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haechan wants to kiss you, he wants to kiss you so bad. every time you walk into a room his eyes drift to your lips, soft (he assumes) and shiny with your favorite lip balm. whenever you pull out your cherry lip balm he can’t help but wonder what your lips would taste like. he watches intently as you put the small tube to your lips gently swiping it across your lips, a light tint staining them. if he’s lucky, sometimes when he’s close enough to you he can smell the distinct smell of cherry lingering on you. haechan thinks he’s been sneaky about his stares, but he doesn’t know that you already noticed his looks. how his eyes move with the lip balm as you move it across your lips, and the slight blush that paints his cheeks when you smack your lips together to spread the shine. today was no different as you pulled out your lip balm to moisturize your lips. haechan’s mouth slightly part as he tries his best to discreetly look over at you. as you finished putting some on you turn to face him, “channie do you want some maybe? it’s cherry flavor” he stared at you for a minute, mouth suddenly feeling dry, he swallowed a lump that had formed in his throat. you giggled at his expression reaching up to grab his face, pushing his cheeks together to make him pucker. you softly applied the lip balm on him making sure to get the corners of his mouth. “okay now go like this” you smacked your lips together waiting for haechan to do the same, he slowly touched his lips together, tongue instinctively peeking out to taste the lip balm. a light blush blooming on his cheeks as the sweet taste hit his tongue. haechan knew he needed another taste, but from your lips this time.

" but i'm drawn to you, the more i hurt the more i want you "

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what do i write ?

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i will not write anything nsfw, this blog is intended for all ages. i do write angst and fluff though !!

i typically write for fem and gender neutral readers but i am super open to masc reader requests !!

i write one shots, drabbles, headcannons, and fake texts as of now !! i am working on some full length fics and series so keep an eye out for those :))

who do i write for ?

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kpop : nct (127, dream, wayv) : ateez : stray kids : enhypen : txt : p1harmony

tv and games : mcu : tf141 + könig

" reach out to you but i cannot have it, i cannot touch you, never "

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— @bxckkdoor ᧔o᧓

ordinary

fluff ─ ੈ♡˳ no warnings! ˘͈ᵕ˘͈

idol!jaehyun x gn!reader

this one’s for all my delulus out there!

{6:33pm} ♡‧₊˚ ↴

it wasn’t his job that made him ordinary, it wasn’t his talent, and it certainly wasn’t his looks.. but it was the little things he did, like wanting to go to the convenience store with you at 2am even after a long day of photoshoots and promotions.

it’s starting to get colder, and leaves are turning brown again. just like it was when you met him. this time of year makes you remember the first time you crossed paths.

you were working at a cafe, your first day, first job. he, of all people, walked in. you felt your heart stop and start again. of course you knew who he was, but you didn’t dare say anything. you kindly welcomed him, holding back the urge to ask for a picture or an autograph.. you were too shy to do anything like that.

you’ll never forget his order. it still hasn’t changed. you called it out. “extra hot caramel macchiato, two pumps hazelnut, extra whipped cream.”

he was off to the side of the counter, jotting something down on piece of paper. his head perked up at your call, and he smiled.

he payed in cash, and managed to slip something in with it. a little folded up sticky note wedged in between the bills. you wouldn’t have noticed it if it hadn’t slipped out and fallen onto the floor. “oh, did something fall out of—”

“don’t worry. that’s for you.” he interjected, taking the change you held out for him in your hand. “well thanks. have a nice day.” he nodded on his way out.

after watching him exit in awe, you picked up the note. a string of digits was written across it in really poor handwriting. it read ‘text me?’ but it actually looked more like ‘taxi man’

but you couldn’t focus for the rest of the day. seeing him in person was enough to shake you up, but for him to hit on you? you got a least 4 orders wrong after that.

when you finally got home, you were hesitant to type the number into your phone. did he really mean to give it to you? that’s dangerous… for all he knows, you could be a sasaeng.

you ignored any doubts and just did it anyway. you had no idea what to say. not wanting to freak him out or act like a crazy fan, you went with something simple.

hi are you the guy from earlier? caramel macchiato?

shortly after you sent it, you got a response.

yeah that’s me

you stared at your screen expressionless, trying to process what was going on. and then another text came through.

sorry that note was so sloppy. actually i was worried you wouldn’t be able to read it

im jaehyun by the way. could i get your name?

all you could do was laugh. it was unbelievable.

surprisingly, you slept pretty well that night. but you woke up a little disappointed, thinking you’d just woken from the best dream ever. you picked up your phone to check the time only to see a message from a number that had yet to be saved as a contact.

you working today?

you took a second to notice the messages above it, where you exchanged names. your heart fluttered, but then it dropped. it was already noon and jaehyun’s text is what reminded you that you had a shift at 1:15. your thumbs slammed against your keyboard to respond.

yes i totally forgot

you pulled yourself together in like 10 minutes. hair kinda messy, eye bags on fleek, you head out. you were in such a hurry, it didnt occur to you to check if he responded.

nice. i’ll see you there

but you left him on delivered.

you made it just on time. you reached for the door handle but someone else beat you to it. a familiar voice spoke. “here, i can get that.”

you weren’t expecting to see jaehyun right beside you, and you obviously weren’t used to seeing his face up close and personal. “oh it’s you-” your hands instinctively covered your mouth in surprise. “what are you doing here?” you avoided looking directly at him as you made your way inside.

he followed behind you. “i have a day off.. and i was craving coffee.” you rubbed your cold hands together. “is that so?” heading to the back to put your things down, you tried hard not to show how nervous you were.

you came back out with an apron, and you made sure to fix your hair up a bit. jaehyun was standing on the other side of the counter like he was ready to place an order, so you had to think of him as any regular customer. “what can i get for you today, sir?”

“can i get a… date with you?”

at that point, it had started to sink in. that you actually had a shot with this guy.

“sir, that’s.. not on the menu.” you teased with a sudden confidence, looking him in the eye.

yes, this was jeong jaehyun. but at the end of the day, he was still a man. and like any man, you wouldn’t let him pull you so easily.

“it’s not?” he answered, his gaze lingering on you so naturally. “hmm…” with a quick scan of the menu, he continued. “a caramel macchiato is fine, then.”

one thing led to another, and the untouchable superstar jaehyun you couldn’t believe was real, was now the annoying jaehyun who refused to leave your home.

the unreachable jaehyun who travels the world, performing at sold out stadiums, is still the jaehyun who sleeps through his alarms, and sings in the shower…

now you know he’s not unreachable or untouchable, but it was still hard for you to understand how such a special person… could really be so ordinary.

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