Boymeetsparadise - E, 23 - Tumblr Blog
E here! Hello everyone and apologies it’s been such a long ass time since i’ve updated or posted. With the pandemic and life in general, i was unmotivated to write/post anything. I do miss writing greatly and still love checking out works from other creators! With that said, i am back! I am open for requests like drabbles, fake texts, headcannons etc! If anyone enjoys AOT, i have 2 works i’ll probably post tomorrow ☺️ (eren and connie!!) Currently i am writing for:
BTS
Attack on Titan
Haikyuu
Please don’t be shy to request from me! However i do apologize as it has been a while, i’m a tad rusty but will try my absolute best!
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cute ♡
it is scientifically proven that jin gets a little more handsome every single day
Taegi + Hobi ❤️
👏🏾Education 👏🏾is 👏🏾a 👏🏾right,👏🏾 not👏🏾 a👏🏾 service 👏🏾
Pass along and use the shit out of them
school started up again so i’ve been kinna busy but hopefully i’ll be able to double update my love alarm au later today!
Y'all we can NEVER be silent about BTS achievements! Seven men passionate about music, who just wanted to express themselves. They didn't know they'd end up healing the world and in such a tremendous way
Their first fanmeet had less than 100 people...
Doesn't matter when you started stanning but the growth has been a beauty to behold
Doing A SOLD OUT STADIUM TOUR!!!! like it was nothing and the tickets weren't even enough 😭. The first group to earn 4 consecutive #1 albums in the US since the Beatles. They have the best selling album the hear worldwide.
From a hugely harassed and bullied group to the best selling artists of all time in their home country, their pride. Do y'all know how insane this is????!!?
And now a Hot100 #1 debut with the highest sales in three years 😭.....without bundles.....
Literally crying I'm so proud y'all... I can't even explain it. The first and only Asian act to top billboard 100, billboard 200, artist 100.
Just wow..... And look at Taehyung and Yoongi they are literally overwhelmed and crying with us 😭
I also don't know if it's reality Taehyung 😭
The tears 😭😢.... Yes Joonie.... You showed them
EVERYONE PLS NEVER EVER LET ANYONE SILENCE YOU ABOUT BTS! We didn't get here by being weak.... Again wow *fandom hug*
JUNGKOOK BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN D-4
some of my favorite live stages
❤️
BTS as florida man headlines
TAEHYUNG
JIMIN
YOONGI
HOSEOK
NAMJOON
JUNGKOOK
JIN
favorite bts solos as movie posters
eat well angel
masterlist
contains and mentions: female reader x jung hoseok/ female reader x kim taehyung.
>language, break ups, angst, anxiety, brief mention of a loved one’s passing, alcohol, children. exes to strangers au, (please let me know if i missed anything)
Word count: 2k
an: i had the sad music playing, its one of those moments.. this came to mind and hopefully you all enjoy! angsty hobi? tragic but sign me up! (◠‿◠)
listened to while writting: 2 soon - keshi
A weary sigh left your lips as you toed off your shoes, a soft nudge to close off the door as your hair fell down your back from having been up all day. A late night at work and you finally had the weekend to look forward to, it dawned that your energy wasn’t the same as before. You worked from home most of the time unless it was a big project or a mistake had been made, then you’d spend hours away from home. Rare but dreaded.
The small apartment was quiet as the soft patting of your tired feet on the wooden floors brought back life. Bag set on the dining table, you looked over into the kitchen as the under cabinet stove hood glowed into the dark home, leftovers waiting. You opted to eat it at room temperature, trying to keep the silence aside from the soft drags of cutlery. Washing dishes could wait until the morning as you made sure the windows were properly locked around your home.
The soft thuds of clothes hit the floor before you let out another sigh. Arms around yourself, massaging your sore neck before changing and letting the soft, cool material of your pajamas welcome you even further. Doors and wooden floor panels softly creaked before you slid into bed, another sigh as you stared at the ceiling, dinner finally settling. You reached over to your phone on the nightstand, mindlessly scrolling through your social media. Looks like a high school acquaintance got married, double-tap, and type out a quick congratulations with excessive emojis. Your cousin posted a selfie and she looks breathtaking, double-tap, and comment that you miss her. You continued for a few more posts, catching up on the people around you. A tired yawn and you were giving in to sleep. A small stretch and click of the phone, you turned over, a small smile on your lips.
Only a couple minutes in before your eyes shot right open. Your phone was on low volume but the vibrations had it motoring across the small table. Probably a late-night telemarketer as you couldn’t quite recognize the phone number. A spam risk? You pressed the accept button, whispers ready.
“Hello?” There was a small gasp.
“[Y/n]” and then a small sigh of relief.
You sat up in bed immediately, shock and confusion written all over your face.
“Hoseok?” You whispered, questioning whether or not it was really the voice.
“Yes!” He sighed, “It’s me..” He bit his bottom lip as his index finger mindlessly circles the finish of the glass bottle. To him, it felt so good to hear your voice again and he thanked his angels above for remembering your number.
You sat up in bed, wide awake with a sudden pang in your heart. Silence followed as you tried to find the words to say. There wasn’t any- so serious yet awkward as it used to be so easy to talk to one another.
“Long time huh?” Hoseok let out a nervous chuckle as he adjusted his phone. “How have you been?”
“I’ve been..” You paused, and quickly pulled away to glance at the time, what was going on? “It’s two a.m, why?”
“It’s late I know. But I just had to call. I had to just hear your voice again.” He pleaded. You rolled your eyes, he wouldn’t know that though.
“But why?”
“Can’t I just call to catch up?” He played casually.
“No.” You snapped at his attempt as your mind began to wander at his intentions.
“I couldn’t sleep. I thought I should call you.” He confessed.
“It’s been-”
“I know how long it’s been.” He cut you off. “But you were always the best remedy.”
You sighed, his words sending another chill down your spine.
“I tried to hard to find your number, I thought you would’ve changed it.” Silence. “Relieved that I’m not blocked.” He tried to chuckle but failed awkwardly. You don’t tell him that you just unblocked his number about a year ago because the missing contact name confused you.
“Let’s just talk.” He licked his lips, adjusting in his seat. “How are you? How’s your dad?” He tried, hands shaky.
“He passed last November.” You deadpanned.
“Oh…” Hoseok felt a wave of guilt. “I’m sorry.”
“I am too.” You’ve missed a lot Jung Hoseok.
Another moment of silence followed.
“...Cut to the chase Hoseok” You ran your free hand through your hair again, looking over your shoulder, “Why’d you call?”
“I think you know why [Y/n]..”
“ I don’t know anymore.” You paused. “You don’t call someone up at two am after you haven’t been able to do so for over three years.”
“I’ve missed you. And I’ve realized how much of an idiot I am.” He played with the bottle some more.
“You had three years Hoseok.” You stared off into the distance of your dimly lit room, the moon shining in through a small crack in the curtains.
“And I regret not calling sooner.” He let his head fall, tears burning his eyes.
“Have you been drinking Hoseok?”
“Would that matter?” He cocked a brow.
“Considering you could never be honest with me when sober, yes.” For a moment you felt like you had gone back in time, a younger you picking up the phone because she had yet another fight with her boyfriend and he called to apologize like always. At three am as his lips slurred the truths he wished he would say while sober, but you knew that already.
You’d believe every word and then he would stumble to your place, pebbles at your window before you let him in, embracing each other as you sat on your roof, looking at the sky.
“I’ve changed.” He rubbed his eyes, drunk sincerity in every word he spoke. “So much.” He sighed. “And I’ll never be sorry enough on that it took me so long to do so.”
“It shouldn’t have taken years.” You shook your head. “I’m sorry but I don’t see the point in tonight’s-”
“Can I come see you?” His voice was shaky. “Just this once, please? I have so much I want to say.” Another desperate sigh, “And I want to do this face to face.”
“Hobi-” You shuttered from letting his old nickname slip.
“You still stay in the same place right? I’ll be there in 15.” He downed a prepared shot, eyes wandering for his jacket- ready to head out. You took a deep breath, a soft cry could be heard across the hall.
“Hoseok stop.” You swung your legs off the edge of the bed, the anxiety making you fidget.
“Let me stay the night. I’ll leave in the morning, I swear.” He tried to convince you and himself, his mind blocking out sounds that weren’t you. “Just let me be in the same space as you. Please?”
“You had time Hoseok.” Pity in your tone, you continued, “You won’t remember this in the morning.” Too distracted to feel the movement on the other side.
“I can come by in the morning if I can’t right now... How does nine am sound?” He bit the inside of his cheek, avoiding your pleads. “Would that be fine?’
“Listen-”
“I can pick up your favorite muffins and we can talk over some coffee-” Hoseok tried.
“Hoseok.” You repeated, tears ready to slip at any moment as he heard the crack in your voice, his heart breaking with it.
“I haven’t stopped thinking about you. Trust me I tried so hard to forget. To move on. But I couldn’t. I can’t.” Another heavy sigh.
“Stop it.”
“Just a bit of time, please. I know it isn’t fair of me to ask this of you. I’ll always be that selfish but I can’t help it. I have to ask for more. I’m sorry.”
“You missed so much. I’ve-”
“Please. At least let me see you for the last time.”
“Three years.” You reminded him, it hurt so bad.
“I know.”
Another silence. Memories of you two flashed in your mind. Moments of joy and love now hurt so much, pushed away to the depths of your mind, buried underneath new ones.
“I have to go.”
“Please don’t hang up.” His voice broke.
“I have to. Please don’t call again.”
“I’ll call every day. I’m serious.” He spoke, his free hand rubbing at his burning eyes. “I want another try at us. I’m tired of the games I played. I’ve changed and I’ll prove that [Y/n].”
“Don’t do this.”
“Don’t you love me anymore?” Hoseok’s vision went blurry. “It doesn’t matter how long it’s been, true love will always come back to one another.” He tried to reason as the grip on his phone tightened.
“I don’t love you anymore.” You jumped right in, cutting him off from rambling any further, teeth clenched. “Don’t start spewing your bullshit when you’re the one who walked out on me Hoseok. We could’ve had it all but you fucked up. I got tired of waiting and hoping. Obviously this isn’t true love if it took you this long to realize. I found my happiness Hoseok.”
You were bitter. Fed up. You sat, heavy breathing, the man who once gave you butterflies was now asking for pity and forgiveness as if that wasn’t a constant in your time together.
“You don’t mean that.” Hoseok pleaded. “Please.”
“I do and you’re drunk Hoseok. Bye.”
“[Y/n]-”
“You’ll find someone one day, and you’ll thank me for this.” Your eyes fluttered shut as you pulled the phone away.
Hoseok’s lip started to quiver, his calls were always enough and now you were here ready to hang it up for good.
“Baby?”
Hoseok raised his brows, eyes wide with confusion. Was there someone with you? Should he hang up?
“Sorry love, I tried my best to put them back down to bed but I think someone misses their mommy.” Your lover pouted as he made his way over to you. He avoided mentioning he’s been awake since he heard you come home, the muffles of the other line peaking his interest.
Hoseok let his tears fall like an overflowing sink. He recognized that voice. The voice of someone he once considered an old friend, now calling you baby. Did you have a child?
“It’s fine.” You took your head with a slight grin, taking the infant in your arms as he sat down next to you. The smalls cries halted as they recognized your motherly scent. “Why hello little one.” You coo’ed, finger softly stroking the tiny plump cheek.
“Did you miss me?” Your face lit up with joy as the tiny infant stared back at you, mouth round as they let out soft coos.
“Wow that’s so interesting, tell me more!’ You smiled as Taehyung sat right next to you stretching to see the interaction between you and his child, heart bursting.
Hoseok listened to the entire conversation, a pain in his chest. Your voice full of love and excitement. You meant what you said. You had found your happiness.
Taehyung looked over to your phone, forgotten on the bed, the screen lighting up momentarily- Hoseok hung up. He sighed, relief washing over him. Hopefully- he heard everything. “I’m so proud of you.” He softly spoke against your temple, inhaling your perfume and leaving a small kiss.
“For what?” You knitted your brows before looking back at the child in your arms.
“Everything you do.” He smiled, not ready to admit to his eavesdropping. “You amaze me every day. You’re so strong and such an excellent friend, lover, mother, human being. I love you and our little family.” His eyes now teary as he looked down at your ring finger- the diamond still shining even in the dark. “I just think I should remind you any chance I get.” He shyly smiled before looking away.
Heat spread across your cheeks as you stared at him for a good moment, taking in his appearance. His honey toned skin looked absolutely mesmerizing in the moonlight as his dark waves bounced with every movement. His hand came up to stoke your child’s hair before they enveloped his thumb in their small hand. The small interaction had you bursting at the seams.
“I love you too.” You smiled before giving him a soft kiss, a smile on your face now focused on the child before you. A very heavy sigh you didn’t even know you were holding escaped, happiness was this very moment.
“She...” [name] stared off into space, struggling for word, bringing the bottle to his lips. “How could he do this? ” He threw his head back, taking a swig. His best friend and the love of his life. The word ‘mommy’ rang through his head.
She was right, a lot can happen in three years and he had just realized how long that time really was. He bit down on his lip, drawing blood. He hated himself completely as the bottle rested on his lips, another swig as it burned the fresh punctures.
Silence filled the messy room, bottles and cigarette buds littered the floor as he looked through his photo gallery, fresh tears landing on an old photo he took of you. You both changed and this time the roads didn't cross. His phone calls always set everything right. He promised himself to call again one day.
“I may hate this now but I hope I find what you have [y/n]. Then maybe I’ll thank you.”
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