byrder - ˚₊‧꒰ა Byrder ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
˚₊‧꒰ა Byrder ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

🪶 Horus / Byrder 🪽 || DID + Autistic + Alterhuman || 2k+ alters || ❤️6.19.24❤️ || ❝ I will touch the sun or I will die trying... ❞

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The Autism Is Making Me Make A Backrooms Sideblog Ehehehehehehe

the autism is making me make a backrooms sideblog ehehehehehehe

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6 months ago

sick of seeing hate thrown towards “baby gays.” let them wear rainbows. let them wear their pride flags like capes. let them make jokes about their identity and talk about it all the time. let them wear tails and puppy ears. let them do what is constantly deemed as “cringe.” let them be excited about finally being able to express their true selves. they deserve it. we all deserve it.

6 months ago
Twitter/X thread from Victoria Duncan on X:
"At some point, very early on, undiagnosed neurodivergent children are faced with a terrible dilemma.

They will tell someone they're in pain, someone they trust, and that person will say no they're not. That didn't hurt. It can't have. They're being selfish/dramatic/lying.

The child has to get their head around it. They feel pain, but a trusted caregiver says they don't and they're being bad for saying so. How can it be true?

There are only two, bad, options.

The child may choose to believe the caregiver and decide that they are wrong about their pain. They will make this choice again and again over the years and slowly learn to ignore their body until they are barely connected to it at all. They learn not to trust themselves.

Or, the child might not be able to ignore the reality of their pain. In which case, they have to give up on pleasing their caregiver by keeping quiet as demanded. They learn that adults won't believe or take care of them. They learn not to trust other people.
I think whichever choice you make, you carry the rest of your life, disconnected either from your own body and experiences, or from other people and meaningful relationships. Maybe both.

Anyway, diagnosis is the only way out of the dilemma. It's the only way your reality can be different from other people's without someone being at fault - is if you have a word like "sensory overwhelm" to explain the difference.

That's why diagnosis changes lives & why people want it so much.

This is about saying you're in pain because of sensory overwhelm, but it can also be about saying you're tired from sitting still or socializing or reading and someone says you can't be. Saying you "don't like" an activity you find hard, and having people assume the worst of you.
6 months ago
By The Sea | [RadioApple] Hazbin Hotel ANIMATIC - Kee_N0H
By The Sea | [RadioApple] Hazbin Hotel ANIMATIC - Kee_N0H
By The Sea | [RadioApple] Hazbin Hotel ANIMATIC - Kee_N0H
By The Sea | [RadioApple] Hazbin Hotel ANIMATIC - Kee_N0H

By The Sea | [RadioApple🍎📻] Hazbin Hotel ANIMATIC - Kee_N0H

6 months ago

reblog this if you want anonymous opinions of you

6 months ago

@cosmos-tent goldenrod, mahogany, red, ruby, pink, violet

@abandoned-lolita-col pink, green, jade

The Colors of the Moots ask game

Lemon - idk but like you seem really sour and scary Yellow - every time i see you on my dash you're always so happy and it's so lovely! Cyber - when the frick are you offline? like tell me when, i need to know for your sanity!!! do you even have it??? Goldenrod - i really wanna sit next to you and watch a sunset/sunrise. or maybe just look at you. Orange - if you were a fruit you'd be a orange. no explanation. Rust - you seem like you're hanging on by a thread. Mahogany - let's go on a late night drive together and listen to one of your playlists. Red - i am so in love with you. first it was ironic, now it's unironic. so in love. Ruby - you are such a gem, you deserve so much better <3 Pink - biting you biting you biting you biting you licking you biting you biting you Violet - honestly i just wanna kiss you just to shut you up. yeah. Blue - you are the sad mood. the crying moot, even. i am offering a tissue in this trying time. and maybe a hug. only if you want ofc Navy - i have a feeling you hate jeans. Lime - i can't tell if you're serious or what but i am avidly waiting your next post. Green - wanna go touch grass with me? Jade - honestly you have some of the best takes on this hellsite.


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