3K

Author’s note: I feel like the pace of this story is fairly fast and idk how you guys are gonna feel about it. I’m hoping that if I just increase the amount of details and maybe add a couple scenes then it’s gonna be okay, but if I do that then chapter might become longer, so we’ll have to see. A warning tho, next chapter is gonna be spicy for sure. Nevertheless hugs and kisses to anyone reading <3

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You spent the entire weekend with dream and Taeyong and of course little Dasom. It was the most perfect weekend for you. Dream was amazing, they were loud, weird, energetic, happy. They were just the most perfect bunch of kids to be surrounded by. Although you were also like their mother too, constantly telling them to pick up stuff, or scolding them for their crumbs or having to wake them up from their naps. Nevertheless you wouldn’t trade them to go back to how it was before no matter what flaws they had.

Spending the weekend with Taeyong too was different, a good difference. It was clear that there was an obvious shift in your relationship, that things were different now, the air around the two of you was different from before. Even now, Monday morning as you, Taeyong, Dasom and dream sat at the table eating breakfast.

“My last meeting is at 4, so I should definitely be home before dinner,” Taeyong said, looking at you as you sipped your coffee.

“Okay, that will be nice. Are you boys gonna be home for dinner?” You turned now looking at the boys, Taeyong smiled hearing you call this place home.

“I will not, I actually have to fly out to Canada this afternoon, I’ll be back home the day after tomorrow,” Mark responded.

“I will be with Mark in Canada,” Donghyuck added.

“I have practice tonight, sorry” Jeno stated.

“It’s my turn to watch the infirmary, sorry (y/n)” Renjun apologized.

“I actually have a late meeting tonight, I’m sorry (y/n),” Jaemin said.

“I have dinner with my parents tonight,” Chenle reasoned. Six out of the seven boys said they wouldn’t make it home for dinner and it hurt a little knowing they wouldn't be here.

“I’ll be home,” Jisung perked up and so did you as you heard him say he was gonna make it to dinner.

“Okay,” you said with a smile, one of them was better than none.

“We actually need to go already,” Taeyong said, glancing at his watch, standing from the table. You walked them all to the front door, carrying Dasom to say bye to her dad. “Hey, Dasom has a doctor’s appointment at 11, Johnny will be here to take you guys, okay?” Taeyong said with one foot out the door, you just smiled and nodded. “Okay i’ll see you tonight.” he finished off kissing you on the cheek, “bye princess.” Just like that Taeyong was out the door. You stood there and couldn’t even wipe the smile off your face. The title of Mrs. Lee is not sounding so bad right now.

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Here you sat in the doctor’s office waiting room, Dasom was sitting by your feet on the floor playing with some of the toys they had set out. Johnny sat next to you scrolling through his phone just like before.

“Johnny, may I ask you a question?” you turned to look at the man sitting next to you.

He hummed in response.

“Who’s Seulgi?” you asked as you recalled hearing the name being whispered a few times. Johnny immediately stopped what he was doing, looking straight ahead just like he had seen a ghost.

“Where did you hear about that name?” Johnny now looked at you, it almost looked as if he was upset.

“I heard the boys whispering about it over the weekend, they were telling Taeyong that I was like her. I’m sorry I didn’t mean….” You looked at Johnny concerned, as his gaze softened a bit.

“She’s… was Dasom’s mother,” Johnny said now looking at the little girl sitting by your feet, “she passed away a while ago.”

“Oh…” you now looked down at the little girl, you never wondered about her mother before, always concluding that it was none of your business, but things were different now. “Can you tell me how… how did she die?”

“She was sick,” Johnny started off. You didn’t want to interrupt him, so you sat silently and watched as he spoke. “It began shortly after Dasom was born. Seulgi and Taeyong had been together since high school, they had plans to get married and have this big wedding and this family. And they were gonna do it after Taeyong was settled in his career, but then Seulgi got pregnant all of a sudden. Taeyong was just named CEO of the corporation, the organization was just getting off the ground. There was a lot going on. Seulgi didn’t want to get married while being pregnant and quite frankly Taeyong didn’t even have the time for a wedding. So they both agreed to just postpone the wedding until after Dasom was born.” Johnny now looked at you, but there wasn’t any indication that you wanted him to stop.

Johnny continued on, “They decided not to get married until after Dasom was born. And when Dasom was born, it’s like the stars aligned, Taeyong was more happy than he had ever been. Seulgi was a great mom, she loved Dasom. And life was good…” Johnny hung his head now, no longer looking at you, “until it wasn’t. Seulgi started to lose energy to do simple chores, she didn’t smile as much, she was always tired, she didn’t even have the energy to drink water. She would leave Dasom in her crib screaming and crying, and Seulgi couldn’t do it. She asked for help. (y/n) I need you to understand this, Seulgi was a good mom, she asked for help, she loved Dasom.” Johnny looked at you frantically.

“Johnny, I don’t doubt Seulgi’s love for her daughter, she asked for help,” you reasoned.

“She asked for help, we got her help. Taeyong took her to see someone, and she was diagnosed with postpartum depression. Taeyong took a step back from work, I took over for him. They were getting Seulgi on antidepressants, Taeyong spent almost all of his time at home with the two of them. She asked for help, she was getting help and she was getting better. Taeyong actually started to get back to work, he didn’t come into the office, but he would answer calls and emails. Seulgi started to smile again, she was eating. Things were getting better.”

“Johnny, what happened? Tell me what happened… please.” Just as you asked the question, you could see the way Johnny’s heart just broke.

“Jisung. Jisung is a street racer, he and the rest of dream go out to races on Friday and Saturday nights. It was a Friday night race. There was this new guy in town, he wanted to race Mark, but Mark is the best, and you don’t just come into town and race the best. So they told this guy that he could race Jisung. Jisung is good, really good, only dream can beat Jisung, so if this guy beats Jisung then he could race Mark. This guy was talking mad shit before the start of the race, saying all kinds of shit about how he was gonna smoke Jisung.”

“He didn’t?” you asked as Johnny refused to look at you.

“It was a clean race, Jisung won, it was clear as day. But this guy didn’t like that, so when Jisung stepped out of his car to collect his winnings, this guy took a bat to the back of Jisung’s head. It took a minute for the rest of dream to come down to where this guy was beating Jisung. Jisung was beaten so badly that the medics that got to the scene said they don’t know if he’s gonna make it. Jeno and Jaemin pulled the guy off of Jisung,” Johnny paused, his emotions mixed, you couldn’t tell if it was guilt, sadness, or maybe anger. “Jeno killed him.” you couldn’t mask the gasp that you let out. You definitely expected Jeno and Jaemin to defend Jisung but to actually murder someone. “When the police arrived at the scene, no one said Jeno killed the guy, but the blood on his fist was a giveaway. They arrested everyone they could.”

“Johnny…” you were at a complete loss for words. You were just sitting next to a murderer while you ate breakfast this morning, even if it was done with good intentions, he murdered someone nevertheless. Jeno had one of the most adorable smiles you had ever seen you could never imagine him murdering someone.

“Mark and Chenle rode with Jisung in the ambulance, they called me when they were on their way to the hospital. I went down to the police station where Jeno, Jaemin, Donghyuck, and Renjun were taken. Told them not to say anything to anyone, got them in touch with Taeil, our lawyer. I got Renjun, Jaemin and Donghyuck out but Jeno had to spend the night there. I already was making plans to post his bail the next day. Just as I was leaving the police station, Taeyong came rushing in. Taeyong is listed as Jisung’s legal guardian on paper, the hospital is required to call him, and they did. When he found out what was going on he came down to the police station. I told him I got it under control, to go home, that everything was fine.”

“He left?”

“Taeyong was away from the house for maybe an hour at most, but that was enough time. Seulgi put Dasom to bed, drew herself a bath, and took the whole bottle of antidepressants. When Taeyong got back home, the police were already there. A maid had found Seulgi when she noticed there was water coming out from the bathroom. Dasom was still sleeping peacefully in the room down the hall. The police declared her dead on the scene; overdose.”

“Johnny this is not your fault, this isn’t anyone’s fault, Seulgi was sick and she-”

“She needed help? Is that what you’re gonna say? She asked and we failed to deliver her proper help,” Johnny broke, his face was clear that he was angry but no one could hide that tear falling.

“Johnny,” you pulled his hand in yours, “you couldn’t have seen this happening, it’s not your fault.”

Johnny nodded his head, willing himself to stop crying, “I know that in my mind of minds, but sometimes when I lay awake at night, all I think is maybe if I called Taeyong when I got the call, he would have never left her alone. That she would be alive right now, If I just made that call.”

“Forgive yourself Johnny, you didn’t know,” Johnny nodded his head. The two of you taking a moment to collect yourselves. “Johnny if you don’t mind me asking, what happened to Taeyong?”

Johnny looked at you and could see exactly the fear to hear more to hear the worse, “he broke. Taeyong threw himself into his work. He fired all the staff that was working at the time, moved out, and had the complete inside of the mansion renovated. He couldn’t, didn’t even look at Dasom for a long long time. She actually stayed with Taeil and his now wife, for almost a year or so. Honestly if it wasn’t for Taeil’s wife, I don’t think Taeyong would have gone back to see Dasom.”

“What do you mean?”

“Taeil’s wife, who was his girlfriend at the time, she would bring Dasom to the office and always make sure to stop by Taeyong’s office, sometimes she would just drive to the house and wait for Taeyong to get home, she would even force Taeyong to come of to their house to see Dasom. Taeyong broke when Seulgi died, it was almost like the piece of him that made him human died along with Seulgi. He got better though. As Dasom grew, Taeyong saw Seulgi in her, and he found the part of himself that he lost.” You couldn’t help but smile a little hearing this. “(y/n), when Seulgi was alive, that first month or so after Dasom was born when the stars aligned and Taeyong was happy,” your smile faltered a little, nodding your head for Johnny to continue on, “there has been only two times since then had I seen Taeyong being close to being that happy. The day he hired you, and the first day of you staying at the mansion.”

“What…” you couldn’t finish your question before Johnny continued.

“You mean a lot to Taeyong, and I don’t completely understand it either, all I know is whenever he talks about you, he smiles, and he rarely smiles.”

“I want to… I want to make him happy, Johnny. I think I've always had feelings for Taeyong but now I think I’m ready to act on them.”

“You do make him happy, him, Dasom, dream, even me.” Johnny smirked now, causing a chuckle from you.

You glanced at the little girl, still in her own world playing with her toys, “I have known Dasom and Taeyong for almost a year now, maybe even a little longer.” You turned back to look at Johnny, “I don't know what to do without them anymore, they are my family.”

Johnny smiled at you now, nodding his head. Just then the doctor called out, you went back, carrying Dasom while Johnny sat in the waiting room for you.

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When the doctor's visit finished, you were consoling a crying Dasom. When Johnny saw the two of you come out, he immediately jumped to his feet, noticing Dasom crying, Johnny reached behind him for his gun, “what happened?”

“She got a shot,” you patted Dasom’s back, “she’s fine really.”

“Oh,” Johnny said as he visibly calmed down.

You had all your things together, and were ready to walk out the door of the doctor’s office until you remembered you still needed to make another appointment for Dasom. “Johnny take Dasom downstairs, I have to make her follow-up appointment.”

“No, we’ll just wait here for you.” Johnny said, but you wanted Dasom in the car already.

“Nonsense, just take Dasom to the car I’ll be right behind you. She’s already fussy Johnny, please.” Johnny took the little girl reluctantly, leaving you to make the appointment.

You turned back, walking in the office and going up to the receptionist to make the follow-up appointment. As you talked to the lady, you had this gut feeling that something wasn’t right. This gut feeling that someone was watching you. Deciding nothing of it, you pushed away the feelings. You finished up making the appointment quite quickly, and left the doctor’s office. You made your way to the elevators.

As you stood waiting for an elevator, there was a single man that came up to stand behind you, a fair distance away. He seemed to be also waiting for the elevator. You tried to think nothing of it, but now you knew exactly why Johnny wanted to just wait for you. You probably should’ve let him. You would’ve felt better if he was here anyway. You couldn’t tell just exactly what possessed you to make Johnny take Dasom to the car instead of just waiting. It was really quick too, making the follow-up appointment took you all but 3, 4, 5 minutes at most.

Little did you know Johnny had that same exact feeling. He rushed down the stairs, all but sprinting to the car, shoving Dasom into Jisung’s arms, telling him to put her in the car. Then sprinting to the elevators back to you. Catching the last elevator going up, a few people were in the elevator. Johnny felt as if he let Seulgi die by not calling Taeyong soon enough, and he was not gonna let you die by leaving you alone.

The elevator seemed to be taking longer than expected, you started to tap your foot impatiently. You imagined Dasom’s face now, and how much you wanted her to be in your arms. You imagined her playing with her dolls in the living room, while you sat and waited for Taeyong to come home. You imagined taking Dasom to her first day of school, getting her a backpack, and dressing her in her little uniform. You imagined, the first day she would come to you with a boy problem. You imagined the day she would have a school dance, you could dress her up. You imagined her at her graduation, you and Taeyong by her side. You hoped you would be getting this life with her. With both of them. A life with Dasom and Taeyong.

You felt the guy behind you waiting for the elevator stepping closer. You could hear his breathing crystal clear. You could feel the metal barrel pressed into your back, as your spine ran cold. You stiffened, and right there in your mind you declared if you got out of the situation alive, you would never push Johnny away from you.

“Hello, Mrs. Lee” the guy whispered to you.

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