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asjdhsjdn i finally learned how to draw them acceptably 

also why the fuck is the quality so bad i spent way too much fucking time making sure to avoid it uhhubjnelasdkn

based off of this (which is based off this)

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My Own Grave

Feral Raph x Reader

Warnings: Reader dies and swearing.

Song: My Own Grave by As I Lay Dying

Notes: Not sure if the song fits with Raph, but my friend at work recommended the song to me. Gave it a shot and thought what would this go well with, and immediately I thought of the episode where Raph got left alone in the sewers too long and he went feral lol. This is my interpretation of feral Raph, so enjoy. I also never wrote for Raph before, so go easy on me lol. As I stated before, listening to the song while reading gives it more emotion and feels.

Text Received at 3:50

Raph❤: Hey your still joining us for some sewer fun right?

Y/N smiles at the reminder text from her sweet boyfriend. He always did like reminding her even though he always knew she would reply back, unlike his brothers.

Unfortunately, this time the text never went through, as Raph would have responded. So she fishes for her phone, checking it as her eyes widen.

Text not sent.

Y/N: Sure am big red, you know I'm always down for some fun.

Her phone didn't send the message! What the hell! She curses inwardly at herself for not noticing sooner, and Raph texted her that over an hour ago...poor guy must be worried!

She knows how bad it can get when Raph is left alone for too long.

With this she hastily makes her way to the lair, finding it empty.

"Guys!" She yells out, recieving no answer in return.

Crud.

Y/N fishes our her phone again, sending a message to Donnie.

Y/N: Hey where are you guys? I'm at the lair right now.

"Good enough."

Text sent at 4:58

Not a second later, she gets a text back.

He's always on his phone so that's no suprise he would text back.

Text recieved at 4:59

BrainsMcgee: Kinda busy trying to find Raph, Leo forgot to text him that we were gonna be late and Raph went feral. So were currently on our way back, and will see you in the next few minutes.

Y/N's eyes widen at this.

Raph went feral...this is not good...

"Way to go Leo..." She whispers to herself.

Sure enough, she hears footsteps coming from the other tunnel as she rushes over to the guys.

"What happened to you guys?! Was...was this all Raph's doing?" Y/N asks as Leo stumbles to the floor, groaning in pain.

"Yes it was your boyfriends doing, no thanks to Leon whatsoever." Donnie says bitterly as shoots Leo a glare. "D don't blame him, it was an accident right Leo?" Mikey asks as Leo only grunts in response.

Y/N watches as Donnie and Mikey help pick Leo up off the floor, her eyes widening at all the cuts and bruises Leo obtained. "I can't believe Raph did this to you...is there anyway I can help?" She asks as they all look at her crazily. "Unless you wanna look like a mess hermano I suggest staying here and let us handle Raph." Leo says as he holds his side, as his eye squints from being in pain.

"Like hell I'm gonna stay behind!" She yells out, startling the others as they look at her with wide eyes.

"Woah...no wonder Raph took a liking towards you!" Mikey says as Y/N's cheeks flush red at the compliment. "Alright Y/N can help, but to a certain degree. Deal?" Donnie says as she nods.

"So what's the plan?" Y/N asks as Mikey and Donnie think.

Leo puts a hand to his chin, thinking, as his eyes light up. "What if we use Y/N as a way to bring Raph back to normal?" Leo says as both turtles look at him as if he's crazy.

"No way-I'll do it." Everyone turns to stare at Y/N surprised.

"You will?" Leo asks dumbfounded by Y/N's enthusiasm to help Raph.

"Of course I would, I love Raph and nothing will change that. Feral or not I love who he is and all that he is. He's been there for me, so I need to be there for him." Y/N says as everyone looks at her with tear filled eyes.

"Let's bring Raph home!" Everyone shouts as they begin to start there plan.

What they didn't know was that someone or a certain somebody was watching them from the tunnel.

-With Raph-

He stares at them with blank eyes, frowning.

How dare they touch his mate.

(The lies, the weight)

(Deceit, decay)

(The lies, the weight)

(It's clear I lost my way)

He turns around and makes his way back to his home.

Home?

His mind is vaccant with endless empty thoughts as he tries to think.

Remember.

Who is Raph?

Raph growls as a rat scurries by him, but the rat wasn't fast enough as Raph pounces on him, killing the rat as he picks it up.

Blood is smeared on the floor as Raph tears the head from the body.

He pulls and chews at the body as tosses the head away.

Tasty meat.

(I thought I was an architect, but I was just moving dirt)

What was he doing again? Right. Heading back to his makeshift home.

(Stacking mud over malice covered up, forming nothing but a pile of hurt)

He wanders the tunnels, killing any meat that crosses his path as he finally makes his way back.

He shuffles around, stopping, as he hears the pitter patter of tiny feet scuttling around him.

More meat.

(Boring the barriers that kept others away (away)

(The deeper the walls, the less anyone could hear me (hear me fall)

(So now I know there is no one else to blame)

(Buried alive inside my own grave)

Eventually the sound of tiny footsteps passes as there replaced by heavier ones.

Can it be?

(And there's no one else to blame)

(Buried alive inside my own grave)

Mate?

(Inside of my own grave)

(Beneath my lies)

He turns around and comes face to face with his mate.

He growls lowly at her as she backs away but not in fear, more so in observation. He sniffs the air as he smells another scent on her that isn't his, he growls at this.

He bares his teeth at her, his snaggletooth gleaming in the dim light as she holds up her hands in defence.

"Raph..." She calls out sweetly.

Why can't he remember her name?

He watches, teeth still bared as she slowly takes a step towards him.

"Raph it's me...do you know who I am?"

"Maaate..." He growls out, her eyes widening at his answer.

She takes another step forward and another, and another, until she's within touching distance of him.

(Delusional enough to think I'd designed something great)

(Like a giant headstone inscribed to describe my shameful fate)

Why does she seem familiar?

Why is she not afraid?

(An ugly truth from which there was no way to escape (escape)

(Nowwhere left to hide and then finally forced to face what I'd become)

(Buried alive inside of my own grave (my grave)

He watches as she reaches a hand out to pet his snout, bad move on her part.

(What I'd become)

"Remember me Raph...I love you." She closes her eyes as he raises a hand up.

(Buried alive inside of my own grave (my grave)

(Beneath my pride, crushing me)

Bloodlust blurs his vision as he full on hits her, the force of his swing slams her against the wall as you can hear bones breaking by the second.

He knows alone the sheer impact of his punch could hurt if not kill anyone let alone a simple human.

(Beneath my lies, collapsing)

(But we are still alive (we are still alive)

A bloodcurdling scream can be heard coming from her, but it doesn't last long as she eventually grows quiet.

(Buried alive inside of my own grave)

(And there's no one else to blame)

"Y/N!" Familiar voices shout as he slowly comes back too.

(The lies and the weight, I know I lost my way (my way)

As he slowly comes back to, Raph blinks a few times as he looks at his surroundings, this isnt the sewer he told them to meet at?

(What I'd become)

"Guys?" He calls out frantically, only to hear sobbing come from Mikey and Leo. Donnie doing his best not to cry as he checks her over before he too starts to tear up.

Where's Y/N?

(And there's no one else to blame)

(Buried alive, buried alive)

He slowly walks over to them, his eyes growing wide as tears blur his vision.

(Finally forced to face what I'd become)

(What I'd become in my own grave)

There she lays in a puddle of blood. His girl Y/N. He killed his beloved Y/N. He crys loudly as he sinks to his knees, cradling Y/N in his arms as he continues to cry.

(Buried in my own grave alive)

Okay if everyone following me went and put on the Rise movie on Netflix right now in the background and then liked it when it was done. That would be enough people to help make Netflix consider maybe a second Rise movie (because the creators mentioned having plans!!!) so maybe. If you are seeing this. Go go go on my hands and knees.

Literally all I want to do is write something that makes people insane and maybe scream silently over it like is that so much to ask

I drew snow turdles having fun

I lob them so much.

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