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I always feel so lonely on New Years. My depression gets really heavy and I just want to fast forward a week or two and be done with the whole thing.

It’s nothing existential like another year over, another year older, another year of lacking achievements, or the general passage of time. Instead, it’s all the retrospective posts and the piles of pictures and videos and tags, and lists of people who meant so much during the past year. I’ve spent my entire life with this nagging voice that tells me my friendships mean more to me than they ever do to the other person, and that voice gets so loud at New Years.

Año 2016: Triste

Año 2017: Enamorado

Año 2018: Depresión

Año 2019: Soledad

Año 2020: ???

De 4 años que han pasado solo he estado “bien” en uno, estare haciendo algo mal?

I'm constantly crying I just want to die

Things I want to do in 2020:

Die.

New Year's

What's my 2020 goal?

Survive.

Mostly I don’t mind being single and having no friends. But than again there are days where I would like having someone to talk to and someone to cuddle.

I was always the one, always, who was never number 1 to anyone

You know, it’s sad

When you realize that you have more scars than friends and more regrets than good memories

100 WAYS TO HAVE FUN WITHOUT ANY FRIENDS🍸

 I cut a lot of toxic people out of my life last year, including family and friends that I’ve known forever and now I’m at a point where I don’t really have any friends. I’m not gonna lie, it was very hard to do. But once I learned how to spend time with myself and actually have fun, I appreciated the process, this took me a couple of days to make, so I hope you guys really enjoy this!

Heres 100 ways to have fun without having any friends:

Treat yourself to a full body massage every month

Go ice skating or learn to ice skate at your local ice skating ring

Regularly get your nails done or do them yourself 

Go to a concert to one of your favorite artists or as many as you can

 Get dressed up and visit a museum or art gala that you’ve never been to

Treat yourself to a facial or do one yourself at home 

Binge on Netlfix while snacking on some delicious sushi and wine

Go to a bookstore, find yourself a comfortable spot, and read a book, or journal your thoughts

Take your bike for a ride around the area while blasting some of your favorite music

Pack a basket with some drinks and sandwiches and have a picnic at the park  

Learn a new language, you can teach yourself or attend clubs for people that are also trying to learn

Style your hair, do your makeup, and take a bunch of selfies for the gram

Go to a lantern festival 

Take a trip somewhere you’ve always wanted to visit

Learn to play a new instrument

Enroll in a gym class that interests you

Follow local food guides on Instagram and try out different foods at the places they recommend

Get a new piercing

Get your dream tattoo

Go to the gun range 

Purchase a DNA ancestry kit and learn more about what makes you who you are

Attend as many plays as you can

Volunteer in something that you’re passionate about

Go swimming or learn how to swim

Take yourself out to the movies

Write and publish a book

Buy yourself a new summer dress or bikini and wear it to the beach

Tackle your fear of heights and go sky diving

Visit a cat cafe or animal shelter

Go shopping 

Learn how to make a new recipe

Take aerial silk classes

Take ballet lessons

Redecorate your bedroom or apartment 

Set the mood, light up candles in your room, dim the lights, and try out new sex toys

Get your hair done or buy a cute wig that you’ve always wanted

Cosplay

Attend a convention

Attend a Paint and Sip class, you get to paint art and drink at the same time

Explore local spots in your city as if you were a tourist

Take up martial art classes

Go to the arcade

Play video games

Visit an aquarium

Watch the sunset or sunrise

Binge watch Korean dramas

Buy yourself some chocolate and flowers because why not

Create your own makeup 

Go on a hike

Go glamping/camping

Go to a music festival

Train and run a marathon

Go on a local yacht cruise

Visit pop up shops and bazaars

Go horseback riding or learn how to ride a horse

Go to the zoo

Go surfing or learn how to surf

Ride a plane around your city

Adopt a pet

Buy new toys for your pet and play with them some more

Take a pole dancing class

Attend a TED talk

Stargaze

Purchase lingerie and pose for yourself in the mirror

Go roller skating or learn how to roller skate

Have a photoshoot by yourself or hire someone to do a photoshoot for you

Attend a fashion show

Attend a circus

If you’re into spooky stuff, go to a paranormal tour and dinner adventure 

Go to a sports game

Attend a comedy show

Take part in murder mystery dinners

Crash a wedding

Go the farmers market

Tackle a puzzle

Go the drive in theatre

Create new clothes out of your old ones or transform ones from the thrift store

Go sledding or learn how to sled

Play mini golf

Make pottery

Go indoor skydiving

Try karaoke

Go snorkeling or learn how to snorkle

Try karaoke

Try Go Kart Racing

Create YouTube videos

Go to a rodeo

Place a bet at a horse racing event

Start your own blog and make extra cash from it 

DIY crafts

Go on a drive through wild safari

Play an extra in a film

Go skiing or learn how to skii

Attend a book signing event of one of your favorite authors

Go to an estate sale in a wealthy neighborhood

Learn a new skill online

Go to karaoke night at a bar

Enter a contest

Listen to a podcast

Join a support group

“I can’t bring myself to tell my friends how bad I really got.”

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Non exksting ones or the ones who dont seem to remember me

“I can’t bring myself to tell my friends how bad I really got.”

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Self care time baby ✂️✂️

Me after being around toxic people for too long:

Friends aren’t supposed to:

Make you doubt yourself

Boss you around

Make you anxious when you’re around them

Try to make you jealous

Lie to you or lie about you

Talk bad about you behind your back

Tell you what to wear

Steal your stuff

Tell your secrets to others

Embarrass you

Make you cry

Hurt you in any way (mentally and/or physically)

If you have a ‘friend’ like this, please end that relationship. I know what it’s like to have someone treat you this way. You’ll feel so much better when you get rid of that toxicity.