Cairobi--eliza - Aqueerblackfemme

god. i just imagine getting hugged from behind by a lover.

or maybe waking up in the middle of the night in order to snuggle back into their warmth.

or maybe even waking up to their kisses.

i like to also imagine myself never getting bored with them, like we go out to a festival only to leave because we want to be in each other’s presence.

i like to imagine them helping me cook dinner. or helping me decorate my living room.

or us buying a cat together, or two, as our own kids.

i imagine them searching for me in a room full of people.

i imagine them thinking abt me during random parts of the day and smiling.

Part 2 for the indigenous love series

Heart full,

Mind heavy,

Body still.

“you‘re so quiet” baby i’m not even here. i’m fantasizing about a book i read weeks ago. move on.

Terfs can choke