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you guys are so afraid of “loosing riize” you don’t realize we kind of already lost them.

Wonbin is covering his whole face. Sungchan wanted to run away from the cameras. Shotaro, who is always cheerful and respectful, didn’t even addressed the filmmaker. Sohee CRIED.

the boys look MISERABLE. they aren’t happy with this and if we, as a fandom, don’t do something about it when THEY OBVIOUSLY CAN’T, what are we for?

I DON’T WANT TO LOOSE RIIZE, but the feeling is that I already did. there’s no resemblance of the seven guys who had warm smiles and hearts and wanted to grow together and realize dreams with us.

part of the fandom actually DESTROYED their dream and the other part is giving no fucks about it. we aren’t rise and realizing shit for ages now.

my blood boils thinking that the guys are in the hands of the psychotic bitches that sent funeral wreaths for a 21-year-old and a company that doesn’t care shit about their mental and physical well-being.

not to mention how Sohee and Eunseok are both on their radar now, and they want to attack each and every one of them, bully them until there’s no one. Anton is already being harassed on social media, too. It’s not the next idol who’ll be under attack, it’s OUR IDOLS. the same guys, the same group.

they are overworked, tired and sad. SM didn’t even have the decency to postpone or cancel their schedules.

and yet you’re still afraid about how they feel if we boycott? they already feel like shit. and you’re doing nothing about it, congratulations!

2 days changed our relationship | L.HS

PAIRING: Bully! Lee Heeseung x fem reader

WORD COUNT: 5,948

GENRE: A lot of angst but a very fluff ending, happy ending, bully and victim to lovers, very very very sweet Hee. WARNINGS: Kissing, cussing, bullying, a lot of tears, sweetheart Heeseung (that is a warning, don’t fall in love)

SYNOPSIS: Heeseung realises that he has fallen for his victim, a lot. And of course his best friend, Jake, notices. Jake gives him two days to figure out everything, and when the two days are over, he has to chose between her or them. How does Heeseung get his two days going and does he end up with the love of his life?

You don’t know how it all started, how you always managed to find yourself in the classroom, in the morning, getting beat up by your so-called bullies, namely, Jake, Sunghoon, Jay and Heeseung.

These boys almost seemed dangerous, they were your worst nightmare, they could beat the shit out of you, using their small tricks and bare hands. It really hurt, how you also at the same time found one of these boys charming, he wasn’t, he was more chill, but his claws were like knives and his teeth were like needles. 

Heeseung

Not like the others, he stood there and looked most of the time. His eyes showed something you couldn’t quite explain, he took demands from the others. It wasn’t always like this, he was once also the one to get to work immediately, the strongest, but now he stood there and stared and waited and waited, he wasn’t as strong as he always have been, and now it didn’t even feel like a nibble when he bit. His chest would heave up and down, while he stared down at you, eyes would twitch at times when it hit really hard, like he felt the pain too. But you were too dumb to notice what this meant. 

“Heeseung, do what you are best at.” Jake stared up at Heeseung while the bruises on you were getting larger. 

“Teeth.” Jay smirked. Heeseung would bite his pain away on you, teeth would dig into your arm and teeth mark would appear. He took a deep breath, in the middle of the classroom, the empty classroom except for you and the rest of the boys. 

He lifted your arm, gently and brought it to his mouth, he swallowed a lump in his throat. His lips meet your arm and bit down into your skin. He almost couldn’t make himself bite you, more than a little puppy could. 

Why couldn’t he make himself do it? why couldn’t he make himself do anything to you, like how he once could?

“Heeseung!? What the fuck are you doing?” Sunghoon shouted.

“Guys ehm, I have something important right now, see you later.” Heeseung excused himself, letting go of your arm gently and picking up his bag to leave.

Jake knew better than to believe his friend’s filthy little lie. And he knew exactly what happened to Heeseung, it was too easy to see, and he was not gonna cope with it any longer. 

School ended and while most of the students already left, you spend your time in the classroom sobbing and crying alone, because you hated your life so much.

The door creaked open revealing a tall figure, which was clear to be Heeseung with his perfectly styled hair. You quickly wiped away your tears, getting a little scared of what was going to happen now. 

You looked up at his black orb looking eyes, he slowly made his way in and put his bag on the table, opening it and fishing out some books to put at his desk. He felt a slight guilt seeing you. 

He knew that this wasn’t him, and this feeling was different. He actually hated to admit and accept it, but he was falling for you, more than he ever could imagine. He went over to your place while your heartbeat was beating at an abnormal speed. He placed a hand on your back making you flinch. Slowly stroking it up and down your back, he noticed a little something on your neck and with so much care that he could give, he removed some of your hair to get a better look. You look back at him seeing him almost emotionless but looking like he genuinely care for you at this moment. 

“I’m sorry” he swipe a thumb across your little red mark on your neck, you hiss slightly at the sting, he quickly remove his hand and looks at you for a moment. 

“Sorry for everything.” He takes a deep breath before storming out of the classroom. At this moment, Heeseung couldn’t be the tough guy, and maybe that was okay for now, because he couldn’t hold back tears from forming. 

You lay down in your bed thinking back at today’s interaction with Heeseung, even a small care of the world, made your heart warm up. Even if it was from this guy, who you don’t know why you fell for, it was enough to make your heart have little hope. You shouldn’t give in so easily, but you did, because you really fell this time. 

Heeseung stood back-to-back with his wall, when he got a text from the group chat, that he and the others had made years ago.  

Jake- Tomorrow, After School, in the classroom. Heeseung, we need to talk. 

Jay- Uhm

Jake- Yes, you and Sunghoon are coming too!

Sunghoon- Yes sir.

Jake- Heeseung is sir, remember?

Heeseung let out a groan of frustration, why was this happening to him? Did Jake already know everything? He slumped himself down on his bed and covered his face with his hands. Fuck his life! Fuck this world!

Fast forward to the next day, where you surprisingly wasn’t awoken with hair pulling and beating. But rather a very peaceful day in school. The next lesson started, and you swore you found Heeseung staring at you once too many times. His big doe eyes, that hid, very well, the not innocence he had. His slightly flushed cheeks, that looked so adorable. But most of all, the sadness he seemed to hold. How he would blink, then look down when he opened his eyes again, when you and him made eye contact. 

How you wish that you and Heeseung weren’t like this, and that he actually liked you− loved you, because that was the only thing that would be able to fit in this, either he hated you or loved you.

“What do we need to talk about.” Heeseung stared at his three friends, two of them looking clueless, while Jakes gaze looked intimidating.

“Maybe you know it yourself.” Jake bit his lip, then let go and took a step forward, making Heeseung stumble back. 

Heeseung tried to stay strong, making his face look as scary as people remembered it as. Lifting his head up, when Jake had him up against the wall. Heeseung’s face however started to change, into a more scared look. His breath started to increase. 

“I…Jake, I don’t know what you are talking about.” Heeseung had an idea about this whole situation, but why risk it. He couldn’t just say ‘I am so in love with Y/n, it’s ridiculous, and I can’t do this anymore’

“Heeseung, you know what the fuck is happening, you are showing Y/n, a little too much care.” Jake grapped around the collar of Heeseung’s shirt and smashed him into the wall again.

“And you don’t even know that everybody can see it around us. Don’t you think this is a little ridiculous.” Jake somehow pushed some tears out while yelling Heeseung straight in the face.

“I did this for you!!!! I DID THIS FOR MAKING YOU HAPPY!! And here you are, falling for the victim. I knew how bad you were feeling, so I helped you because I love you bastard. I did everything for you, and I thought it worked! You didn’t even think about how this could go so fucking wrong.” Jake shouted while everything Heeseung could do, was to listen as guilt washed over him. 

Jake did in fact help him through everything when Heeseung was at the lowest level, and Jake made sure to use every method to help him up again, even if it meant to hurt others. They stuck together, because they both experienced the kinda same things, and Sunghoon and Jay joined later on because they also had problems at home.

Heeseung’s dad was sentenced to prison for approximately 8 years, because of unknown reasons for Heeseung and later on also lost his own dad. His mom on the other side, got sick and ended up dying in the hospital.

“You don’t like her Heeseung, you don’t fucking love her, its just something you make yourself think, get that in your head! And she will never like you, she is already used up and her feelings for you aren’t there. Except hate! She hates you, understood!?” Jake stuck his hand out to get a paper and pen from Sunghoon. Quickly he scribbled something on his paper and smashed it into Heeseung’s chest, creating a loud bang. 

“You have two days, TWO DAYS! To realize that your head is playing mind games with you, and two days to understand that she. doesn’t. like. you!” Heeseung felt like dying when the words hit that hard. 

“And TWO days where we leave her alone, we wont talk nor beat her up. And when these two days are over, you meet me in front of the school at seven thirty. And you tell us, her or us.” Jake let go and threw Heeseung out the classroom before locking the door.

Heeseung was shocked, never in his life had this type of thing happening and never in his life did he and Jake argue. His eyes got wide and filled with tears like he saw something scary in front of him. 

Jake looked at the door, almost regretting being this harsh on his best friend. Jay and Sunghoon stared at him for a while, looking at each other from time to time, confused. 

Before the boys could speak another word to each other, Jake was out the door like he was in a rush to get home. 

Ignoring how messy and dirty Heeseung’s house already was, he already kicked the door to his room open and threw his bag to his desk, with so much force his own arms could give, resulting in a disaster, with things falling down, glasses breaking and water everywhere. He slammed the door shut, making the handle fall off because it was old and crusty. 

He threw the handle in frustration. He threw and kicked anything he thought gave him any kind of frustration. Duvets, keyboards, headsets and posters after posters. 

He slowly lowered himself down to the ground, by his bed, looking at the mess he had made, all because he was so frustrated. He ran a hair through his hair, and covered his face, let out small sobs and breath took a wild turn when it started increasing. He let out a groan when his tears, without control, came streaming out. 

He was diving deeper into the carpet and the fear of loosing himself and others through this. Could it be true that he wasn’t actually in love with you, and that it was all just an illusion. And could it be true that you would never fall for him, it did in fact sound right, but he refused to let the thought actually effect anything. 

While thinking back at how he had to clean the whole house after throwing a tantrum, Heeseung walked down the hallways of the school. He wasn’t greeted with friends jumping on top of him, ruffling his hair, that desperately needed a trim, he was greeted with nothing, nothing at all. 

He would do anything in his will to try to get you to like him, and if it was to not work, then he would be hopeless. Actually, he didn’t know what the plan was gonna be, but you would have to just go with the flow, and hopefully keep his friends.

After making the first approach with a teacher in the hallways today, he made his way into the classroom, knowing very well, that you were already sat in the classroom, ready to get hands thrown in your face. So, when he stepped in, you instantly stood up, ready to accept your fate. He felt so bad for you, so innocent and sweet, he felt so guilty seeing you like this, bruises running up your legs and hidden biting marks on your arms. 

As you stood in front of him, he let his hand turn into a fist, and just as you thought it would hit you, it didn’t, and instead it tucked on his shirt. 

“They won’t come today, and not for the next long time either, I will make sure, don’t worry.” He pushed past you, almost as he wanted to get out of the conversation.

But you felt a sigh of relief wash over you anyways, you sat beside him, or two seats away from him, both sitting on your assigned seats. Suddenly you didn’t feel at any, scared of him, you suddenly felt nervous and insecure, and even if he wasn’t looking at you, but rather into his desk.

“Uhm Heeseung.” Not even knowing what to say, you started a sentence that you couldn’t finish. His eyes shot up, at the mention of his name rolling off your tongue. 

“Yeah?” he blinks at you, letting out as much of a smile as he could.

“Uhm...I-“ You shut your eyes together and look down into your lap, when he walks over to your seat, hands in his pocket.

“What happened?” He tilts his head, letting out that scary, emotionless face again.

“Thank you...” you stutter out, his eyes turns into something else, Scared? Worried? Concerned? No, none of those, he feels deeply guilty.

“Don’t say that to me, ever, I don’t deserve it.” He says before the rest of the class gets in, including the teacher and his three best friends. And before you know it, he is seated by his seat again. 

You didn’t know what beef he had with the rest of the guys, but they didn’t talk nor look at Heeseung. You started to get worried for what happened between them, but most of all very curios about it. If it had something to do with you, you would have to end it sooner than later, because you knew how much that friendship meant to Heeseung, and Jake too.

You stormed out of the classroom as soon as the bell rang, you didn’t want to get into conversation with Heeseung or his friends, not because you didn’t, you actually really wanted to talk with Heeseung, but not if that ruined friendships.

You quickly went to your locker and decided to hide after, but Heeseung wasn’t dumb enough to not see where you were going. And he didn’t want to be a stalker or a creep that you humiliated by. He just wanted to show you that he cared, so he followed you. 

As he approached you by the locker, standing tall behind you, and how you haven’t noticed him yet, was another story. He felt his hands tremble a slight bit. He held on to the red gift bag, that he so very carefully put a bow on. A gift for you and all he wanted to do was just to quickly give you it and then leave.

Is this how you do when your in love, because Heeseung was clueless, and as much as he wanted it to be as perfect and romantic it could, he would not risk getting you scared and uncomfortable. 

Very quickly he took you hand from behind and opened it, placing the hank of the bag in between your finger and curling them for you. All done in a swift motion, made you not only surprised but also not being able to have enough time to see who it was before they were gone. Only the slight hint of wine-red hair. And only one boy in the school was cool enough to dye his hair like this, so it wasn’t hard to know who it was.

And even if you didn’t want to approach him today, you suddenly did. And that was how you found yourself walking around the school trying to find Heeseung. But with no luck you almost gave up, but that was when you saw him in the school ground, looking like he was about to leave?

Your feet sprinted down the stairs, on your tippy toes for better support and quicker movements. You ran out of the school and to where Heeseung was standing, tripping halfway right into Heeseung, good thing Heeseung had amazing reflexes and caught you, in a very weird position even. 

And before you could even speak, he spoke.

“Look I am sorry.” He said while he bit down slightly into the skin of his inner lip. “Hee-“ You got cut off.

“I am actually so sorry, and I know this won’t make up for anything but.” He adds.

“Heeseung, thank y-“ And again you get caught off.

He turns his head to you. “Don’t say it, okay?! I need to go; I have doctors’ appointment.” His face was trembling. And as he begins to walk off, you grab him by the shirt. 

“You’re lying, what’s wrong Heeseung.” And even if he is looking at you with those sad eyes, he still somehow look gorgeous.

“Everything, these feelings and all this that is happening, Y/n, pretty, I really have to go, I can’t see you anymore, I shouldn’t feel these things.” he runs away before you can discuss back. 

“Heeseung…” You whisper out. You peak into the gift bag, there was a white colored letter in it and on it read ‘Read after one week’

Very sure it was Heeseung’s own handwriting as well, you put the letter back into the bag, even if you were obviously tempted to just read it on the spot. 

School ended later than usual, exactly the hour where the subway was the most crowded in the entire day. People were pushing and stumbling to get into the busy subways after a long exhausting day at work. And yet you were here now as well to get home.

As the doors opened, you noticed that there was no way you could fit into that tight subway. It was filled to the brim and people were standing up against each other like never before. You knew that you weren’t getting in this time and decided to wait for the next one, in hopes of fitting in.

But just as you were about to take a step back, you saw the wine-red hair, hidden behind some people, you both got eye contact. It was Heeseung again, your breath got stuck in your throat, when he pushed his way a little out. He reached out with his hand to take hold of your arm. He gently pulled you into the subway, into his chest.

Your breath hitched and your heartbeat increased. You and Heeseung were literally smooshed together with glue right now, you both were so close, that you could feel his breath, his arm was around your waist and the other one holding onto a bar. 

“How many stops are you going?” He asked, when suddenly the subway stopped and you stumbled a little, his arm tightened around you protectively.

“f-four” You stutter, stupid stupid stupid.

He nods, you could feel him nodding against your head. And what probably felt like an hour, was only 8 minutes, where you were standing up against him.

“Thanks, Heeseung.” You look up at him to see that he is already looking down at you. His eyes were filled with love, but you couldn’t see it, and all he wanted right now was to kiss those pretty lips of yours.

“Don’t mention it.” He says in a cold voice, before loosening his grip on you, so that you can walk out of the subway. He looks from a distance, to make sure you made it out safely.

But then he thought about it. You walking home alone this late at night, he couldn’t shake off the feeling to walk you home. So, he pushed out of the subway to get to the escalator, to catch up with you.

“Y/n!” he shouted, making people turn heads. You stop in you tracks on the way out to look back at Heeseung running after you.

“Did I forget something?” You ask, a little confused.

“Not really, I just don’t think you should walk home alone at this hour.” He pants slightly.

And with that you both walk to your house. Was it awkward? Yeah, a little, but it was okay, because Heeseung made you feel safe. And he spoke again, once at your doorstep. 

“Sorry again Y/n…” He said looking down. You smile because he is so unbelievably cute, even behind those ice-cold eyes and his ice-cold self.

“Heeseung…” You take a deep breath, taking one of his hands in yours. He looks up at you, his eyes speak for itself, he is heartbroken and lost. 

“I forgive you Heeseung.” He gets confused, bubbly inside, he doesn’t know why but you just make him so happy, that it melts him. How could a person be more perfect. And why would you forgive him, after everything, you are too nice.

And you that you slowly step into your house, but just before, Heeseung shouts.

“Y/n, but why? why?” He speaks and blink a couple of times.

“Because I can see you changed, and that you want to change, into something more. And that’s all I care about.” You smile at him, and he smiles back, GOD that smile was the world to you.

“Y/n, can we meet at seven p.m. in the classroom tomorrow, I wanna talk to you again.” you nod and close the door to your apartment.

Heeseung feels his chest warm up just by thinking about you. He still doesn’t know what tomorrow will bring, and how he is gonna choose between you and his best friends. 

He turns around and sees your neighbor walk out. He looked like a very typical old grandpa.

“Oh, are you dating Y/n, I saw you with her.” The man tilts his head, slowly opening his door.

“Ehm, it’s kinda complicated.” Heeseung chuckles.

“Oh okay, hope to see you around handsome lad.” The man walks into his apartment, while Heeseung just scratches the back of his neck. 

Next day in school, the first thing the teacher did, was to give you new seatmates. And guess what, you sat with Heeseung. It was a shook when both of you heard your names being pared. He looked over at you at the moment and you both quickly changed your seat so that you were sitting together.

Due to being closer to the window now, you shivered all over your body. You got goosebumps and felt extremely cold. You weren’t even halfway through winter, and you were already growing tired of the cold season, cold and snow and most of all, wind. You hated it, more than anybody, because you were extremely sensitive to cold. 

Heeseung noticed how your whole body seemed tense and how you shivered while having your arms crossed over you. How unconsidered of the school to give the girls short sleeved uniforms in the winter, without anything good enough to keep you warm, the only thing that was given, was a very thin cardigan.

“Can’t they close the windows...” you murmured to yourself, while the teacher was talking about the lesson, you didn’t notice how Heeseung heard it very clearly.

“Teacher?” Heeseung raised his hand, getting the teachers attention.

“Yes” She answered back.

“Can we close the windows? its kinda cold in here.” The teacher nodded and you couldn’t help but feel cared for when Heeseung said it, and you knew it was for you that he did it, because he didn’t seem like he was cold. You blushed slightly as Heeseung reached over you to close the last window.

“You seem very cold.” He said, sitting down. Again, with his very unbothered tone, but really, you could hear the sincerity and care in his word, and the way his eyebrows arched, made it even more clear and cute.

“Mh.” You let out, before he peeled off his jacket and wrapped it around you. You thanked him, probably with very red cheeks, that were burning hot. And your shy smile on top. He literally grew weak for you. And it meant everything to him, to see you comfortable. 

As the day went on, you had your interactions with Heeseung, all while you could feel Jakes eyes boring into you from behind, while Sunghoon and Jay were goofing around and laughing like they weren’t surrounded by a lot of students. They seemed pretty unbothered about you and Heeseung. Mostly just because it was already a routine for them to not beat you up. 

It was getting darker. And you went home, but you remembered that you were meeting up with Heeseung at the school again.

Both of you were nervous, especially Heeseung, this conversation and these things he was going to tell you, probably meant more to him than anything else. Was he gonna choose you over his friends?

You didn’t know what Heeseung had been planning to tell you. But you had an idea, another apology probably. 

Heeseung just stayed at the school waiting for you, he didn’t give a single shit about going home. You came a little early, and noticed how Heeseung was already sitting in the classroom waiting for you. 

When it became darker outside, everything just felt more depressing, and it was also the time where Heeseung was the most vulnerable. He was staring out the window when you came, as his eyes teared up for some reason. 

“Heeseung?” You said, tilting your head, making Heeseung turn his head to you. He stood up and walked over to you. 

“Hey, look I don’t wanna start off like this, but I don’t have much time. So, Y/n, I am so sorry.” He stands in front of you.

“Hee, I said I forgive you.” You stare up at him.

“No Y/n. I don’t mean to pour my heart out like this to you, and making you see me this vulnerable. But you don’t deserve me, you deserve someone who can give you the world. And even if past remains the past, and I promised to never let something like that happen again, it just still lies and it’s something where I can’t even defend myself when saying this.” He takes a deep breath before continuing. He takes your hands in his.

“The thing is. I really care for you, and I r-really l-love you. And also, Jake gave me two days for me to figure out that I don’t actually have feelings for you. But I can’t deny it anymore, I truly fell for you. And the things I did to you, was so wrong of me. I was going through a lot, and Jake helped me so much, and now I have to choose between my friends and you. I was so selfish and didn’t think about how it affected you. You don’t deserve me; you are too nice and pretty and and and perfect.” He was stumbling over his last words.

“And after all, I don’t even think you would love someone like me. And you shouldn’t, because I am a literal monster to you.” He was crying and sobbing. 

You didn’t think about how much he was struggling too. And he deserved more than anything. And you fell too even when he had been an idiot. 

You stood up on your toes to catch him in a kiss, he seemed so shocked about it first, but kissed back anyways, before taking your face in his hands while he was crying.

He was so perfect everything was perfect about him, almost, but all people have their flaws, but only the best can get rid of them.

Was he dreaming, everything seemed to fade the second your lips hit his. He wanted to be careful, but it was so hard to hold back the urge to just kiss you rougher, when you were so addicting and tasted so sweet. 

And you both were just standing there. Little did you know that Jake had heard, seen everything. He suddenly felt guilty about everything he had done. Clearly his friend fell for this girl, and all he did was to be selfish and keep him all to himself. And as his best friend, he didn’t so the right thing to you in the first place.

A smile crept on Jakes face. He helped Heeseung maybe a little. So, he walked off, giving you guys some privacy.

You pulled away after a hot minute of you guys kissing, trying to catch your breath. Heeseung almost chased your lips but stopped mid-way. 

“Heeseung, I don’t care about what happened, you just have to know that I love you too and that you were never the monster. So, I forgive you, a hundred percent. And you deserve everything.” You connected your foreheads, letting out a puff of air.

“Really?” His eyes were glossy as his smile only grew bigger.

“But I don’t deserve someone like you-“  He says.

“You absolutely do.” You hug him and he hugs back instantly. 

“I am so sorry pretty, for everything. I also have to meet with Jake now, I don’t know how it will go but I know that I won’t ever leave you or hurt you again.” He lets go of you and you smile at him.

“Go, meet him.” You smile, letting him go.

“See you after?” He asks. You nod. He doesn’t leave before giving you one last peck. 

Heeseung was clutching his hands together on the way down the stairs. OMG everything happened so quickly, but he got the girl, even if he would never forgive how he was in the past and how he didn’t think that he was the right one for you. But looking at the positive, the only one he need to proof that him and you were meant to be, was himself. And how? By showing you how much he loved and cared for you, show affection and crave for you, and protect you from anything.

He saw Jake standing outside the school with his phone in his hand.

Heeseung approached him. “Hi Jake.” He spoke looking like an unbothered king.

“Hey Heeseung.” He spoke back.

“I made up my mind. I am choosing her, even if I don’t know how to lose you, you mean everything to me Jake, but I don’t want all of this to affect Y/n anymore.” Heeseung said looking down, deep inside, it was probably the hardest thing to say, but he did it, even if he just wanted to keep all of his friends.

“That’s what I like to hear.” Jake smiled at Heeseung, making him confused.

“What?” Heeseung didn’t understand the meaning behind these words fully.

“I am so sorry for making you choose, and I take everything back, I just couldn’t accept that you were suddenly taking her side, I felt that you just wanted to leave us, but now I feel guilty for what I did. And I know that wasn’t what you wanted to do. Choosing her is the only right thing to do, but…you wont loose any of us. I want us to start a new, with Sunghoon and Jay.” Jake said with tears in his eyes but still smiling.

“Are you with me? Starting a now all of us together. Y/n can join too, as I see you and her have something going on.” Jake says. Heeseung is in shock once again. And maybe at the end of the day, he had his perfect happy ending.

“You want to do that for us!?” Heeseung pulled Jake into a hug.

“Of course, I also think it better this way, seeing us all happy.” Jake mumbled into Heeseung’s shirt.

“You are the best friend ever, you know that, right?” Heeseung said excitedly.

Sunghoon and Jay suddenly appeared and joined Heeseung and Jake. All of them reunited once again.

“Don’t cry Heeseung.” Sunghoon chuckled slightly, with glossy eyes.

“You are making us cry too.” Jay said. They all laughed at how ridiculous it all was. 

You watched from a distance. They seemed so happy together, and even if you couldn’t hear them, you knew it was a happy ending.

You walk out of the school when you feel was the right time.

“I think there is someone you need to talk with.” Jake nodded against you. Heeseung turned around, his mouth turned into an upside-down smile. Sunghoon, Jay and Jake left Heeseung alone with you. 

You both watched each other form a distance, before heeseung came running to you throwing his bag on the way. He picked you up, spinning you around, while you wrapped your arms around him.

“Heeseung!?” You laughed, legs wrapped around his torso.

“I seriously don’t deserve this happy of an ending.” He laughed.

“Yes, you do Heeseung. I am guessing you and the others will remain friends?” you ask.

“Definitely, starting a new, but this time with you…if you want.” He blinks, eyes filled with love and lust.

“Of course I do.” You hug him, snuggling your nose into his neck.

“Then, if it’s the right time now… can I be yours?” He asks.

“More than anything in the world Heeseung. And can I be yours?” you pull back to get eye contact.

“More than anything Y/n. Do you wanna seal it with a kiss?” He asks genuinely.

You don’t even answer, you just lean in and capture his lips, in a heated kiss.

One week passed. A week of Heeseung constantly showing his love for you. Hugs, kisses, cuddles, words, and so much more. Heeseung really wanted to prove to you, that he really meant everything he said. You have gotten closer to Jake, Jay and Sunghoon too.

You sit by the table at Heeseung’s apartment, slowly opening the letter he gave you. The letter is short. It only consists of about three sentences.

Heeseung comes from behind wrapping his arms around your waist. Snuggling even closer to you, if it was possible. You read the sentences in your head, Heeseung does too.

It says…

’Did it end well?’ 

‘Are you happy and comfortable?’

‘Are you mine?’

You turn your head back and look at him.

“Yes.” You breath. He giggles and lift you up, setting you both down on the couch, still back hugging you.

“I love you more than anything baby.” He says, you turn slightly, switching the position a little.

“I love you more.” You giggle.

“That’s not fair.” He sulks, burying his nose into your neck.

Extra scene~ “How the fuck did Heeseung get a girl before me. Like look at how handsome I am.” You were at a café with Heeseung, Jay, Jake and Sunghoon. When Sunghoon then brought up this topic. You and Heeseung had been dating for around a month now.

“Where the hell does all Sunghoon’s confidence come from?” Jay asks.

“No but like, how is Heeseung pulling bitches, while I be pulling uno cards from this deck” Sunghoon groaned while pulling up his 14 cards.

“My baby is no bitch.” Heeseung pouted, his arm pulling you into a makeshift hug.

“Maybe that’s why, he is smooth af and he treats her like an absolute princess.” Jake scoffs.

Heeseung giggles and gives you a kiss on the cheek. 

“Heeseung!! You are all sweaty, get off me.” The boys went to play basket just before while you just filmed them, making Heeseung drip with sweat.

“You love it!” He hugs you closer, forcing you to lay down into him.

“They’re seriously so lovesick, I can’t” Jake rolls his eyes while laughing.

we fought for TEN months and they got their way in a few days WTF??? this is the BIGGEST slap in the face. I can’t even fathom how the members feel because I’m devastated. BOYCOTT SM!

here's this because some people are not understanding the severity of this situation and what it means for riize, artists under sm, and k-pop artists in general. what happened with seunghan, from the moment he debuted to now, is a reflection of toxic, mentally and emotionally damaging standards in the industry and the country in general. when rapists are given more grace than teenagers who smoked a cigarette, that's when you know shit is fucked beyond repair. things need to change. it's not normal for idols to put their human needs second, it's not normal for companies to be listening to psychotic, delusional, gotham level villain "fans" over members actually apart of a group. these are real people with real dreams; they want to make music and perform and there is absolutely ZERO reason they need to turn into robots, walk on eggshells, and be subject to absolutely batshit hate comments and be looked at under a microscope every second of the day. please understand this as something much bigger than it is. this isn't gonna go away soon, people are gonna be angry for a really long time, riize will never be the same again.

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Happy Birthday Bambi Boy 🌹✨🦌

happy birthday king i want you to know i had the most insane reaction when you posted these photographs.

SYNOPSIS! rizzseung's/boyfie's bday

CONTENT! bf!heeseung x hyper!reader // fluff // warnings : none // ᴡᴄ. 481

october 14 [11:57]

you continue to watch as the minutes go by. you want to be the first to say happy birthday to heeseung.

you got a birthday cake in one hand and a birthday hat in the other. heeseung was laying down in your shared bed, completely clueless of the plans you have.

11:58, 11:59…. as soon as the clock strikes 12 you start to sing "happy birthday" really loudly. heeseung gets startled awake by your angelic voice.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY KING!!" you pick up his head, putting the cute little birthday cone hat thingy.

heeseung groans loudly, "mamas… go back to sleep"

"noooooo!! its your birthday!" you sit down next to him on the bed, cutting a small peice of the cake with your fork, holding it up to feed him. he opens his mouth and hums as he tastes the cake. "you like it?" you asked with a cute smile. he softly nodded, "i made it, just.for.you"

Later that morning–

heeseung didn't want anything special. just you and him, enjoying the day together. and since he is the birthday boy, you weren't one to complain.

you were the first to wake up, opening your eyes to heeseung's sleeping figure. he looked so cute, his face all puffy and his calm features. as you continue to look at your boyfriend, he stirs awake as if he felt your gaze through his slumber. 

as he opens his eyes, a soft smile grazes his face. a smile you hope to never stop seeing.

"goodmorning" he said in a slurred, deep, morning voice. you ruffle his hair and lean down to softly peck his forehead. "morning baby," you said in a soft whisper, "happy birthday… again"

his smile grows wider, pulling you down into a hug and pecking your lips. he held you with a strong hold, not planning on letting you go any time soon. "hee, babyyyyy, i need to make you a birthday breakfast" you said in a soft whiny voice.

he softly groaned into your neck, refusing to let you go "mm, noooo just lay here with me for a little while…. too early" you softly chuckle as you look at the digital clock right next to you "its 11 am hee"

he sighed, finally loosening his grip on you "fine…" you get up with a soft groan, putting on your slippers and making your way to the kitchen.

halfway through making breakfast, heeseung emerges from the bedroom. you didn't hear the door open so when you felt hands warping around your face you got a little startled, after you look up to see heeseung's face with a big goofy smile, you lean back onto him.

to leans down to softly peck the top of your head. he sighs into your hair as he feels the drowsiness go away while his senses fill with you.

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𝐋𝐄𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐆 (이희승)

heeseung’s arms were wrapped around your waist, his lips brushing softly against your temple as you both sat on the couch. “angel,” he mumbled, voice lazy and warm. you hummed in response, then said, “heeseung, can you grab my water?” his arms tightened slightly, and he pulled back to look at you with a mock-offended pout. “heeseung?” he echoed, raising a brow. “what happened to babe? baby? love of my life?” you couldn’t help but giggle, leaning in to peck his lips. “fine, baby, can you get my water?” his expression softened immediately, his lips finding your cheek in a quick kiss. “that’s more like it,” he teased, standing up but not before brushing his hand through your hair. “anything for you, my love.”

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐉𝐀𝐘 (박종성)

“park jongseong, can you help me with this?” you ask, barely glancing up from your spot on the couch. jay freezes, his brows knitting together in confusion. “wait, what? did you just—?” he moves closer, his hand gently resting on your shoulder, thumb brushing your skin. “did i do something wrong? why are you using my full name?” you stifle a giggle, finding his reaction adorable. “nothing's wrong, jongseong,” you tease, emphasizing his name again. jay pouts, leaning in closer, his face inches from yours. “baby, you know i hate when you call me that,” he mumbles, his lips brushing your cheek in a soft, affectionate gesture. “i like ‘love’ or ‘jay’ better.” his arms slip around your waist, pulling you into his lap. “now come here, let me make up for whatever i did wrong… even though i don’t know what it is,” he whispers, nuzzling into your neck with a smirk.

𝐒𝐈𝐌 𝐉𝐀𝐊𝐄 (심재윤)

“jaeyun, can you pass me that?” you ask, not thinking much of it, but jake's head snaps up immediately. “jaeyun?” he repeats, a playful frown forming on his face as he comes over to you. “what happened to ‘babe’? or ‘love’?” he teases, leaning down and brushing his fingers lightly against your arm. “did i do something wrong? why the full name?” you roll your eyes, biting back a smile. “nothing’s wrong, jake, relax.” but he’s already wrapping his arms around your waist, pulling you closer. “mm, i don’t like it. i wanna hear you call me something cute,” he mumbles into your hair, pressing a soft kiss against your temple. “come on, baby,” he pouts, tilting your chin up to meet his gaze. “say it, just once. for me?” you laugh, giving in as you press a kiss to his cheek. “fine, pretty boy. happy now?” he grins, holding you tighter. “much better.”

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐍 (박성훈)

“sunghoon,” you call out, glancing over at him as he scrolls on his phone. he doesn’t even flinch, acting like he didn’t hear you. you raise an eyebrow, calling again, “sunghoon.” still nothing. you can see the faintest hint of a smirk tugging at the corner of his lips, and you know he’s messing with you. sighing, you move closer, poking his arm. “sunghoon, i know you can hear me,” you say, but he stays quiet, clearly enjoying this. “oh, so we’re doing this now?” you mutter, climbing into his lap. his hands instinctively find your waist, but he still doesn’t respond, eyes glued to the screen. “fine, be that way.” you lean in, “baby,” you whisper sweetly. instantly, he grins, turning his head to look at you. “ah, there it is. i was wondering how long it’d take you,” he teases, pulling you closer with a laugh.

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LEE HEESEUNG WASN’T THE KIND OF BOYFRIEND ANYONE HAD EXPECTED YOU TO HAVE.

everyone in school knew his reputation—he was the typical bad boy, sharp edges and icy stares, with a cigarette often hanging loosely from his lips and tattoos decorating his forearms.

people moved out of his way when he walked down the hall, not wanting to catch his eye.

he was feared, whispered about, and avoided.

but you? you on the other hand were the complete opposite—shy, quiet, and sweet.

it was no secret that you were heeseung’s girlfriend, and because of that, no one dared to mess with you.

until today, unfortunately.

it was just an average day, a regular lunch break, or at least it had started that way.

you were sitting at your usual table with a couple of friends, eating and listening to the chatter around you.

heeseung wasn’t with you—he rarely was during lunch.

he liked to spend that time outside, usually skipping or hanging with his own friends, giving you space but always watching from a distance.

you knew he was never far—you always felt safe, knowing he was around.

but today, something felt very off.

a new student had recently transferred to your school—minho, a cocky, obnoxious guy who had quickly earned a reputation for being a jerk.

he had a habit of making everyone around him uncomfortable, especially girls—and today, he had his eyes set on you.

you were sitting quietly, your head down as you picked at your food, when you noticed him walking toward your table.

your stomach twisted, a sinking feeling settling in as he slid into the seat beside you without asking.

you immediately tensed, your fingers tightening around your fork.

“hey, you’re that quiet girl, right?” minho’s voice was bold, dripping with arrogance as he leaned in too close, invading your personal space.

“lee heeseung’s girl, right? i don’t see what he sees in you.”

your heart sped up, panic rising in your chest as you shifted uncomfortably in your seat.

“uh, i’m—” you stammered, trying to inch away from him, but he only moved closer, his knee bumping against yours.

“i don’t get it,” minho continued, completely ignoring the way you were clearly uncomfortable.

“you’re way too shy, too… delicate for someone like him. maybe you need someone who knows how to treat you better.”

your friend, sitting across from you, shot minho a warning glare. “she’s not interested asshole. back off.”

but minho didn’t seem to care—he laughed, the sound grating on your nerves.

“why don’t you let her speak for herself, huh?” he turned his gaze back to you, his eyes dark with something that made your skin crawl.

“what do you say, sweetheart? how about you ditch that psycho boyfriend of yours and hang out with a real man?”

your hands started to shake, your throat tightening as you tried to find your voice. “please just leave… i’m not—”

before you could finish, minho leaned in even closer, his breath hot against your ear as he whispered something vile, something so inappropriate that your entire body went rigid with shock.

and that’s when you heard it—footsteps—heavy, deliberate footsteps approaching fast.

you didn’t even have time to turn before you saw heeseung, his expression dark and dangerous as he grabbed minho by the collar and pulled him out of his seat.

the entire cafeteria seemed to go silent.

everyone knew heeseung had a temper, but they’d rarely seen him like this.

“say that again,” heeseung growled, his voice low and menacing as he lifted minho off the ground, his fist clenched tightly around the front of minho’s shirt. “i dare you.”

minho’s painted on act faded instantly.

his cocky smirk disappeared as he realized just how serious heeseung was, but instead of backing down, he chucked.

“what’s the matter, heeseung? can’t handle someone else talking to your girl? she doesn’t seem to mind—”

that was all it took.

before you could even process what was happening, heeseung’s fist connected with minho’s face.

the sound of the punch echoed through the cafeteria, and you gasped, your heart leaping into your throat.

heeseung hit him again, and again, and again, his knuckles splitting open from the force of the impact.

minho didn’t even have time to fight back—he was already dazed, blood trickling from his nose and mouth as heeseung knocked him to the ground.

“heeseung, stop!” you cried out, panic rising in your chest as you watched the scene unfold in desperation.

but he didn’t hear you—he was lost in his anger, his eyes dark and wild as he prepared to throw another punch.

you scrambled to your feet, rushing toward him, your hands shaking as you reached out and grabbed his arm.

“please, heeseung, stop! he’s done— see!” your voice cracked as tears filled your eyes, your heart pounding painfully in your chest.

for a moment, heeseung didn’t move, his fist still clenched, ready to strike again.

but then you did the only thing you could think of—you wrapped your arms around him from behind, pulling him into a desperate back hug.

“heeseung, please,” you whispered, your voice trembling as tears streamed down your cheeks. “stop. it’s over. please.”

something shifted in him then—you could feel it.

the tension in his muscles slowly began to release, his clenched fist relaxing as your words broke through the haze of his anger.

he took a deep, shuddering breath, his body still shaking as he dropped his arm to his side.

you didn’t let go, your face buried against his back as you tried to calm your own racing heart.

heeseung turned slightly, his breath ragged as he finally looked down at minho—almost unconscious and a bloodied broken nose on the ground.

a flicker of regret crossed his face, but it was quickly masked by his usual hardened expression.

he turned toward you then, his eyes softening as he saw your tear-streaked face.

without saying a word, he took your hand and led you out of the cafeteria filled with whispers and cameras pointed at you, his grip firm but gentle as he guided you to his car in the parking lot.

the moment you were both inside, he reached over and pulled you into his lap, wrapping his arms around you tightly as you cried against his chest.

“i’m sorry,” he whispered, his voice hoarse as he pressed his lips to the top of your head. “i’m so sorry. i didn’t mean to scare you.”

you shook your head, still trembling as you clung to him. “i was just so scared… i thought you wouldn’t stop.”

heeseung sighed, his hand rubbing soothing circles on your back as he held you close.

“i know, baby. i get like that sometimes… when i’m angry, i just… i lose control.”

his voice was thick with emotion, his usual care free aura gone as he spoke to you softly, like he was afraid of breaking you.

“but i’ll get help, okay? i don’t want to be like that around you. i promise i’ll do better.”

you pulled back slightly, wiping at your eyes with the back of your hand as you looked up at him.

“i just don’t want you to hurt yourself… or anyone else. i’m grateful you stood up for me, but… you can’t let yourself get lost in your anger like that.”

heeseung nodded, his eyes full of guilt as he reached up to brush a strand of hair behind your ear. “i know, and i’ll try. for you.”

you finally let out a small, shaky laugh, and heeseung smiled softly, relief washing over him as he heard the sound.

“there’s my pretty girl,” he said, his voice warm as he leaned in to press a gentle kiss to your forehead.

his hands were still shaking slightly as he cupped your face, but the worst of the storm had passed.

you glanced down at his knuckles then, your heart sinking as you saw the cuts and bruises painting his skin. “heeseung… your hands.”

without thinking, you gently took one of his hands in yours, lifting it to your lips and pressing soft kisses to the torn skin.

he watched you with a mix of awe and affection, his chest tightening at the sight of you caring for him so sweetly.

“you didn’t have to do that,” you whispered, looking up at him through your lashes as you kissed the back of his hand again. “but thank you.”

heeseung smiled, his expression softening as he leaned down to kiss you—slow and softly, his lips moving gently against yours.

when he pulled back, he rested his forehead against yours, his breath mingling with yours as he whispered, “i’d do anything for you.”

you smiled back at him, the tension in your chest finally easing as you realized that despite everything, he wasn’t the monster everyone thought he was.

he was just… heeseung—rough around the edges, for sure not perfect, but always protective, always caring when it came to you.

“just… try not to knock anyone out next time, okay?” you teased lightly, the corners of your mouth lifting into a small smile.

heeseung chuckled softly, the sound low and soothing as he kissed the tip of your nose.

“i’ll do my best, but no promises,” he said, his tone playful now. “especially if some asshole tries to mess with my girl.”

you rolled your eyes, laughing despite yourself “you’re impossible, lee heeseung.”

“and you love me for it.”

you couldn’t argue with that.

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riize doesn’t deserve the horrible fan base they have. it’ll be at war for forever quite literally. they ALL deserve sm better.

name a cuter trio I DARE YOU

SEUNGHAN : TALK SAXY

i’m literally just speechless about this. i was so happy for seunghan’s return since i became a briize while he was on hiatus. it was hard to watch content cause i always love a group as a whole, so i just waited. when the announcement of his return was dropped, i was so excited cause i would finally see ot7 back together. why must toxic stans have to ruin everything, and why must companies have to bow down to their demands when you’ve already decided to bring him back? to any ot6 stan reading this, he apologised for more than enough. he was willing to move on from the past and continue making amends with his members supporting him. you all lack empathy cause how would you feel if your dreams and hopes were ruined without a chance to make up for it? i hope no one ever treats you ot6 briize with an ounce of the hate you threw at seunghan. even then, i’m sure you would lack the empathy and maturity to change.

ot6 freaks when they have to come to terms with the fact that riize is and will always be 7… that the members themselves pushed to have seunghan back… they knew the risks that came with that but still wanted to continue as a group with seunghan because thats their friend, their family.

if you love riize, you love all 7 of them. you cant claim to love riize if you dont love the entire group, because riize themselves love the entire group. riize wanted to be 7, so why cant you support that? because they dont fit your little delusional parasocial fantasy? disrespecting a riize member is disrespecting all of riize, under the guise of “protecting” them and “worried about the hate they’ll get” when you’re the exact people spreading the hate ur so worried about. whats the end goal here? how was chanting that riize is 7 harmful and disrespectful to the group but sending funeral wreaths and wishing death on seunghan isnt disrespectful? the boys made their decision… so you support or you unstan. it got to a point where the first mention of seunghan from one of the members was a note to the people sending hate to seunghan to stop and to support riize because thats what riize wants… instead of a first post being praise and celebrating his return.

theres also many groups that have had members join the group post debut and those groups are doing just fine ? sure they had some sort of hate when they came in but in the end, the members are happy and they have a good support system from fans. thats what riize needs right now, thats what seunghan needs right now, because he’s not even a new member, he’s just resuming his activities with his group that he already debuted with !!

even if you became a briize during the time he was on hiatus, i hope you grow to love him the way other briize and riize members love him as well. there’s no reason to send him hate if you truly love riize the way you claim.

we JUST got seunghan back after ten months and now hes permanently leaving all bc bitches wanna throw a fit that he had a girlfriend BEFORE he was an idol???

bbg whatever you do next you have my support let bitches be stupid ig

the video of seunghan walking past those funeral wreaths is incredibly hard to watch , he was all alone and the fact sm kept them up the entire day it's almost like they wanted him to see them... and then the boys at the airport, they looked so tired and sad , how is this better , everyone is miserable , the only people that are happy is ot6 briize, they dont even care about the other members happiness ...

SEUNGHAN IS BACK TOO OH MY FUCKING GOD

not enhypen related but FUCK SEUNGHAN’S BACK, WE RIISE WE WIN WAR IS OVER LIFE IS WORTH LIVING, RIIZE IS 7.

every single bitch who sent and paid for those funeral wreaths in front of sm when seunghan came back, you all have a special place in hell for hating on that man for doing nothing wrong

seunghan’s initial removal from RIIZE, his acceptance, and then second removal is so wildly unfathomable that I can’t really explain just how upset it makes me for kpop as an industry.

this article by jeff benjamin for billboard does a great job explaining the situation as a whole as well as commentary on fandom culture in Korea. the idea that parasocial practices must be upheld in order to pursue a career as an idol feels very manipulative and damaging, especially since it was during a time that seunghan wasn’t in the public eye.

The following quote sums it up the best: “Though tame by Western standards, the content went viral in South Korea, a country which has undergone rapid modernization but remains socially conservative — values that extend to the parasocial relationships fans have with South Korean music stars.”

i'm actually so sad. i've been a supporter of seunghan since sm's rookies. i can't imagine only imagine the burden and guilt seunghan must've felt in the two days he was back. the members being the main reason he came back and wonbin putting out the post last night saying that he and the members wanted him back. they all looked so happy to perform with him in japan next month. literally what do ot6 fans gain from this? they don't care that the members asked for seunghan back, they just don't like he had a girlfriend.