
❛❛ The dead are alive— waxen scarecrows of rotten joy. The dead are laughing in the broken mirror (their teeth hollow; their eyes like dried out pods). They do not think that they will disappear into the amusement park of nothingness. On the contrary, this is where they are. In the fitness centers of the soul; in the three branches of insanity. pandora dawson, 24, medium
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after the sharp noise , everything had faded into a swirl of darkness in midst the darkness . consciousness returns in broken pieces , and a feeling of emptiness overwhelms that bird-boned body of hers , as if her soul had been ripped & stitched back together . “ i’m sorry ---- i’m sorry , " she’s mumbling as she comes to , hazy mocha eyes struggling to open through the thick veil of slumber , hands clutching tightly to whatever solid thing they can grab . “ i don’t know ... what did i say? ”
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𝟏𝟎𝟎 𝑵𝑶𝑵𝑽𝑬𝑹𝑩𝑨𝑳 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺 . ( a collection of 100 nonverbal action prompts . mature and potentially triggering themes are present . add “ + reverse ” to swap assigned roles . )
∗ o1﹕ sender tucks hair out of receiver’s face . ∗ o2﹕ sender offers receiver a bite from their fork . ∗ o3﹕ sender places their feet / legs in receiver's lap . ∗ o4﹕ sender offers receiver an earbud to share their music . ∗ o5﹕ sender comforts receiver in the aftermath of a nightmare . ∗ o6﹕ sender gives receiver company in the hospital . ∗ o7﹕ sender wraps their arms around a hysterical receiver to calm them . ∗ o8﹕ sender shows up at receiver’s home late at night . ∗ o9﹕ sender falls asleep leaning against receiver . ∗ 1o﹕ sender wields a [ gun / knife ] at receiver . ∗ 11﹕ sender runs their fingers through receiver’s hair . ∗ 12﹕ sender invites receiver to dance . ∗ 13﹕ sender takes a [ picture / video ] of receiver . ∗ 14﹕ sender places their head in receiver’s lap . ∗ 15﹕ sender and receiver make eye contact across a busy room . ∗ 16﹕ sender pushes receiver against a wall to kiss them . ∗ 17﹕ sender and receiver cook together . ∗ 18﹕ sender comes to receiver after being injured . ∗ 19﹕ sender sits in receiver’s lap . ∗ 2o﹕ sender lifts receiver's chin , invoking eye contact . ∗ 21﹕ sender overtakes receiver in combat . ∗ 22﹕ sender finds receiver [ injured / bloodied ] . ∗ 23﹕ sender straightens an article of receiver’s clothes . ∗ 24﹕ sender crawls into bed with receiver . ∗ 25﹕ sender rolls their eyes at receiver . ∗ 26﹕ sender lights receiver’s [ cigarette / joint ] . ∗ 27﹕ sender is caught wearing receiver's clothes . ∗ 28﹕ sender strikes receiver with a pillow . ∗ 29﹕ sender writes a note on receiver’s skin : [ note ] . ∗ 3o﹕ sender wraps a blanket around receiver’s shoulders . ∗ 31﹕ sender runs and jumps into receiver’s arms . ∗ 32﹕ sender shoves receiver out of anger . ∗ 33﹕ sender hovers over receiver’s shoulder as they complete a task . ∗ 34﹕ sender is found by receiver somewhere they shouldn’t be . ∗ 35﹕ sender curls up against receiver in their sleep . ∗ 36﹕ sender is found drunk by receiver . ∗ 37﹕ sender throws an item of sentiment bitterly at receiver . ∗ 38﹕ sender joins receiver in the shower . ∗ 39﹕ sender is caught following receiver . ∗ 4o﹕ sender traces one of receiver’s [ scars / bruises ] . ∗ 41﹕ sender twines their fingers with receiver’s . ∗ 42﹕ sender barges into receiver’s home unannounced . ∗ 43﹕ sender kicks receiver’s shin beneath a table . ∗ 44﹕ sender aggressively shoves past receiver . ∗ 45﹕ sender kisses receiver’s [ forehead / cheek ] . ∗ 46﹕ sender pulls receiver out of harm’s way . ∗ 47﹕ sender is found sobbing by receiver . ∗ 48﹕ sender locks receiver out of their room . ∗ 49﹕ sender brings receiver [ coffee / tea ] in the morning . ∗ 5o﹕ sender rests their forehead against receiver’s . ∗ 51﹕ sender plays a song for receiver that reminds them of them : [ song ] . ∗ 52﹕ sender takes a [ punch / stab / bullet ] meant for receiver . ∗ 53﹕ sender buys receiver a drink at a bar . ∗ 54﹕ sender needs receiver’s help getting in the bath . ∗ 55﹕ sender and receiver cross paths in the kitchen late at night . ∗ 56﹕ sender twists receiver’s arm behind their back . ∗ 57﹕ sender winks at receiver . ∗ 58﹕ sender is found collapsed by receiver . ∗ 59﹕ sender prevents an injured receiver from getting up . ∗ 6o﹕ sender claps a hand over receiver’s mouth to silence them . ∗ 61﹕ sender cages receiver against a [ wall / the floor ] with their arms . ∗ 62﹕ sender storms away from receiver during an argument . ∗ 63﹕ sender is found by receiver sleeping in receiver’s bed . ∗ 64﹕ sender [ applies / touches up ] receiver’s makeup . ∗ 65﹕ sender throws receiver into a wall during combat . ∗ 66﹕ sender dances sensually with receiver . ∗ 67﹕ sender strikes receiver across the face . ∗ 68﹕ sender places their hand on receiver’s leg while driving . ∗ 69﹕ sender pulls a chair out from under receiver . ∗ 7o﹕ sender catches receiver’s wrist when they turn to leave . ∗ 71﹕ sender leaves an intimate mark on receiver . ∗ 72﹕ sender beats receiver in a video game . ∗ 73﹕ sender and receiver stand in stunned silence after a fight . ∗ 74﹕ sender cares for receiver while they’re sick . ∗ 75﹕ sender and receiver go on a hike . ∗ 76﹕ sender is caught snooping in receiver’s things . ∗ 77﹕ sender and receiver cuddle while watching television . ∗ 78﹕ sender throws something aggressively at receiver . ∗ 79﹕ sender creeps up behind receiver to scare them . ∗ 8o﹕ sender and receiver go shopping together . ∗ 81﹕ sender helps receiver [ dye / style ] their hair . ∗ 82﹕ sender draws receiver into a kiss by the back of their neck . ∗ 83﹕ sender is discovered having a panic attack by receiver . ∗ 84﹕ sender accidentally injures receiver during sparring . ∗ 85﹕ sender grabs receiver roughly by the hair . ∗ 86﹕ sender brings receiver to their knees during combat . ∗ 87﹕ sender shows receiver evidence of a lie they told . ∗ 88﹕ sender winks [ seductively / mockingly ] at receiver . ∗ 89﹕ sender yells at receiver to put their hands in the air . ∗ 9o﹕ sender helps receiver patch up a wound . ∗ 91﹕ sender holds receiver as they cry . ∗ 92﹕ sender silently and angrily points receiver towards the door . ∗ 93﹕ sender gestures for receiver to sit down . ∗ 94﹕ sender pulls receiver into their lap . ∗ 95﹕ sender cradles receiver’s face . ∗ 96﹕ sender tackles receiver out of the way of danger . ∗ 97﹕ sender has hidden an injury from receiver , and receiver finds out . ∗ 98﹕ sender confronts receiver about their unhealthy behavior . ∗ 99﹕ sender proposes to receiver . ∗ 1oo﹕ sender has just died , receiver finds out .
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" i can’t tell anymore ... what’s real and what’s - “ even now , in the sanctuary of his company : all she can see two tall shadows looming above him , talons like smoke wrapped right around his shoulder , the embers of their eyes forever burning . “ i think i’m losing my mind , ” pandora stifles a guilt-ridden sob , averting her teary gaze down to the dirt-stomped ground . “ do you have to go? ” touch laced to desperation , her dainty hands clutch to his forearm with unusual ferocity , clawing at the piece of fabric that coils between the gaps of her fingers . “ don’t go . you’ll get hurt ... please . “
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René closed his fist around the ring as she approached. “Why?” he questioned defensively, already more than a pitcher into his drinking. His gaze unconsciously searches her neck, hidden by her hair. “You can have a drink from my pitcher, but you have to find ya own mug, you,” he offered instead.

Usually, René was much kinder and put the front of a regular, nice man. However, his mood was sour. A party as humans died at the hand of vampires, vampires in attendance and humans being auctioned to them… Everything was wrong. He could barely keep the bear jumping on the trampoline—the image that was constantly in his mind since rumors about Sookie Stackhouse being able to read them had been circulating since he’d gotten to town.
the pitcher ! she hadn’t spotted that yet , she was too focused on the task at hand , but now that she notices , it was quite large ----- was he planning on drinking everything ? pandora refrains from asking aloud to instead offer an apologetic simper in turn . “ oh , that’s okay ... thank you ------- but i really shouldn’t , " everything is so beautiful --- so dazzling tonight , but she can’t forget how small and insignificant she is in the grand scheme of things : just another speckle of dust in an universe of giants . it did feel good , though , to be here , stealing little moments from this extraordinary universe that unfolds before her . “ it’s really crowded in here tonight --- gotta keep my wits about me , right? and a taser ... probably . ”

“ where was i? oh , that’s right --- i was talking about that spider on your shoulder , ” pandora points with an eerie causality , cheery notes not wavering as she proceeds to make her case . “ you don’t mind if i put her outside , do you? she might get trampled in here --- ”
I hunt the grounds for empathy And hate the way it hides from me



prelude : wishful thinking . i'm always breaking my own heart

[ camila queiroz & she/her & cisfemale ] : my oh my, is that PANDORA DAWSON in bon temps ? what the hell are they up to hanging around BON TEMPS CEMETERY listening to BIRD by BILLIE MARTEN when they should be doing whatever a ASSISTANT LIBRARIAN does ? between you and i, the 24 year old MEDIUM is avoided for acting GUILELESS , but whenever they let their SELFLESS side shine through people flock to them. i guess they're in town because THEY'RE ON THE RUN. explains some of it, though i can't help but wonder if there's more to a CRIES OF THE LAMBS BEFORE THE SLAUGHTER, A BLUE HUMMINGBIRD LANDING ON YOUR HAND story. ─── lenny, 25, est+2, she/her.

I. YOU DO NOT REMEMBER THE WARMTH of your mother’s womb or the voice of your father ; you remember sprouting from the earth with murmurs of wind in your heart and the rustling of leaves in your hair , whisked away too soon by the hands of parents who could never begin to comprehend a child like you . in your earliest memories you wander through the garden , days in the sun , glued to the soil or hanging your wobbly knees from apple trees . you could feel worms crawling beneath your palms and hear the ground shift and tremble with new life, and you felt each vibration travel through your body like lightning .
II. YOUR MOTHER’S FACE always comes in dreams , blurred details you can’t make up . you think you miss her, but maybe that’s another wish --- you can’t really miss something you never had . your true maternal figures are the nuns , who took in the baby left in the cold to die and welcomed her into their home . you learned how to sing all their hymns, and partake in their rituals , you learned to find faith in the strangest of places , and that the sun would always rise , no matter how dark or long the night was .
III. YOU FOUND SOLACE in nature, in your stories and fantasies, and let it make a home of your bones and marrow. you worshiped the trees and the pages between your fingers as much as any angel you prayed to at night . you dreamed of a world so much bigger than the one you’d been confined to . your knees were always bruised, your shoes were always dirtied, and you were never there in time for dinner .
V. ONE DAY YOU WOKE UP with a terrible feeling pressed to your chest , as if something desperately wanted you to flee that place . the nunnery had always been home --- you’d never known anything else , and all you could feel was fear . in the dead of night , you followed the scuffling that soon turned into bloodied screams — there, dressed in nothing but a flimsy nightgown, you rushed to find an army of black-eyed creatures , and the only place you’d ever called home engulfed by flames . you were paralyzed, until something grabbed your arm and pulled it tight enough to leave a scar --- and then all you saw was darkness. you don’t remember anything after that , but waking up on top of a pile of ashes , surrounded by the corpses of those you once called friends . as if some force was guiding you by the hand, you started running , and you didn’t stop until your legs caved , and your body tumbled to the floor.
VI. YOU KNEW YOU COULD NEVER GO BACK. whatever shadow of a life there had been was no more — so you ran away, as far as your feet would carry you , but you never seemed to arrive anywhere. so, you just walked… you walked, and walked, and walked --- until you stumbled upon a small pawn shop, and an old woman wrapped a blanket around your tired shoulders and told you it was gonna be okay.
VII. THAT DAY STAYED WITH YOU , months later and you still wake up in cold sweat in the dead of night , to beady black eyes staring back at you from the dark corners of your room . you turn on the light --- there’s nothing there , but you live everyday looking over your shoulder, wondering when whatever’s chasing you will finally catch up .
some random hcs bc i can’t be stopped !
pandora was abandoned as a child and she grew up in a nunnery, so she literally knows and understands very little of the outside world
she’s been living in bon temps for 5 months now - everything is still relatively new to her, she’s learning how to cope with the outside world
has a cat named mr.midnight that she brought from the nunnery and even though he’s a lil fucker she’d literally die 4 him
pandora gets easily overwhelmed by people - she’s sensitive, and doesn’t like to pry, so you’ll more than likely see her wearing a pair of gloves if she’s out in public
she’s either reading or sketching in her spare time - either way, you’ll probably find her at the library or the cemetery
she really enjoys the quietude of the cemetery, how peaceful it feels. unlike what most people believe, there’s less spiritual activity than one would expect - most of the souls there don’t mean harm, and she tends to leave fresh flowers in the abandoned graves in hopes this will offer some comfort to the ones who do
if you told her the moon was made of cheese she might actually believe u tbqh
if u a demon:

this is all enough clownin’ come plot w me