Buckyisloved - Who The Hell Is Bucky?

Drunken Rambles, Sober thoughts.

Ship: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Summary: You and Bucky are old childhood friends who enter each others lives again, only to work together. Everything went smoothly, you were best friends again. But, after a couple drinks jealousy brews in his heart.

words: 1,646 

A/N: I wrote this not that long ago but I didn’t fully proof read if there was mistakes but I am way too tired to do that so here this is. Don’t question the tellytubby part it was really late XP

You and Bucky Barnes have been best friends since you were children.

After high school had ended you tried to keep in contact but that failed.

Little did you know that you'd be meeting up with the man himself again when you got a job at the avengers tower.

You worked as a scientist there besides tony and Bruce. You'd also help patch up the team. That's all you knew about though. You never really thought that The winter soldier was Bucky Barnes. So when you saw him again that day, your world became brighter.

"Ms. Y/l/n  how are you?" You here from behind you as you are making your way towards the tower. You spin around to see Tony Stark himself.

"Mr. Stark! It's so great to see you again!"

"Please y/n darling, call me Tony."

"Oh yes! Tony! Well I'm on my way up!"

He chuckles and looks down at your single bag of luggage. "Is that all you brought?"

You follow his eyes to the bag and left out a shy laugh, "It's all I need."

Tony laughs and takes the bag from your hands, and walks you into the tower.

The place was so big and so bright, you were almost scared.

"Please, follow Pepper she will lead you to your room." Snapping back to reality to turn back to Tony and see him and a beautiful blonde women.

"Hi! I'm pepper! Please come with me!"

You nod and go with her, the both of you go up a single stair case that leads to a hall way. You look at each door as you pass and realize that you were going to be placed in the same hall as the rest of the team.

You squeal to yourself as you get closer to your door.

Pepper tells you all about the hand scanner to get in and explains about friday the helpful AI in the building.

You thank her and go inside. Finally alone, you plop yourself into your bed. "I think I'm gonna like it here."

~~~~~

After unpacking the small amount of things you have you make your way out and into to lounge area to see if you can meet some of the team.

There on the couch sat three people, who seemed to be in a heated debate about something serious. "Yeah but what if we were in the world!"a spiky haired man says

"Honestly Clint I want to deck you right now." A stunning red head says

"Guys guys listen!" Captain America himself shouts "if we were in the Teletubby world you'd go nuts!"

You giggle to yourself, causing the team to look over in embarrassment.

You walk over only to automatically be greeted by the tall blonde. "Oh hi! Y-you must be the new scientist here? I'm sorry you had to hear that! Steve Rogers." He says taking a firm grip to your hand.

The other two nod and say their names as well.

"Well is nice to meet you all! My name is y/n y/l/n."

You hear a small slam from behind you. You turn around quickly to see a tall brunet looking at you with hope in his eyes. You glance down to see a discarded book on the floor, he must have dropped it.

"Y/n? Is that really you?"

You tilt your head walking closer to him, you examine his face and feel your eyes water up.

"Bucky!" You fling yourself into his arms and he spins you around. "Oh my god doll! It's been so long!" He places you down then crosses his arms. "How come I didn't hear from you?!"

You match his pose and look right back at him, "it's kind of hard to contact a super soldier."

His face tints red as you hear a coughing from behind you.

The team stares at the two of you looking for a story. Which Bucky always tells best.

"Guys, this is my bestfriend in the whole world. No offense Stevie you're still there too."

Steve clutches his chest and pretends to fall down.

Bucky explains the story with delight as you gaze upon him He's changed so much.

After he finished you checked your watch and stood up quickly. "Oh my god I have to go!"

Bucky looks towards you with an alarmed look on his face. "What's wrong doll?"

"I need to get to the lab." You say grabbing your bag and making your way to the door. You feel a slight tug on your shoulder and stop. "Well y/n, I can be your hall pass. Let me take you."

You let out a sigh of relief and follow him towards the lab. This is going to be great.

~~~~

You've been working with the team for a while now. Everything is going great!

The group of you sit in a circle playing never have I ever, drunkenly.

"Nev-never have I ever kissed someone recently." Tony says like a child

You chuckle and put a finger down, you feel all eyes on you.

"Ooooo y/n! Tell ussss!" Wanda slurs

"Hehe okayyy. Well! It was this cute boy!"

All the girls in the room 'ooo' and the guys fake a gag. Except Bucky, he had his stare right on you.

"What was his nammmmeeee?" Natasha begs

"Alex! But mehh he wasn't good in bed... shhhh."

The team all gasp and giggle like a bunch of toddlers.

"Alright alright! My turn!" Sam yells "never have I ever had a secret crush!"

Most of the teams fingers goes down, all except yours. They all give you 'mhm liar' looks.

"What?"

"You have a secret crush doll." Steve says smirking.

"Well... it's not so secret though."

Bucky face heats up and he looks away.

"I bet it's on that alex kid!" Natasha says whispering very loudly.

"What! Shhhhh!"

Next thing you know it Bucky is up and out of the room.

You glare at Natasha before getting up and following him.

"Buckyy?" You say stumbling through the halls.

You feel yourself trip, not sure what over but you were falling. Then, you weren't. You felt a strong grasp around your waist.

You smirk up and the blue eyes man as he frowns down at you. "Bucky! You saved me!" He stands you up straight and starts to leave again

"Where are you going though?" You say sounding like a crying puppy.

He sighs and turns around "Y/n you're drunk. Go to bed."

"But whyyy? I want to be with my bestfriend!" He stiffens and walks back over to you.

"Doll... I can't fight you right now, go to bed."

You frown and look into his eyes, you step closer and start tracing his chest. "Y/n! What are you doing?"

"I just...my secret crush is on you... but I didn't tell you that!"

You say stepping away with your hands up. Bucky frowns, groaning. "What? You don't like me?" You says placing your hands on your cheeks.

He automatically straightens up and marches over to you, holding your sides once again. "No doll, it's not that..." You slide your arms up and around his neck, draping them over his shoulders.

"Then what is it?" You whisper

"Doll, you're killing me right now."

You gasp dramatically and sit on the ground. "I am?"

Bucky chuckles and picks you up, carrying you bridal style in your arms. "Come on doll, I'm tucking you in."

You yawn out a yay and pass out in his arms.

He looks down at your sleeping figure and smiles warmly. "She likes me..."

~~~~~~~~~~

The next morning you wake up to the smell of pancakes and bacon, and a pounding headache on the side.

You look over to see a note with water and an Advil. You pick up the note and read it. "I'm not sure if you remember last night doll, but you had a lot of fun. I loved listening to all your stories. Please meet me on the roof."

You smile recognizing the hand writing and try to remember the night before.

Then it hit you.

"Oh." You sit up quick. "Oh god no."

You get up and dressed, rushing out to the roof.

There sat bucky at a small table , he had two plates of breakfast in front of him.

When he finally looks over to you he chuckles. "Good morning doll."

You hesitantly make your way over and sit in front of Bucky.

After a few moments of silence you finally speak up. "Look. I know what I said last night but if you don't feel that way can we just act like it never happened?"

Bucky looks back over to you with that alarmed look again and takes hold of your hands. "No no no doll! Listen."

You relax slightly and look into those eyes of his. "Last night was amazing, I'm glad you said that to me. It took me every bone in my body to not kiss you right then and there!"

Your cheeks turn pink and you look away, taking your hand back and putting them on your face. Bucky stands up and walks around and over to you. He takes your hands from your face and stands you up.

"But I don't like you y/n"

You feel your heart pang, you search his face for answers. So many questions flew in your head. "What? But you just said-"

"I'm in love with you doll."

You stare at him in shock. "You. Love. Me?"

He laughs and pulls you closer. You can feel the hunger on his lips.

"Since the day I met you y/n."

You laugh and look down. You feel his cold fingers lift your head back up. His smile now a serious look, he was almost searching your face. "Can I kiss you?" You catch your breath and nod.

He grins and leans in, taking your lips with his. You felt your soul intertwine with his.

Why hadn't the two of you done this already? "Doll I'm sorry this took me so long."

You shush him and kiss him again before pulling back. "I love you too you dope."

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