I Hate Bpd. Why Cant I J Be A Normal Amount Of Sad? Why Do All Of My Reactions Have To Be So Heightened?

i hate bpd. why cant i j be a normal amount of sad? why do all of my reactions have to be so heightened? why am i grieving and mourning? why cant i just be sad?

I'm only calm when I'm causing myself harm. I'm still not fully happy with the mark on my forehead. I need more head trauma. I need them to take me seriously. I need them to believe my pain. I want to continue to keep committing atrocities against myself until I'm dead. I hope one day they believe me. It wasn't for attention. It wasn't to be manipulative. It's because everything fucking hurts.

nothing worse than when the premise of something captivates you but then it sucks ass. bro you put this idea out into the world and you didn’t even do it a shred of justice

I made a thing bc my friend brought up how much of a fucking simp I am for Arven

Pls use this as you see fit

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my fear of abandonment 🤝 someone’s tone changing

You don’t find Skins, Skins finds you. I am convinced that the show always finds you when you are at your lowest.