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death-ridden.

❛❛  The dead are alive— waxen scarecrows of rotten joy. The dead are laughing in the broken mirror (their teeth hollow; their eyes like dried out pods). They do not think that they will disappear into the amusement park of nothingness. On the contrary, this is where they are. In the fitness centers of the soul; in the three branches of insanity. pandora dawson, 24, medium

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after the sharp noise ,     everything had faded into a swirl of darkness in midst the darkness   .         consciousness returns in    broken pieces  ,      and a feeling of emptiness overwhelms that bird-boned body of hers  ,       as if her soul had been ripped   &    stitched back together .       “    i’m sorry  ----     i’m sorry ,    "     she’s mumbling as she comes to ,    hazy mocha eyes struggling to open through the thick veil of slumber  ,       hands clutching tightly to whatever solid thing they can grab .    “    i don’t know ...      what did i say?   ”    


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3 years ago

𝟏𝟎𝟎 𝑵𝑶𝑵𝑽𝑬𝑹𝑩𝑨𝑳 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺 .    (  a  collection  of  100  nonverbal  action  prompts .   mature  and  potentially  triggering  themes  are  present .   add  “ + reverse ”  to  swap  assigned  roles . )

∗ o1﹕ sender  tucks  hair  out  of  receiver’s  face . ∗ o2﹕ sender  offers  receiver  a  bite  from  their  fork . ∗ o3﹕ sender  places  their  feet / legs  in  receiver's  lap . ∗ o4﹕ sender  offers  receiver  an  earbud  to  share  their  music . ∗ o5﹕ sender  comforts  receiver  in  the  aftermath  of  a  nightmare . ∗ o6﹕ sender  gives  receiver  company  in  the  hospital . ∗ o7﹕ sender  wraps  their  arms  around  a  hysterical  receiver  to  calm  them . ∗ o8﹕ sender  shows  up  at  receiver’s  home  late  at  night . ∗ o9﹕ sender  falls  asleep  leaning  against  receiver . ∗ 1o﹕ sender  wields  a  [ gun / knife ]  at  receiver . ∗ 11﹕ sender  runs  their  fingers  through  receiver’s  hair . ∗ 12﹕ sender  invites  receiver  to  dance . ∗ 13﹕ sender  takes  a  [ picture / video ]  of  receiver . ∗ 14﹕ sender  places  their  head  in  receiver’s  lap . ∗ 15﹕ sender  and  receiver  make  eye  contact  across  a  busy  room . ∗ 16﹕ sender  pushes  receiver  against  a  wall  to  kiss  them . ∗ 17﹕ sender  and  receiver  cook  together . ∗ 18﹕ sender  comes  to  receiver  after  being  injured . ∗ 19﹕ sender  sits  in  receiver’s  lap . ∗ 2o﹕ sender  lifts  receiver's  chin ,  invoking  eye  contact . ∗ 21﹕ sender  overtakes  receiver  in  combat . ∗ 22﹕ sender  finds  receiver  [ injured / bloodied ] . ∗ 23﹕ sender  straightens  an  article  of  receiver’s  clothes . ∗ 24﹕ sender  crawls  into  bed  with  receiver . ∗ 25﹕ sender  rolls  their  eyes  at  receiver . ∗ 26﹕ sender  lights  receiver’s  [ cigarette / joint ] . ∗ 27﹕ sender  is  caught  wearing  receiver's  clothes . ∗ 28﹕ sender  strikes  receiver  with  a  pillow . ∗ 29﹕ sender  writes  a  note  on  receiver’s  skin :  [ note ] . ∗ 3o﹕ sender  wraps  a  blanket  around  receiver’s  shoulders . ∗ 31﹕ sender  runs  and  jumps  into  receiver’s  arms . ∗ 32﹕ sender  shoves  receiver  out  of  anger . ∗ 33﹕ sender  hovers  over  receiver’s  shoulder  as  they  complete  a  task . ∗ 34﹕ sender  is  found  by  receiver  somewhere  they  shouldn’t  be . ∗ 35﹕ sender  curls  up  against  receiver  in  their  sleep . ∗ 36﹕ sender  is  found  drunk  by  receiver . ∗ 37﹕ sender  throws  an  item  of  sentiment  bitterly  at  receiver . ∗ 38﹕ sender  joins  receiver  in  the  shower . ∗ 39﹕ sender  is  caught  following  receiver . ∗ 4o﹕ sender  traces  one  of  receiver’s  [ scars / bruises ] . ∗ 41﹕ sender  twines  their  fingers  with  receiver’s . ∗ 42﹕ sender  barges  into  receiver’s  home  unannounced . ∗ 43﹕ sender  kicks  receiver’s  shin  beneath  a  table . ∗ 44﹕ sender  aggressively  shoves  past  receiver . ∗ 45﹕ sender  kisses  receiver’s  [ forehead / cheek ] . ∗ 46﹕ sender  pulls  receiver  out  of  harm’s  way . ∗ 47﹕ sender  is  found  sobbing  by  receiver . ∗ 48﹕ sender  locks  receiver  out  of  their  room . ∗ 49﹕ sender  brings  receiver  [ coffee / tea ]  in  the  morning . ∗ 5o﹕ sender  rests  their  forehead  against  receiver’s . ∗ 51﹕ sender  plays  a  song  for  receiver  that  reminds  them  of  them :  [ song ] . ∗ 52﹕ sender  takes  a  [ punch / stab / bullet ]  meant  for  receiver . ∗ 53﹕ sender  buys  receiver  a  drink  at  a  bar . ∗ 54﹕ sender  needs  receiver’s  help  getting  in  the  bath . ∗ 55﹕ sender  and  receiver  cross  paths  in  the  kitchen  late  at  night . ∗ 56﹕ sender  twists  receiver’s  arm  behind  their  back . ∗ 57﹕ sender  winks  at  receiver . ∗ 58﹕ sender  is  found  collapsed  by  receiver . ∗ 59﹕ sender  prevents  an  injured  receiver  from  getting  up . ∗ 6o﹕ sender  claps  a  hand  over  receiver’s  mouth  to  silence  them . ∗ 61﹕ sender  cages  receiver  against  a  [ wall / the floor ]  with  their  arms . ∗ 62﹕ sender  storms  away  from  receiver  during  an  argument . ∗ 63﹕ sender  is  found  by  receiver  sleeping  in  receiver’s  bed . ∗ 64﹕ sender  [ applies / touches up ]  receiver’s  makeup . ∗ 65﹕ sender  throws  receiver  into  a  wall  during  combat . ∗ 66﹕ sender  dances  sensually  with  receiver . ∗ 67﹕ sender  strikes  receiver  across  the  face . ∗ 68﹕ sender  places  their  hand  on  receiver’s  leg  while  driving . ∗ 69﹕ sender  pulls  a  chair  out  from  under  receiver . ∗ 7o﹕ sender  catches  receiver’s  wrist  when  they  turn  to  leave . ∗ 71﹕ sender  leaves  an  intimate  mark  on  receiver . ∗ 72﹕ sender  beats  receiver  in  a  video  game . ∗ 73﹕ sender  and  receiver  stand  in  stunned  silence  after  a  fight . ∗ 74﹕ sender  cares  for  receiver  while  they’re  sick . ∗ 75﹕ sender  and  receiver  go  on  a  hike . ∗ 76﹕ sender  is  caught  snooping  in  receiver’s  things . ∗ 77﹕ sender  and  receiver  cuddle  while  watching  television . ∗ 78﹕ sender  throws  something  aggressively  at  receiver . ∗ 79﹕ sender  creeps  up  behind  receiver  to  scare  them . ∗ 8o﹕ sender  and  receiver  go  shopping  together . ∗ 81﹕ sender  helps  receiver  [ dye / style ]  their  hair . ∗ 82﹕ sender  draws  receiver  into  a  kiss  by  the  back  of  their  neck . ∗ 83﹕ sender  is  discovered  having  a  panic  attack  by  receiver . ∗ 84﹕ sender  accidentally  injures  receiver  during  sparring . ∗ 85﹕ sender  grabs  receiver  roughly  by  the  hair . ∗ 86﹕ sender  brings  receiver  to  their  knees  during  combat . ∗ 87﹕ sender  shows  receiver  evidence  of  a  lie  they  told . ∗ 88﹕ sender  winks  [ seductively / mockingly ]  at  receiver . ∗ 89﹕ sender  yells  at  receiver  to  put  their  hands  in  the  air . ∗ 9o﹕ sender  helps  receiver  patch  up  a  wound . ∗ 91﹕ sender  holds  receiver  as  they  cry . ∗ 92﹕ sender  silently  and  angrily  points  receiver  towards  the  door . ∗ 93﹕ sender  gestures  for  receiver  to  sit  down . ∗ 94﹕ sender  pulls  receiver  into  their  lap . ∗ 95﹕ sender  cradles  receiver’s  face . ∗ 96﹕ sender  tackles  receiver  out  of  the  way  of  danger . ∗ 97﹕ sender  has  hidden  an  injury  from  receiver ,  and  receiver  finds  out . ∗ 98﹕ sender  confronts  receiver  about  their  unhealthy  behavior . ∗ 99﹕ sender  proposes  to  receiver . ∗ 1oo﹕ sender  has  just  died ,  receiver  finds  out .


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3 years ago

closed starter for :  @moonaed​​​​

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"   i can’t tell anymore ...   what’s real and what’s -    “      even now ,    in the sanctuary of his company :    all she can see two tall shadows looming above him ,    talons like smoke wrapped right around his shoulder ,      the embers of their eyes forever burning .     “  i think i’m losing my mind ,   ”      pandora stifles a guilt-ridden sob ,  averting her teary gaze down to the dirt-stomped ground  .    “     do you have to go?   ”   touch laced to desperation ,   her dainty hands clutch to his forearm with unusual ferocity ,     clawing at the piece of fabric that coils between the gaps of her fingers .      “    don’t go .     you’ll get hurt ...    please .    “


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3 years ago

bontempsboy​.

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René closed his fist around the ring as she approached. “Why?” he questioned defensively, already more than a pitcher into his drinking. His gaze unconsciously searches her neck, hidden by her hair. “You can have a drink from my pitcher, but you have to find ya own mug, you,” he offered instead.

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Usually, René was much kinder and put the front of a regular, nice man. However, his mood was sour. A party as humans died at the hand of vampires, vampires in attendance and humans being auctioned to them… Everything was wrong. He could barely keep the bear jumping on the trampoline—the image that was constantly in his mind since rumors about Sookie Stackhouse being able to read them had been circulating since he’d gotten to town. 

the pitcher !     she hadn’t spotted that yet ,   she was too focused on the task at hand ,    but now that she notices ,     it was quite large -----   was he planning on drinking everything ?     pandora refrains from asking aloud to instead offer an apologetic simper in turn .      “  oh ,      that’s okay ...        thank you    -------  but i really shouldn’t ,   "     everything is so beautiful --- so dazzling tonight ,    but she can’t forget how small and insignificant she is in the grand scheme of things :      just another speckle of dust in an universe of giants .   it did feel good ,   though ,    to be here ,    stealing little moments from this extraordinary universe that unfolds before her .      “    it’s really crowded in here tonight --- gotta keep my wits about me ,    right?    and a taser ...      probably .    ”

Bontempsboy.

“     where was i?   oh ,     that’s right ---    i was talking about that spider on your shoulder ,   ”         pandora points with an eerie causality ,     cheery notes not wavering as she proceeds to make her case .   “    you don’t mind if i put her outside ,    do you?     she might get trampled in here ---  ”


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3 years ago

                                                  I hunt the grounds for empathy                                                And hate the way it hides from me


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3 years ago
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prelude :     wishful thinking .    i'm always breaking my own heart

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[  camila queiroz  &  she/her &  cisfemale  ]  :  my  oh  my,  is  that  PANDORA DAWSON  in  bon  temps  ?  what  the  hell  are  they  up  to  hanging  around  BON TEMPS CEMETERY  listening  to  BIRD  by  BILLIE MARTEN  when  they  should  be  doing  whatever  a  ASSISTANT LIBRARIAN  does  ?  between  you  and  i,  the  24  year  old  MEDIUM  is  avoided  for  acting  GUILELESS ,  but  whenever  they  let  their  SELFLESS  side  shine  through  people  flock  to  them.  i  guess  they're  in  town  because  THEY'RE ON THE RUN.  explains  some  of  it,  though  i  can't  help  but  wonder  if  there's  more  to  a  CRIES OF THE LAMBS BEFORE THE SLAUGHTER, A BLUE HUMMINGBIRD LANDING ON YOUR HAND  story.   ───  lenny,  25,  est+2,  she/her.

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I. YOU DO NOT REMEMBER THE WARMTH of your mother’s womb or the voice of your father ;  you remember sprouting from the earth with murmurs of wind in your heart and the rustling of leaves in your hair ,  whisked away too soon by the hands of parents who could never begin to comprehend a child like you .   in your earliest memories you wander through the garden ,   days in the sun ,   glued to the soil or hanging your wobbly knees from apple trees .    you could feel worms crawling beneath your palms and hear the ground shift and tremble with new life, and you felt each vibration travel through your body like lightning .  

II. YOUR MOTHER’S FACE always comes in dreams ,   blurred details you can’t make up .  you think you miss her, but maybe that’s another wish ---  you can’t really miss something you never had .   your true maternal figures are the nuns  ,    who took in the baby left in the cold to die and welcomed her into their home .  you learned how to sing all their hymns, and partake in their rituals ,   you learned to find faith in the strangest of places ,    and that the sun would always rise ,   no matter how dark or long the night was .  

III. YOU FOUND SOLACE in nature, in your stories and fantasies, and let it make a home of your bones and marrow.  you worshiped the trees and the pages between your fingers as much as any angel you prayed to at night .   you dreamed of a world so much bigger than the one you’d been confined to .   your knees were always bruised, your shoes were always dirtied, and you were never there in time for dinner .  

V. ONE DAY YOU WOKE UP   with a terrible feeling pressed to your chest ,  as if something desperately wanted you to flee that place .     the nunnery had always been home --- you’d never known anything else ,   and all you could feel was fear .   in the dead of night , you followed the scuffling that soon turned into bloodied screams  —  there, dressed in nothing but a flimsy nightgown, you rushed to find an army of black-eyed creatures  ,    and the only place you’d ever called home engulfed by flames  .   you were paralyzed, until something grabbed your arm and pulled it tight enough to leave a scar --- and then all you saw was darkness.    you don’t remember anything after that ,   but waking up on top of a pile of ashes ,   surrounded by the corpses of those you once called friends .   as if some force was guiding you by the hand, you started running ,   and you didn’t stop until your legs caved ,   and your body tumbled to the floor.

VI.  YOU KNEW YOU COULD NEVER GO BACK. whatever shadow of a life there had been was no more — so you ran away, as far as your feet would carry you ,  but you never seemed to arrive anywhere.  so, you just walked… you walked, and walked, and walked --- until you stumbled upon a small pawn shop,  and an old woman wrapped a blanket around your tired shoulders and told you it was gonna be okay. 

VII.  THAT DAY STAYED WITH YOU ,   months later and you still wake up in cold sweat in the dead of night ,   to beady black eyes staring back at you from the dark corners of your room .      you turn on the light --- there’s nothing there ,       but you live everyday looking over your shoulder, wondering when whatever’s chasing you will finally catch up .

some random hcs bc i can’t be stopped !

pandora was abandoned as a child and she grew up in a nunnery, so she literally knows and understands very little of the outside world

she’s been living in bon temps for 5 months now - everything is still relatively new to her, she’s learning how to cope with the outside world

has a cat named mr.midnight that she brought from the nunnery and even though he’s a lil fucker she’d literally die 4 him

pandora gets easily overwhelmed by people - she’s sensitive, and doesn’t like to pry, so you’ll more than likely see her wearing a pair of gloves if she’s out in public

she’s either reading or sketching in her spare time - either way, you’ll probably find her at the library or the cemetery

she really enjoys the quietude of the cemetery, how peaceful it feels. unlike what most people believe, there’s less spiritual activity than one would expect - most of the souls there don’t mean harm, and she tends to leave fresh flowers in the abandoned graves in hopes this will offer some comfort to the ones who do

if you told her the moon was made of cheese she might actually believe u tbqh

if u a demon:

Prelude: Wishful Thinking . I'm Always Breaking My Own Heart

this is all enough clownin’ come plot w me


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