Honestly, It Was A Long Time Ago. I Dont Really Remember The Details. // Pretending Like The Shibuya

❝ honestly, it was a long time ago. i don’t really remember the details. ❞ // pretending like the Shibuya Incident didn't traumatize him

      𝐒𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐋𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐇𝐈𝐌, 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐏𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒. there lingered tension in those shoulders, sensed prior to its gradual decline and immediate disregard. the other concealed it well enough, seemed to always parade with a smile and banter which never registered. choso wasn't oblivious, but vagueness eluded an under-stimulated mind. especially sarcasm, there was an assortment of nuances where humans naturally 𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐎𝐃 one another. ❛ you seem uncomfortable ... for someone who doesn't remember the details. ❞ direct, always to the point. a flawed blessing many turned away from in favor of ignorant bliss .

      porcelain digits would lift his shawl, concealing mouth, and continuing from that fleeting 𝐏𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐄 despite his own reservations. don't let him deflect, it needs to be addressed for both their sake. ❛ it's okay not to be okay . ❞ odd, mending wounds you caused. as though this mattered, their forgiveness still beckoned nonetheless. opposite hand burrowed itself, furled within a jacket pocket as posture closed in this feeling, it registered as 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐌𝐄 . you cannot meet his eyes without regret.

answered prompt for @brazenlystrong ! ( accepting. )

❝ that's not the worst thing i've ever heard but it's certainly up there. ❞

      𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐈𝐒 𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐁𝐄𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒. nails pinching at the skin around palms, not quite inflicting wounds : it kept him grounded beside the other, nestled upon an oakwood bench. so unkempt, rotted. shoulders were slouched compared to those which seemed so pristine and delicate in nature. umbers shift between 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 at the distant expanse of his own mind, there echoed guttural screams etched and giving rise to repulsion. stomach churned, breath expelling from where it was once held. ❛ does it make me a bad person ? ❞

      she seemed kind, genuinely so. it would be a shame to snuff out that glimmering light. such warmth in passing smiles. alas, the woman's presence was telling. intentions evident in the way she holstered what appeared only as a 𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐃𝐄 and imminent confidence strode amidst this forsaken village. his former inquiry simmered, only brushing the surface where truth smoldered beneath a ruse of innocence. she shouldn't have come here alone.

answered prompt for @hanakokyu ! ( accepting. )

[ 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 ] : exhausted from a battle, the receiver gives up resistance.

      𝐊𝐍𝐄𝐄𝐒 𝐁𝐄𝐍𝐃, 𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐕𝐄. a wrist is ensnared, swiftly raising the appendage only to release him, coming to the conclusion that interest was severely lacking in this battle. crimson seeps, retracting from whence it came into the 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐊 across his visage, sealed away. there is a subtle creak from leather soles as position regains composure to stand. ❛ stupid. ❞ while dejection rings behind words, there is annoyance for having wasted his time. after all, the others were doing far more work to cause a distraction. this one wanted to prove something, choso seemed to debate whether it was warranted to kick that wallowing face in. what kind of expression is that, anyway ? ❛ next time, mind your business. ❞ you're not the target.

answered prompt for @lotusgrieved ! ( accepting. )

#𝐂𝐀𝐃𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐒 i want a perfect body, i want a perfect soul.

independent portrayal of 𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐎 𝐊𝐀𝐌𝐎 from the 𝙟𝙪𝙟𝙪𝙩𝙨𝙪 𝙠𝙖𝙞𝙨𝙚𝙣 𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨 with sporadic activity in PST. written by vera and established 8/23/2024 ! minors and personals do not interact. ( 21+ audience only ) not spoiler free and canon divergent since gege can't appreciate characters. please read my rules before following. duplicate friendly. ♥

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A FEW VARIOUS SENTENCE STARTERS

❝ i wouldn't find the need to tell you 'i told you so' if you weren't so allergic to admitting i'm right. ❞

❝ there are better hills to die on but i find this one quite comfortable. ❞

❝ would you come with me please? i adore your company. ❞

❝ that's not the worst thing i've ever heard but it's certainly up there. ❞

❝ i would love to help you but i'm afraid i'm suffering from a terrible case of 'it's not my problem.' ❞

❝ could you just think about anyone other than yourself for once? ❞

❝ i'm not going to stand here and argue with you about how much you need to get some rest. if i find you passed out on the floor i'm leaving you there. ❞

❝ would you be a dear and shut the hell up. ❞

❝ i know i need help but i'm not quite ready to ask for it. ❞

❝ do you know where we're going or are we just trying to get lost now? ❞

❝ i have confided this in you, please do not betray that trust. ❞

❝ do you like it here? with me? ❞

❝ are you still happy? with me, i mean. with us. ❞

❝ i didn't lie, i simply presented a selective truth. ❞

❝ do you actually like spending time with me? because i feel like all you do is argue. ❞

❝ one of us will eventually have to have the strength to be honest with ourselves about each other. ❞

❝ i want to tell you something i just need a moment to figure out the right words. ❞

❝ if you were the religious type i would challenge god to win your devotion. ❞

❝ don't tell me to quit being melodramatic it's the only time i have any fun. ❞

❝ were you ever going to tell me or were you just going to make me guess what you're thinking and feeling. ❞